One Rough Man (26 page)

She smiled with relief—whether it was because I hadn’t chastised her or whether she thought we were on the way to getting clear, I wasn’t sure.

“See if you can keep up,” she said.

She repeated her monkey maneuver and was halfway down the building before I even cleared the railing, scampering over balconies and using drainpipes like a kid on a playground.

By the time I jumped the last six feet to the ground, she had her sandals back on and was ready to run.

“What do we do now?”

“Get the fuck out of here.”

The hotel was situated on the eastern edge of town, right on the beach. I decided to go north, along the beach for a few hundred meters, before cutting back into town. After passing several buildings, I cut west through an alley, heading to the bus station. When I reached the edge of the building, I crouched and peered around the corner. Jennifer closed up right next to me, so near I could feel her trembling.

We slipped across the street and began working our way westward. It dawned on me that the trembling wasn’t just from the recent action. Her experiences in Machete’s house had scarred her deep inside, and seeing the Englishman had brought it ripping back out. She was barely coping. I decided to to get her mind off Machete. “Where’d you learn how to be a monkey? I’ve never seen anyone climb that fast.”

“I got in a lot of trouble as a kid. My mom got me started in gymnastics to focus me. I kept at it for quite a while.”

“Hmm. This is probably the first time in history that all the money flushed for some kid’s activities actually paid off in the real world. You should thank your mom.”

I grinned to show I was kidding. She scowled back, which was okay because that was better than the fear.

“It was a little bit more than that. When I dropped out of college the first time I had a bit of a bad stretch. Broke up with a guy and had the usual ‘trying to find yourself’ thing. I auditioned for Cirque du Soleil and was accepted. I trained up in Montreal for three months, learning all sorts of crazy things. That building was nothing.”

I had seen several Cirque du Soleil shows, and the feats that were performed were unreal. Literally mind-bending. I’d watch an acrobatic trick and wonder if my eyes were deceiving me, if it wasn’t a trick done with mirrors. The focus and dedication required rivaled anything in professional sports, or my world for that matter.

I stopped walking and turned around. We were inside another dark alley, which caused Jennifer to bump into me. I looked at her with a new appreciation.

She said, “What? It’s not some French circus. It’s a pretty well respected—”

“I know what it is. You were in it? For real?”

“I sort of was. I was accepted and finished the apprenticeship, but right before I was slotted for a show I decided it wasn’t for me. I was pretty screwed up back then.”

“Still, that’s pretty amazing.”

“Yeah, well, I decided to go back to college. That decision’s worked out well so far, don’t you think?”

She grinned at her joke.
Success.

I
n Belize City, waiting at their gate for the flight to Cancún, Bakr said, “We’ve got some time. Let’s see if The Sheik has responded.”

Sayyidd moved to a secluded space within the terminal that had a look angle to the satellite. He went through the laborious process of getting online with the M4 satellite phone, then checked the first Yahoo! address they had used.

Bakr said, “What’re you doing? That’s the first address. They won’t respond to that. They’ll respond to the second address.”

He looked closer at the screen, becoming livid. “Is something in the sent file? Is that the message we sent earlier? You didn’t erase it?”

Sayyidd gave an embarrassed shrug. “We did this together. I forgot to delete it. You forgot to tell me to delete it. It’s a mistake.”

Deleting the message from both the sent and trash files, he said, “It’s gone.”

Bakr rubbed his forehead. He now saw that he would have to look over his shoulder for everything.

“Please check the other address.”

Going to the other Yahoo! account, Sayyidd glowed with anticipation when he saw four messages in the in-box. Three were for penile implants and counterfeit Viagra; one was an e-mail for them. Opening it, he read a simple paragraph, written in Arabic:

Sayyidd looked up in confusion. “Who’s Imam Walid? Where’s he located? Are we supposed to guess?”

“Don’t worry, my friend. He’s a man that’ll help the plan you’ve come up with, just as he’s helped hundreds of other true believers in Europe. I know he lives in Norway, but don’t know his actual address. We’ll go to Cancún and catch a flight to Oslo. Send a reply to The Sheik telling him of the successful test. Before we leave, delete both messages.”

Sayyidd did as he was told, saying, “I don’t need to be treated like a child. I can learn from my mistakes.”

I
looked at the list of agencies, trying to smoke out the cover name the CIA was using at this particular embassy. I was looking for the name of an agency that sounded legitimate but was so innocuous it had no specific mandate. A name that nobody would call for anything. I knew most of the legitimate organizations, such as USAID, and focused on the ones I didn’t. Finally, my eyes settled on the pompous-sounding Office of Southern Hemispheric Relations. That sounded like what I was searching for. The title was so broad that nobody would call them unless they had been given the number.

Jennifer asked, “How will we get to the CIA? You’re right, I don’t see them listed.”

She didn’t just say that
. I looked left and right, relieved to see that nobody was within earshot. Trying to remain calm, I said, “Please don’t say that name again. In fact, please don’t say anything.”

Chagrined, Jennifer lapsed into a sullen silence.

We had made the last bus to Belmopan without any other trouble, and had crashed in the nearest hotel we could find. Waking up this morning, it had taken little time to find the embassy and get through the outer security. Now was the hard part—how to get past Marine Post One. I would need to get someone from the CIA to meet me in the lobby, because I wasn’t on any approved access roster that Post One maintained.

I waited for the young Marine behind the bulletproof glass to finish what he was doing and ask me my business. I asked for the number to the office, moved to the phone provided, and gave them a call, Jennifer standing expectantly beside me. A man answered on the third ring. It took a little bit of convincing, made harder since I didn’t want to say anything specific on an open phone line, but I finally managed to get him to meet us in the lobby. I gave him my description and hung up the phone.

Jennifer looked at me with a question.

“Someone’s coming down. We’ll see if it’s the right guy or not.”

Eventually, a young man came out of the elevator, dressed in chinos and a button-down shirt, looking like he would start to shave in a few years. He glanced nervously around the lobby, passing over me and focusing on Jennifer. He smiled at her, then continued to look around.
Great. An idiot
. I stood up and walked over to him.

“Looking for someone?”

He showed a spark of surprise, quickly covered up by bluster.

“I’m Eric. You apparently had some information you wanted to pass?”

“Yeah, can we go to your office?”

“No. Let’s go over to the couch and you can tell me what you have.”

I’d figured he’d do that and agreed. I was in a little bit of a quandary, since I didn’t know if this guy was really in the CIA, and knew there was no way he would admit to it, so I would either have to dive in headfirst, or walk away.

Eric pulled out a notebook and pen, turning to me to speak when he noticed Jennifer walk up. He went into a random diatribe about the weather. I relaxed.
He’s a flunky, but he’s a spook.
Nobody else would have flexed at the approach of a stranger.

I interrupted the soliloquy. “She’s with me. Don’t worry about her.”

He stopped talking, looking from me to Jennifer and back. I took the initiative, telling him why we’d come. As I went through the story, conveniently leaving out a majority of the death and destruction, I noticed that Eric kept stealing glances at Jennifer’s chest and had failed to write down a single thing. I stopped talking.

Eric, smiling yet again at Jennifer, finally felt the silence and turned back to me. I leaned into his personal space.

“Look. You had better start writing some of this stuff down. There’s going to be a cable coming out of this that I expect you to send. Understand?”

That flustered him. “Hold on a minute.
You
asked
me
to come down here, not the other way around. I’ll decide what we do with your information, not you. Let’s get that clear right now.”

My rage began to bubble up, catching me by surprise, an unwelcome enemy determined to show who still owned my soul. Jennifer put her hand on my arm, probably seeing the signs and trying to blunt the edge. It worked, at least a little. I no longer wanted to kill him, just hurt him.

“Give me your pen and paper.”

“Why?”

“Because I’m going to write your cable. I’m close to ripping off your head and shitting down your neck. To save us both the embarrassment, I’m going to tell you what to send.”

Eric handed me the pad and backed away. Jennifer glared at me, clearly upset at the way this was turning out.

I took the paper and wrote a one-paragraph note. At the end of the note, I wrote, “PrometheusPike.” Handing the pad back to Eric, I said, “Send that in a cable. I don’t care who you route it to, as long as you include the crypt at the bottom. Do you understand?”

Eric nodded, completely subdued. “Is there some way I can contact you here? If I need to?”

I thought for a second. “Yeah, get me a hotel with an embassy rate and you’ll know where we’re staying.”

“Okay, okay, I can do that. Give me a few minutes. I’ll be right back.”

Five minutes later, he returned with the confirmation number, the address to the hotel, and a little bit of his confidence back.

“Here’s where we send all of our TDY folks. It’s on my credit card right now. You need to put it on your card, or your cable’s going in the trash.”

I stared at him in silence until he began to falter, glancing over his shoulder at the Marine in Post One for help. He finally held out the address and confirmation number with a slight tremor. Jennifer shook her head and took the Post-it note, thanking him for his time. Then she turned without a word and began walking at a brisk pace out of the embassy.

Catching up to her outside, I said, “Well, that went better than expected. We very well might get a cable out, and as a bonus, we got a cut-rate hotel room.”

Jennifer turned so quickly I ran into her. “Do you have to be such an asshole to everyone? He was just trying to help. We’ll be lucky if he uses your note to blow his nose.”

She was as mad as I’d ever seen her, slightly trembling but looking me in the eye and daring me to bark back, waiting on the inevitable rage she knew I had.

Instead, my anger not only disappeared, as it had in the past, but it reversed. For some idiotic reason I wanted to calm
her
down. To make her smile.
Jesus. I want her to like me.
I was so conflicted I wasn’t sure what to do. I hadn’t given a shit about any person on earth since Heather, and that’s the way I had liked it.
What the hell? Am I going crazy?
Crazy or not, she had something that seemed to stop my slide into the abyss. Kept me human. Or at least reminded me of what human was. An innocence I wanted back.

“You’re right. I shouldn’t have done that. He pushed my buttons. I don’t want to be a prick, but it just happens sometimes. I’m working on it. Can we forget about it?”

She looked confused, then suspicious. “Well . . . okay.”

She waited a second, as if she expected a trick. When none came, her anger deflated a little bit. “Let’s just hope he does something with what we told him.”

I smiled, relieved. “He’ll send the cable. It’s too volatile not to send in this day and age. Easier to pass the responsibility to someone else.”

E
ric returned to his office, still flustered by the encounter with Pike. On the one hand, he didn’t want to send the cable precisely because Pike had demanded he do so.
Yeah, maybe I was a little distracted by Pike’s companion, but that’s no reason to act like such an asshole.
On the other hand, if he did nothing and Pike’s wild story proved to be true, there would be hell to pay.

Today was one of the few times he could send a cable out on his own. Ordinarily, he just wrote the cables for release by the chief of station, but Belize had been without a chief for six months, and would probably be without one for the foreseeable future as the CIA pulled experienced hands to fill the gaps created by dealing with a substate threat that couldn’t be seen by satellites. With the deputy chief on leave, and Steve, the only other case officer, out doing what he was paid to do, he was now left alone at the wheel.

A year out of college, six months out of training, Eric had the requisite skills for his position of collating reports and sending cables but had little to no experience in the rough and tumble world of covert operations. He decided it would be better to send the cable and get scolded for clogging up the pipe than not send it and get hammered for missing a terrorist attack.