Picture Perfect Love (Year Of Weddings 2 Book 7; Series Order 19) (Christian Romance) (5 page)

“That’s not necessary.” She spoke slowly, as if considering each word.

“Maybe not for you, but Amber needs to apologize in person. She believes the world is Amber-centric. She needs to learn the universe doesn’t revolve around her.”

“Amber might not want to learn that lesson.”

“It’s time and for her own good.”

Jenna started to say something, then stopped herself. “You can wait in the living room. I’m going to clean up the studio.”

“Want help?”

She eyed him, warily, cautiously, as if she hadn’t decided if he was friend or foe. “No, thanks. It won’t take me long.”

At least she hadn’t told him to leave or asked him to wait outside. Progress? Ash hoped so.

Inviting sunlight shone through the wood paned windows in Jenna’s living room. So homey and quiet compared to Ash’s condo in Sweetwater’s downtown district, where the train station and fire department made silence a rarity, not the norm.

He recognized the braided rug and the white coffee table in front of the couch. Many nights he’d kicked his feet up, shared a bowl of buttered popcorn with Jenna, and watched a movie.

The bookcase sat against the opposite wall. He remembered when they put the pieces together. Lots of laughter and debate over whether reading the directions was necessary.

The new blue and white plaid slipcovered couch was more welcoming than the solid yellow one. A red blanket lay on an old rocking chair along with a pillow.

Pictures of him and Jenna used to fill the shelves, mantel, and walls. Not any more. He rubbed his chin and stared at the unfamiliar faces with her. A weight—two tons of regret—pressed on Ash’s chest, making each breath a struggle.

What had he expected? That she’d kept the photographs of him on her walls? Or stopped going out and having fun?

He hated that his answer to both questions was yes.

A family portrait hung on the cream-colored wall next to images of rock climbing, hiking, horseback riding in a collage frame. He had no idea she liked those activities, but the smile on her face suggested she was enjoying herself.

The pictures showed all he’d missed these past two years. His stomach churned so badly not even a bottle of antacids would help. Jenna had created a life without him. A career. A home. New friends. Knowing she’d moved on unsettled Ash.

“Would you like a glass of lemonade or iced tea? I can mix the two into an Arnold Palmer if you’d rather.”

Jenna’s voice startled him. He stepped back from the
wall of photos, feeling like a visual eavesdropper on her life. “Lemonade would be great. Thanks.”

“Be right back.”

As soon as she left, his gaze refocused on the pictures.

One thing in the images jumped out. Fun. She’d been having fun, something missing from his life, not to mention his vocabulary. Work had become his priority. He took Sundays off, but the extra hours during the week and on Saturday would help him reach his goal of partner sooner. He’d be the youngest at the firm. Maybe a promotion would bring the same satisfaction he’d felt when he first started working there.

“Here you go.” Jenna handed him a tall glass full of lemonade. “Just made this morning.”

He took a sip. Sweet and tangy, a combination that reminded him of Jenna’s kiss. “Delicious.”

“My mom’s recipe.”

Homemade. Not surprising. Mrs. Harrison had been a good cook, specializing in comfort foods like meat loaf, cabbage rolls, and macaroni and cheese. Entrees their health-conscious housekeeper Mrs. Beatty had never made. “How are your parents?”

“Doing well in Connecticut.”

“What about Colton?” Ash asked.

“Still in the marines. Stationed at Camp Pendleton. He came home on leave last spring. Brought a couple friends. They redid the backyard for me.”

Again, not a surprise. Ash had met her brother once. Colton Harris was an in-shape, hard-as-nails guy who loved America and his sister, not in that particular order.

“Fishing, river rafting, paddleboarding.” Ash raised his glass toward the framed photos on the mantel, curious about the other people and her new hobbies. “You’ve been staying active.”

“Yes.”

He waited for her to say more. She didn’t. “Looks like fun.”

“Yes. I love being outdoors.”

More words this time. Maybe he’d get an entire paragraph from her next.

“Me too.” Except he spent his time at work with occasional trips to the gym. He tried to remember the last time he’d gone for a run outside and not on a treadmill. His mind went blank. “When I have time.”

“Still working long hours?”

“I’m going for partner.” His defensive tone made him want to grimace. Was his work schedule what she remembered of him? He sipped the lemonade, which tasted less sweet.

Ash stood only four feet away from Jenna, but the quiet pushed them further apart. Unease knotted his muscles. He wanted to mend the rift between them, but that wasn’t going to happen. Things were never going to be the same. The realization made him sad.

She glanced at the clock on the end table. “I don’t mean to be rude, but are you sure Amber’s coming? I have plans tonight.”

Plans? A date? Ash’s collar tightened. A million questions sprung to mind. None of which he could ask without appearing to be a stalker-ex. “I’ll see where she is.”

He pulled out his cell phone. No message from Amber about running late. He typed,
Jenna doesn’t have much time. Now or never.

A reply came quickly:
Be there in 5.

Ash put away his phone. “She’s almost here.”

“Okay.” Jenna didn’t sound okay, more like nervous.

Nothing was working as he . . . he hadn’t planned any of this, but he’d expected her to be happier to see him. Upsetting her more was the last thing he wanted. “This will be quick. I promise.”

She nodded.

If this were a contest for saying the fewest words, Jenna would win. No, that wasn’t fair after what he’d done to her. He should be happy she’d moved on. Not be disappointed she was doing fine without him.

Ash was. Sort of. But he didn’t like how their time together had been wiped away like the mascara-stained tears streaming down her cheeks when he’d asked for his grandmother’s ring back. Sure, things had ended badly, but they’d shared good times, cared about each other. He still had the wedding gift he’d bought for her. That had to count for something.

He wanted to try. “Is there any way we could be friends again?”

“Friends,” she repeated, as if testing out the word. “We bypassed that step when we met and went straight to dating.”

“That doesn’t mean we can’t be friends now.”

Her eyes darkened. She rubbed her lips together. “I—”

The doorbell rang.

Relief filled her face. “That must be Amber.”

Leave it to his sister to arrive at the wrong time. Ash followed Jenna into the foyer.

The discussion might have been interrupted, but he wasn’t giving up. He wouldn’t walk away from her again. Being friends was better than nothing. He hoped Jenna agreed.

Amber Vance was the last person Jenna wanted to see,
but the doorbell had saved her from answering Ash.

Be his friend?

Uh, no.

As soon as he and Amber left, Jenna never wanted to see either again.

You’ve gotten me through so much, Lord. I thank you for that. A little more patience this afternoon would be greatly appreciated.

She opened the door. Amber stood next to a familiar-looking man wearing a suit.

“Jenna!” Amber’s expertly applied makeup made her look older than twenty-two. Her long brown hair swayed as she sashayed on four-inch heels into the house without an invitation. She kissed the air next to Jenna’s cheek. “It’s been way too long. You look amazing. You’ve dropped, what, ten or twenty pounds?”

Twelve, after gaining back a couple. “A few.”

“What’s your secret?” Amber asked.

“Getting dumped the day before your wedding does weird things to your appetite.” The words were out of Jenna’s mouth before she could stop them.

Amber’s laugh sounded forced. Neither Ash nor the man standing on the welcome mat said anything. Jenna didn’t blame them.

Amber shrugged. “Well, at least something good came of it.”

It?

Did she mean the photo going viral? Or the cancellation of the wedding? Or maybe Ash breaking Jenna’s heart. Probably best not to ask.

The man on the porch cleared his throat.

Amber glanced over her shoulder, as if in an afterthought. “Oh, I’d like you to meet my fiancé, Toby Matthews.”

Toby entered the house, then closed the door behind him. His worried expression contradicted his loosened tie and casually styled blond hair. He seemed uncomfortable like Jenna, and she felt a surprising kinship. He was attractive in a smart, nerdy-guy kind of way, a one-eighty from the fraternity pretty-boy type Amber dated two years ago.

“Hi,” he said. “Thanks for seeing us on such short notice.”

Polite. Jenna tried to place him. Not church or school, but she knew him somehow. “We’ve met before.”

A hesitant smile formed on Toby’s face. “You photographed my cousin Ben’s wedding last summer. That’s why I suggested you for our wedding.”

“You
wanted to hire Jenna?” Ash asked Toby.

“She did a great job. Put everyone at ease, especially me. I don’t think I’ve ever smiled so much having my picture taken.”

Toby wanting to hire her made more sense than Amber wanting to do so.

“Ben and Julia Garrett.” The pictures from that day flashed through Jenna’s mind like a slideshow. “The reception was held at Fallen Leaf Park. You were a groomsman.”

Toby nodded. “One of five.”

Jenna felt bad for saying no. She remembered Toby Matthews. He defined the term
nice guy
. He’d danced with the single women, young and old, at the reception, stepped out of the way so the best man could catch the garter, and given the last piece of chocolate cake to the flower girl.

“Orange tie,” she said.

“And socks.” Toby’s grin widened. “That was Julia’s idea. Orange is her favorite color.”

Jenna remembered. Not peach like some brides might have chosen, but bright orange, nearly neon. “You rolled up your pants to show off the socks in one of the pictures.”

“Good memory, considering the number of weddings you must work,” Ash said.

Her gaze collided with his. Unexpected warmth spurted through her veins, heating her from the inside out. Not good. “Memorable wedding.”

Amber flipped her hair behind her shoulder, a practiced move that put the glam in glamour. “That was before Toby and I were seriously dating, or I would have attended with him.”

“You would have had fun.” Additional memories of the wedding returned. Jenna couldn’t help but smile. “I loved the dance you groomsmen did. I wanted the photographs to capture that fun feeling.”

“They did.” Toby’s features relaxed. His posture looked less stiff. “I’m not big on having my picture taken, but you made the process painless. I didn’t feel like a robot or a puppet on strings.”

Jenna wiggled her toes. “Those are words every photographer loves to hear.”

Amber leaned against Toby like a possessive cat. “You were his choice of photographers, but I knew you’d say no so we went with someone else.”

“You understand why my answer is no now, right?” Jenna asked.

“Yes.” Amber stared at the tiled entryway, then raised her gaze to meet Jenna’s. “What I did. It was . . . wrong. I’m sorry. I should have spoken up right away, but I didn’t think Ash was going to cancel the wedding and ask for Grandma’s ring back. I felt horrible, but I was too afraid of getting into trouble to say anything. Thinking only of myself was selfish. If I could do it over again, I would.”

The words sounded sincere, more grown-up than Jenna expected. No doubt Toby was a good influence on Amber. “I appreciate you coming here and apologizing. Thanks.”

“I know you’d rather not photograph our wedding, but you were Toby’s first choice,” Amber added. “That’s the only say he wanted with the wedding planning.”

“The photographer and wedding cake,” Toby clarified.

“Oh, yeah,” Amber agreed. “And you didn’t get a say in that, either. But now that the other photographer is on bed rest, I thought maybe you could forget I’m the bride or pretend I’m someone else so Toby could have the photographer he wanted.”