Out of Turn (35 page)

I twisted my wrist, breaking his hold on me, and slashed at him, tearing through his shirt to his chest. He let me go with a yell.

The door to the storeroom flew open, jerking my attention away from James, which proved to be bad.

He knocked the bottle out of my hand and punched me in the stomach. I doubled over in gut-wrenching pain, retching.

But then James spun around and I heard the crunch of bone against bone. He dropped to the floor, out cold.

I straightened, ignoring the pained ache in my stomach, and turned to see who’d entered the storeroom.

Blane.

But he wasn’t looking at me, he was looking at James—and the expression on his face sent a jolt of terror through me.

Blane crouched next to James and grabbed the knife he’d used on me. He flipped the blade up with a practiced hand. Without a word, he took a fistful of James’s hair and jerked his head back, exposing his throat.

“No!” I cried, tackling Blane.

I had enough momentum and motivation that I knocked him to the side, toppling both of us. I scrambled on top of him, holding on even as he sat back up and tried to push me off his lap.

“Are you out of your mind? You can’t kill him!”

Blane was shaking with rage, and for a moment, I wasn’t sure he was going to listen to me. But then he closed his eyes and took a shuddering breath. When he opened his eyes again and focused on me, the Blane I knew was there, not the murderous stranger from before. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me tight against him.

“God, Kat,” he breathed into my hair. “When I came in here and saw him hit you, I just… lost it.”

“I’m fine,” I said, squeezing him tight. Leftover fear and adrenaline were making me shaky, but I couldn’t think about that right now.

After a moment, I got off Blane, grabbed my shirt, and put it on, tying a makeshift knot to keep it closed. I didn’t want to imagine how ridiculous I must have looked fighting James with my boobs hanging out. I kept my back to Blane, embarrassed at being nearly naked and hoping I could hide the cuts James had made. I didn’t think Blane had seen them.

My bra was useless, so I picked it up and knelt next to James. Blood seeped from the gash on his chest. I used my bra to mop up some of James’s blood before folding it carefully into the pocket of my shorts.

DNA? Check.

“What are you doing here anyway?” I asked Blane while I worked. “Not that I’m not glad you were.” He’d stood watching me as I got dressed.

“This place closed thirty minutes ago,” he said. “I was waiting outside for you. When you didn’t come out, I came in.”

“How did you—” I began, then cut myself off at the look on his face.

“Do I look like an idiot?” he said, raising an eyebrow. “I knew you would try to run off and help Kade.”

Couldn’t deny that one. I changed the subject. “Help me get James out of here.”

Blane reached down and hauled James up and over his shoulder in a fireman’s carry. “Where do you want him?” he asked. “Trash goes in the dumpster, right?”

I shook my head. As much as I’d love for Blane to dump James’s ass in the dumpster, I didn’t want to antagonize him further. Like it or not, James was the one who’d be trying the case against Blane, if it came to that.

I grabbed my purse from under the bar, hit the lights, and locked the door on the way out. James’s car was parked in the front.

“Let me get his keys,” I said, going to Blane and digging a hand in James’s jeans pocket.

Blane deposited him none too gently in the backseat and tossed the keys onto his chest before shutting the door on James’s unconscious body. He took my elbow and walked me to his car.

We weren’t driving thirty seconds before the interrogation began.

“How long was he there?”

“Just a few minutes.”

“Were you alone?”

“Yes.”

“What did he say?”

I hesitated. “He offered a deal. Involuntary manslaughter instead of murder one.”

“In exchange for what?”

I looked at Blane, then out the window. He was a smart guy. He’d figure it out.

I jumped when Blane suddenly slammed his hand on the dash.

“Goddammit!” he yelled.

I laid my hand on his arm and the muscles were like iron bands underneath my fingers. I could feel his rage like it was a living thing.

“I didn’t do it,” I said. “Surely you know me better than that.”

“I don’t want James anywhere near you,” Blane ground out. “You know what he’s done. You’ve seen the pictures. I want to kill him for even breathing the same air you do.”

Blane was driving fast and we were back at his house before I could think of what to say, so I tried to change the subject.

“Is Kade back yet?”

“No, but he will be. And if you think he’s going to have any other reaction to what happened tonight than I did, you’re wrong.”

“It’s done,” I said. “I’m fine and I have the DNA.” I dug in my pocket, handing the folded bra to Blane. “Here. Give this to your guy and have them compare it to the semen.”

I hopped out of the car and walked fast to the door, hoping I could make it inside before Blane got a closer look at me. No such luck.

“Kathleen!” he called, the car door slamming behind him.

I pretended not to hear, rushing inside the house and heading for the stairs.

“Stop!” Blane commanded, his voice thundering in the hallway.

My body locked in place on the second stair, the tone of his voice not one to be disobeyed. I heard his footsteps on the hardwood floor as he walked toward me.

“Turn around.”

I crossed my arms over my chest before I did so, raising an eyebrow at Blane. We were eye to eye now. “Anything else?” I asked. “Should I roll over? Fetch?”

He ignored me, reaching over to flick on the overhead light. Shit.

Blane reached out, tugging my arms down. I tried to resist, but he was too strong.

I could have sworn his face paled under his tan.

I’d already gotten a look at what James had done, so didn’t need to look down.

“He… carved a
J
into your skin?” Blane choked out, his eyes glued to my chest.

“It’s not deep,” I said. “Just a scratch. It’ll heal.”

Blane swallowed so hard, I saw his Adam’s apple move up and down.

“So let me ask you this,” he said. “Was he planning to rape you? Or did you agree to the deal?”

I looked at Blane, refusing to answer.

“Answer me,” he demanded, his voice loud in the empty foyer.

My fists clenched at my sides as I stared at Blane. “Yes,” I bit out. “I agreed to the deal, because I thought, maybe, just maybe, he would do it. That he’d go with a lesser charge and not murder one.” My face was burning, but I didn’t look away from Blane. “But it doesn’t matter, because I couldn’t go through with it. When it came down to it, I didn’t have the guts.”

Blane looked as shell-shocked as I’d ever seen him. “Why?” he asked. “Why would you even consider—”

“Because you don’t deserve this,” I interrupted, exasperated. “He’s framing you, and you’re too good a man to let something like this take you down.”

“He won’t win,” Blane said. “We’ll get him. I promise.”

“And what’ll you lose until then?” I asked. “If they arrest you, it’s over. Your political career is over. Even if they let you go. Those photos of you in handcuffs, your mug shot—all that will be used every time your name comes up.”

“Maybe I don’t care anymore,” Blane said quietly.

I frowned, sure I’d heard him wrong. “What?”

“I don’t know if I care anymore,” Blane repeated. “I feel like I’ve been so focused, for years, on achieving in my career that I’ve let it affect how I want to live my life. I’ve let it affect you. Us.” He paused. “If I hadn’t been so single-minded, maybe I would have seen how much my uncle wanted you out of my life—and I wouldn’t have bought in to his lies. I just wish it hadn’t taken losing you for me to realize that.”

I stared at Blane, unable to believe what I was hearing.

He leaned forward, his arms sliding around my back to hold me close. My breath caught in my throat when his tongue traced the cut James had made. Blane gently licked the blood from my skin, the warm heat of his mouth soothing the burning slice. My fingernails dug into his sides as I held on to him.

“I’ll avenge this,” Blane murmured, lifting his face to mine. “I swear it.”

His lips moved over mine, the faint tang of my blood on his tongue. When we parted, I rested my head against his shoulder.

I was still sick with worry about what was going to happen to Blane, but being wrapped in his arms calmed me. His hand brushed over my hair and his lips pressed against my forehead.

“Don’t let me interrupt.”

I jerked away from Blane with a gasp and turned to see that Kade had silently entered the hallway. His face was cold and blank. I took an uncomfortable step backward up the stairs, putting some space between Blane and me.

“Did you get it?” Blane asked.

“Of course I did,” Kade said, stopping at the foot of the stairs. “He wasn’t even home. Piece of cake.”

“He wasn’t at home because he was busy assaulting Kathleen at work,” Blane said.

Kade’s head whipped around, his blue eyes locking on mine.

“What happened?” he asked.

“I was able to get his DNA,” I said, locking my arms tightly over my chest again. “Other than that, I don’t want to talk about it.” I wouldn’t put it past Kade to slit James’s throat like Blane almost had—only I wouldn’t be able to stop Kade as I had Blane. “I’m tired. I’m going to bed.”

I turned and jogged up the stairs, hoping that would put an end to any more questions. I just wanted to forget the whole thing. It had scared me, not only the threat from James but the realization of how far I’d been willing to go to help Blane. What did that mean? I loved him, that was true, but did it mean I was still
in
love with him? Or did it just mean I was colossally stupid?

I didn’t want to answer that question.

I got a good look at James’s handiwork in my bathroom mirror. Livid cuts formed an uppercase
J
between my breasts. But it would heal. And I chose to think of the
J
as standing for
Justice
rather than
James.
I hoped I’d done my part in helping bring Kandi’s killer to justice. That made me feel better. Sort of.

The red imprints of James’s fingers stood out around my throat, easier to see if I pulled back my hair. And my stomach was sore from his punch. I sighed.

Was being in constant danger and getting hurt worth it if I got to be with Kade and Blane? And did it mean I had a death wish if my answer to that was a resounding
Yes
?

The shower I took was long and hot, and if there was more than water wetting my cheeks, what did it matter? There was no one there to see. I didn’t want to look at the cut on my chest again, so I shrugged into a button-down shirt to sleep in rather than my pajamas. I could button it up nearly to my chin.

I crawled under the covers and stared at the ceiling. I couldn’t sleep. In my head, I kept replaying everything I knew about the night Kandi had died. Something didn’t fit, but I couldn’t put my finger on what it was.

She’d been secretly sleeping with James but had also been available for God-knew-how-many booty calls with Blane. Blane had gone to her home that night and had sex with her, though the cops didn’t know that. It couldn’t be his semen on her body because, as he’d said, he’d used a condom. So James must have stopped by after Blane left. He’d found out about Blane—maybe she’d told him—then what? He’d gone crazier than he usually was? Strangled and smothered her, then raped her?

I shuddered, remembering the feel of his hand around my throat. James had certainly seemed to enjoy hurting me. It wasn’t that far of a stretch to see him doing all that to Kandi.

If the cops could match the semen to James, then it would be proof that someone else had been there that night. If nothing else, that was reasonable doubt.

My thoughts were interrupted when the door to my room opened. I knew who was there and didn’t move as Kade stepped inside, silently closing the door behind him.

He moved to my bedside, gazing down at me. He must have seen I was awake, because he asked, “Are you all right?”

“I’m fine,” I said. I could make a drinking game out of how often I said that phrase.

Kade reached over and flipped on the bedside lamp. I squinted in the sudden glow, but it wasn’t that bright. He sank down onto the bed next to me.

“Where’s your nightgown?” he asked, toying with the collar of the shirt I wore.

I shrugged. “I’m glad you didn’t run into any trouble at James’s,” I said.

“Easy in, easy out,” he replied absently, but his eyes were on my throat.

His fingers moved to the buttons of my shirt, sliding them through the holes. He’d already undone three when I grabbed his wrist.

“What are you doing?”

“Blane told me what James did,” he answered, swiftly undoing the shirt’s buttons despite my hold on him. “Show me.”

I swallowed hard but couldn’t disobey. Keeping my eyes on his, I slowly parted the fabric of the shirt just enough so he could see the cut. His gaze dropped.

“It’s not that bad,” I said, swallowing hard again at the look on Kade’s face.

“You’re one tough chick,” he said finally.

“I don’t feel like one,” I confessed.

“Did you smear some bacon grease on his dick, dump him in the alley, and blow a dog whistle?” he asked.

I huffed a laugh. “Wish I’d thought of that.”

Kade’s shoes thudded to the floor and he pulled back the covers. “Move over,” he said.

“What are you doing?” I asked, even as I scooted over to make room for him.

He turned off the light and lay down next to me. “I’m tired,” he said with a sigh, draping one arm carefully over my middle. His breath was warm against my neck.

“You have your own bed, you know,” I gently reminded him, not that I was overly upset that he was in mine.

“Need to have you near me,” he said. “Know you’re okay.”

Yeah, I knew the feeling.

I started to button my shirt again, but his hands stilled mine. “Leave it.”