Once Bitten (23 page)

“So that's what you're after is it? T-H-E-Y W-I-L-L. You want to come up with a program that will pick out people like me?” R-E-S-C-U-E M-E.

“Something like that.” W-H-A-T T-H-E-N?

"And what do I get out of it, Jamie? T-H-E-N Y-O-U Have you asked them that? Early parole, maybe? A-N-D M-E. They'll let me out in two thousand years instead of two thousand five hundred? T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R What can they offer me, huh? They're never going to let me out,

you know that. They're going to pick and probe at my mind and take samples and prod me and try to find out what makes me tick. They started from Day One, you know? F-O-R-E-V-E-R. They analyse everything, my urine, my shit, they take blood samples every day, tissue samples when they want it. I've had more than one hundred spinal taps, Jamie - and they hurt me every bit as much as they'd hurt you. Ever had a spinal tap, Jamie? Have you?"

I didn't answer, I couldn't. The contempt in her voice was like a slap across my face and I wanted to hug her and pick her up and tell her that it was all right, that I'd help her and that I loved her. But still, on the shelf, her right hand spoke to me.

“They've taken liver biopsies and pieces of my kidney. W-I-L-L Y-O-U They'll start scraping my glands next, then they'll want samples of brain tissue. H-E-L-P They're going to take me apart piece by piece to see if they can find out what makes me tick. M-E? It's going to be a death of a thousand cuts, Jamie.”

“I thought you couldn't die,” I said. O-F C-O-U-R-S-E.

“Not in the way you and your kind, die, no. My cells live forever, but that won't do me any good if they're spread out across a dozen laboratories, will it? I L-O-V-E I mean, it gives a whole new meaning to I Left My Heart In San Francisco, doesn't it?” Y-O-U.

“I'm sorry,” I said lamely.

“Sorry!” she spat, getting to her feet. “You're not fucking sorry, Jamie. You're here to help them. You're here to pull me apart, just like them. OK, so you're not going to use a scalpel or a test tube, but you're every bit as much a butcher as they are. You make me sick, you really do.”

The door behind her opened and two guards came in, one carrying my Toshiba, the other with an assault rifle at the ready, his finger on the trigger. The man with the computer carried it over to the booth at the far side of the room and placed it down on the shelf in front of the glass. He kept a wary eye on Terry as he flicked up the screen and pressed the switch on the back which powered it up and automatically booted the program.

“You expect me to run through one of your sick little computer programs, is that it, Jamie?” she yelled down the telephone. The two guards backed away and left through the door. It closed silently behind them.

“Calm down, Terry,” I said. W-H-E-N “They've told me that if you co-operate, they'll allow you W-I-L-L to see your friends. T-H-E-Y C-O-M-E?” Not true that, they'd told me that she'd never again be allowed to be with her own kind. She'd know that,too, but she'd also know that by working through the program would buy her more time with me.

“They said that?” she said, frowning. S-O-O-N.

“If you co-operate,” I said. I W-I-L-L “This research is important, Terry.” W-A-I-T.

She looked at me through the bullet proof glass and I tried to read her jet black eyes. She smiled and flicked her hair out of her eyes. “OK, Jamie, I'll do it.” She put her telephone down and shuffled over to the computer. She looked down at the keyboard, her hair falling across her face like a veil, and tapped at the keys with one finger. I walked along the line of booths so that I was standing opposite her, but she didn't look up as she tapped away. She continued to sign as she worked, small hand movements that she shielded with her body. T-E-L-L T-H-E-M N-E-R-V-E G-A-S H-E-R-E, W-I-L-L N-E-E-D M-A-S-K-S. A-L-S-O T-R-A-N-S-P-O-N-D-E-R-S EM-

B-E-D-D-E-D I-N O-U-R N-E-C-K-S. M-U-S-T B-E R-E-M-O-V-E-D.

When she'd finished she stepped back from the computer. She picked up the telephone in front of her and I did the same. “There you are, Jamie. I hope they keep their side of the bargain.”

“I hope so, too,” I said. I signed carefully. T-A-K-E C-A-R-E.

She smiled. The door opened behind her and two more guards appeared. “It looks as if it's time to go,” she said. She replaced the receiver and turned her back on me as two of the guards moved either side of her. A third guard switched off the Toshiba and picked it up. Terry didn't look back as she left the steel tomb. I realised I was still holding my receiver in my hand and that I was gripping it so tightly that my knuckles had whitened and the tendons were stretched taut beneath the skin.

That was the last time I saw her. I was escorted back to the upper level and a man in a white coat gave me another injection and when I woke up I was back in my own home, the Toshiba on my desk. That was this afternoon. I was groggy for an hour or so then I ran her responses through the latest version of the Beaverbrook program. When I'd scanned through the results I took the car and drove to the bank and opened the safety deposit box and took out the manila file. It wasn't so much the case notes that I wanted, it was the picture. I wanted her picture on the desk while I waited. I kept checking the rear view mirror all the way home but I couldn't see anybody following me. There was certainly no red pick-up truck, but then I guess he'd be unlikely to keep the same vehicle for ten years, wouldn't he?

So, that's it. Now I just wait. I sit here at my desk and I wait for them to come to get me. It won't be long, I'm sure. The only question is, who will get to me first. Her friend, who has obviously been following me for ten years, waiting for me to go to her, or the men in suits. And what will happen when they get to me?

I pour myself a drink with shaking hands and lift the glass to my lips. Some of it slops down my chin but I manage to swallow most of it. As I put the glass down the lightning flashes and I nearly drop the glass. My nerves are shot to pieces.

Do I trust her, that's the question. Can I trust her? Or do I trust the men in suits? If she's being honest then all I have to do is to tell her friend where she is and wait for them to break her out. But how long would that take? Marion Prison is the ultimate prison. You can't get within ten miles of it without being seen. There are less than four hundred prisoners and several thousand guards, and even inside the double security fence and its coils of razor-sharp barbed wire you can't move more than a few yards without having to go through a steel gate or pass a television camera. No-one has ever escaped from Marion. It's not just a place to hold violent criminals, either. The Government has a special holding unit there - seven cells in which they hold spies with information so secret that they can never be allowed to mix with other inmates. Ever. And Terry had told me that she and three others like her were being held eighteen levels below ground. How in God's name did she expect to escape? By being patient, maybe. By getting one of her own people into the prison system, by having them work their way into Marion Prison. But that would take years, decades probably, putting together a false work history, references, years in other prisons. I could be dead before they even came close to getting her out. Maybe they planned to get to one of the guards,

blackmail him or kidnap his family. But I knew that the guards were specially chosen and positively vetted at regular intervals. It would be so difficult as to be virtually impossible. And what was I expected to do while they put together their escape plan? Was I to wait, getting older and older by the day? Greig Turner's turtle-like face flashes into my mind. How long did they expect me to wait? Would they trust me? Wouldn't they be better off killing me, so that they had all the time in the world?

The questions torment me and I take another drink of whisky. The lamp on the desk flickers and a rumble of thunder rattles the windows as I pick up the bottle of capsules and break the seal. It makes a small popping noise. I push the cap in and twist it open.

Was she lying when she said that I'd be with her forever? The men in the suits said that it wasn't possible, that the phenomena was genetic and couldn't be passed on, that the vampire's kiss was a kiss of death and not the start of life everlasting. If she was lying, her friend would certainly kill me. I put the plastic cap on the desktop and pour out the red and green capsules. They sit in an untidy pile next to the bottle of whisky, red and green, red and green.

They'd play back the tapes at some point, the men in suits. They'd sit there and listen to the conversation I had with Terry and they'd play it through again and they'd wonder why I was stuttering and why sometimes I appeared confused and they'd look closely at the video recording from the cameras hidden in the ventilation grilles. I don't suppose they'll see much otherwise they'd have seen it at the time and they'd never have allowed me to leave, but if they thought something was wrong then they might spot the arm movements and maybe, just maybe, they might put two and two together. If they did then they'd come for me to find out what she'd told me. They'd do everything in their power to force me to tell them. And if they thought I was trying to help her,

they'd kill me, I was certain of that. They'd kill me and then they'd move Terry and the others like her to another secure place and this time they'd never have any visitors or maybe they'd use me as bait and through me trap her friends. She'd think I betrayed her.

I pick up one of the capsules and swallow it. It has no taste. I wash it down with a mouthful of whisky.

I've had plenty of time to think over the last ten years and I'm pretty sure what happened now.

Terry and her friends had been fishing for someone like me, somebody they could use to find out where the rest of their kind were being held. They'd had thousands of years of practice at covering their tracks and yet it had taken me only a few days to find out who and what they were. That just couldn't have been possible unless they'd wanted me to find out. It was a set-up from the start: the photograph of Greg Turner, the Porsche, the bank accounts. All signposts pointing the same way,

leading me to the basement where she was waiting. And all the time, never too far away, the redneck in the pick-up, watching and waiting as she revealed the clues to me.

She allowed herself to be caught with Blumenthal's body, deliberately getting his blood on her face, she showed me her strength, her knowledge, her abilities, and then finally she showed me everything, knowing that she'd be found out and that the men from the Government would come for her. And she knew that I'd fall in love with her, that I'd move heaven and earth to be with her and that eventually I'd get to see her. All they had to do was wait and watch. It was just a matter of time. And time was something they had plenty of.

So what are my options? Terry's friend kills me, the men in suits kill me, or nobody kills me and I spend the rest of my life waiting for her and getting older day by day. The liver spots on the backs of my hands are getting bigger, The skin is more wrinkled, it's not as elastic as it used to be.

My teeth, the ones that aren't capped, are starting to go yellow. Not much, you probably wouldn't notice even if I smiled at you, but I can see the changes. I'm getting older and she's staying the same. I can't bear that.

I take another capsule and another mouthful of whisky.

The study wall opposite the desk flashes a brilliant white and the sky cracks again and from somewhere in the house I hear a noise, the sound of a chair being pushed in the darkness.

I love her so much, I don't want to betray her, and I don't want to get old and not be with her. I don't want to be abandoned. I don't want to be old and alone. I waited ten years to see her and now that I've seen her I know for sure that she was lying to me. I couldn't see it in her eyes. I looked deep into her black eyes and saw nothing but love and the promise that we'd be together for all time. I wanted to believe her eyes, but I knew that what I felt was purely subjective and that the only thing I could truly believe in was the Beaverbrook Program, and that had been unequivocal.

Terry was totally incapable of love, that's what the program had said. The questions I'd sprinkled through the psychological profiling appeared innocuous but taken together with the response times and keyboard pressure they told me what my eyes had failed to see. She was using me, her declaration that we'd be together was a lie. She loved me, in a way, that I'm sure of, but her loyalty to her own kind and her own survival were paramount. There was no way I could be with her forever. I would die and she'd live on, just as Sugar said. The capsules still have no taste, even when I swallow several at the same time. I wonder who will get to me first. The vampires. The men in suits. Or the capsules.