Read Only the Hunted Run Online
Authors: Neely Tucker
He listened to the response for a while, then said, “I don't care if there ain't no visiting hours. You
got
to get there this evening.”
He paused to listen again.
“Because Noel, Sly. Noel. That was our deal. I let you walk on Noel, you get me in and out of St. E's. We didn't say one time only. You be in that patient area and keep your head on a gotdamn swivel.”
He hung up and rapped on the seat in front of him and got out before the man could stop.
“We're here,” he said. “You'n wait just a minute, right?”
*Â Â *Â Â *
The house was a simple two-story brick construction with a black slate roof and a driveway on the side. It was typical postâWorld War II housing. A window on each side of the front door, dormer windows on the second. A rusting-out dark blue panel van, a ladder tied on the roof rack, sat in the driveway. Worn-out shrubs going brown in the front. Weeds, not grass, in the yard.
All of the houses on Xenia sat on the east side of the street. On the west side, there was a strip of grass and then trees and wild growth on the edge of the bluff. The Blue Plains water treatment facility and Bolling Air Force Base lay far below, across I-295, and then there was the river and National Airport due west, the Capitol to the northwest.
Still, despite the vista, the neighborhood had long been abandoned to the descendants of the slaves who had once worked farms on these same acres. The spot to shop down here wasn't Mazza Galleria, like you had in moneyed Northwest D.C., but the Eastover Shopping Center, where you had the Get-a-Lot Grocery Store, the When You Need It check-cashing joint, empty storefronts, the Hot Pink Nail Palace, the Maximum You beauty salon and a third-rate florist shop so tired it didn't even have a name. That was this place. And people wondered why the locals tended to have an attitude.
“Sully, hey, hey. Sully.”
The voice made him jump, coming back from his right. It was Keith, in jacket and tie, stepping out of one of the paper's nondescript sedans, crossing the sidewalk, popping open an umbrella. “I was up in Chevy Chase, checking that George Harper up there, when Melissa called. The number for this place,” he said, nodding toward the house, “is disconnected. Nobody answers the door.”
Sully, glad to have the help, especially from Keith, turned and looked at the house. There were no lights on, and if someone was inside, they were being decidedly tolerant about two strangers standing at the front step.
“You tried front and back, right?”
Keith nodded, then added, with a smile. “Both locked.”
“Ha. Looked in the windows?”
Keith shrugged and Sully walked over, pushed his way through the thick green shrubs, and cupped his hands against the glass. The curtains were drawn but he peeked through the gap. Bare hardwood floors, the edge of a chair. The other room offered the same slice of domestic nothingnessâthe back of a cheap couch and some pizza boxes on a table in the far room.
“Nobody's home next door on either side,” Keith said. “People still at work, maybe. I was chilling in the car waiting for folks to come home. Might go down on South Cap and get a burger, wait till it starts getting dark, come back. If this is our guy, somebody would have had to notice him.”
Sully nodded, looking at the upstairs windows, walking around the side of the house, coming back. “Seems like they would have called it in, though.”
Keith was over at the van. The “FKH Electrical” on the side was peeling. Closer inspection showed it had been done freehand, not with a stencil. It was ragged, done a long time ago, on the cheap, somebody with a can of paint and an artist's brush.
“The dust,” Keith said, wiping a finger across the windshield.
The rain, picking up into a spatter, hit like small artillery in the caked dust, streaking it downward in rivulets. The taxi driver across the street put his window up, the movement catching Sully's eye. The distraction made him check his watch. Fifteen till seven. Shit. Showtime. Walking backward toward the taxi, he said, “I'm getting to St. E's. Hang out here, you like, looking for a neighbor. But, no shit, we got to file tonight.
Check with Susan, soon as you get back to the mothership. She's got the dope.”
“You sure you want to do this tonight?”
“Have to,” Sully said, now in the street. “Too many ways for this to leak after this meeting, too many people are going to know.”
Keith, calling out across the street: “Know what?”
LANTIGUA HAD THEM
all meet in his office in the administration building. Sully; Janice, the head of PDS; Wesley Johnston, the AUSA; and the attorney for St. E's, a fleshy man with sweaty palms who introduced himself as Eli Ezekiel, a man so pale it looked as if they kept him in the basement.
The office was a strange, musky space, breathing St. E's Victorian-to-modern history. The heavy paneled walls, the magnificent mahogany door, the arched windows, the Queen Anne settee, the unironic scrolled writing desk with the scuffed edges in the corner, the well-worn Persian rug with the tear in the cornerâall looking like stately ambassadors of another age, when Teddy Roosevelt was president and it was the nation's most prestigious mental hospital. The dented metal filing cabinets, the sorry telephone receivers, the grime on the windows, the air-conditioning unit that was sealed with duct tapeâall those testifying to the down-on-the-heels run of more recent decades, when it was a white elephant waiting for extinction.
Lantigua, standing behind an oaken writing desk that might have been as ancient as the restâyou couldn't tell, the papers stacked on it might have dated to Roosevelt, tooâtalked them through the procedure for the “the statement,” as he kept calling it. They would walk from here
to Canan Hall (there were umbrellas for them all, he said primly, not to worry about the rain). They would meet Waters in a secured conference room in the ward.
The ward doors would lock behind them, as would the ones in the conference room. Waters would already be there when they arrived. There would be chairs and a long table, with Waters seated at the end of the table. Lantigua would tell him to start, Waters would say what he had to say. If anyone had any questionsâand by this he meant only for clarity's sake about what had been saidâthey could write or whisper them to Lantigua, and he would or would not ask Waters, as he deemed medically appropriate.
“Legal advice,” Janice said, looking at Lantigua.
“Yes, yes, of course,” he said. “I just meant, ahâ”
“That you don't want me asking him a damn thing,” Sully said.
“Not to put too fine a point on it,” Lantigua said.
The air in the office grew close and tense and unpleasant. The dampness, the humidity, from outside wormed its way into this inner chamber. Everyone sat with their legs crossed, wishing they were somewhere else.
“I would just like to say again, for the record, that I object to the media presence,” Wesley said. “Carter here, he's the colorful sort, and while that's good for selling papers, it can't be allowed to jeopardize the judicial process.”
“Agreed,” Lantigua said. “Ms. Miller, is there not a way to call this off? Can you talk to your client again? The media here gives this an air of . . . the circus.”
He didn't look at Sully as he said it, but letting him know where on the food chain he sat.
“It is my client's wish that we are here to begin with,” she said, sounding resigned. “I spoke with him by phone at length this afternoon. I have just finished speaking with him, not thirty minutes ago. He says he has
a statement he wants the public to hear. He would not tell me what it was, but said Sully would understand, which is why he wants him here.”
Lantigua looked nonplussed.
“Mr. Carter? Could you enlighten us?”
Sully looked over at him, arching his eyebrows as if surprised by the question.
“No,” he said.
“See what I mean,” Wesley muttered.
“Sully,” Janice said, impatiently.
Sully leaned forward at the table, uncrossing his legs. “I mean âno,' in the sense that I am literally unable, because I have no idea what this is about. But beyond that, âno' in the sense of I would not. The door hadn't even shut when y'all started pissing on me being here, acting like it's beneath your professional standard. Like lawyers and the warden at the crazy house are two pegs up from reporters. And then you ask me for help. So, no.”
“We don't call it a âcrazy house,'” Lantigua said, “and no one in polite society has for a very long time. It's a mental health treatment facility.”
“I guess you'd be up to speed on the terminology,” Sully said. “How long you been here?”
“Since 1962 as a graduate student intern, since 1976 as executive director.”
“Ah. Thank you. So the problem with your point of view, like I was saying, is that I'm the only one your patient wants to see. Why? Who knows? Maybe because I was there that day in the Capitol, or maybe because he's got a crush on me, maybe because he's just fucking crazy. I'm here to listen to what he has to say. Any of you who don't want to be here, hey, there's the door.”
“Reckless,” Wesley said.
“Wes, I been stared down before,” Sully said, “by people with guns who knew how to use them. You, you just look constipated.”
Lantigua ignored the exchange and sighed, as if he were dealing with very small children. He flipped open a folder on his desk. Then he slid a sheaf of papers over to Sully.
“Waivers and confidentiality agreements.” When Sully arched his eyebrows, Lantigua hastily clarified, “The confidentiality just applies to our policies and procedures, the privacy of other patients. Some of whom have a certain degree of notoriety.”
“You're worried I'm going to try to cop an interview with Hinckley on the way out?” Sully said.
Lantigua lowered his chin and gave Sully his best bureaucratic look, letting it sit over a two-second silence. “Just sign the form, Mr. Carter. Or, as you say, don't. Now. Is everyone done? Thank you, thank you. Fine. I'll leave these here. Now. If you would follow me.”
*Â Â *Â Â *
When they came into the ward, Sully was the last in line, save for the linebacker-sized orderly trailing them all. His eyes flew over the floor, taking it in, the patients wandering about, the big windows showing the fading gloom outside, the cloud cover ending the day early, the television on but not loud. The walls were dingy and aged, the paint was dull, the floor was shined but there was a dull yellow sheen to it.
And there, in a lime-green chair in the television room, dressed in jeans and a white pullover shirt, untucked, sat Sly Hastings. His close-cropped hair was under a White Sox cap and his face was averted, looking out the window. Uncle Reggie sat next to him, muttering and looking at the television, then turning to take in the entourage.
Sully cut his eyes away from the pair as soon as he saw Reggie start to turn his way. It wasn't fast enough. There was a glint of recognition in the man's eyes. He started to raise up, point. And, before he got fully out of his chair, Sully saw, from the corner of his eye, Sly's right hand rise up the man's back, grab his shirt tail, and jerk him back down.
No one else noticed.
Lantigua led them down the hall to the far end, past room 237, to a secured door that looked just like all the rest. He swiped the magnetic card that hung on a lanyard around his neck, looked in, and them stepped back, holding the door open to let them all in, the air flat, stale, recycled, and yet charged, like someone had cut all the ions loose and they were rocketing around the ward, colliding, crashing into one another, changing, reforming, shaping into something yet unseen.
*Â Â *Â Â *
Inside the conference room, the patient sat at the end of a long wooden table, head down. He could be dozing. You could think that, that tousled hair, the slack shoulders, not looking up, no recognition at all that the people he had summoned were filing in. He was wearing the same loose, standard-issue white jumpsuit he had worn earlier. His forearms were on the table, little plastic cuffs binding them together, his black hair pulled back in the same ponytail, a few strands loose and unmanaged, hanging over his forehead. He was looking down at his hands when they all filed in. An orderly flanked him on either side. One of them was Jamal, who studiously avoided eye contact with Sully.
At the back of the room, opposite the door, a tripod held a small video camera. The guy operating it wore a St. E's uniform and a tired expression, leaning back against the wall, his camera already honed in and focused, cleaning his fingernails, ignoring the new entrants, too. Looking like he was getting overtime for this but now thinking he had better things to do.
Janice went to the near side of the table and sat. Sully, who had started in after her, now reversed his steps and went to the far side, the right. He wanted the man looking at him, not at his attorney. Wesley sat at the head of the table. Lantigua slid past Janice to get to the front of the room, the door closing and locking behind him. He moved between Jamal and George, the former stepping back to allow him the space. Lantigua looked up and motioned to the videographer, with a hand
rolling forward, and said, “You can start it now.” He looked at the camera, expectantly, until the man pointed back at him. Lantigua bent down and whispered in the patient's ear. George nodded but did not look up.
Lantigua buttoned his coat, looked at the camera, and stated the date, location, and the people in the room. “We are here at Mr. Waters's request, including one media representative, as he wants to make a brief statement. He has made this decision after full consultation with counsel, though he is proceeding against her advice. I myself have interviewed Mr. Waters at length about this procedure. I reluctantly conclude he is competent to do so, no matter how ill advised.”
He looked around the room, nodded, and said, “As we have all agreed, there will be no questions. Mr. Carter, do you have your recording device?”
Sully took the slender recorder from the inside pocket of his backpack, turned it on, hit the ârecord' button, and slid it toward the front of the table. “It's directional,” he said. “It'll pick up from there just fine.” He pulled out a small notebook and a pen as backup.
Lantigua nodded. “Okay then. Mr. Waters. Proceed.” He walked to the back of the room, standing by the video camera.
George looked up. His shoulders were rounded, the eyes distant. He looked as he had when Sully first walked into his cell earlier in the day.
“I, uh,” and he coughed, bringing his hands to his mouth, covering it while he coughed again. “Thank you all for, ah, coming. This will only take a moment.”
He rolled his neck, audibly popping the vertebrae. When his eyes opened again, they were still muddled, and he looked either down at the table, or up at Sully. He started speaking slowly and picked up speed and volume as he went. Making eye contact, Sully, leaning forward into the edge of the table, looking at the irises, would swear what he saw in them was fear.
“My, um, statement is, like . . .” He coughed again. Nervous. “My, um, name isn't Terry Waters. Never has been. It is George Harper. This,
uh, as of today, became known to Mr. Carter. I killed Barry Edmonds not for or against any Indian cause. I could give a shit about that stuff. I had petitioned him, about the care of my mother here at St. E's, before her death here seven years ago. He was, ah, her local representative at the time, the representative of the place where she had come from. And, ah, Edmonds, he, well, I'd say he ignored that. He ignored what I told him. Or tried to tell him. There were letters, lots of letters, with documentation, and I, ah, calledâabout what was happening here, to patients here. So time went by. I had to figure out a way to arrange my own meeting. My mother, Frances, as Mr. Carter no doubt knows by now, was mutilated by a lobotomy by Dr. Walter Freeman, the patron saint of this shithole, as was my grandmother. My mother spent the last twenty something years of her life here as a . . . a vegetable. She was sexually assaulted, over and over again, I learned, for sport. On the ward. Orderlies putting their cocks in her mouth. Turning her over and butt-fucking her over the side of the bed. Taking pictures. I visited her as a child, as a teen, as an adult. You, Dr. Lantigua, you ignored me over and overâ”
“Wait, wait, wait,” Lantigua cut in, pressing forward, trying to cut him off. “Turn the camâ”
“âand though neither you nor your malignant staff recognized me, doctorâI suppose it has been several years now, and I took the time to gain some weight, you know, a little beard, color my hairâlet me say it is so nice to finally be back . . . home.”
Janice was standing now, Wesley was sitting there, spreading both hands, palm up, in the air, like what the sweet fuck is this, and still, though the atmosphere in the room had changed, although the temperature felt like it had rocketed north, his implacable voice kept talking, still looking at Sully, as if drawing strength from him to continue.
“I was so concerned you would recognize me, Dr. Lantigua! But your incompetence is only matched by your lack of diligence, by the horrific torture chamber you call a hospital. I have been on these grounds three
times in the past month, posing as an electrician. In this very building. It was so easy to walk in and out that it was tedious. Even Mr. Carter was able to walk into my room this morning. We had a nice chat.”
Janice whipped her glare over to him now.
“You did
what
?”
Ezekiel, the lawyer, was looking from Harper to Sully and back again, Lantigua was still yelling at the man with the camera, “Off! Turn it OFF!” Sully alone was still looking at George, and so he was the only one who saw him make a small movement and reach, with his hands in their plastic cuffs, into the waistband of his pants.
Later, Sully would never be sure which came first, Lantigua's short, sharp bark of surprise, or the thick heavy boom that shook the building like a strike from a mortar shell. The recorder on the table slid sideways, the overhead light swayed, and a single fleck of paint, loosened by the blast, came fluttering down from the ceiling, until it came to rest, like a bone-white snowflake, at the right edge of the brown table.
“Sweetâ” Janice said.
Harper pulled a small black circular remote from the waistband and held it in his palm. “Do you know you can get anything brought inside this place, for almost nothing? That the staff can be paid to do almost anything? That the gas lines in this building are so
very
old?”