Rage (A Thunder Gypsies MC Outlaw Biker Romance) (4 page)

“Please,” I prodded, my hands lightly rubbing at his chest. My body had stopped vibrating but the tension of needing to hear why he was standing in my kitchen would quickly prove too much for me to bear. I could feel my body starting to wind up again, the violent shaking just a few seconds away if he didn’t speak. “Tell me.”

Callan backed up a few feet, pulling me with him so that we were out of view of the windows and door into the dining room.

“You called the cops out to Freya’s, didn’t you?”

“Yes.” I gripped the collar of his shirt, wanted to rip it from him to ease my frustration. If this was just a “thank you and good-bye,” I might take the steak knife to him after all. When he said nothing, I pounded one impotent fist against his shoulder. “Bolo was going to kill you. I heard Little Red talking to Weaver and the others. He said ‘We have to take Callan out,’ and that Bolo was back from Atlanta to take care of it.”

“If they don’t know it’s you already, they will soon,” he warned. “They’ll get someone in the sheriff’s office to make a copy of the 911 call. Little Red is hot enough for you that he won’t have any problem recognizing your voice.”

I blushed at the reference to Red. There was only one man in Thunder Valley I wanted hot for me and he was standing right in front of me, his body like a granite mountain and his brain almost as dense.

“Yeah, they’ll know it’s me,” I acknowledged.

His gaze went wide, like I was the dolt in the room. “You know what they’ll do to you, don’t you?”

Wanting to hide my fear, I looked down at the sliver of space between our bodies. “Kill me, I guess.”

“If you’re lucky, that’s all they’ll do.” Grabbing my shoulders, he pushed me further away from him until at least a foot of space separated us. Then he cupped the underside of my chin and forced me to look up at him.

A gaze as green as a country meadow danced with so much light I couldn’t keep looking. I squeezed my eyes together, fresh tears spilling from their corners. “Yeah, they’ll do more than kill me, but I had to call.”

“I know. You don’t have it in you to let someone get hurt if you can stop it.”

I shook my head. The confession might be stupid, certainly I’d regret it later, but right then I had to tell him. “I don’t think I’m that good a person, Callan. I wasn’t protecting just anybody -- I was protecting you.”

There, it was out. He could make of it what he would.

He reeled me toward him, his hands suddenly on my waist and pulling me fast and hard. My body crashed into his and then he had his fingers threaded through my hair, controlling the tilt of my head as his mouth covered mine. His tongue, when he sought to part my lips, met with no resistance. I opened to him, surged up, licked in return when he stopped to allow me a short breath.

I wanted to devour him in that kitchen, to take him in small and big chunks, my legs and arms wrapped around him. Ragged moans raced past my lips and into his until he had to spin me around and clamp his hand over my mouth once more to silence me.

He lifted me onto the counter, his hips pushing my knees apart. “You’re coming with me. Now.”

From the front room, my father bellowed.

“Bring me another beer, girl!”

Callan tensed against me, his body moving like he was throwing it on a live grenade and I was the explosive. Knowing it was my turn to calm him down, I wrapped my legs around his waist. I sheltered his ear with one hand as I bellowed in return.

“On my way.” Lowering my hand, I brushed my cheek against Callan’s rougher one and whispered, “He’ll pass out before he can finish it. And then we’ll leave.”

A growl vibrated through Callan’s throat, but he didn’t forbid me from taking another beer out to my dad. Cautiously, I pushed him from me and stared into his face. The gaze was fierce, but I couldn’t tell if the passion burning through them was anger or something carnal. Moisture flooded between my thighs and I knew what I wanted it to be -- pure, unadulterated lust.

He’d opened just enough room between our bodies that I could slide to the floor, my breasts and thighs rubbing against him on my way down. One of those moans I had shoved down his throat earlier bubbled back at me and I had to hide my smile. If I didn’t know better, I would think Callan, like Little Red, had been nursing a case of the hots for me.

I broke the seal on the refrigerator and reached in for a cold beer. In the hour we’d been home, my dad had already plowed through five cans. When I backed up, it was into the hard body of Callan Tilley. A sharp thrill raced through me and I wondered how the hell I could have mistaken him for my father when he first clamped a hand around my mouth.

“If he touches you--” Callan warned.

“I know,” I answered softly. “He’s dead.”

**********

I took the beer out to my dad. He couldn’t keep his eyes open. I handed the can to him, the tab already popped. He pulled it slowly to his mouth, his eyebrows lifting like they were attached to his top lip and that was the only way he could get his mouth open enough to pour anything into it. He slurped some in, swallowed, then let out an exaggerated sigh as he melted into the ratty old recliner he’d had since before I was born.

“I’m sorry about what I said.” He pushed the beer can between his thighs so it wouldn’t spill, and then he patted aimlessly near his chest for the pocket holding his cigarettes.

“I know,” I answered and leaned forward to pluck a cigarette from the pack. Knowing he was too drunk to light it on his own, I struck a match and puffed on the end a few times before handing it to him. “I’m gonna throw on a jacket so I can take the trash out.”

If he hadn’t been two sheets to the wind, he would have wondered why I wanted a jacket when the temperature hadn’t dropped below sixty all month. Instead, he nodded as if it made perfect sense. Surprising me, he captured my wrist and gave my arm a little jiggle.

“You’re a good girl, Avery.” Letting go of my wrist, he reached for his beer. “Not at all like your mom.”

I thought I was done crying for the night, but fresh tears swam along the bottom rim of my eyes and threatened to escape. He rollercoastered like this depending on where he was in his drinking cycle. Before tomorrow afternoon rolled around, I would once again be a worthless bitch.

My head bounced in acknowledgement while I searched for my voice. “I know, dad.”

I fled upstairs as quietly as I could. No dummy, Freya made all her waitresses wear yoga pants on duty. No skirts, no jeans, just a well-hugged and high lifted ass that left nothing to the imagination. I stripped them off, shoved a clean pair in my backpack and slid on some jeans and a worn pair of low-heeled boots I’d purchased second hand. I slid a denim jacket over my t-shirt, tossed a few more tees into the bag, a pair of slip-ons, some panties and one bra, although I had so little up top I could get by without one. On my way into the bathroom, I stepped into my dad’s room. He’d trashed my room any number of times to see if I had hidden any cash. He never thought to check his own room, didn’t know about the loose board under his dresser or how the little space beneath held almost eight hundred dollars of my money.

One hairbrush, toothbrush and a tube of paste later and I was downstairs.

I peeked around the corner to find my dad passed out, his body miraculously upright in the chair. The cigarette I had lit for him five minutes earlier hung from his lips. Without him puffing on it, it had a few more minutes of life before it died out. I crossed the room, my backpack over one shoulder. I leaned forward, ready to gently remove the cigarette so I wouldn’t wake him and have to explain the bag.

My hand hovered, waiting for me to decide whether I would take the cigarette and extinguish it or let it burn down. I dropped my hand to my side and turned, unsurprised to find Callan watching me. Like my hand, he’d been waiting to see whether I would protect the old man from himself one last time. Seeing that I hadn’t, approval lit his gaze and he gave a small jerk of his head toward the hallway that led to the side door and the driveway beyond it.

Outside, I waited to see which direction he would take, but he opened the truck door for me.

“Climb in.” He waited while I obeyed, then softly shut the door. Instead of walking directly to the driver side, he went to the trashcan next to the back of the house, lifted the lid and scooped out a grocery store bag. He peeled the bag off to reveal another store bag wrapped around what looked like a brick.

“Put this in your backpack.” He opened the driver-side door and handed the bag across to me. “Then get behind the wheel and put it in neutral.”

Not asking what the bag contained, I did as I was told. My heart thumped hard against the back of my ribcage as I zipped my backpack shut. The brick was about six inches high and as wide and long as a dollar bill. But that didn’t mean it wasn’t drugs and the idea made me nervous.

“This old heap can’t be trusted to go more than five miles at a time,” I warned as I scooted along the bench seat.

“Only taking it a few blocks,” he answered then nodded at the gearshift. “Get it in neutral then steer while I push it out of the drive. I want the front facing Monroe Street.”

Mashing my lips together, I forced the memory up of how to work the transmission. No one had been willing to teach me and I only knew a little from watching my dad and a couple of YouTube videos I had dug up while using one of the computers at the library.

Stepping on the brake pedal with my right foot and the clutch with my left, I coaxed the gearshift into the spot I figured was neutral. Not only was it dark inside the pick-up, but the letters on the knob had worn off long ago. I just knew that when my dad picked me up from work, he never turned the truck off because half the time it would take an hour and a lot of tinkering and swearing under the hood for him to get it started again.

Standing at the front of the truck, Callan chuckled. “Take your foot off the brake, Avery.”

Heat fanned across my cheeks, making me glad that the inside of the cab was darker than where Callan stood and he likely couldn’t see the embarrassment coloring my face. Slowly, I eased off the center pedal. The weight of the truck and the driveway’s incline did the rest. The truck started to quickly roll toward the street.

My eyes went so big as the truck picked up speed that I couldn’t focus for a second. Then I heard the pounding of Callan’s boots on the drive and him laughing as he gave me directions.

“Counter-clockwise, baby girl.”

I jerked the wheel a hard left, almost panicking as the back wheel hit the curb and the truck bounced hard. Now I was on the street. The incline was even steeper and it only took a second before the truck started rolling forward in the new direction.

“Brake, Avery!” Callan’s hard whisper held no anger, just an urgency for me to act.

I slammed my foot on the brake pedal, my body bouncing forward so that my chest hit the steering wheel. On my left, Callan opened the door. I looked at him, my mouth open as wide as my eyes. A grin stretched across the entire bottom half of his face.

“Keep your right foot on the brake and push down the clutch with your left.” He waited for me to do so then reached across my lap and pulled the gearshift all the way left then up. “Now slide that sweet ass over so I can drive.”

I stared at him another few seconds, my referenced ass and everything around it growing warm at the compliment. Seeing that I had become incapable of movement, Callan licked at his bottom lip. His eyes crinkled in a smile while his hands gave me an assist.

“Seriously, baby, we have to limit our exposure out here.”

I nodded and scampered to my right, mentally scolding myself for being stupid. Even if Callan rendered me dumbstruck with a single smile or warm chuckle, I had to get it under control. We were in the truck and running away because an outlaw group of bikers wanted us dead. If I didn’t stop forgetting that fact, I would get both of us killed.

Still outside the truck with the door open, Callan gave the vehicle a little nudge then jumped in as it started to roll. He waited until we were a few houses down from mine, then turned the key over. I held my breath, waiting to find out if this would be the five in ten times it turned over or the five in ten it stalled out.

The engine rumbled to life like a rheumatic dragon. I exhaled, a small laugh of relief bursting from me. Callan’s hand landed on my knee long enough to give it a quick squeeze and then we were on our way to where he’d stashed his Harley.

**********

We drove until we hit the outskirts of Atlanta, the last two hours without a stop. By the time we found a cheap hotel that didn’t ask for any identification, just cash, I wasn’t sure I could walk to the room on my own. Somehow, I managed to stumble after Callan, my body bouncing almost as much as my bag slung over his shoulder.

Stepping inside the room, he flipped the light on then proceeded to close the curtains that opened onto the parking lot. I followed him in, rubbing at my eyes and looking fondly at the bed. I hadn’t been to sleep since seven the previous morning and the lumpy mattress looked as good as a needle would to a junkie.

I expected Callan to be just as tired, but he slammed the door, locked it then pushed me against the wall. Suddenly, I was afraid. My mind raced through the last few hours, searching for something I might have done to piss him off. I couldn’t think of anything, but my brain turned on its survival auto-pilot and the words came out before I could consider the need to say them.