Authors: Michelle Paver,Geoff Taylor
Tags: #Good and evil, #Death, #Animals, #Wolves & Coyotes, #Juvenile Fiction, #Philosophy, #Prehistoric peoples, #Battles, #Fiction, #Voyages and travels, #Good & Evil, #Prehistory, #Adventure fiction, #Historical, #Fantasy & Magic, #Demoniac possession, #Friendship, #Murder, #Enemies
Fin-Kedinn watched a swallow catch a fly on the wing. "They need certainty, Torak. Like ivy clinging to an oak."
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"What about you? Do you need it?"
Fin-Kedinn rested his paddle across the boat and turned to face him. "When I was young, I traveled to the Far North and hunted with the White Fox Clan. One night, we saw the lights in the sky, and I said, Look, there's the First Tree. The White Foxes laughed. They said, It's not a tree, it's the fires which our dead burn to keep warm. Later, when I was on Lake Axehead, the Otter Clan told me the lights are a great reed-bed which shelters the spirits of their ancestors." He paused. "Who's right?"
Torak shook his head.
Fin-Kedinn took up his paddle again. "There is no certainty, Torak. Sooner or later, if you have the courage, you face that."
Torak thought of the Aurochs and the Forest Horses, painting trees. "I think some people never face it."
"That's true. But not everyone in the Deep Forest is like them. Your mother wasn't. She had more courage."
Torak put his hand to his medicine pouch. He hadn't yet told Fin-Kedinn what he'd learned about the horn, but he had told Renn--and being Renn, she'd thought of something he hadn't. "Maybe it's been helping you all the time. I always wondered why the Soul-Eaters never sensed that you're a spirit walker. And that humming noise at the sacred grove? Maybe it did bring the World Spirit. Though I don't think we'll ever know for sure."
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No certainty, thought Torak. The idea blew through him like a clean, cold wind.
As they swept into the shadow of the Jaws, he glanced back. The low sun glowed in the mossy spruce, and it seemed to him that they whispered farewell. He thought of the hidden valley where the Deep Forest clans had taken Thiazzi's corpse for secret funeral rites. He thought of the sacred grove where the great trees stood as they had stood for thousands of summers, watching the creatures of the Forest live out their brief, embattled lives. Did they care that he had broken his oath? Had they already forgotten?
Torak opened his mouth, then shut it again. Fin-Kedinn was right. Bale would not have hesitated.
Fin-Kedinn said, "You did well, Torak. I think his spirit will be at peace."
Torak swallowed. As he watched his foster father deftly plying his paddle, he felt a surge of love for him.
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He wanted to thank him for lifting such a load from his shoulders; for watching out for him; for being Fin-Kedinn. But the Raven Leader was busy steering their canoe around a submerged log and calling a warning to Renn in the other boat. Then they were out of the Jaws and into the Open Forest, and Renn was grinning and punching the air, and soon Torak was, too.
Torak knows that he is dreaming, but he also knows that what's happening is true. He stands on the pebbly shore of the Bay of Seals, watching Bale carry his skinboat down to the Sea. Bale is strong and whole again, and he balances his skinboat on his shoulder with easy grace. When he reaches the shallows, he sets it on the water, jumps in, and takes up his paddle.
Torak runs down to him, desperate to catch up, but already Bale is flying like a cormorant over the waves, leaving him behind.
Torak tries to call to him, but only manages a broken whisper. "Wait!"
Out on the shining Sea, Bale brings his craft about.
"May the guardian swim with you!" cries Torak.
Bale waves his paddle in a glittering arc, and breaks into a grin. "And run with you, kinsman!" he calls back.
288 Then he is off, his golden hair streaming behind him as he heads west, to where the sun is going to sleep in the Sea. "Why
not?
" said Renn three moons later. "You miss him. I do too. So let's go and find him."
Torak didn't reply. He wore his stubborn look, and she knew it was no use suggesting that he should simply howl for Wolf. He wouldn't want to risk the disappointment, because these days, Wolf didn't often howl back. From time to time over the summer, he'd come to them, but although he was as affectionate and playful as ever, and had clearly got over his shock at Torak not being a wolf, at times Renn sensed a distance in him, as if he were somewhere else. Torak didn't talk of it, but she knew that he felt it too, and that in his worst moments, he feared it meant the end of their old closeness.
Her gear, too, was unfamiliar: new medicine horn and pouch (this an unexpected gift from Durrain), new 289
strike-fire, new axe, new knife. New bow. She'd laid the remains of her faithful friend in the Raven bone-ground, and the old Auroch man--who turned out to have known Fin-Kedinn in the past and taught him bow-making--had made her a splendid new one. It was of yew wood felled by the light of the waxing moon, and subtly fitted to her left-handed way of shooting. But she couldn't get used to it, and today she'd left it in camp; although she was beginning to worry that it might feel left out, so maybe next time she'd bring it along.
It was the Moon of Green Ashseed, and the willowherb stood shoulder high. It was so hot that Rip and Rek flew with their beaks open to keep cool. It had been an unusually good summer, with plenty of prey and no one dangerously ill. If Renn sometimes woke in the night from dreams of eagle owls and tokoroths, she soon went back to sleep.
She watched Torak stoop to examine a furrow where a wolf had scratched the earth after scent-marking. He sighed. "It's not Wolf."
Later, he picked a strand of black wolf hair off a juniper bush.
"Wolf has some black in his fur," Renn said hopefully. "In his tail and across the shoulders."
"His hairs are only black at the tips," said Torak. "Not like this."
For a long time after that, he went into what she called
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his tracking trance, following no sign that she could detect. Then he crouched so abruptly that she nearly fell over him.
By his knee, she made out the faintest shadow of a paw print. "Is it Wolf?" she whispered.
He nodded. His face was tense with hope, and Renn felt sorry for him, and cross with Wolf for not sensing that his pack-brother needed him.
She was thinking of that when a wolf howled in the next valley.
She stared at Torak. "Wolf?" she mouthed.
He nodded. "He's asking us to come to him." He frowned. "But I've never heard him make that call before."
Eventually he jumped off Torak and pounced on Renn to say it all over again, leaving Torak free to look about.
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"Me too," said Renn, pushing Wolf's nose away. Her eyes were shining, and she looked as happy as Torak felt.
A magnificent black she-wolf with green-amber eyes emerged from the Den and trotted toward them, wagging her tail and sleeking back her ears in a diffident greeting. Torak thought, Yes, of course. This is right.
They didn't have long to wait. Wolf backed out, carrying a small, wriggling bundle in his jaws. Lashing his tail, he padded to Torak and set it before him. Torak tried to smile, but his heart was too full.
The cub was about a moon old. It was fat and fluffy
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and not very steady on its short legs. Its ears were still crumpled, its eyes a slatey, unfocused blue; but it wobbled eagerly toward Torak, as fearless and inquisitive as
Torak watched Renn lying on her side and dragging a stick for the cubs to chase, while--unknown to her--the black one sneaked up and gnawed her boots. Torak glanced at Wolf, who stood proudly wagging his tail.
Thank you,
he said in wolf talk. Then to Renn: "Do you realize what this means?" 293
She grinned. "Well, I
think
it means Wolf has found a mate."
The people of Torak's world looked pretty much like you or me, but their way of life was very different. They didn't have writing, metals, or the wheel, but they didn't need them. They were superb survivors. They knew all about the animals, trees, plants, and rocks of the Forest. When they wanted something, they knew where to find it, or how to make it.
295 you'll see from the amended map.
When I was researching
Oath Breaker,
I visited a number of the ancient trees with which the United Kingdom is so richly endowed. I also spent time in the largest area of primeval lowland forest left in Europe, in the Bialowie|a National Park in eastern Poland. There I saw the
|ubroD
(a hybrid of cattle and European bison), boar, tarpan (a kind of wild horse), a number of lightning-struck trees, and more species of woodpecker than I'd ever seen. In Bialowie|a I gained inspiration for the various parts of the Deep Forest and its inhabitants, particularly during my long hikes into the Strictly Protected Area of the Forest. I also got the chance to study two magnificent beaver dams and lodges, which gave me the inspiration for Torak's hiding place.
I want to thank everyone at the UK Wolf Conservation Trust for letting me get close to their wonderful wolves; the Woodland Trust for helping me gain access to some of the ancient trees featured in my research; Mr. Derrick Coyle, the Yeoman Ravenmaster of the Tower of London, whose extensive knowledge and experience of the ravens
there has been a continual inspiration; the friendly and helpful people of the Authority of the Bialowie|a National Park and the Natural History and Forestry Museum at Bialowie|a; the guides of the Biuro Ustug Przewodnickich Puszcza Bialowie|a and the PTTK Biuro Turistyczne, particularly the Rev. Mieczyslaw Piotrowski, Chief Guide of the PTTK, who--with the gracious permission of the Chief Forester of the Druszki district of the Bialowie|a National Forest--made it possible for me to see those beaver lodges.