Authors: Yahrah St. John
Hunter whirled around and glared at Avery. When she didn't speak up, Hunter spoke for her. “I'm sure Avery would love to join you for dinner to discuss an exhibition. Wouldn't you, Avery?”
She feigned a polite smile and said what was expected. Especially since her boss was present. “Of course, HLG would be honored to have someone of your caliber exhibit here.”
“Excellent,” Hunter said, leaving the duo. “I'll leave you to the details.”
Once Hunter was no longer within earshot, Avery glared daggers at Quentin. “How dare you use my job as a weapon against me?”
“It was the only way I could get you to agree,” Quentin fired back. “And who knows, you just might enjoy a night out.”
“I doubt that, but seeing as I don't have much choiceâ¦where should I meet you for this grand date?”
“Why don't I pick you up?”
“Oh no, I'm not giving you my address so you can show up at my apartment unannounced any time you feel like it. No, thank you.” Avery crossed her arms stubbornly.
Quentin inched closer to her until their faces were inches apart. “Why must you challenge me on everything? Why can't you just let me be a man and pick you up like a regular date? Or do you get a kick out of being a shrew?”
Avery stepped back. What she didn't like was how vulnerable she felt whenever she was around him. “No, I don't get a kick out of it. You just happen to bring out the worst in me,” she huffed. “But I suppose you can pick me up.”
She sauntered over to the reception desk, giving Quentin a delicious view of her derriere as she swished in front of him. She quickly scribbled her address and handed him the Post-it.
Their fingers touched when he accepted the note. Quentin felt a spark and he was sure Avery had to feel it, too, even though her expression revealed nothing. “Thank you.” He grinned. “That wasn't so difficult, was it?” When she didn't reply, Quentin said, “I'll see you at seven on Friday.”
Once the door had shut behind him, Avery exhaled. She hadn't realized she'd been holding her breath the entire time.
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very told Hunter that she had a doctor's appointment later that afternoon, so she could meet with Woody Owen. Hunter wasn't too happy about it, but Avery couldn't care less. She needed answers.
Woody's office was nothing like what Avery had imagined. She'd expected a private investigator's office to be chaos and disorder like in the movies. Instead, she found a modern decor and abstract artwork lining the walls. And she was even further off the mark with Woody. He had a shock of white hair, a big grin and was casually dressed in a polo shirt and khaki trousers. He looked like a grandfather rather than a hard-nosed detective, and he sure didn't mince words either.
“Have you thought about why you're doing this?” he asked.
“Of course, or I wouldn't be here,” Avery returned sarcastically. “I need to know my roots, if only for medical conditions. What if I have kids one day?”
“All right, then, I'm not going to sugarcoat this for you, Ms. Roberts. You have a long road ahead of you. Months, possibly years. Your original birth certificate that has your biological mother's name has been sealed, so if she hasn't registered with an agency or signed a consent form to release her identity, then it's going to be an uphill battle to find her. Do you understand what I'm telling you?”
“Yes.” Avery nodded.
“First thing we need to do is gather as much information as we can,” he said. “Such as your date of birth, the state in which you were born and the state where your adoption was finalized and most importantly what agency arranged your adoption.”
“What do you mean, date of birth? I was born on November 3rd,” Avery replied haughtily.
“Possibly, or perhaps you were born several days before,” he responded. “We just can't be sure. We have to check a few days before and after your birth date.”
“Ohmigod!” Avery shook her head. Even her birth date could be a lie? “This is a nightmare.”
“I know this seems daunting,” Woody said, trying to calm her down from behind his desk, “but we may get lucky. You just never know in these situations. My advice is to talk to your parents and find out as much information as you can.”
Her parents! They were the last people Avery wanted to see. Right now, she didn't want to have anything to do with them.
“I know you're angry,” Woody said, “but they're our best bet.”
“Thank you for your time.” Avery stood and shook Woody's hand. She appreciated his forthrightness. “I'll be in touch.”
After she left his office, all she wanted to do was cry. She wanted to crawl up into a burrow like a groundhog and not come out until spring. Whether she wanted to or not, she was going to have to contact her parents if she wanted more details on her adoption, which was an unpleasant task and one she was not looking forward to.
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When her father called mid-week, Avery had no choice but to accept his lunch invitation. She hoped he would be able to shed some light on her adoption and provide cold hard facts that she could forward to Woody. These thoughts rumbled through Avery's mind as she met her father at the Lenox Room.
Painted in deep reds and oranges, with cozy chairs and incandescent lighting, the restaurant had a very relaxed atmosphere, which was probably why her father had chosen it.
Prompt as always, Avery found him already seated at a table for two and dressed in a three-piece suit. He looked handsome even with a receding hairline. “Avery, I'm so glad you agreed to see me.” Her father stood up as she approached.
When he leaned over and placed a light kiss on her cheek, Avery flinched as if burned and quickly sat down. It was hard to believe that the man she'd adored her entire life was not a blood relation. She'd always been Daddy's little girl.
“I know you're angry with me and your mother,” he began.
“Please, Dad.” Avery put up a hand to halt him from continuing. “That's the understatement of the year. This isn't like the time you forbid me to go to the Rolling Stones and I didn't speak to you for a week. The wound is much deeper.”
“I realize that, Avery,” her father responded, “but I was hoping since you'd had several days to digest this information, you might be open to hearing our reasons why.”
“What possible reason would you have for keeping the truth from me at this late date?” When he started to speak, Avery interrupted him. “Don't answer that. I bet you it was Mother. Wasn't it? She was the one who made you continue this farce?”
“No.” Her father shook his head. “
We
both agreed it was for the best.”
“Do you honestly expect me to believe that, Dad? I know Mother. I know what she's like. Heaven forbid I see her as less than the perfect wife and mother.” Appearances were everything to Veronica Roberts.
“That's true, she's not perfect,” her father acquiesced. “She's human and as much as she'd like to think she's perfect, she's not because humans make mistakes.”
“So that's it?” Avery asked, her voice rising. “That's it? I'm supposed to just sweep this under the rug to spare Mother's feelings. Well, I won't do that, Dad, and you can't expect me to.”
“I don't, sweetheart. I just expect you to listen and have an open mind.”
“Okay, fine. I'm listening.” Avery settled back in her chair.
“Well⦔ her father started. “Initially, we had every intention of telling you the truth when you were old enough to understand.”
“Did you ever try, Dad?”
Clayton Roberts nodded his head. “Yes, we did. You were eight and all the kids at school were questioning why you looked different from your mother and me.”
Avery remembered that all too vividly. Young children could be cruel, and they had made fun of her light complexion and her funny-looking tiger eyes, as they'd called them. They'd always asked her why she was so light while her parents were the color of rich caramel. “And as I recall,” Avery said, “you lied and told me that Mother's great-great grandmother was mulatto.”
“Yes, we did, because by that point, we'd come to see you as our own flesh and blood, so much so that the truth began to matter less and less. And once we made that choice, there was no going back.”
“That does not excuse the lies.” Avery refused to let him off the hook that easily. “I'm old enough to understand, Dad. And I want the whole truth and nothing but, starting with names and places.”
“Why?”
She didn't hesitate to answer. “Because I'm going to find my biological parents, starting with my birth mother.”
“You can't!” her father shouted across the table. Several patrons looked up, so he lowered his voice. “Avery, you can't do this.”
“I'm not asking your permission,” she said. “I am going to find them with or without you, but I was hoping it would be the former.”
“I don't know, Avery.” Her father's head hung low. “If your mother ever found out, this would hurt her terribly.”
“I'm sorry, Dad. Really, I am, but this can't be avoided. I need to know where I come from if nothing else than for medical purposes. What if I ever have some kids someday? I need to know my family's medical history.”
Her father sighed. Avery could tell he was wrestling with some internal demons, but without his help, it would be a lot harder for Woody to unearth the truth, if ever, and it would take a whole lot longer. “Well?” Wide-eyed, Avery peered into her father's dark brown eyes. “What's it going to be?”
After a long pause, he finally answered. “All right. I'll help you, but your mother's not going to like this.” Clayton Roberts was certain of that fact. Veronica was going to hit the roof when she found out. And now was definitely not the time to tell her; she was already so distraught from this secret coming out. Clayton doubted she could take hearing that Avery was searching for her biological parents.
Avery nodded. “What I need to know is the name of the agency you and Mom used. And who oversaw my adoption.” She pulled out a legal pad, ready to take down some notes.
Over the next hour, her father informed her that Peter Gallagher, an attorney and close family friend, had handled her adoption. Avery discovered she had not been born in Manhattan as her birth certificate indicated. She'd actually been born and officially adopted in New Hampshire. Her parents had picked her up hours after the delivery. Apparently, her biological mother hadn't wanted to see her for fear she might never be able to give her up. Avery was disturbed that she had handed her daughter off to Clayton and Veronica Roberts without ever seeing her baby girl.
After lunch, Avery thanked her father for his openness and honesty. She knew it was difficult for him to do the exact opposite of what her mother would want, but Avery assured him that he'd done the right thing. She even responded to his hug upon leaving and told him she'd be in touch if she found out any news. They both agreed to keep this information to themselves until Avery found out anything substantial. Why upset her mother unnecessarily?
When she called Woody on her way back to the gallery, he informed her that New Hampshire was a state that permitted adoptees over the age of eighteen to receive a non-certified copy of their original birth certificate. So Avery made a pit stop by his office to copy her driver's license and fill out the necessary application form required by the Vital Records Department, along with a permission note that Woody's secretary notarized, which would allow Woody to receive the documentation. Once she gained access to her original birth certificate, then Woody would have somewhere to begin his search.
When she arrived back at the gallery, a long black stretch limousine was parked outside. Inside, she found Hunter with the owner of the gallery, and from the looks of it, Hunter was giving Mr. Lawrence an earful.
“Hunter, Mr. Lawrence.” Avery nodded to the two men.
“How are you, Ms. Roberts?” Henri inquired.
“I'm well, thank you,” she said, peering at him. Henri was an attractive Asian man with spiky moussed hair and a goatee. He possessed an aura of wealth, power and privilege.
“I was just telling Mr. Lawrence the results of Gabriel's showing the other night,” Hunter said. “We did remarkably well, considering it was his first show.”
Considering he was my find,
thought Avery.
“Yes, we sold ten paintings,” she chimed in.
“Eleven to be exact,” Hunter corrected. “We had someone stop by early today while you were at lunch and purchase another great piece.”
Was that yet another dig at her? So she'd had a long lunch. What harm was there in that? Hunter was quite able to handle the gallery in her absence. He was director, after all.
“That's wonderful news,” Henri said. “Keep up the good work.” He patted Hunter on the shoulder. “I knew I made the right decision when I chose you to helm this location.”
Avery despised the old boys' club. She was quite capable of doing Hunter's job as well as he did, if not better. Although he was above her, Avery did all the hard work, but he got all the glory. She supposed that was the downside of being second in command.
“Well, I'm off to the airport for my fifteen-day Mediterranean cruise,” Henri boasted. “I'll see you both in a few weeks.”
“Enjoy.” Avery put on a fake smile and waved as he left.
Once the door was closed, Hunter turned and faced Avery. “Where were you?” he asked. “That was an awfully long lunch.”
“I had some personal business to attend to,” Avery replied.
“You've had a lot of personal business to attend to the last couple of days, Avery. Are you looking for another position?”
“Why? Should I be?” She raised a brow.
“I don't know. That depends. If you can't keep your focus on your job, then perhaps you should think about becoming a society woman like your mother. You don't even need to work like the rest of us.”
“How dare you?” Avery returned haughtily. “Just because I grew up privileged does not mean I'm above hard work. Clearly, you know that by now.”
“What I know is what I see. And what I see is that you've been distracted,” Hunter said, “and that's all I'm going to say on the subject.” With that comment, he turned and strode away, leaving his words dangling in the air. But Avery knew their meaning. Keep it up and she'd be pounding the pavement, looking for a new job.
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Avery was nervous as she stood in the foyer of her two-bedroom Central Park West apartment waiting for Quentin. She'd taken great care to dress for the evening. She'd chosen black pants and a multi-floral blouse with a three-quarter-length sleeve as a jacket over her cami. The outfit was smart and sophisticated.
When her doorbell rang, Avery's heart lurched. She willed herself to calm down and took one final glance in the mirror before opening the door. Quentin was standing on the opposite side looking calm, cool and collected while Avery's heart raced. Her gaze inched upward from his muscular chest to his chiseled face. His gleaming bald head was underscored by his intense eyes, which were fixed on her. His broad mouth broke into a smile. “Avery.”