Authors: Iris Gower
âThat's all well and good but when it comes to having my honesty called into question I draw the line.'
Rhiannon shook the water off the last of the plates and stacked it on the wooden table beside her. âI'm sure no one doubts your honesty.' She dried her hands on her apron. âIn any case, you'd think with their sort of money a few more pounds spent at the grocer's or the butcher's wouldn't make any difference.'
âWell, it does! Called me into his study, Mr Buchan did, and asked me to explain the accounts for the last month. I told him Mrs Buchan likes things done proper and if he didn't want to spend the money not to give so many lunches and dinners to a gaggle of disagreeable folk who turn up their noses at good home cooking.'
Rhiannon was intrigued. âWhat did he say?'
âHe looked as if he would dismiss me on the spot at first but then he burst out laughing. Told me I was quite right.'
âGood for him, then.' Rhiannon pushed the kettle on to the fire. âCup of tea, Mrs Jones?'
âAye, good idea. Let's sit down a while.' She placed a cloth over the dough and set it down in the hearth. âJust let that breathe.' She smiled. âHave I been going on a bit?'
âOf course not. I think you're right to say what you think to folk.'
Mrs Jones sat in her rocking chair and kicked off her shoes. âAh, that's lovely, that is. Couldn't do me a favour, could you,
cariad
?'
âJust ask and I'll see what I can do.'
âFetch me a bowl of nice warm water to soak my feet in and you'll be my friend for life.'
Rhiannon nodded. âI'll push the kettle on the side of the fire and warm some more water. Shall I put a bit of mint in the bowl? It's supposed to be refreshing.'
âAye, go on, then.' Mrs Jones had been good to Rhiannon: in the few weeks she'd been there, Mrs Jones had made her second-in-command in the kitchen. The other girls were younger than Rhiannon, more scatter-brained, and didn't do half the work she did.
âYou was a lucky find, you know,' Mrs Jones said, pushing her stockings down over her varicose veins. âThese young 'uns haven't got an ounce of elbow grease between them.'
Rhiannon nodded, grateful that she no longer had to scrub floors and carry coal and water upstairs. Those jobs had been delegated to the âyoung 'uns'. She smiled to herself. Violet and Hetty were only a year or so younger than she was but they had lived the life of the innocent while she had been a harlot.
She made the tea and prepared the bowl of warm water for Mrs Jones. âThere we are, then. Put your feet in that while you drink your tea. You'll soon feel better.'
âOh, it's heaven on my corns, that is.' Mrs Jones swished the water between her plump toes. âI'm that grateful to you for your kindness.'
âI'm sure Hetty or Vi would have done the same if you'd asked them, they're not bad girls.'
âNo, but they would have pulled a face. Last time I asked Hetty for a bowl to soak my feet in she told me it wasn't part of her job, cheeky dab.' She watched as Rhiannon built up the fire. âSit down, girl, you're looking tired yourself.'
âI think I will, Mrs Jones.' Rhiannon sat at the table and rested her elbows on the white-scrubbed top. âI am tired, but I'm enjoying the work much more than I thought I would. Sometimes I can pretend I'm keeping house for myself.'
âSome hope, Rhiannon. You'll never own a house like this, unless you get a rich man for a husband.'
âI won't ever depend on any man,' Rhiannon said. âSometimes I feel sorry for Mrs Buchan. She's not happy, is she? She never shares a room with Mr Buchan.'
âDon't blame her neither!' The cook fanned her face with her apron. âThat man has bedded more women than we've had roast dinners.'
âWell, we don't know that for sure, do we?'
âYes, we do.' Mrs Jones smiled wickedly. âThe girls come back to me with plenty of gossip from the maids of other big houses. And I've heard the pair of them quarrelling. Mrs Buchan was telling him to sling his hook one day, but he won't go â not him! He's too keen to get his hands on Mrs B's railway shares, whatever they are.'
âHow do you know that?'
âBecause he keeps on about them. He asks her all the time to give him some and she always refuses. In a ladylike way, mind.'
The cook leaned closer to Rhiannon and lowered her voice. âThat Mr Fairchild's been round here a lot.' She nodded, and her chins wobbled. âI think he's got a liking for Madam and she for him.'
âOh, I don't think Mrs Buchan would do anything improper,' Rhiannon said. âShe's a nicely brought-up lady, isn't she?'
âAye, well, a woman gets lonely when she goes to an empty bed every night. Mrs Buchan's got hot blood in her veins, I'll wager.'
Rhiannon sipped her tea. It was hot and sweet and she savoured the taste as she tried to imagine Mrs Buchan in bed with a fancy man. Rhiannon wouldn't blame her: she had seen for herself how the woman's husband treated her. It was strange how fate wove its web: she had known many men and Mrs Buchan only one â perhaps it would do her good to find a lover.
âDoesn't Mr Buchan notice that this Fairchild man is interested in his wife?'
Mrs Jones shook her head. âDon't seem to care. I wouldn't be surprised if he planned it all.'
âWhy would he do that?'
âI don't know. Perhaps it would ease his conscience if Mrs Buchan was to fall from the straight and narrow like he's done.'
Rhiannon doubted it: men were not made like that â at least, not the men she had known. They guarded their women with a ferocity that had nothing to do with love. It was all about holding on to what was theirs.
A sudden clanging of saucepans from the scullery made Mrs Jones jump. â
Duw
, those girls are noisy.' She chuckled. âJust as well, mind. I was about to drop off.' She pushed the bowl of water away gently with her foot. âGet Hetty to empty that out the back then give it a good scrubbing. Oh, and pass my shoes and stockings. It's time I got back to work.'
âHave another cup of tea and rest yourself for a while longer â you deserve it.' Rhiannon took the bowl into the scullery. âHetty, will you throw the water out in the yard then wash the bowl, please?'
âWhat's wrong with you doing it, then?' Hetty said sharply.
âBecause I've other work to do.' Rhiannon's tone was just as sharp.
âFunny that, isn't it, Vi?' Hetty's voice was full of mock-innocence. âFunny how doing housework is harder than lying on your back all day.'
Rhiannon stared at the girl, who had the grace to look away. âIf you've anything to say to me just say it. Don't make sly remarks.'
âWell, you was one of them loose women living by the railway track, wasn't you?'
Rhiannon went closer to Hetty and looked her in the eye. âAnd what if I was?'
âWell, then, you're no better than you ought to be, is she, Vi?'
Rhiannon took a deep breath. âThat was a long time ago and I want to forget all about that life now.'
âWell, I don't think other folk can forget that easily, see? How could you do it, Rhiannon, sleep with all those awful men?'
âIf you'd ever gone without food for days you might not be asking me that.'
âGo on.' Hetty smiled spitefully. âI expect you liked having a different man in your bed every night.'
Rhiannon grasped the girl's apron straps and pushed her up against the wall. âI hated it. Some of the men treated me like dirt under their feet. Now, if you breathe a word of this to anyone else I'll give you a damn good hiding. Do you understand?'
âAll right, I didn't mean any harm.'
âJust as well I learned how to look out for myself when I lived in the shanty town. If it meant laying a woman out flat with my fist that's what I did.' She released Hetty. âNow, hold your tongue or you'll learn just how nasty I can be.'
âAll right! Don't get so mad â I was just teasing you.'
Rhiannon walked to the door. âRemember this, Hetty. If I'm suddenly dismissed I'll know who to blame.'
As she went back into the kitchen Rhiannon was trembling. Mrs Jones was still barefoot but her head was on the table and she was snoring like a bull. Rhiannon smiled. Poor woman, the work was too much for her. She took a cushion from one of the chairs and put it under Mrs Jones's feet. âCan't have you getting chilblains, can we, old dear?'
Quietly, Rhiannon went on preparing the food for the evening meal. She opened the oven and the smell of the meat roasting made her mouth water. She looked at the clock. It was a long time until supper â and then she smiled. There had been a time when she didn't eat from one day to the next, but that was long ago.
Rhiannon filled the big pan with water, put it on the fire and waited for it to boil. The pudding was ready to be cooked and she lowered it carefully into the water.
The two younger maids came into the kitchen. âThere,' Hetty said, âthat's all the work in the scullery done. Anything in here we can help with, Rhiannon?'
âNo, thank you,' Rhiannon said easily. âI don't want to be accused of overworking you, do I?'
âLook, Rhiannon, I'm sorry I picked on you about the shanty town. It's none of my business and I won't go running to Mrs Buchan carrying tales, I promise.'
âLet's forget it, shall we?' Rhiannon said.
âIs there any tea in the pot?' Violet asked, and Rhiannon nodded. âAye, help yourself. Though I'd top it up with boiling water if I were you. It might be cold by now.'
The girls sat at the table with their heads together and Violet giggled over something Hetty said. Rhiannon had the feeling they were talking about her, but they were just children, really, still tied to their mothers' apron strings.
Mrs Jones woke as suddenly as she had fallen asleep. âTrust you two!' She frowned. âI might have known you'd be giggling as soon as I took my eyes off you.' She sighed and looked down at her feet. âRhiannon, there's kind of you to put a cushion on the floor for me. You've saved my toes from dropping off, with the cold coming up from the flags. I suffer enough bone ache as it is.'
âHow do you know Rhiannon did it?' Hetty asked. âIt might have been me or Vi.'
âNo fear of that.' Mrs Jones pulled on her stockings. âNeither of you would think of anything so kind.'
âOh, I forgot,' Hetty said. âOur Rhiannon is perfect, isn't she? How can we hope to live up to her?'
âNo,' Mrs Jones said severely. âRhiannon is not perfect but she's a kind, thoughtful girl and you two would do well to learn from her.'
âHow to please the men, you mean?' Hetty said, and Violet nudged her arm in an effort to shut her up.
âOh, you've heard, then?' Mrs Jones's voice was heavy with sarcasm.
âHeard what, Mrs Jones?' Hetty was grinning.
âHeard that Rhiannon was once Bull Beynon's woman and lived in a hut on the side of the railway track.' Mrs Jones rested her arms on the table and stared across at the two girls. âLook at home before you judge folk.'
âI don't know what you mean,' Violet said huffily. âI'm a respectable girl and so is Hetty.'
âWell, for a start Hetty was an early baby, and we all know what that means, don't we?'
Violet stared at her, blinking rapidly. â
I
don't know what it means, Mrs Jones.'
âIt means her mam and dad had a shotgun wedding. And you, Vi, your father ran off with Joe the Milk's daughter when you were a baby. Your mam calls herself a respectable widow and we all keep quiet about that.' She sank back in her chair. âDon't forget that I've lived in Swansea all my life, worked in a dozen houses, some big, some not so big, and I hear any gossip that goes around. I'd go so far as to say I hear the gossip before everybody else.'
Violet looked down at her hands and Hetty was biting her lip, her cheeks flushed bright red. Rhiannon felt almost sorry for the girls but they had only got what they deserved.
The next few hours flashed by in a whirl of activity. Supper was served, course by course, and it seemed as if the meal would go on all night. But at last the well-dressed guests had finished and slowly began to drift into the other rooms, leaving the table littered with napkins and empty plates.
Rhiannon sighed. There was a mountain of dishes to be washed â she'd be lucky to get to bed by midnight.
When she returned at last to the kitchen she saw that Mrs Jones's plump arms were folded over her ample bosom. âNow then,' she said, âyou two girls can see to the dishes. Me and Rhiannon done most of the cooking and carrying.'
Hetty claimed her back was aching but Mrs Jones soon put her in her place. âDon't you think we're all tired, girl?' She shook her head. âI don't know what you think you get your wages for but it's not turning your nose up at doing dishes.'
âAll right, then, don't go on about it.' Hetty glared at her but vanished into the back kitchen.
âRiddle out the fire, Rhiannon,' Mrs Jones said, âand then you can go up to bed. You look fair washed out.'
The next day, after luncheon, Mrs Buchan sent for Rhiannon.
âGood Lord!' Mrs Jones frowned. âWhat can she want with you?'
âOnly one way to find out.' Rhiannon undid her apron. âI've got a funny feeling that Hetty has a hand in this.'
âWhy's that? I know she's a cheeky little madam but I don't think she'd go running to Mrs Buchan with tittle-tattle.'
âWe'll see.' Rhiannon made her way up the stone steps towards the hallway, her mind racing. What was she going to do if she was dismissed? Where would she go? She would never find a decent job again if folk were reminded she was one of the shanty-town women.
Mrs Buchan was alone in her room and for that Rhiannon was grateful. If she was to be humiliated at least it would be in private. She bobbed a curtsy. âI hope I haven't done anything wrong, Mrs Buchan?'