Rain Fall (37 page)

Holtzer started to protest, but I squeezed his neck tighter, choking off the words. The aide glanced once at Holtzer, then tried the door.

“It’s jammed,” he said, obviously stunned and unable to take it all in.

“Climb across to the front!” I shouted. “Now!”

He scrambled forward and got out, taking the attaché case with him.

“All right, asshole, us too,” I said to Holtzer, letting go of his neck. “But first give me that disk.”

“Okay, okay. Take it easy,” he said. “It’s in my left breast pocket.”

“Take it out. Slowly.”

He reached over with his right hand and carefully took out the disk.

“Set it on my knee,” I said, and he did so. “Now lace your fingers together, turn toward the window, and put your hands behind your head.” I didn’t want him to try to make a play for the gun while I was picking up the disk.

I picked it up and slipped it into one of my jacket pockets. “Now we’re going to get out. But slowly. Or your head is going to be all over the upholstery.”

He turned to me, his eyes hard. “Rain, you don’t understand what you’re doing. Put the gun down before the guards outside blow you away.”

“If you’re not on your way out of this vehicle in the next three seconds,” I snarled, leveling the Beretta, “I will shoot you in the balls. Whether I leave it at that, I can’t say.”

Something was nagging at me, something about the way he had turned over the disk. Too readily.

Then I realized: It was a decoy. A disposable. He would never have given me the real disk so easily.

The attaché,
I thought.

“Now!” I yelled, and he reached for the door handle. I pressed the gun barrel against his face.

We eased out of the car and were immediately surrounded by a phalanx of six Marine guards, all with drawn guns and deadly serious faces.

“Stay back or I’ll blow his head off!” I yelled, shoving the gun up under his jaw. I saw the aide standing behind the guards, the attaché case set at his feet. “You, over there! Open up that case!” He looked at me uncomprehendingly. “Yes, you! Open up that attaché case right now!”

He looked bewildered. “I can’t. It’s locked.”

“Give him the key,” I growled to Holtzer.

He laughed. “Like hell.”

Six people had the drop on me. I yanked Holtzer to the left so they would have to re-aim, giving myself a split second to pull the gun away from his head and crack him in the temple with the butt. He sank to his knees, stunned, and I went down with him, staying close to his body for what cover it could provide. I patted his left pants pocket, heard a jingling. Reached inside and pulled out a set of keys.

“Bring the case over here!” I yelled at the aide. “Bring it or he’s dead!”

The aide hesitated for a second, then picked up the case and carried it over. He set it down in front of us.

I tossed him the keys. “Now open it.”

“Don’t listen to him!” Holtzer yelled, struggling to his feet. “Don’t open it!”

“Open it!” I shouted again. “Or I’ll blow him away!”

“I order you not to open that case!” Holtzer screamed. “It’s the U.S. diplomatic pouch!” The aide was frozen, his face uncertain. “Goddamnit, listen to me! He’s bluffing!”

“Shut up!” I yelled, digging the barrel of the gun in under his chin. “Listen. You think he’s willing to take a chance on dying over the diplomatic pouch? What could be in there that’s so important? Open it!”

“Shoot him!” Holtzer screamed suddenly at the guards. “Shoot him!”

“Open that case or you’ll be wearing his fucking brains!”

The aide’s eyes went from the case to Holtzer, then back. It seemed that everyone was frozen.

It happened suddenly. The aide dropped to his knees, fumbling with the key. Holtzer started to protest, and I cracked him in the head with the pistol again. He sagged against me.

The case popped open.

Inside, clearly visible between two protective layers of foam, was Kawamura’s disk.

A long second passed, then I heard a familiar voice from behind me.

“Arrest this man.”

I turned and saw Tatsu walking toward me, three Japanese cops behind him.

The cops converged on me, one of them unclipping a set of handcuffs from his equipment belt.

One of the Marine guards started to protest.

“We are outside the base,” Tatsu explained in fluent English. “You have no jurisdiction. This is a Japanese domestic matter.”

My arms were bent behind my back, and I felt the handcuffs clicking into place. Tatstu held my eyes long enough for me to see the sadness in his, then turned and walked away.

T
HEY PUT ME
in a squad car and drove me to Keisatsucho headquarters. I was photographed, fingerprinted, and put in a concrete cell. No one mentioned what I was being charged with, or offered to allow me to contact a lawyer. What the hell, I don’t know too many lawyers anyway.

The cell wasn’t bad. There was no window, and I kept time by counting the meals they brought me. Three times a day a taciturn guard dropped off a tray with rice and vinegared fish, some vegetables, and picked up the tray from the previous meal. The food was okay. After every third meal I was allowed to shower.

I was waiting for my sixteenth meal, trying not to worry about Midori, when two guards came for me and told me to follow them. They took me to a small room with a table and two chairs. A naked bulb hung over the table from the ceiling.
Looks like it’s time for your interrogation,
I thought.

I stood with my back against the wall. After a few minutes the door opened and Tatsu walked in, alone.
His face was serious, but after five days of solitary, it felt good to see someone I knew.

“Konnichi wa,”
I said.

He nodded. “Hello, Rain-san,” he said in Japanese. “It’s good to see you. I’m tired. Let’s sit.”

We sat down with the table between us. He was silent for a long time, and I waited for him to speak. I didn’t find his reticence encouraging.

“I hope you will forgive your recent incarceration, which I know must have been unexpected.”

“I did think a pat on the back would have been more in order after I dove through that car window.”

I saw the trademark sad smile, and somehow it made me feel good. “Appearances had to be maintained until I could straighten things out,” he said.

“It took you awhile.”

“Yes. I worked as quickly as possible. You see, to arrange for your release I first had to have Kawamura’s disk decrypted. After that, various phone calls had to be made, meetings arranged, levers pulled to secure your release. There was a great deal of evidence of your existence that needed to be purged from Keisatsucho files. All this took time.”

“You managed to decrypt the disk?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“And its contents met your expectations?”

“Exceeded them.”

He was holding something back. I could sense it in his demeanor. I waited for him to continue.

“William Holtzer has been declared
persona non grata
and has been returned to Washington,” he said.
“Your ambassador has informed us that he will be resigning from the CIA.”

“Just resigning? He’s not being charged with anything? He’s been a mole for Yamaoto, feeding false intel to the U.S. government. Doesn’t the disk implicate him?”

He bowed his head and sighed. “The information on the disk is not the kind of evidence that will be used in court. And there is a desire on both sides to avoid a public scandal.”

“And Yamaoto?” I asked.

“The matter of Yamaoto Toshi is . . . complicated,” he said.

“ ‘Complicated’ doesn’t sound good.”

“Yamaoto is a powerful enemy. To be fought obliquely, with stealth, over time.”

“I don’t understand. What about the disk? I thought you said it was the key to his power?”

“It is.”

It hit me then. “You’re not going to publish it.”

“No.”

I was silent for a long moment as the implications set in. “Then Yamaoto still thinks it’s out there,” I said. “And you’ve signed Midori’s death warrant.”

“Yamaoto has been given to understand that the disk was destroyed by corrupt elements of the Keisatsucho. His interest in Kawamura Midori is thus substantially reduced. She will be safe for now in the United States, where Yamaoto’s power does not extend.”

“What? You can’t just exile her to America, Tatsu. She has a life here.”

“She has already left.”

I couldn’t take it all in.

“You may be tempted to contact her,” he continued. “I would advise against this. She believes you are dead.”

“Why would she believe that?”

“Because I told her.”

“Tatsu,” I said, my voice dangerously flat, “explain yourself.”

His voice stayed matter-of-fact. “Although I knew you were concerned for her, I didn’t know, when I told her of your death, what had happened between you,” he said. “From her reaction, I realized.”

He paused for a long moment, then looked at me squarely, his eyes resigned. “I deeply regret the pain you feel now. However, I am more convinced even than before that I did the right thing in telling her. Your situation was impossible. It is much better that she know nothing of your involvement in her father’s death. Think of what such knowledge would do to her after what had happened between you.”

I wasn’t even surprised that Tatsu had put together all the pieces. “She didn’t have to know,” I heard myself say.

“At some level, I believe she already did. Your presence would eventually have confirmed her suspicions. Instead, she is left with memories of the hero’s death you died in completing her father’s last wishes.”

I realized, but somehow could not grasp, that Midori had already been made part of my past. It was like a magic trick. Now you see it; now you don’t. Now it’s real; now it’s just a memory.

“If I may say so,” he said, “her affair with you was brief. There is no reason to expect that her grief over your loss will be prolonged.”

“Thanks, Tatsu,” I managed to say. “That’s a comfort.”

He bowed his head. It would be unseemly for him to give voice to his conflicted feelings, and anyway he would still do what he had to.
Giri
and
ninjo.
Duty, and human feeling. In Japan, the first is always primary.

“I still don’t understand,” I said after a minute. “I thought you wanted to publish what’s on the disk. It would vindicate all your theories about conspiracies and corruption.”

“Ending the conspiracies and corruption is more important than vindicating my theories about them.”

“Aren’t they one and the same? Bulfinch said that if the contents of the disk were public, the Japanese media would have no choice but to follow up, that Yamaoto’s power would be extinguished.”

He nodded slowly. “There is some truth to that. But publishing the disk is like launching a nuclear missile. You only get to do it once, and it results in complete destruction.”

“So? Launch the missile. Destroy the corruption. Let the society breathe again.”

He sighed, his sympathy for the shock I had just experienced perhaps ameliorating the impatience he usually felt in having to spell everything out for me. “In Japan, the corruption is the society. The rust has penetrated so deep that the superstructure is made of it. You cannot simply rip it all out without precipitating a collapse of the society that rests on it.”

“Bullshit,” I said. “If it’s that corrupt, let it go. Get in there and rip.”

“Rain-san,” he said, a tiny note of impatience in his voice, “have you considered what would rise from the ashes?”

“What do you mean?”

“Put yourself in Yamaoto’s place. Plan A is to use the threat of the disk to control the LDP from the shadows. Plan B is to detonate the disk—to publish it—to destroy the LDP and put Conviction in power.”

“Because the tape implicates only the LDP,” I said, beginning to understand.

“Of course. Conviction seems a model of probity by comparison. Yamaoto would have to step out of the shadows, but he would finally have a platform from which to move the nation to the right. In fact, I believe this is his ultimate hope.”

“Why do you say that?

“There are signs. Certain public figures have been praising some of the prewar Imperial rescripts on education, the notion of the Japanese as a ‘divine people,’ and other matters. Mainstream politicians are openly visiting shrines like Yasukuni and its interred World War II soldiers, despite the costs incurred abroad by such visits. I believe Yamaoto orchestrates these events from the shadows.”

“I didn’t know you were so liberal on these things, Tatsu.”

“I am pragmatic. It matters little to me which way the country moves, as long as the move is not accompanied by Yamaoto’s means of control.”

I considered. “After what’s happened to Bulfinch
and Holtzer, Yamaoto is going to figure out that the disk wasn’t destroyed, that you have it. He was already coming after you. It’s only going to get worse.”