Red Mist (27 page)

“We’ll have to move you to a secure unit if you don’t stop,” Tara warns her, and I can tell she doesn’t know quite what to
do.

She wasn’t expecting this display, and it occurs to me that the inmate named Ellenora is cagey like a lot of inmates.
She
behaved herself when she was questioned by prison officials the first time, because she wanted a chance to do exactly what
she’s doing now, to
make a scene when we arrived.
Had she erupted earlier, I suspect she would already have been moved to a secure unit, no doubt
a euphemism for solitary confinement or a cell where psychiatric patients are restrained.

Colin’s booties make a sliding sound as he walks into Kathleen Lawler’s cell, and Marino opens crime scene cases on the polished
concrete floor.
He checks out the cameras as I lean against the wall, steadying myself to work shoe covers over my big black
boots with their big tread.
As I pull on examination gloves, I feel the inmate’s stare.
I feel what’s in it, the high voltage
of fear, of near hysteria, and Tara Grimm knocks on the window again as if to shut her up in advance.
Ellenora’s frightened
face in the tiny pane of glass flinches as the warden’s knuckles suddenly are there, rapping.

“What makes you think she couldn’t breathe?”
Tara Grimm asks loudly, for our benefit.

“I’m sure she couldn’t, because she said so,” Ellenora replies from behind her barrier.
“And she was aching and feeling puny.
So tired she could hardly move, and she was gasping.
She hollered,
‘I can’t breathe.
I don’t know what’s happening to me.
’ ”

“Usually when someone can’t breathe they can’t talk.
I’m wondering if you misunderstood.
If you can’t breathe, you can’t holler,
especially through steel doors.
You have to have a lungful of air to holler,” Tara says to her so I will hear it.

“She said she couldn’t talk!
She was having trouble talking!
Like her throat was swolled up!”
Ellenora exclaims.

“Well, now, if you tell someone you can’t talk, that’s a contradiction, isn’t it?”

“It’s what she said!
I swear to God Almighty!”

“Saying I can’t talk would be like running for help because I can’t stand up.”

“I swear to God Almighty and Jesus Christ it’s what she said!”

“It doesn’t make sense,” Tara Grimm tells her ward on the other
side of the thick steel door.
“And you need to calm down, Ellenora, and lower your voice.
When I ask you questions, you need
to answer what I ask and not yell and make a fuss.”

“What I’m saying is the truth, and I can’t help if it’s upsetting!”
Ellenora gets more excited.
“She was begging for help!
It was the most awful thing I ever did hear!
‘I can’t see.
I can’t talk.
I’m dying!
Oh, fuck, oh, God!
I can’t stand this!
’ ”

“That’s enough, Ellenora.”

“What she said exactly.
Gasping and begging,
‘Please help me!’
It was terror, pure terror, her begging,
‘Oh, fuck, I don’t know what’s happening!
Oh, please, someone help me!
’ ”

Tara knocks the glass again.
“Enough of that language, Ellenora.”

“It’s what she said, not me.
It’s not me saying it.
She
said,
‘Fucking help me, please!
I must’ve got hold of something!
’ ”

“I’m wondering if she might have had allergies, food allergies, insects,” the warden says to me.
“Possibly to wasps, bees,
allergies she never told anyone about.
Might she have gotten stung by something when she was outside exercising?
It’s just
a thought.
There’s certainly a lot of yellow jackets when it’s hot and muggy like this and everything’s in bloom.”

“Anaphylactic reactions to insect stings or after an exposure to shellfish, peanuts, whatever the person is allergic to, usually
are very swift,” I reply.
“It doesn’t sound as if this death was swift.
It took longer than minutes.”

“She was feeling bad for at least an hour and a half!”
Ellenora yells.
“Why did they take so damn long?”

“Did you hear her get sick?”
I look at Ellenora through the thick pane of glass.
“Did it sound like she might have vomited
or had diarrhea?”

“I don’t know if she got sick or not, but she said she had a sour stomach.
I didn’t hear her get sick.
I didn’t hear her toilet
flush or nothing.
She was yelling about being poisoned!”

“So now she’s been poisoned,” Tara says, cutting her eyes at me as if to remind me to consider the source.

Ellenora’s face is agitated, her eyes wild.
“She said,
‘I’ve been poisoned!
Lola did it!
Lola did it!
It’s that shit I ate!
’ ”

“That’s quite enough.
Now, stop it,” Tara says, as I walk inside Kathleen Lawler’s cell.
“You watch that mouth of yours,”
I hear Tara say behind my back.
“We have people here.”

I
n the polished-steel mirror that Kathleen Lawler complained about when I was with her yesterday afternoon, Investigator Sammy
Chang’s reflection walks behind me and stops in the doorway of the cell.

“I’ll be right here, giving you some room,” he lets me know.

The toilet and sink are combined into a stainless-steel unit
with no movable parts except buttons for flushing and turning tap water on and off.
I don’t see or smell anything that might
indicate Kathleen Lawler was sick before she died, but I note a very faint electrical odor.

“Do you smell something odd?”
I ask Chang.

“I don’t think so.”

“Something electrical but not exactly.
An unpleasant peculiar odor.”

“No.
I don’t think I smelled anything at all while I was looking around.
Wouldn’t be the TV.”
He indicates the small television
encased in transparent plastic on a shelf.

“I don’t believe that could be it,” I reply, noticing water stains in the steel sink and a vague chalky residue.

I lean closer, and the odor is stronger.

“Acrid, like something shorting out, like a blow-dryer that overheats.”
I do my best to describe it.
“A battery smell.
Sort
of.”

“A battery?”
He frowns.
“No batteries I saw.
No blow-dryer.”

He walks over to the sink and bends close.
“Well, maybe,” he
says.
“Yeah, maybe something.
I don’t have the best nose.”

“I think it would be a good idea to swab whatever this is in the sink,” I tell him.
“Your trace-evidence lab has SEM/EDX?
We should take a look at the morphology at high magnification, see if it’s some sort of particulate that was in a solution
and figure out what it is.
Metals, some other material.
If it’s a chemical, a drug, something that won’t be picked up by x-ray
spectroscopy?
Don’t know what other detectors the GBI’s scanning electron microscope might have, but if possible, I’d ask
for EDX, FTIR to get the molecular fingerprint of whatever this is.”

“We’ve been thinking of getting one of those handheld FTIRs, you know, like HazMat uses.”

“A very good idea these days, when you’re faced with the possibility of explosives, weapons of mass destruction, nerve and
blistering agents, white powders.
It would also be a good idea to charm whoever is in charge of your trace lab and get this
analysis done quickly, as in now.
They could do it in a matter of hours if they move it to the head of the line.
I don’t like
the symptoms described.”
I talk
quietly and choose my words carefully, because I don’t know who’s listening.

But I have no doubt someone is.

“I can be pretty charming.”
Chang is small and slender, with short black hair, deadpan, almost monotone, but his dark eyes
are friendly.

“Good,” I answer.
“A little charm right now would be welcome.”

“You think she might have been sick in here?”

“That’s not what I’m smelling,” I reply.
“But that doesn’t mean she wasn’t queasy, which is what her neighbor Ellenora described.
A sour stomach.”

The most obvious consideration on the differential diagnosis is going to be what’s already being suggested by those who aren’t
qualified to do so and certainly aren’t objective.
Kathleen Lawler was vulnerable to a sudden cardiac death precipitated by
physical exertion in conditions that were risky for a woman her age who has never taken good care of herself.
She was dressed
in a synthetic-blend uniform with long pants and long sleeves, and I estimate it is close to a hundred degrees outside, the
humidity at least sixty percent and climbing.
Stress makes everything worse, and Kathleen certainly seemed stressed and upset
about being moved into segregation, and I won’t be surprised if we discover she had heart disease from a lifetime of unhealthy
eating and drug and alcohol abuse.

“What about trash,” I say to Chang.
“I noticed white trash bags on some of the doors, but I don’t see one in here.
Empty or
full.”

“Good question.”
He meets my eyes, and we exchange an understanding.

If there was a trash bag or any trash in here earlier, it was gone by the time he arrived.

“Do you mind if I look around?”
I ask him.
“I won’t touch anything without your permission.”

“Except for anything you want me to collect, I’m done in here.
So help yourself.”
His gloved hands open the plastic packaging
of sterile applicators as he moves past me to the sink.

“I’ll tell you as I get to whatever it is,” I inform him anyway, because legally the scene is his.
Only the body and any associated
biological or trace evidence are Colin Dengate’s, and I’m nothing more than an invited guest, an outside expert who needs
permission.
Unless a case is the jurisdiction of the Armed Forces Medical Examiners—in other words, the Department of Defense—I
have no statutory authority outside of Massachusetts.
I will ask before I do the smallest thing.

Built into the wall opposite the toilet are the two gray metal shelves arranged with books and notepads, and an assortment
of clear plastic containers that are supposed to prevent the concealment of contraband.
I open each and recognize the scents
of cocoa butter, Noxzema, balsam shampoo, mint mouthwash, and peppermint toothpaste.
In a plastic soap dish is a thick white
cake of Ivory soap, in a plastic tube a toothbrush, and in another plastic bottle what looks like hair gel.
I note a small
plastic comb, a hairbrush without a handle, and large-size foam rollers, perhaps from a time when Kathleen Lawler’s hair was
longer.

There are novels, poetry, and inspirational books, and transparent plastic baskets full of mail, notepads, and writing tablets.
I see
no evidence of a shakedown, nothing to suggest a squad has rifled through Kathleen’s belongings, but I wouldn’t expect obvious
signs of disturbance.
If her property was gone through before Chang got here, the purpose wasn’t to search for marijuana or
a shank or anything else prohibited by the prison.
The purpose would have been something else that at the moment I can’t fathom.
What might a prison official have been looking for?
I don’t know, but there isn’t a legitimate reason for someone to have
removed her trash bag before the GBI got here, and my bad feeling is getting worse.

“If it’s all right with you, I’d like to look.”
I indicate the contents of the baskets, informing Chang of my every move.

“Sure.”
He swabs the steel sink.
“Yeah, there’s sort of an odor, you’re right.
And whatever it is, it’s gray.
A milky gray.”
He tucks the applicators into a plastic collection tube and labels the blue screw cap with a Sharpie.

Each notepad is ruled and has a glued top and a cardboard back, probably purchased from the commissary, where spiral notebooks
would not be sold because wire could be fashioned into a weapon.
The pages contain poetry and prose interspersed with doodles
and sketches, but most are filled with journal entries that are dated.
It appears Kathleen was a faithful and expansive diarist,
and I’m immediately struck by the absence of anything current.
As I flip through each notepad, I determine that she was consistent
about making detailed daily entries dating from some three years ago, when she was returned to the GPFW for DUI manslaughter.
But there is nothing after this past June 3, when she filled the notepad’s last page front and back in her distinctive hand:

Mindful of eyes and ears beyond the open door of the cell, I say nothing about what I’ve just read.
I do not comment that
at least one notepad seems to be missing, possibly a diary, maybe more than one that Kathleen had been keeping since June
3, and, more important, since she was moved to Bravo Pod.
I don’t believe she abruptly stopped writing, certainly not after
she was transferred into segregation.

During the past two weeks, I would have expected her to have written more, not less, having little to do twenty-three hours
a day except to sit inside this tiny cell with no view and its terrible television reception, cut off from other inmates and
her job in the library, and no longer having a magazine or e-mail access.
What might she have recorded in writings that someone
doesn’t want us to read?
But I don’t ask, and I don’t mention how struck I am by her metaphor of lemmings led into the sea.