Pastoral (33 page)

“Give me a ring if he wants to, and I’ll slip over from the surgery and see him. Otherwise he’s just as well in bed.”

She went out for a little walk along the ring runway; out in the middle of the aerodrome there were still trucks and cranes disposing of the scrap duralumin that had been R for Robert, and towing it to the knackers’ yard right over on the far side by the hedge. She did not get so far as that, but turned back to the mess, and took two cups of tea furtively from the dining-room, and slipped away with them upstairs to the bedroom floor, where no W.A.A.F. officer would dream of going normally if she valued her commission.

She opened the door carefully, with two cups of tea in her
hand. Marshall was awake in bed; he turned his head as she came in. “I say,” he said. “There’ll be a stinking row if anybody catches you in here, Gervase.”

She said: “I brought you up a cup of tea, Peter.”

“Thanks awfully. Put it down, and come and give me a kiss, and then nip out quietly. I’m going to get up. I’ll see you downstairs.”

He looked very like a little boy, she felt, lying there in bed and worrying about her. She put the cups down carefully upon the chest of drawers. “It’s all right,” she said. “This wasn’t my idea. The M.O. said I was to bring you up a cup of tea and wake you up.”

“Did he? Damn decent of him. How long do you think it would take to wake me up?”

“About as long as it takes me to drink this cup of tea.” She sat down on the edge of his bed. “How are you feeling, Peter? How’s your head?”

He struggled up into a sitting attitude. “My head’s all right. But I can’t do anything with my hands.” He sounded worried and incredulous. “Look—they just won’t work.”

The finger-tips flexed very slightly. She took one of his hands in her own, and stroked it. “Feel that?”

“Sort of. It feels all kind of numb inside.”

She bent impulsively and kissed the back of his hand. He put the other hand up and stroked her hair clumsily, and they were silent for a minute or two. Presently she drew back. “You’ll have to take it easy for a bit,” she said. “You said your wrists were tired, over the R/T.”

“Did I? Were you listening in?”

She nodded. “You said your wrists were tired quite early on, and that was a long time before you landed.”

“So they were,” he said. “She was frightfully heavy to hold. I was afraid they weren’t going to last out, and that I wouldn’t be able to hold the wheel any longer.”

She massaged his wrist gently. “It’ll come back as soon as the muscles are rested,” she said. “It’s a sort of sprain.” She got up and fetched the tea over, and put both cups on the floor beside the bed. “I’ll hold the cup for you while you drink.”

He said: “Do you know how Phillips is getting on?”

She told him what she knew, and she gave him his tea in little sips, holding the cup for him. And presently she said: “I’ve been thinking about things, Peter—about us. Do you still want to marry me?”

He put out his hand and stroked her arm clumsily to the elbow. “I want that frightfully,” he said. “But only if it’s going to be as good for you as it would be for me.”

She said: “If we didn’t get married, I don’t think I’d ever be happy again.”

A shade of apprehension came into his eyes. “You’re really sure, Gervase? I mean, this isn’t because you think it was a good show, what I did last night?”

She shook her head. “It
was
a good show, Peter, and I’m frightfully proud. But it was before that, when you didn’t send ‘Mission completed’, that I knew. You see—I thought you were dead, Peter, and you wouldn’t come back at all. That’s when I knew what I really felt about you, and what it would mean, sort of going on alone.”

Medical officer or no, if the Queen W.A.A.F. had happened to look into Bedroom 16 in the next few minutes, Gervase would have been out of the Service within half an hour. But she didn’t, and presently they broke away and sat quiet for a minute, looking at each other.

Marshall said: “Got any ideas about when?”

She said: “Let’s have it soon, Peter. You’ve only got two more ops to do, and then you’ll be sent away. If we’re going to be married, I’d like to be married before you go.”

He said: “We ought to meet each other’s people. Mine won’t worry, but I’d like to keep them sweet.”

She said: “It’s the same with me. But we could get a week’s leave, and go and see them both.”

He nodded. “It takes about three weeks to get married, anyway, unless you pay out about forty quid for a special licence.”

“We’re not going to do that,” she said. “We’ll be glad of forty quid when the peace comes.”

They talked until the lapse of time scared them. Gervase gathered up the cups. “I’ll go down and ring the M.O. and he’ll come and tell you if you can get up,” she said.

He smiled at her. “It’ll be rotten if I get transferred away as soon as we’re married,” he said. “You’ll have to get a shift, too.”

Gervase said vaguely: “I expect I could do that.”

She went out, walking in a dream. Because of that, she did not go with caution. In the hall, at the foot of the stairs, she ran into Flight Officer Stevens, and Mrs. Stevens was in one of her more difficult moods.

She stared at Gervase, and at the tea cups in her hands. “Have you been up on the bedroom floor?” she demanded.

Gervase started, and flushed. “I took Flight Lieutenant Marshall up a cup of tea,” she said.

“In his bedroom?”

Her tone angered the girl. “In his bedroom,” she replied. “What’s more, he was in bed.”

The Flight Officer stared at her. “You know perfectly well that that’s against the rules,” she said. “You could be cashiered for that.”

The girl said angrily: “Do you mean you think I’ve been doing something wrong?”

Her anger spread to the Flight Officer. “I mean I’m going to report you to the Adjutant for insubordination and indiscipline,” she said. “You’d better get back to your quarters now.”

Gervase flushed scarlet. “All right,” she said, “report me. I’m engaged to Peter Marshall, and we’re going to be married very soon, so I want to get out of the W.A.A.F.s so that we can be together. I was going to do the usual. If you get me chucked out for misconduct it’ll save me a lot of trouble.”

The grey-haired Flight Officer looked at her thoughtfully. “You’re not officially engaged,” she said.

“I am,” said Gervase hotly. “I wasn’t when I went upstairs, but I am now. I don’t know if that makes a difference in the rules—whether an engaged officer may go and see her fiancé in bed after a crash, and what happens to an officer who’s not engaged when she goes up and is when she comes down. But anyway, the M.O. told me to take him a cup of tea.”

“He did? He shouldn’t have told you to do anything of the sort. You shouldn’t have gone.”

Gervase said angrily: “I don’t agree with you. If you feel you’ve got to report me, go ahead and do it, and let’s have a bit of fun.”

She marched off, carrying her cups. The Flight Officer went off to find the Adjutant.

Gervase was still very angry when Marshall came downstairs three-quarters of an hour later, escorted by the young M.O. Gervase met them in the hall. “He says I can go out a bit,” said Marshall. “I want to go and see what’s left of Robert.”

Proctor said: “You’d better go in my truck. Don’t go and
get tired. I’ll expect to see you back here in an hour.”

He walked out with them to the truck; Gervase got into the driving seat and they drove off towards the runway. The medical officer turned and went to the Headquarters office, and went in to Wing Commander Dobbie. The C.O. was talking to the Adjutant; they looked up as the M.O. poked his head around the door.

“Sorry, sir,” said Proctor. “Could I have a word when you’re free?”

“Is this about Marshall?”

The medical officer said: “Yes.”

“Come on in,” said Dobbie. “Let’s have your story.”

Faintly surprised, the Surgeon Flight Lieutenant said: “There’s no story, sir. His head is quite all right—just one deep scar that will need dressing every day. His hands are semi-paralysed, but that’s only nervous strain, together with muscular fatigue; it’ll go off in a short time. I was going to suggest you send him home on leave for a few days. He lives quite close to an R.A.F. hospital, and he can have his scar dressed there.”

“I don’t mind,” said Dobbie. “You don’t want to take him into hospital?”

“Not if I can help it. I don’t like hospital with these slight nervous troubles.” He hesitated. “He’s just got himself engaged,” he said. “If Section Officer Robertson wants leave at the same time I’d think it was a very good thing for him.”

Dobbie laughed, and turned to Chesterton. “He’s the nigger in the wood pile.” He turned back to the surgeon, still laughing. “Did you send Section Officer Robertson up to Marshall with a cup of tea?” he said.

The surgeon looked surprised. “Yes, I did. Why?”

“You started something. Old Mother Stevens has just been in to report her for indiscipline—to wit, visiting an officer in his bedroom.”

“For Christ’s sake!” said the surgeon irritably.

Dobbie turned more serious. “All very well,” he said, “but we can’t slur over it like that. The W.A.A.F.s are very strict about these things, you know.”

Proctor said: “I’m strict about my job as well, sir. I do my duty by the air crews to the best of my ability. I told that girl to go and wake him up because I thought it would be helpful to that pilot. I’m sorry if I acted thoughtlessly about the W.A.A.F.s, but I still think it was the right thing to do.”

“I don’t doubt you in the least,” said Dobbie. “The only thing I’m worried about is, what to do with Flight Officer Stevens and her moan.”

Chesterton leaned forward. “Send both of them off on leave for a week,” he said, “and stall Mother Stevens. I’ll see her this evening and tell her all the circumstances, and see if I can calm her down. She’s all right if you take her the right way.”

Dobbie nodded. “I’ll come into the mess and take a glass of sherry off them before dinner,” he said. “That’ll put it all on an official basis for the W.A.A.F.s.”

In the truck, halted by the side of the ring runway, Gervase was telling Peter all about it. “It was awful,” she said. “I think I’m going to get into a frightful row, but the M.O. told me to take tea up to you.”

“It’s crackers,” said the pilot. “They can’t possibly do anything to you for that.”

Gervase said timidly: “Would you like to sort of tell people in the mess this evening, Peter? It might spike their guns a bit.”

He drew her to him clumsily in the truck and kissed her, regardless of an interested A.C.2 approaching in the middle distance. “Suits me,” he said. “It makes it harder for you to get out of it.”

Presently, feeling some slight stir of Service decency and aerodrome behaviour, they disentangled and drove on round the runway. In the warm sunlight of the summer afternoon they got out of the truck and walked over the grass to the remains of what had once been R for Robert. The fuselage was broken by the crash and shattered by cannon fire; the turret was crushed and stained with blood. “Proctor said Sergeant Phillips is going on all right,” said Marshall. “He’s been asking about me. I’d like to drive into Oxford to-morrow and see him, if they’ll let me.”

They walked forward to the broken cockpit. The wheel was still intact, a piece of cod line hanging from the right-hand side. For the rest, it was just smelly, bent, and tangled wreckage waiting to be carted to some dump to lie and rot.

“Poor old Robert,” said the pilot thoughtfully. “I did a lot of hours in her.” They got into the truck and went back to the hospital.

Proctor came out to meet them at the door. “I’ve just had a word with Winco about you,” he said to Marshall. “Like to go on leave a bit?”

Marshall hesitated, and involuntarily glanced at Gervase. “Think I ought to?”

“Might be a good thing.” He hesitated in turn. “I told Winco you two were engaged,” he said diffidently. “I hope you don’t mind. Matter of fact, there’s a bit of a hoo-hah on about your tea-party.”

“Well, that’s your fault,” said Marshall directly. “You told her to come up.”

“I know it’s my fault,” said the surgeon. “I told Winco so. Matter of fact, I think he wants to get you both off the station on leave till the heat goes off.”

Gervase said: “Does he want me to go on leave as well?”

“I think so. Chesterton put that idea into his mind. I said I thought it would be good for Marshall if you went together.”

Gervase turned to Peter, troubled and distressed. “It’s awful,” she said. “I’ve never been mixed up in anything like this before.”

He smiled down at her. “You’ve never been engaged before.”

“Does getting engaged always land you in a blazing row?”

“Always,” said the surgeon firmly. “I’ve never known it miss.”

Gervase said: “I do think someone might have told me.”

Marshall turned to the surgeon. “Is Winco in his office still?”

“I think he is.”

“I’d better go along and see him. I’m not going off on leave until I’ve seen my rear-gunner. Can I go and see him tomorrow?”

“I should think so. I’ll ring up and ask if that will be all right.”

They left the truck before the hospital, and walked on up the road towards Headquarters. The Wing Commander came out as they approached; he saw them and turned briskly towards them.

“Evening, Marshall,” he said. “How are you feeling?”

The pilot grinned at him. “Okay, sir,” he said. “I’ve just been down to have a look at Robert.”

“Not much of it left.”

“No. I’m sorry about that; I thought I’d get her down more in one piece.”

“Bloody lucky to get her down at all,” said Dobbie. “How are your hands?”

“I can’t do much with them. Proctor says I’ve got to go on leave.”

“He told me that. You’d better get away first thing tomorrow.”

The pilot said: “I would like to go into Oxford first to see Sergeant Phillips, sir. I don’t suppose I’ll be able to see him till the afternoon. Could I go the day after?”

“All right.” He spoke for a few minutes about hospital treatment for the cuts upon the pilot’s face, and about a Medical Board before resuming flying. Then the Wing Commander glanced at Gervase; there was a momentary pause.