Picnic on Nearside (31 page)

“Look up there,” Lee said, when she got her voice back. She seemed as confused as he. He looked where she pointed and saw a twisted line crawling across the blue sky. At first he thought it was the end of his life, because it appeared that the whole overhanging dome was fractured and about to fall in on them. But then he saw it was one of the tracks that the sun ran on, pulled free by the rock that had fallen, twisted into a snake of tortured metal.

“The dam!” he yelled. “The dam! We’re too close to the dam!”

“What?”

“The bottom rises this close to the dam. The water here isn’t that deep. There’ll be a wave coming, Lee, a big wave. It’ll pile up here.”

“Piri, the shadows are moving.”

“Huh?”

Surprise was piling on surprise too fast for him to cope with it. But she was right. The shadows were moving. But
why?

Then he saw it. The sun was setting, but not by following the tracks that led to the concealed opening in the west. It was falling through the air, having been shaken loose by the rock.

Lee had figured it out, too.

“What is that thing?” she asked. “I mean, how big is it?”

“Not too big, I heard. Big enough, but not nearly the size of
that chunk that fell. It’s some kind of fusion generator. I don’t know what’ll happen when it hits the water.”

They were paralyzed. They knew there was something they should do, but too many things were happening. There was not time to think it out.

“Dive!” Lee yelled. “Dive into the water!”

“What?”

“We have to dive and swim away from the dam, and down as far as we can go. The wave will pass over us, won’t it?”

“I don’t know.”

“It’s all we can do.”

So they dived. Piri felt his gills come into action, then he was swimming down at an angle toward the dark-shrouded bottom. Lee was off to his left, swimming as hard as she could. And with no sunset, no warning, it got black as pitch. The sun had hit the water.

He had no idea how long he had been swimming when he suddenly felt himself pulled upward. Floating in the water, weightless, he was not well equipped to feel accelerations. But he did feel it, like a rapidly rising elevator. It was accompanied by pressure waves that threatened to burst his eardrums. He kicked and clawed his way downward, not even knowing if he was headed in the right direction. Then he was falling again.

He kept swimming, all alone in the dark. Another wave passed, lifted him, let him down again. A few minutes later, another one, seeming to come from the other direction. He was hopelessly confused. He suddenly felt he was swimming the wrong way. He stopped, not knowing what to do. Was he pointed in the right direction? He had no way to tell.

He stopped paddling and tried to orient himself. It was useless. He felt surges, and was sure he was being tumbled and buffeted.

Then his skin was tingling with the sensation of a million bubbles crawling over him. It gave him a handle on the situation. The bubbles would be going up, wouldn’t they? And they were traveling over his body from belly to back. So down was that way.

But he didn’t have time to make use of the information. He hit something hard with his hip, wrenched his back as his body tried to tumble over in the foam and water, then was sliding along
a smooth surface. It felt like he was going very fast, and he knew where he was and where he was heading and there was nothing he could do about it. The tail of the wave had lifted him clear of the rocky slope of the dam and deposited him on the flat surface. It was now spending itself, sweeping him along to the edge of the world. He turned around, feeling the sliding surface beneath him with his hands, and tried to dig in. It was a nightmare; nothing he did had any effect. Then his head broke free into the air.

He was still sliding, but the huge hump of the wave had dissipated itself and was collapsing quietly into froth and puddles. It drained away with amazing speed. He was left there, alone, cheek pressed lovingly to the cold rock. The darkness was total.

He wasn’t about to move. For all he knew, there was an eight-kilometer drop just behind his toes.

Maybe there would be another wave. If so, this one would crash down on him instead of lifting him like a cork in a tempest. It should kill him instantly. He refused to worry about that. All he cared about now was not slipping any further.

The stars had vanished. Power failure? Now they blinked on. He raised his head a little, in time to see a soft, diffused glow in the east. The moon was rising, and it was doing it at breakneck speed. He saw it rotate from a thin crescent configuration to bright fullness in under a minute. Someone was still in charge, and had decided to throw some light on the scene.

He stood, though his knees were weak. Tall fountains of spray far away to his right indicated where the sea was battering at the dam. He was about in the middle of the tabletop, far from either edge. The ocean was whipped up as if by thirty hurricanes, but he was safe from it at this distance unless there were another tsunami yet to come.

The moonlight turned the surface into a silver mirror, littered with flopping fish. He saw another figure get to her feet, and ran in that direction.

*   *   *

The helicopter located them by infrared detector. They had no way of telling how long it had been. The moon was hanging motionless in the center of the sky.

They got into the cabin, shivering.

The helicopter pilot was happy to have found them, but grieved
over other lives lost. She said the toll stood at three dead, fifteen missing and presumed dead. Most of these had been working on the reefs. All the land surface of Pacifica had been scoured, but the loss of life had been minimal. Most had had time to get to an elevator and go below or to a helicopter and rise above the devastation.

From what they had been able to find out, heat expansion of the crust had moved farther down into the interior of the planet than had been expected. It was summer on the surface, something it was easy to forget down here. The engineers had been sure that the inner surface of the sky had been stabilized years ago, but a new fault had been opened by the slight temperature rise. She pointed up to where ships were hovering like fireflies next to the sky, playing searchlights on the site of the damage. No one knew yet if Pacifica would have to be abandoned for another twenty years while it stabilized.

She set them down on Rarotonga. The place was a mess. The wave had climbed the bottom rise and crested at the reef, and a churning hell of foam and debris had swept over the island. Little was left standing except the concrete blocks that housed the elevators, scoured of their decorative camouflage.

Piri saw a familiar figure coming toward him through the wreckage that had been a picturesque village. She broke into a run, and nearly bowled him over, laughing and kissing him.

“We were sure you were dead,” Harra said, drawing back from him as if to check for cuts and bruises.

“It was a fluke I guess,” he said, still incredulous that he had survived. It had seemed bad enough out there in the open ocean; the extent of the disaster was much more evident on the island. He was badly shaken to see it.

“Lee suggested that we try to dive under the wave. That’s what saved us. It just lifted us up, then the last one swept us over the top of the dam and drained away. It dropped us like leaves.”

“Well, not quite so tenderly in my case,” Lee pointed out. “It gave me quite a jolt. I think I might have sprained my wrist.”

A medic was available. While her wrist was being bandaged, she kept looking at Piri. He didn’t like the look.

“There’s something I’d intended to talk to you about on the
raft, or soon after we got home. There’s no point in your staying here any longer anyway, and I don’t know where you’d go.”

“No!” Harra burst out. “Not yet. Don’t tell him anything yet. It’s not fair. Stay away from him.” She was protecting Piri with her body, from no assault that was apparent to him.

“I just wanted to—”

“No, no. Don’t listen to her, Piri. Come with me.” She pleaded with the other woman. “Just give me a few hours alone with him, there’s some things I never got around to telling him.”

Lee looked undecided, and Piri felt mounting rage and frustration. He had known things were going on around him. It was mostly his own fault that he had ignored them, but now he had to know. He pulled his hand free from Harra and faced Lee.

“Tell me.”

She looked down at her feet, then back to his eyes.

“I’m not what I seem, Piri. I’ve been leading you along, trying to make this easier for you. But you still fight me. I don’t think there’s any way it’s going to be easy.”

“No!” Harra shouted again.

“What are you?”

“I’m a psychiatrist. I specialize in retrieving people like you, people who are in a mental vacation mode, what you call ‘second childhood.’ You’re aware of all this, on another level, but the child in you has fought it at every stage. The result has been nightmares—probably with me as the focus, whether you admitted it or not.”

She grasped both his wrists, one of them awkwardly because of her injury.

“Now listen to me.” She spoke in an intense whisper, trying to get it all out before the panic she saw in his face broke free and sent him running. “You came here for a vacation. You were going to stay ten years, growing up and taking it easy. That’s all over. The situation that prevailed when you left is now out of date. Things have moved faster than you believed possible. You had expected a ten-year period after your return to get things in order for the coming battles. That time has evaporated. The Common Market of the Inner Planets has fired the first shot. They’ve instituted a new system of accounting and it’s locked into their computers and running. It’s aimed right at Pluto, and it’s been
working for a month now. We cannot continue as an economic partner to the C.M.I.P., because from now on every time we sell or buy or move money the inflationary multiplier is automatically juggled against us. It’s all perfectly legal by all existing treaties, and it’s necessary to their economy. But it ignores our time-lag disadvantage. We have to consider it as a hostile act, no matter what the intent. You have to come back and direct the war, Mister Finance Minister.”

The words shattered what calm Piri had left. He wrenched free of her hands and turned wildly to look all around him. Then he sprinted down the beach. He tripped once over his splay feet, got up without ever slowing, and disappeared.

Harra and Lee stood silently and watched him go.

“You didn’t have to be so rough with him,” Harra said, but knew it wasn’t so. She just hated to see him so confused.

“It’s best done quickly when they resist. And he’s all right. He’ll have a fight with himself, but there’s no real doubt of the outcome.”

“So the Piri I know will be dead soon?”

Lee put her arm around the younger woman.

“Not at all. It’s a reintegration, without a winner or a loser. You’ll see.” She looked at the tear-streaked face.

“Don’t worry. You’ll like the older Piri. It won’t take him any time at all to realize that he loves you.”

*   *   *

He had never been to the reef at night. It was a place of furitve fish, always one step ahead of him as they darted back into their places of concealment. He wondered how long it would be before they ventured out in the long night to come. The sun might not rise for years.

They might never come out. Not realizing the changes in their environment, night fish and day fish would never adjust. Feeding cycles would be disrupted, critical temperatures would go awry, the endless moon and lack of sun would frustrate the internal mechanisms, bred over billions of years, and fish would die. It had to happen.

The ecologists would have quite a job on their hands.

But there was one denizen of the outer reef that would survive for a long time. He would eat anything that moved and quite a
few things that didn’t, at any time of the day or night. He had no fear, he had no internal clocks dictating to him, no inner pressures to confuse him except the one overriding urge to attack. He would last as long as there was anything alive to eat.

But in what passed for a brain in the white-bottomed torpedo that was the Ghost, a splinter of doubt had lodged. He had no recollection of similar doubts, though there had been some. He was not equipped to remember, only to hunt. So this new thing that swam beside him, and drove his cold brain as near as it could come to the emotion of anger, was a mystery. He tried again and again to attack it, then something would seize him with an emotion he had not felt since he was half a meter long, and fear would drive him away.

Piri swam along beside the faint outline of the shark. There was just enough moonlight for him to see the fish, hovering at the ill-defined limit of his sonic signal. Occasionally, the shape would shudder from head to tail, turn toward him, and grow larger. At these times Piri could see nothing but a gaping jaw. Then it would turn quickly, transfix him with that bottomless pit of an eye, and sweep away.

Piri wished he could laugh at the poor, stupid brute. How could he have feared such a mindless eating machine?

Good-bye, pinbrain
. He turned and stroked lazily toward the shore. He knew the shark would turn and follow him, nosing into the interdicted sphere of his transponder, but the thought did not impress him. He was without fear. How could he be afraid, when he had already been swallowed into the belly of his nightmare? The teeth had closed around him, he had awakened, and remembered. And that was the end of his fear.

Good-bye, tropical paradise. You were fun while you lasted. Now I’m a grownup, and must go off to war
.

He didn’t relish it. It was a wrench to leave his childhood, though the time had surely been right. Now the responsibilities had descended on him, and he must shoulder them. He thought of Harra.

“Piri,” he told himself, “as a teenager, you were just too dumb to live.”

Knowing it was the last time, he felt the coolness of the water flowing over his gills. They had served him well, but had no place
in his work. There was no place for a fish, and no place for Robinson Crusoe.