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Authors: Elizabeth Fama

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Plus One

BOOK: Plus One
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To all those unjustly torn from the people they love then and now and in the future

 

Contents

Title Page

Copyright Notice

Dedication

Wednesday 4:30 a.m.

Wednesday 5:30 a.m.

Wednesday 6:30 a.m.

Little Doe

Wednesday 10:30 a.m.

Wednesday 11:00 a.m.

Homeless Guy

Wednesday 11:30 a.m.

On Fire

Wednesday 2:30 p.m.

Wednesday 3:00 p.m.

Wednesday 3:15 p.m.

Wednesday 3:30 p.m.

The
Morazan

Wednesday 4:00 p.m.

Wednesday 4:15 p.m.

Sun and Sky

Wednesday 5:00 p.m.

Wednesday 5:30 p.m.

Stardust

Wednesday 6:45 p.m.

Night Minister

Thursday 12:00 Noon

Thursday 1:30 p.m.

Be Here

Thursday 2:30 p.m.

Thursday 3:30 p.m.

Balanced Rock

Thursday 4:00 p.m.

Thursday 4:45 p.m.

Thursday 5:15 p.m.

Thursday 6:20 p.m.

Telemachus

Thursday 7:00 p.m.

Friday 1:00 a.m.

Friday 1:30 a.m.

Friday 2:30 a.m.

Friday 4:30 a.m.

Friday 10:30 a.m.

Friday 3:30 p.m.

Friday 4:30 p.m.

Friday 5:00 p.m.

Friday 5:30 p.m.

Friday 6:30 p.m.

Friday 7:00 p.m.

Saturday 7:00 a.m.

Saturday 8:00 a.m.

Saturday 9:00 a.m.

Saturday 12:30 p.m.

Saturday 1:00 p.m.

Saturday 1:30 p.m.

Saturday 4:00 p.m.

Sunday 3:30 a.m.

Sunday 5:00 a.m.

Sunday 5:45 a.m.

Sunday 6:40 a.m.

Sunday 8:00 a.m.

Sunday 9:15 a.m.

Sunday 10:30 a.m.

Sunday 11:00 a.m.

Sunday 12:00 Noon

Acknowledgments

Copyright

 

Wednesday
4:30 a.m.

It takes guts to deliberately mutilate your hand while operating a blister-pack sealing machine, but all I had going for me was guts. It seemed like a fair trade: lose maybe a week’s wages and possibly the tip of my right middle finger, and in exchange Poppu would get to hold his great-granddaughter before he died.

I wasn’t into babies, but Poppu’s unseeing eyes filled to spilling when he spoke of Ciel’s daughter, and that was more than I could bear. It was absurd to me that the dying should grieve the living when the living in this case was only ten kilometers away. Poppu needed to hold that baby, and I was going to bring her to him, even if Ciel wouldn’t.

The machine was programmed to drop daily doses of CircaDiem and vitamin D into the thirty slots of a blister tray. My job was mind-numbingly boring, and I’d done it maybe a hundred thousand times before without messing up: align a perforated prescription card on the conveyor, slip the PVC blister tray into the card, slide the conveyor to the right under the pill dispenser, inspect the pills after the tray has been filled, fold the foil half of the card over, and slide the conveyor to the left under the heat-sealing plate. Over and over I’d gone through these motions for hours after school, with the rhythmic swooshing, whirring, and stamping of the factory’s powder compresses, laser inscribers, and motors penetrating my wax earplugs no matter how well I molded them to my ear canal.

I should have had a concrete plan for stealing my brother’s baby, with backups and contingencies, but that’s not how my brain works. I only knew for sure how I was going to get into the hospital. There were possible complications that I pushed to the periphery of my mind because they were too overwhelming to think about: I didn’t know how I’d return my niece when I was done with her; I’d be navigating the city during the day with only a Smudge ID; if I was detained by an Hour Guard, there was a chance I’d never see Poppu again.

I thought Poppu was asleep as I kissed him goodbye that night. His skin was cool crepe paper draped over sharp cheekbones. I whispered, “
Je t’aime
,” and he surprised me by croaking, “
Je t’adore, Soleil,”
as if he sensed the weight of this departure over all the others.

I slogged through school; I dragged myself to work. An hour before my shift ended, I allowed a prescription card to go askew in the tray, and I poked my right middle finger in to straighten it before the hot plate lowered to seal the foil backing to the card. I closed my eyes as the press came down.

Even though I had only mangled one centimeter of a single finger, my whole body felt like it had been turned inside out and I’d been punched in the heart for good measure. My fingernail had split in two, blood was pooling through the crack, and I smelled burned flesh. It turns out the nerves in your fingertip are ridiculously sensitive, and all at once I realized mine might be screaming for days. Had I thought through this step at all? Would I even be able to hold a baby?

I collapsed, and I might have fainted if the new girl at the machine next to mine hadn’t run to the first-aid station for a blanket, a gauze tourniquet strip, and an ice pack. She used the gauze to wrap the bleeding fingertip tightly—I think I may have punched her with my left fist—eased me onto my back, and covered me with a blanket. I stopped hyperventilating. I let tears stream down the sides of my cheeks onto the cement floor. But I did not cry out loud.

“I’m not calling an ambulance,” the jerk supervisor said, when my finger was numb from the cold and I was able to sit up again. “That would make it a Code Three on the accident report, and this is a Code One at best. We’re seven and a half blocks from the hospital, and you’ve got an hour before curfew. You could crawl and you’d make it before sunrise.”

So I walked to the emergency room. I held my right arm above my head the whole way, to keep the pounding heartbeat in my finger from making my entire hand feel like it would explode. And I thought about how before he turned his back on us, Ciel used to brag that I could think on my feet better than anyone he knew.

Screw you, Ciel
.

 

Wednesday
5:30 a.m.

The triage nurse in the ER was a Smudge. The ID on her lanyard said so, but politely: Night nurse. She had clear blue eyes and copper hair. She could have been my mother, except my eyes are muddier, my hair is a little more flaming, and my mother is dead. I looked past her through an open window into the treatment area. A doctor and her high school apprentice were by the bedside of another patient, with their backs to us.

“Don’t you need to leave?” I asked the nurse, wanting her to stay.

“Excuse me?” She looked up from my hand, where she was removing the blood-soaked gauze.

“I mean, hasn’t your shift ended? You’re running out of night.”

She smiled. “Don’t worry about me, hon. I have a permanent Day pass to get home. We overlap the shifts by an hour, to transition patients from the Night doctors and nurses to the Day staff.”

“A Day pass, of course.” My throat stung, as if I might cry with joy that she’d be nearby for another hour. As if I craved protection, someone who understood me. I made a fist with my left hand under the table, digging my nails into the palm of my hand.
Don’t be a coward.

I tipped my head lightly in the direction of the doctor and the apprentice. “Are they Smudges or Rays?”

“They’re Rays,” she said without looking up.

The pressure of the bandage eased as she unwrapped it, which was not a good thing. With no ice pack, and with my hand below the level of my heart for the examination, the pain made me sick to my stomach.

Her brow furrowed when she got the last of the gauze off. “How did you say this happened?”

*   *   *

Of course, from the doctor’s point of view, the accident was more than plausible because I’m a documented failure. It says so right in my high school and work transcripts, which are a permanent part of my state record and programmed into my phone along with my health history.
Apprenticeship: Laborer
.
Compliance: Insubordinate
.
Allergies: Penicillin.
The typical Ray, which this stuck-up doctor was, would never think twice about an uncooperative moron of a Smudge crushing her finger between the plates of a blister-pack sealer, even if it was a machine the Smudge had operated uneventfully for three years, and even if the slimy supervisor had forced her to take a Modafinil as soon as she swiped her phone past the time clock for her shift, dropping the white tablet into her mouth himself and checking under her tongue after she swallowed.

I was lying on a cot with my hand resting on a pull-out extension. The doctor was wearing a lighted headset with a magnifying monocle to examine my throbbing finger. She and her apprentice both had the same dark brown hair; both were wearing white lab coats. I bit my lip and looked at the laminated name tag dangling around her neck to distract myself from the pain.
Dr. Hélène Benoît, MD, Day Emergency Medicine.
There was a thumbnail photo of her, and then below it in red letters were the words
Plus One
.

“Elle est sans doute inattentive à son travail,”
the doctor murmured to the boy, which means,
She undoubtedly doesn’t pay attention to her work
.
“C’est ainsi qu’elle peut perdre le bout du majeur.” She may lose the tip of her finger as a result.

I thought,
Poppu is from a French-speaking region of Belgium, and he raised me from a toddler, you pompous witch.
I wanted to slam her for gossiping about me—her patient—to an apprentice, but I kept quiet. It was better for her to think the accident was because of laziness.

“Could I have a painkiller?” I finally asked, revealing more anger than I intended. They both looked up with their doe eyes, hers a piercing gray-blue and his hazel-brown.

Yes, there’s a person at the end of this finger.

Seeing them like that next to each other, eyebrows raised at fake, worried angles, I realized that it wasn’t just their coloring that was similar. He had the same nose as her. A distinctive, narrow beak. Too big for his face—so long that it lost track of where it was and turned to the side when it reached the tip, instead of facing forward. He had her angular cheekbones. I looked at the ID on his lanyard.
D’Arcy Benoît, Medical Apprentice.
His photo made him look older, and below it was that same phrase,
Plus One.
He was both her apprentice and her kid.

“Which anesthesia is appropriate in such cases?” She quizzed him in English with a thick accent.

“A digital nerve block?” He had no accent. He was raised here.

She nodded.

The boy left the room and wheeled a tray table back. It had gauze pads, antiseptic wipes, a syringe, and a tiny bottle of medicine on it. He prepped my hand by swabbing the wipe in the webbing on either side of my middle finger. He filled the syringe with the medicine and bent over my hand.

“Medial to the proximal phalanx,” she instructed, her chin raised, looking down her nose at his work. He stuck the needle into the base of my finger. I gasped.

“Sorry,” he whispered.

“Aspirate to rule out intravascular placement,” his mother instructed. He pulled the plunger up, sucking nothing into the syringe. Tears came to my eyes. He pushed the plunger down, and the cold liquid stung as it went in.

“One more,” he said, looking up at me. He was better than his mother at pretending to care.

“Kiss off,” I said. He looked stunned, and then he glared. He plunged the needle into the other side of my finger, with no apologies this time.

“Donne-lui aussi un sédatif,”
his mother said, cold as ice.
Give her a sedative.
Apparently I needed to be pharmacologically restrained.

To me she said, “What is your name?”

“It’s on the triage sheet, if you bothered to read it,” I said.

The boy took my phone from the edge of the cot.

“Hey—” I started.

He tapped the screen. “Sol,” he told her. “S-O-L.” He looked at me pointedly. “Is that even a name?”

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