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Authors: Auryn Hadley

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"It's Mackenzie Lawrence.  I um, I scheduled a scan for tomorrow."

"Hi, Mackenzie.  Yes, I have you scheduled for ten am."

"I don't know, I think I need to cancel that, or something," she said, her voice shaking.

"Mackenzie, from the notes here, this test is very important.  Verifying these results could help us - "

"I got fired," Mack interrupted.  "I can't pay for it."

The girl on the other end paused.  "Hold on, ok?"

Mack agreed, and the music began to play in her ear.  She barely heard a stanza before the girl was back.

"Mackenzie?" she asked.

"Yeah?"

"Come in anyway.  I talked to Doctor Janis.  She said we'll set up something, but we need to do this test."

"Yeah," Mack said softly.  "Thank you."

She politely hung up and put her phone back in her bag.  Lifting her head, she took a long deep sigh.  It was the worst thing she could have done.  As the breath left her body, her throat tightened, and she sucked in a gasp. 

The fear of cancer, the gorgeous guy actually talking to her, the loss of her job, and the doctor trying to help her, it was all too much.  It was a roller coaster, and no matter how hard she tried, Mackenzie Lawrence had reached the end of her limit.  She couldn't do this.  She couldn't take any more.  She just wanted to go home.

She forced her legs to move instead of buckle, one foot in front of the other, but her eyes revolted.  It started as a bit of a blur in her vision, and she tried to wipe it away, but in less than a block, it wasn't only her eyes that were running; her nose was trying to join in. 

She lifted her chin a bit higher, and wiped at her face with a sniff, just begging her feet to carry her the four blocks home.  She could do this.  Just a few more steps.  Just three more blocks.  Just one more day.

 

 

 

 

Chapter 2

 

Through the haze in her head, she heard her name, but her feet kept going.  She had them in a rhythm: one step, then the next.  She knew how to get home, she'd been doing it long enough that she could make it on auto pilot.  Just one more step, one more day, one more step, one more day.

"Mackenzie?"

Her heels clicked a stead rhythm, and she wiped at her face.  He didn't mean her.  No one knew her.  She didn't have friends here.  She didn't have family here.  Her life had resulted in a failure already.  She just had a job.  Key word: had.

A strong hand grabbed her arm, halting her, and gently turned her.  "Mackenzie?"  Ryan's voice.  "What's wrong?"

"I need to go home," she managed to get out, wiping the sleeve of her sweater across her eyes and nose.

He guided her closer to the building, looking at her the whole time, genuine concern clear on his damned near perfect face.  Why did he have to decide that now was the time to talk to her?  Now, when she looked like she'd just lost a round with PMS.  Mack sucked in a breath and tried to control her stupid eyes.

"Yeah, you look like you need a hell of a lot more than that.  What's wrong?"

She shook her head.  "Nothing."

"Liar."

Super Hot Guy refused to let her go.  He stood there, against the side of a building, waiting for her answer.  Mackenzie didn't know what to do, so she shrugged again.

"You ok, Mack?  Babe, I've seen you walk this way for a year now, and you've never been crying.  What the hell?"

"I got fired," she said softly.

"And it's that bad?" he asked, lifting her chin, and smiling at her timidly.

She just nodded.  "Yeah.  My life's kinda going to crap right now."

She felt the tears battering at her eyes again, but damn it, she would not cry in front of Super Hot Guy.  Not any more than she already had, at least.  Her eyes had to be red and puffy, and she was sure her nose was running.  Nice fucking impression, Mack.

Not that she was a stellar beauty normally, but like this, she had to look like the Loch Ness monster!  A pudgy girl with average brown hair, average brown eyes, of average height, with flaming red eyes and a streaming, snot yellow nose.  Lovely.  Just the impression she always wanted to give.

"Wanna talk about it?"  He tilted his head to the building behind him.  "I'm not booked for a couple of hours, and I can brew a pretty good cup of coffee."

"Not really."

"Ok.  You wanna have a cup of coffee and a table big enough to spread your paper across?"

She thought about it.  That's exactly what she had planned to go home and do, and it could be worse, right?  At least the one person in the world who decided to talk to her was the cute guy.  Not that he'd remember her tomorrow, but still.  With a shrug, Mack gave in.

Ryan pulled open the door and held it, gesturing for her to come inside.  With a glance through the large windows, she realized it was the tattoo parlor.  She looked up and saw a very professional sign proclaiming the name, Sterling Ink.

"You do tats?" she asked, realizing how stupid the question was as soon as it was out.

"Yeah," he said.  "Tuesdays are slow."

She stepped inside the building, into a well lit, clean, and modern looking room.  The counters were polished wood and the floor was pristine tile.  Not that Mackenzie could tell if any of it was fake or top end, but it was clean and even pretty.  On the walls hung countless images, each in a glass covered frame.  Most were meant to be inked, but a few were simple drawings, done for nothing but the sake of art, proudly placed between the rest.

She stopped at one.  It was amazing.  An acrobat hung by one leg suspended in a pale ribbon, painted in what looked like acrylics.  Every nuance of muscle was accounted for, the shading was nearly perfect.  Without thinking, she reached up and touched the glass gently.

"This is amazing," she said.

Ryan chuckled.  "Thanks."

"You did this?"

He pressed his lips together and nodded.  "Yeah.  I get bored when it's slow.  Sometimes a few things come out together, and end up working.  Other times, not so much."

Mack just looked at him, stunned.  "You're really good.  Why'd you want the chameleon, if you can do this?"

"Yeah, um," he glanced away.  "Because it's good.  Look, I don't get inspired like you do.  Either I have an idea, or I don't.  Usually I don't.  Most of these were drawn for clients, using their ideas."

"You drew all of these?" She looked at the myriad of frames.  Large ones, small ones, all scattered across the walls.

"The other guy hung some of his, but yeah, I think most are mine.  You still want that coffee?"  He gestured to the break in the counter, inviting her to follow.

Unsure of what else to do, she trailed behind him like a lost puppy.  He led her through a door at the side, and up a long narrow hall to a large open room.  A table was the main feature in it.  Nothing fancy, and it was liberally stained with scuffs of paint and inks, but it looked like heaven to Mackenzie.  The light was good, the table had plenty of elbow room, and there was even a sink.  Ok, and a refrigerator, coffee maker, and other items typically found in a break room, but this break room was designed for an artist.

"Make yourself at home.  Colby won't be in tonight, so it's just you and I."

"Colby?"

"Yeah, he's the other artist.  I mean, tattoo artist," he explained as he set the coffee pot to brew.  She noticed that he'd used a bag of really good quality grounds, not the cheap stuff she was used to.

She dropped her bag on the table and sank into one of the chairs.  When he was done, he joined her, leaving an empty space between them.  She felt like a bipolar idiot.  She'd walked into the shop crying, but now she was starting to just feel numb again.  Of course, no sooner had that thought crossed her mind before she felt her throat try to pinch off. 

She sucked in a long breath, telling her body to stop it.  Just one more breath.  Just one more day.  She could do this.

"So you really like that job or something?" Ryan asked, gently. 

"No," she admitted.  "I kinda need it though."

"I know how that is.  What do ya do?  I mean, besides amazing art."

"It's not that amazing, not compared to yours."

"You can't compare something I worked on for a year with what you do on your lunch break.  I scraped that canvas so many times, trying to get her just right."

"Really?"

He nodded.  "Yeah.  I'm proud of her.  I dunno, I just always see her as this defiant woman, using the most unlikely strength to show the world that not everything is what they expect.  I mean, there she is, all alone, so graceful, performing for a beam of sunlight."

Yep, that was all it took.  Her eyes started up again, and no matter how many times she blinked or breathed, nothing was going to stop them. 

"I can't do this," she mumbled.

Ryan just stood, and slowly walked over.  Without asking, he tugged a chair closer and sat, pulling her head against his shoulder.  "You have someone at home?"

"No," she muttered through her sniffles.

"Anyone I can call?"  He gently pressed her head closer to him.

"No.  My dad's on the road.  He's a trucker."

"Best friend?  Boyfriend?"

Mack just laughed.  "No."

"Then you're stuck with me, Mack.  I got two shoulders, and I have a funny feeling that your job was just the straw on the poor camel."

She nodded.

"Want to talk about it?"

"No," she said as another rush of sobs hit.

He didn't ask again.  The Super Hot Guy that she'd never met before that day just held her against his shoulder, and let her cry until her eyes simply couldn't cry anymore. 

Sniffing, she pulled back and rubbed at her face, shame warring with the appreciation she felt.  She wasn't the kind of girl to break down over something silly, but cancer wasn't silly!  She also wasn't about to tell some perfectly good stranger about it.

Yeah, they'd had coffee at the same time for almost a year, but they hadn't talked.  It's not like they were friends, and it sure wasn't going to be anything else, not with the wonderful first impression she'd just given.  Hell, who was she joking.  Super Hot Guy wouldn't think of her as anything but a hard luck case.  So, he was beautiful and sweet.  That made it even more embarrassing.  She's just smeared mascara all over his shoulder.

"There's a bathroom around the corner to the right," he said, rubbing her shoulder gently.  "Washcloths are in the cabinet.  Sorry, most are stained with ink, but they're clean, I swear."

She chuckled a bit, and smiled at him as well as she could, while she wiped at her eyes.  Pulling herself to her feet, she followed the directions, and found it.  The washcloth wasn't as bad as he made it out to be, not until she wiped the black rings away from her eyes and onto the pale fabric.  Giving up any hope of looking decent, Mack just scrubbed at her face, removing everything.  She might look plain now, but at least she didn't look like a plain raccoon.

She found her way back into the break room to see Ryan pouring two cups full of coffee.  He glanced over his shoulder.

"Cream?  Sugar?"

"Yeah, lots."

He nodded at that and mixed it in.  Carrying both cups back, he sat beside her again, gently sliding the paler coffee toward her.

"So how'd you get started in art anyway?"

She chuckled.  "Yeah, there was a cute guy in high school who was in the art classes.  I signed up my senior year.  Found out I liked it, and I've just stuck with it."

"You're really good," he said.

"I really got mascara all over your shirt."  She gestured to his shoulder.

"Kinda not worried about it."

"Why are you being so nice to me?" she asked suddenly.  "We've been going to the same place for a year, and you've never talked to me before.  Why now?"

Her day had been too weird, and she just couldn't take it anymore.  She'd been in town for eleven months.  She knew, because her lease was coming due soon, which meant rent would go up.  In all that time, she'd managed to drop out of school to work full time, just to pay her bills.  She was slowly sliding downhill, and no matter how hard she tried, she wasn't winning.

A year ago, she'd been so hopeful.  She'd finish her degree, become another starving artist, but have enough skills to make a living at what she loved most.  She studied advertising art as well, knowing that it would at least give her a career, and had struggled to build a portfolio good enough to get a showing in some local studio.  It never happened.

She knew she was being ungrateful, but she didn't know how to care anymore.  Not today.  Today had officially topped the list of worst days ever, and even the very attractive man sitting across from her made it only marginally better.  Maybe worse, because she couldn't stop worrying about why he even cared.

"Look, you were always in the middle of a sketch.  I thought about it a few times, but I hate it when someone breaks my stride, ya know.  I just, I dunno, I figured if you wanted to be friendly, you would have said hi to someone there."

"What?"  His words just weren't making it through her brain.

"Yeah," he looked at the floor.  "Um, I don't really just jump up and talk to people.  I mean," he sighed.  "I don't know what I mean.  I just wanted to see what you were working on, I guess."

"Yeah," she said, brushing it off.  "I gotcha."

That's when the door chimed.  With an apologetic look, Ryan stood.  "Work calls.  Draw something?"

"Like what?" she asked, not feeling anything inspirational.

He shrugged.  "Tribal flowers, or dragons, or something.  I dunno.  I always need girly tattoo ideas.  Yeah, and drink the coffee before it gets cold," he said over his shoulder as he walked out.

She heard him greet the potential customer, and pulled out her sketch book.  Tribal flowers?  She hadn't tried that before.  The sharp lines contrasted with the soft idea of the flowers, and somehow fit her mood perfectly.  It seemed as good of an idea as any.

She unzipped her bag, set a tin on the table, and opened it.  It wasn't high end supplies, just colored gel pens, charcoal sticks, and other basic art crap.  Flipping to a clean page, she grabbed the first thing that came to her hand, a pen, and started.  The rose began to bloom on the page in sharp angles of red and green, shaded liberally with black, hints of violet kissing the edge of each serrated petal.  She moved on to a pansy, setting it just beside the rose on the same page.

Everything faded to the scratch of the ball on the rough page and the ink staining the paper.  Roses, pansies, petunias, zinnias, daisies, climbing vines, apple blossoms, they covered every inch.  She was working on a water lily, when a man's chuckle made her look up.

Ryan leaned against the door frame watching her.  "You didn't drink the coffee."

"Ah crap," Mack sighed.  "I forgot."

"Yeah, but that's impressive."  He pointed at her page.

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