Authors: Amy Finnegan
“It was good to meet you too, Charlie,” Jake says with a cheerful wave to the invisible man behind his mom. “I always wanted a brother.”
I smack his arm. “That's the last time you'll ever tease me about Charlie.”
“I seriously doubt it,” he replies.
Once we're in the car, Jake tells me how much he wishes his mom could at least quilt. He says he's hired a housekeeper who not only cleans, but prepares meals that Mrs. Elliott can just heat up, as well as two home health nurses who alternate days caring for her physical needsâincluding taking her to appointmentsâand Jake has promised extra pay to all of them if they'll help his mom quilt once or twice a week. But so far, nobody has.
No wonder he gave me that smile when I offered.
The longer we talk, the more I realize how expensive Mrs. Elliott's care has to be. I also try to imagine how things would be for her if Jake didn't have the job he has. How many people in her situation need long-term nurses or someone to make them meals or clean their house? Let alone a friend who can help them enjoy activities they can't do on their own. Are there enough organizations out there that provide services like this?
Hmm ⦠a cause that matters to me. I'll have to think this over.
“You know,” Jake says, “there's a club down the street from here that's so dark and crowded, no one would recognize youâif you're in the mood for some fun, that is.”
I don't smile and nod on purpose. It just happens.
We pull up to a dance club a few minutes later, and I scan the square three-story glass building and the massive crowd waiting to get into The Cage. “Do you think we could use a back entrance?” I ask.
Jake opens his door. “I'm way ahead of you.”
While we walk through the parking lot, just a few inches apart, I put my hands in my pockets because I'm suddenly hyperaware of them swinging by my sides. Jake does the same thing at exactly the same time, and we both laugh.
“Awkward much?” I say.
“No, actually.”
We stop short of a back entrance, guarded by a bouncer. “Wait here and keep your head down,” Jake tells me. “Let's hope I'm a better actor than I think I am.”
In L.A. I can sneak into a club without much fanfare, but I doubt Phoenix has a lot of people trying to avoid recognition.
Jake pays the guy, and when he returns, he whispers, “All right,
I told him that my bitter ex-girlfriend is standing at the front entrance, and he totally understood.”
I smile and drop my head as we pass by the bouncer.
We have to feel our way down a pitch-black hallway and keep bumping into each other. The club music is our only compass until we find the dance floor. It's jammed with bodies, and the flashing colored lights make it impossible to get a clear picture of anyone. “Great place, huh?” Jake says, leaning down so I can hear him over the booming hip-hop.
“I love it.” The tempo is so intense my heart feels like it's pumping with the downbeat. Jake takes my handâonly so we won't get separatedâand we weave through body after body until we find a small space to dance. It doesn't take long for me to loosen up because Jake isn't too touchy at all. And whenever a slow song plays, we always take a break.
I shake off all thoughts of this being a bad idea and just have a good time.
We're there for about two hours before we both show signs of being too tired to stand, let alone dance. Jake asks me if we should leave after the next song, and I agree.
But the next song starts, and it's a slow song. I take a step to go get some water, and I guess end the night a few minutes early, but Jake hooks a finger around one of my belt loops and pulls me back. “Hey, we're just friends, remember? I think we can handle it.”
He's right. I'm being ridiculous.
“Are you sure?” I say as he settles his hands on my waist. I move mine to his shoulders and try to ignore my racing pulse. “I've heard that nine out of ten girls pass out when they get this close to you.”
He holds me a bit tighter. “Even if that were true, you'd still be the
one
who didn't.”
In different circumstances, he might've been wrong about that.
When the tempo picks up again, he takes my hand and leads me through the crowd, into the dark hallway, and out the back door. He lets go when we reach the parking lotâsort of abruptly, in fact. I take a deep breath while a fresh breeze cools me off.
As far as I could tell, not a single person recognized me.
Jake seems to be distracted by something and keeps glancing toward the club entrance as we walk. Maybe he really does have a bitter ex-girlfriend waiting in line now.
But it doesn't matter. Just before we reach his car, a smile takes over my entire face, and I tell Jake, “I've had more fun tonight than I've had in forever. Thank you.”
“Elliott!” My name echoes across the parking lot.
I knew it
. I had thought I saw Devin pull up to the club just as we walked out of it.
“You better hide or things might get crazy,” I tell Emma, hurrying to open my car door. Her eyes widen, and she jumps inside. I shut the door and lean against it.
“Jake, my man!” Devin says, coming over with Mark. “You said you wouldn't be up until tomorrow.” He motions to Emma, who I hope keeps her face hidden. I shift, trying to block the light from the street lamps. “But no wonder you didn't call.”
“It was a last-minute thing,” I say, unwilling to share Emma. Not tonight. “I have to make another trip for my stuff anyway.”
“I don't get you,” Mark says. “You're loaded. Hire some movers.”
“It's only boxes,” I tell him. “I bought my furniture in Tucson.”
Devin cranes his neck for a better look. “Who's the chick?”
I don't budge. “No one you need to know about.”
“It never is,” Mark says with a hand on my shoulder. “We've done all we can for you.”
“Yeah, everything but take a hint when I want you to get lost,” I say, and they laugh because they think I'm joking. I promise to call when I'm back in Phoenix tomorrow, and we part ways. I have some explaining to do.
“Cute friends,” Emma says once I'm in the car. “I could see them in the mirror.”
“Sorry I had you hide, but those guys have been bugging me nonstop to set you up with them. Especially Devin, the one with the brown hair.” I drive toward the main road. “So imagine what it would've looked like if they'd seen us togetherâin Phoenix.”
A date, for one thing. Which is exactly what Emma wants to avoid.
“Got it.” Emma glances out the window, and there's silence in the car for about ten seconds before she adds, “Setting me up might actually be a good thing, though. When Rachel visits me for the premiere, I was hoping you could take her out. So I guess we can double that weekend, and you know, I'll go with Devin.” She looks back. “Is that okay?”
Is she freaking kidding? No, it isn't
okay
. “Sure.”
Silence again. Then, “You'd tell me if you didn't want to do that, right?”
“I always say what's on my mind,” I lie.
“Just checking,” Emma says. “The premiere is, like, ten weeks away though, so if Devin starts dating someone, or whatever, it wouldn't be a big deal.” Was there some subtext in there? “But don't get me wrong. I'm sure he's cool.”
Nope, no subtext. She'll go out with
Devin
, but not with me.
Devin pretty much lives the life of my dreams anyway, always has. Perfect family with plenty of money, and he's flying through school and loves telling me about it. He's been my best friend since junior high, but we're still big-time competitors when it comes to just about everything. I would have rather set Emma up with Mark, who's a bit of a goofball.
I turn on the stereo. “Yep. Devin's the coolest guy I know.”
“Is he the one whose sister is your agent?” Emma says,
still
talking about Devin.
I just nod and focus on the road again.
“Oh! I forgot to tell you! McGregor let some interesting news slip.” Whatever it is, Emma sounds excited. “You and Kimmi have a big make-out scene coming up!”
No way. “Please tell me you're kidding.”
She smiles up at me, the joke obvious now. “That wouldn't be so bad, would it?”
“Not bad at all. For Kimmi.”
Emma laughs and my tension eases. “Oh, please. You can't be
that
good.”
There's a glimmer in her eyes that makes me want to say,
Try me
.
“With a room full of people watching, screen kissing is far from romantic, anyway,” she goes on. “My first kiss happened on camera, and it took about a dozen takes and four camera angles to get right. I was so nervous that the director had to close the set.”
“Seriously?” I ask. “How many guys have you kissed since then?”
Emma about jumps out of her skin. “Excuse me? That's a little nosy!”
“On set, of course. That's all I meant.” I flip on the car light to get a better look at her. “You're blushing.”
Emma checks in the visor mirror. “Nuh-uh.”
She
is
blushing. “I'll guess. One ⦠two ⦠three ⦠am I getting warmer? Four ⦔
“Oh, fine!” she says. “Eight.”
“I figured you'd know. Girls always countâwe're nothing more than numbers.”
“Whatever! That's such a guy thing.”
“Really?” I ask, feigning shock. “So, how many guys have you kissed
off
-camera?”
Emma covers her face and neither of us can stop laughing. “You're cruel.”
“And you're trapped in a car with me, going ⦔ I look at the speedometer. I'm only at fifty so I speed up. “Going sixty-fiveâfor another two hoursâand I'm a pretty patient guy. So just get it over with.”
She keeps laughing and shaking her head. “All right, but you'll be in the hot seat next.”
“Fair enough.” I don't have anything to hide.
“Dang.” Emma draws a long breath. “I ended up dating three of those eight guys I had to kiss at work, and thanks to the tabloids, it isn't hard to guess who. But the first time I kissed any of them was on set. So that kind of took away from the
real
sparks.”
“No sparks, huh?” I say, feeling a few sparks myself. “That's sad.”
“I guess so,” she replies. “Okay, my turn to pry. Kimmi is all over you, but I can't decide if you're playing hard to get or if you're really not interested. Which is it?”
This is easy. “I can't stand snobby chicks. Too high maintenance.”
“Don't tell me you haven't dated any of the models you've worked with.”
“Of course I have, which is exactly why I avoid girls like Kimmi.”
Emma looks out the window again. “You never know. You can't help who you fall for.”