Authors: Diane Hoh
Late one balmy spring night when they were twelve, they sat around the blazing campfire on the beach at the Point, their spindly, adolescent legs crossed, their arms linked in companionship, their faces filled with trust in each other and faith in the future, and talked about how they would always be there for each other.
"Remember the night we took the oath?" one said with a self-conscious laugh, afraid they would be annoyed at her reminder of the childish ceremony held two years earlier in this very same spot. "My mother asked me what happened to my finger, and I told her I cut it peeling an apple. She would have pitched a fit if she knew we'd all deliberately sliced our fingertips and then taken an oath of friendship.
Probably would have grounded me for a month."
The girl sitting beside her nodded. "Mine, too. When she said something about the dried blood on my finger, I pretended to be surprised and looked at it like Fd never even noticed the cut. I said I didn't know what had happened. And she believed me."
"That's because you're so nice," the first girl said. "Everyone always expects you to tell the truth. You could probably get away with murder if you wanted to. Who would ever suspect you?"
The wind shifted, and the flames stretched higher, as if they were reaching for the nearby trees. "We've kept our oath," a third girl said firmly. "We've been there for each other, just like we promised, and that will never change. Even when we're old and gray, we'll still be friends, right?"
"Right!" The fourth and tallest girl raised a clenched fist in the air. "One for all and all for one, that's our motto! We stick together through thick and thin. And we always will. No matter what."
On that balmy spring night as they danced along the cool sand with the wind tugging at their hair, if someone strolling by had asked if
they expected to remain that close forever, they would all, without exception, have responded with youthful enthusiasm, "Of course. Always and forever!" They would have been wrong.
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were not so calm. Neither had anticipated such a hectic Saturday afternoon. They had expected the girls to come in one or two at a time, rather than in this unrestrained herd. Margaret was reminded of a cattle stampede in an old western movie. Then, too, they were discovering what a knife in the heart it was to help other girls search for the perfect dress to wear to the senior prom. The prom Margaret and Caroline did not expect to attend.
It wasn't as if either girl was unattractive. Both were tall and thin, moved gracefully, and had good skin. Great skin. Margaret had never had a blemish in her life. She was fair, with light brown, very fine, straight hair, which she wore shoulder-length and tended to yank away from her face and fasten with a rubber band. She had amazing eyes: doe-shaped, a warm, deep brown, with long, thick, upturned eyelashes. But she hid them behind sunglasses much too often. Intelligent and a bom leader, Margaret would have been, in a perfect world, president of her class. Unfortunately, at Toomey High, intelligence, even when combined with a quick wit, wasn't enough. At Toomey, pretty and popular were also required for any elective office.
Both girls dated occasionally. But Margaret had never dated one boy exclusively for any
length of time. She hadn't yet met anyone she felt like saving all of her evenings for, and the feeling had been mutual because as far as she knew, she hadn't broken any hearts.
Because she loved to read, she really didn't mind spending time alone. Besides, she had Caroline, who didn't date much, either, and Jeannine and Lacey. They wouldn't be going to the prom, either. Maybe they'd all rent a video, and just have fun.
Many people who came into the store mistook the two girls for sisters. But they really didn't look that much alike. While Caroline, like Margaret, was tall and slender, her face was thinner, with more sharp edges, her hair a cross between bronze and what Caroline herself called "muddy water." "Like burned muddy water," she sometimes remarked sourly. Her eyes were a little green, a little gray. This was very disturbing to Caroline, who would have preferred a clear, bright turquoise. She planned to buy turquoise contact lenses when she had enough money saved.
While Margaret rejected every one of her mother's attempts to "beautify" her ("Margaret, honey, you have such a pretty face. A little blush, a touch of mascara, what can it hurt?"), Caroline eagerly devoured every little self-improvement hint Adrienne dropped her
way. Caroline tried them all -- sometimes it helped, sometimes it didn't. An experiment gone sour, something for the Other Girls, the ones who always somehow looked as if they belonged on the cover of a magazine, to laugh at. Not always behind Caroline's back, either.
It was about to happen again. Stephanie Markham, tall and leopard-sleek, her dark hair spilling over her shoulders like black velvet, smiled with fake friendliness at Caroline and asked with equally fake innocence, "Is that supposed to be a chignon on the back of your head, Caroline? Funny how it doesn't look anything like Adrienne's." She was holding a black velvet dress by its hanger.
Margaret hated it that the "Pops" (her word for the popular girls) called her mother by her first name, but Adrienne said it was good for business.
The store was packed with customers. Everyone in it heard Stephanie's cruel remark.
Caroline turned scarlet and one hand flew to the back of her neck in embarrassment.
Margaret, in the process of removing a pale pink dress from the rack, hissed over her shoulder, "Stephanie, let me just go check in back and see if we have a broom and a tall, pointed black hat to go with that dress."
Stephanie's friend, Beth Andrews, who always said hi to Margaret at school, laughed. And tall, blond Liza, another of the Pops, scolded mildly, "Steph, don't be such a pain. Mind your manners."
Ignoring the reprimand, Stephanie said coldly, "You know, Margaret, we don't have to buy our prom dresses here. We could go somewhere else and spend our money if you'd prefer."
Margaret preferred. Margaret wished for, craved their departure. Unfortunately, her mother didn't. Running your own business, from what Margaret had seen, wasn't a great way to get rich. It was a constant struggle, like swimming upstream. She shouldn't be screwing it up for her mother, who worked harder that any other person Margaret knew.
"You could go to every store in town," Margaret said to Stephanie, her voice smooth and controlled, "and not find anything that comes close to my mother's designs, and you know it. But if ordinary is what you want, there's the door. I'll even open it for you."
Because the girl knew Margaret was right, she shrugged, fell silent, and resumed browsing through the lovely creations on the racks.
Caroline went into the back room. When she returned to the sales floor, her sharp, angled face was grim, her attempt at a chignon gone.
Her bronze hair hung loosely, limply, around her shoulders in her customary style.
Margaret burned with anger. Okay, maybe it hadn't been a perfect little bun, and maybe Caroline was too young for such a sophisticated hairstyle. But she'd tried. It was mean of Stephanie to make fun of Caroline for trying. One more example (and there were so many) of the Perfectly Pretty People stepping on the Imperfect. Mean. Really mean.
Scott Noonan burst into the store, all awkward arms and legs and freckles, a green baseball cap worn backwards over his bushy red hair. He was beaming with enthusiasm for his new part-time job. Adrienne had hired him to drive Quartet's van, making deliveries and picking up supplies.
Margaret knew it wasn't just the job that lit up Scott's round face. He was now in the presence of Caroline LaSalle. Scott had a thing for Caroline, who so far seemed to regard him as a pesky younger brother or a mosquito tormenting her at a picnic. Scott's blue eyes followed Caroline's every movement adoringly. He sometimes brought her a single yellow rose when he came back from a delivery, and would have carried her books to the Canadian border and back if Caroline had asked him to. Caroline
was not impressed. If she thought of Scott at all, it was only as a friend.
"One of these days," Margaret had warned her, "he's going to get tired of being treated like the contents of a vacuum cleaner bag and find someone else. And you're going to miss him.''
Margaret liked Scott. So he wasn't cool, like the gorgeous, athletic guys the Pops dated. So what? He was smart and funny and treated her mother with respect. Margaret liked that about Scott.
Caroline was not so easily impressed.
Margaret had said, "Caroline, beggars can't be choosers. You're dying to go to the prom. I know Scott's only a sophomore, but you're a senior, so you can invite anyone you want. Quit being such a snob. You're almost as bad as the Pops."
That, of course, was meant as an insult, and Caroline took it that way. Still, she insisted stubbornly, "I'm not settling. I can do better than Scott, I know I can. And if I can't, I'll just stay home."
Margaret gave up. Caroline had her heart set on attending her senior prom with some tall, cool, popular guy. She refused to accept that they were all taken. David Goumas would
be taking gorgeous Kiki Pappas, who was one of the Pops but wasn't with them now because she never shopped at Quartet. Kiki went into the city for her wardrobe. Lucas Nelson would be arm in arm with Beth, and Liza would probably go with Mitch McGill, unless she decided to ask a college guy. That was a concept Margaret couldn't grasp. Asking someone else instead of going with Mitch McGill? Crazy. He was so cute. Michael Danz, the poor fool, would be going with Stephanie Markham. Stephanie was a prime candidate for queen this year. Beth was a possibility, too, although she had a quieter kind of beauty, far less spectacular than Stephanie's. Kiki and Liza, who'd been dating seniors for years, had been queen already, and the rule at Toomey High was, only one monarchy to a customer.
Not that Stephanie wouldn't make a suitable queen. She certainly had a talent for ordering people around.
The point was, the best guys were already taken. If Caroline wanted to attend the prom, she'd better lower her sights pretty dam fast or she'd be sitting at home watching rented videos with her fellow wallflowers, Margaret Dunne, Jeannine Baker, and Lacey Dowd.
"Oh, come off it, Margaret," Caroline had
said in exasperation the last time Margaret had vented her opinion. *Tou could go, too. Lots of guys like you. I know a couple of juniors who think you Ye cute. They haven't asked you because they just don't think youVe interested. If you want, I could drop some hints. Let them know you'd say yes if they asked."
"They won't ask," Margaret said firmly. "I like them and they like me okay, I guess. But not as a date. They don't see me that way. I'm good old Margaret, who can toss a ball or Frisbee with the best of them and help them with their calculus, but that's about it. The image of me in a prom dress would be as hard for them to grasp as the meaning of a Shakespeare sonnet. So forget it, Caroline. Just butt out, okay?"
"Look who's talking."
"Liza," they heard Stephanie say authoritatively, "red is definitely not your color. You're blond. Find something more pastel, like this pale turquoise. It's perfect for you." She waved a dress in the air.
Margaret knew exactly what she was doing. She wanted the red one for herself. Crafty Stephanie.
"It's no big deal, Steph," Liza said, reaching for the turquoise. "If you really want the red
one, here, take it. Just don't ever say I refused to give you the shirt off my back. Or dress, in this case."
From behind her, Margaret heard Caroline gasp in dismay. The turquoise! Caroline had had her heart set on that dress ever since Adrienne finished hemming it and carefully slipped it onto a padded hanger. Maybe she wouldn't ever get to wear it. But it would crush her if someone else went to the prom in that dress.
Svviftly, Margaret slid her right hand across the fat, wet sponge sitting in a small, white dish beside the cash register. The sponge was used to moisten stamps. Hurrying over to Stephanie's side, she grabbed the dress j&rom her, saying, ''Oh, sorry, that dress has a water stain on it," at the same time surreptitiously wiping her wet, gluey hand on the skirt. Then she pointed. 'Took, see it, right there? It wasn't supposed to be on display. Off to the cleaners it goes!" she cried cheerfully, and swept the dress out of the room, ignoring Stephanie's indignant, "Well! I guess we should be checking the merchandise more carefully before we try it on. I didn't think that was necessary here."
"I didn't think that was necessary here!" Margaret mimicked under her breath as she
hung the turquoise dress in the back closet.
When Margaret went back out on the floor, her other two best friends, Jeannine and La-cey, had arrived. They were the only girls in the store not shopping for prom dresses. They did not look happy.
And Stephanie was indeed wearing the red dress, a short, slinky number with spaghetti straps. Liza was wearing black, and Beth looked lovely in a slender pale blue slip dress. All three gowns needed minor alterations. Adrienne promised to attend to them well ahead of the prom, still three weeks away.