Nuclear Heat (Firework Girls #4) (17 page)

Grayson asks who wants to join the football pool he’s got going with some friends, then Isabella pipes in and says they need a pool to see who can guess how long it’ll be before Sam and I tie the knot.

Bloody hell.

I glance sharply at Sam. I don’t like the look on her face. Not at all.

“I want in on that action,” Chloe says gleefully.

But I’m worn out and I’ve had enough and I really need them to stop pushing her.

“Knock it off, ladies,” I say, in a tone that silences the entire table.

Everyone’s staring at Jack in stunned silence, but I doubt anyone’s more stunned than I am. There was something raw in Jack’s voice that got my full attention. I look at him, really look at him for probably the first time this entire evening. Instantly, my heart softens. I think I’ve been too caught up in my own panic to realize something: Jack’s frightened, too.

Of losing me.

“Wow,” Grayson says quietly, clearly impressed. “I think Jack just busted out his dad voice.”

God, I know. It’s totally sexy and a little overwhelming, like fucking everything about Jack is these days. But I spare barely a glance for Grayson and the others. I’m only looking at Jack.

“Just lay off, all right?” he says, easier now, trying to lighten the mood a bit so everyone can move on.

But I can’t move on yet, not with Jack looking so alone. He shouldn’t feel alone when I’m sitting right next to him. As I think about what I want to do, my heart swoops into my chest, a big ball of nerves. But I take a deep breath, put both hands on Jack’s face, pull him down to me, and kiss him right in front of everybody.

I feel the shock in his body. I sense the shock around the table. I’m shocked too. But I hang on until he’s pressing his lips back against mine. I hold him for another couple seconds, then release him.

His eyes are soft and loving and grateful.

I give him a wink, then pick up my glass of wine and sweep my eyes around the table. “So suck it,” I say. With trembling hands I drink my wine until there’s not a drop left.

By the time we’re back in the truck, I’m past exhausted. I end up telling Jack I need him to just drop me off at home. I know full well what will happen if he comes in, and I need space to breathe. I really do. But I hold his hand and try to reassure him that it’s nothing he did. He only gives me that easy-going smile of his and tells me he understands and that he’ll stalk me with texts tomorrow until I let him come over again.

That boy makes me smile. I almost change my mind and let him come in after that, but we say our goodnights.

I lie in bed thinking for a long time, before finally falling asleep.

The next morning, I text Jack:
Carpet’s on sale at Lowe’s. Wanna come?

Jack:
Can we get hot dogs from the hot dog cart?

Me:
Only if you’re a good boy.

I can just see his evil grin.

Jack:
You betcha. *fingers crossed behind back*

Me:
You can come over whenever.

Jack:
I’ll be right there.

In the past, whenever really meant whenever. It might be a couple hours before I’d see him and it wasn’t a big deal. This time, I’m glad there won’t be a wait, because I need to get this over with. Ever since that morning Ashley caught us, I’ve been thinking about what she said, and she’s right.

Jack and I need to talk.

I meant to do it right away, but then decided the carpet section at Lowe’s probably wasn’t the place. Still, I ordered new carpet for the living room and Jack got his hot dog, so there was that at least.

Then I meant to do it when we were having Panda Express for lunch (because “hot dog” means “a wee snack” in Jack speak). Instead we ended up joking about pointless fortunes that aren’t really fortunes and making water snakes with our straw wrappers.

I really, really meant to do it before Jack and I started in again. But we’ve been back at my place something like a minute and a half and we’re already going at it.

Because I can’t help myself.

Because he is hands-down the hottest man I’ve ever been with, and a force of nature I can’t resist, and the only one who’s ever cracked my heart wide open like this.

And we really, really need to talk.

Instead, he’s got me pinned against the living room wall and I can’t get enough of him. He’s kissing me eagerly, holding my rear and bringing the front of my shorts hard against his cock. I’m diving deep in his mouth, whimpering in my need for him.

I fumble with his shirt, hurriedly bringing it up. He lifts his arms so I can take it off. At the sight of his bare chest, I want to taste his skin and suck on his nipples. I don’t have the chance, because he’s lifting my shirt now. I bend my knees, so he’s half removing my shirt and I’m half sinking out of it. As soon as my arms are free, I hang onto his sides, his bare skin hot under my hands, and start kissing his chest.

His hands come around me, softly cradling my head and my back. When I move to his firm nipple and take it in my mouth, he groans and holds me firmer. I suck on him slowly, running my tongue around his nipple. My hands are caressing his back and chest, and he’s caressing me too, breathing hard. I work my way to the other side, tasting him as I go. I slowly run my hand down his stomach, then lower. When I reach his other nipple and suck on it firmly, I squeeze his hard shaft at the same time, right through his jeans.

He groans and I start working my way down, planting kisses on his stomach as my hands start working his jeans, unfastening everything until he’s released and throbbing right in front of me. When I take his cock into my mouth, sucking and working him with my tongue as I slide down, he sucks his breath in through his teeth and leans forward heavily, catching himself against the wall.

“God, Sam.”

I take him in deeply, working his shaft with my mouth and one hand, as I pull his jeans down with the other. Soon he’s in front of me in all his naked glory, and I’m practically making love to his cock. I wrap my arms around his thighs, embracing him, then around his ass, squeezing. He’s panting hard now and my cunt is throbbing. I’m still in my bra and shorts (yet again, why aren’t I wearing a skirt?) and naked Jack is panting and groaning above me, holding me firmly by the back of the head and starting to thrust into me.

That’s right baby, come at me. I can take it.

His cock is so tight I’m able to lightly use my teeth and he only groans more. I’m dripping wet and my pussy feels so good just from sucking him off, it wouldn’t take much to send me over. I taste his pre-cum and get even more excited. I’m torn between wanting him to come in my mouth and wanting to get this amazing cock between my legs where it belongs.

Suddenly, Jack makes the decision for me.

He grabs me by the arms, pulls me into a stand, and plants such a firm kiss on my mouth I’m practically slammed against the wall. Next thing I know, he’s yanking my shorts down to my ankles. As he takes care of my panties too, I remove my bra myself. When he comes back up, his hungry look grips me and I know I’m about to be tumbled downstream again.

He saves me, though, when he impatiently turns me so I’m facing the wall, his body now warm against my body and the back of my thighs. His hard cock is right against the fleshiest part of my ass.
Oh yeah, baby. This’ll do just fine.

“Oh wait,” he says tightly, and I instantly know what he’s thinking.

He only has time to move half an inch before I stop him with a desperate “No! Forget it.” I want him raw and I want him now.

He doesn’t argue. He wraps one arm around my shoulders, bends his knees slightly, and tucks his mouth next to the back of my neck. His other hand has a hold of his cock, the tip of which is against my folds, seeking. I open my legs more and arch my hips back, giving him easier access. When his tip finds my entrance, I exhale in anticipation. “There, baby,” I whisper. But he already knows.

He firmly presses against me until the tight ring of my opening gives way and he’s sliding in—a cry escapes me—and sliding in. Deeper and deeper. Raw, and all Jack. Still holding me, he braces his other hand against the wall now. Both of us panting, we’re still, allowing my channel to open, then relax and grip him firmly. Then he begins. Slowly at first. Each ridge of his cock rubs against every ridge in my body.

“God, yeeeees,” I breathe.

Still slowly pumping me, he grabs one breast and squeezes it firmly, massaging it. “Yes.” I turn my head slightly toward him, and Jack kisses my cheek once, twice, as he starts to pump me faster. My slick channel is on fire, and my clit is humming, aching for touch. I rest my hand on his as he squeezes my breast. I keep it there as he moves over and squeezes the other one. He’s still driving into me, harder and faster. I arch back more to meet him, pinching my eyes closed and letting my mouth gape open.

My hand is still on his as he starts to slide it down my stomach and toward my mound. I push his hand slightly, eager, and he complies by moving his hand faster. When his fingers slip over my clit, my fingers still on top of his, I arch my head back and cry out and still he’s pumping me.

“Yes, Jack, yes. Don’t stop.” This is exactly what I want.

His arm that was against the wall comes down then and grips my body hard against his as he increases his rhythm, faster and faster. I bring my arms in front of me, bent in front of my chest, and use them to brace against the wall as he leans harder into me.

“Ohmigod,” I gasp.

“Damn, you feel so good,” he says tightly, his hot breath in my ear. “Oh, Sam.”

He’s thrusting hard into me, his tongue teasing my earlobe, his finger rubbing my clit in short, rapid motions. I’m arching my ass up against him, the pleasure increasing with every additional centimeter I open to him. My body is stretching and burning as it builds to the kind of climax I can have only when I’m hemmed in like this. My face and chest are hot and flushed. I’m past words, and letting out my low sex cries over and over. I’m so overwhelmed with pleasure, my mind feels tipped to the edge of insanity.

Then it builds and builds as he drives into me with a perfect rhythm. I can’t even breathe as I feel my climax climbing. I gasp and hold my breath again helplessly. He pumps me hard, fingers skipping over my clit. The heat in my body peaks, the pleasure ballooning within me peaks, the tsunami of ecstasy peaks and I am trembling and crying out as my orgasm tears through me and consumes me. Jack moans loudly and his rhythm becomes hard and frantic as he comes inside me at the same time, filling me with his hot fluid.

I gasp and cry out over and over, panting hard and shuddering as he climaxes against me. He’s crushing my breast as he holds me tight, moaning in my ear, and my orgasm eats me alive.
God, yeeeeeees.

At last, my body is released from the mind-numbing high and I start to come down in massive waves of pleasure. Jack’s hard cock is still rubbing me, sending shuddering waves through me. I gasp for breath, leaning harder against the wall, losing the ability to support myself. Finally, he slows, and comes out of me. He leans gently against me, cradling me. We’re both panting hard, slowly stilling. My body is still humming.