Protecting His Forever (22 page)

“Momma huwt.” Her bottom lip trembles.

Waving her forward, I raise up in bed and motion for Kane to pick her up. She sits on his lap and just stares at my face. “Mommy is okay, sweetheart.”

She nods her little head. She then wraps her arms around my neck and climbs into my lap. I notice that Carter didn’t come over. “You too, sweetheart.”

He runs over and hugs my side. “I love you, Mom.”

My heart is about to explode with joy. Tears roll down my face. “I love you too, Carter, so much.” His little shoulders are shaking from crying. Kane looks at us all with a tortured look. He hates to see people cry.

“I love you,” I mouth at him and he presses a kiss on my forehead.

“I love you, sweetheart. So much.”

Closing my eyes, I smile because I have my family. Kane and these kids are my whole life. Kane popped into my life when I least expected it. Now I have my kids, Arabella and Carter, who captured mine and Kane’s heart. Kissing the tops of their heads, I look up at Kane and smile. Because of him, I have my forever and because of Kane protecting his forever, we now are a family.

Six months later

I’m in labor. My water broke right in the middle of a restaurant. Kane left me standing because he lost his ever-loving mind when he saw that it was time. His face turned white as snow and his mouth fell open. He stared at my vagina like a baby was going to pop its head out and say peek-a-boo.

I carried these two babies to full-term which is rare for having twins. My boys didn’t want to come into the world just yet. Yes, I’m having two little boys. God help me if they’re anything like their dad.

Kane comes back a second later. He takes my hand and leads me out to his truck, his hand shaking as he does so. He opens the truck door and when he goes to lift me up I bend over as the first contraction hits.
Holy mother of God, that freaking hurts.

“Oh shit, baby. Was that supposed to happen?” He starts wandering his hands all over my body like he can fix it and it freaking pisses me off.

“Get your hands off of me!” I hiss and glare at him.

He jumps back holding his hands up in the air. “Baby, I need to put you in the truck,” he tries to convince me. Sighing, I lift my arms so he can pick me up.

Once my butt hits the soft leather seats I lean back to relax. Kane runs across the front of the vehicle and jumps in the truck. He puts the key in the ignition and burns rubber as he tries to race out of the parking lot.

“
Holy mother of God!”
I scream as another contraction hits. I grip my belly and bang my head against the window.

“This is killing me!” Kane yells and cusses at himself.

I can feel the horns sprouting out of my head. “
You!”
I scream. “I have a fucking head trying to squeeze its way out of my vagina. Which is fucking small!”

“I’m sorry!” he apologizes and tries to take my hand. I jerk my hand away glare at him.

“Keep your hands and demon dick away from me!” I yell and groan again as the contractions starts to fade.

Kane doesn’t say anything else. Smart man. Then I feel bad, but I don’t. “I’m sorry, Kane. It freaking hurts,” I whine to him.

“I know, baby.” He laughs and I see the bright lights of the hospital up ahead. Another contraction hits. I grab Kane’s hand and bite a hunk out of it. “
Ouch!”
he yells and tries to pull away.

“That’s nothing to what I’m feeling!” I yell at him again. He holds his injured hand and opens the truck door and runs inside to get a wheelchair, nurse, or whatever.

~*~

Five long hours later it’s time for my baby boys to be born into the world. “Push!” The doctor yells at me. 9, 8, 7, the nurse counts down for the umpteenth time. Kane is holding my hand and the other is holding my leg back.

“You’re doing good baby.” Kane kisses my sweat-covered forehead.

“Here’s its head!” One more push, the doctor tells me. Nodding, I give one more push. Then I can feel the baby leaving my body.

The nurse lays the baby on my belly and starts to cry. Laughing, I touch his little forehead.
God, he’s beautiful
. Looking up at Kane I see tears falling down his face and the nurse takes the baby away to clean him up.

“All right, let’s get ready for baby number two,” the doctor says too cheerily.

“Okay,” I grunt.

“So proud of you, Momma.” Kane kisses my temple.

“Push,” the doctor says and the nurse counts down. Letting out a deep breath, I bite my lip at the pain. Tears run down my face. “One last time,” the doctor tells me. Nodding my head once more I look around the room at my baby boy over across the room in the heater.

“Push,” he tells me again. The nurse counts down again. Then I hear the cry of my second baby. She sets him down on my belly. I break out in sobs at the pure love I feel for these babies. They’re finally here after these long months. I have four babies now.

~*~

Hours later the family leaves and it’s just Kane, the babies, and me. Kane is holding both the babies against his chest with a content smile on his face. They both start to stir and whine. It’s time for them to eat.

Kane stands up and lays one of the babies on my lap. Taking out my breast I grab the pillow and lay it under him. Elijah latches on. I run my finger across his chubby cheek.

“We make beautiful babies, sweetheart,” Kane tells me in amazement as we look at these two little boys.

“Yes we do.” I lean my head back so Kane can kiss me.

Fifteen years later.

“
Dad!
I’m about to kill Carter, Jacob,
and
Elijah!” Kane groans and takes his mouth away from mine. His fingers were up my pussy.

“I’m coming, Arabella.” He sits back and gives me a wink. “I’m not done with you yet.” Fixing my clothes, I follow after him.

Arabella is on the couch with her three brothers sitting on her back. Some other boy who is looking really nervous is sitting on the recliner a few feet away. I can see the wheels spinning in Kane’s head from back here.

“Who are you?” Kane’s voice booms through the house. Placing my hand over my mouth, I struggle to stifle the giggle. He leaves our sight for a second and comes back with a big ass shotgun.

“I-I-I-I’m Tommy,” he stutters out and rubs his hands together.

“He asked me out on a date, Dad. I need you to get these
baboons
off of me!” She starts squirming all five foot nothing of herself. Carter just leans back and relaxes. All of my boys are over six foot. Carter is twenty-one, Arabella is seventeen, the boys are fourteen.

“You have a what? You really think I’m going to help you? You’re too fucking young for that shit.” He points at Arabella fuming. Then gives Tommy a pointed look.

She just shakes her head and laughs. She is used to hearing things like that. Her brothers nod their head in agreement.

“Daddy...”
Yeah, she said Daddy
. She is coming out with the big guns. A giggle escapes me and Kane glares at me. I hold my hands up—I’m taking no part in this.

“We’re just going to the movies and then back home.” She smiles at him sweetly. Carter chuckles.

“You’re not going,” he hisses and turns to glare at the boy who looks like he is about to shit his pants.

“Please, Daddy,” she says in a sweet little girl voice. She has got that shit in the bag.

“Fine! Get her home at ten o’clock on the dot. Just know I’m cleaning my shotgun while you’re gone, and I will be waiting outside for her.” He glares down while pointing the shotgun at him. He gets right down in his face until they’re almost nose to nose.

“Remember whatever you do to her I will do to you. Remember that as you try to get grabby. Plus, my daughter could kick your ass with one arm tied behind her back.” He pats the boy on the shoulder who jumps out of his seat.

The boys let her up and they walk to the door together. Well, he is a good four feet away from her. He opens the door but stays far away. He practically runs out of the door. As soon as his vehicle starts up and pulls out of the driveway, Kane walks to the table and throws the boys his car keys and some money. “Follow his ass. I don’t trust the fucker.”

They smirk at their dad and go get their shoes on. I can’t hold it in anymore. I bend over at the waist laughing. Kane is such a dad. Carter and the boys will follow her all night long. She won’t even know. You know why? This isn’t the first time this has happened.

The door slams closed, and then I’m airborne. Kane throws me over his shoulder and runs up the stairs. He throws me down on the bed and covers his body over mine. Sex with this man has gotten better over the years, there’s no doubt about that.

My kids are growing up. Carter is a MMA fighter. Arabella can fight better than anyone I have ever seen. The boys are goof balls. The twins look just like Kane, but with my hair color. Handsome little devils and they know it.

My kids growing up is the worst thing ever. I remember the day I got Arabella and Carter. Then when I had my boys. Each and every day Kane showed me how much he loved me. I never once doubted the love he had for me. The kids are the center of our lives as they should be.

“I love you, Kane.”

“I love you too, sweetheart.”

Mom, thank you for supporting me from the very beginning. Without you believing in me this book wouldn’t have ever happened.

Johnna, you came into my life at the moment I needed you most. You started out as a PA and became one of my best friends. The person who tell me to suck it up when I curled into a ball and cried because I felt like my book was shit.

To my feedback ladies. You know who you are. I remember the first time I sent you a small bit of my book and you guys convinced me to write. I thought you guys were crazy considering I never wrote a day in my life prior. Without you guys pushing me I would gave up.

My sweethearts. I love you guys and thank you for all your support.

A huge thank you to all the bloggers that shared my cover. I was astounded at all the shares. I want to thank you also for sharing about my release. <3

To my readers. Can’t believe I can say that. I want to thank you for taking the time to read my debut. Which I spent months on. The one I laughed writing, cried, got mad and threw stuff across the room. Banged my head against the wall in frustration. But I did it for you guys. For my love of reading that turned into so much more!

Emma Mack, you swooped in at the very last moment and saved my butt. It’s safe to say that I get to call you my friend. You put confidence back into me when I needed it the most. Love ya chick. <3

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