‘Look,’ Anne Snapphane said, ‘I can’t let you do this.’
Annika stood up, hoisting her bag onto her shoulder.
‘You haven’t read the papers, then?’
‘You woke me up.’
‘It says in the
Evening Post
that Karina Björnlund isn’t planning to resign. She wants to carry on as a minister.’
‘What are you talking about?’
‘That’s wrong,’ Annika said, bracing herself for the jolt as the train stopped. ‘She’ll resign tomorrow.’
‘What? Why?’
‘I’ve got to go—’ She ended the call, jumped down onto the platform and walked back towards the exit. The air was cold, but still milder and softer than in Luleå and she filled her lungs greedily. The bag slapped against her back, the ground was solid and even.
She would do some shopping, write up the article, email it to Schyman and pick up the children early. They would have time to bake something and rent a film and watch it together as they waited for Daddy. Maybe some crisps, just this once, and a big bottle of cola. Have a meal with a starter and dessert, with homemade Béarnaise sauce.
She emerged onto Kungsbron, and walked off towards Fleminggatan. The angels in her head were completely quiet. The space they had occupied was now available for real thoughts, but right now she was taking a break from thinking.
Maybe the angels were gone for good.
Maybe they were only hiding for a while.
The most important thing is having somewhere to belong
, she thought.
Thomas stepped off the bus outside their door and looked up at the façade. There were lights on in all their windows, he could see an Advent star and a Christmas candlestick in the living-room window, and felt a warm, soft glow in his chest.
It was good to have her home again.
He flew lightly up the stairs, rang the bell cheerily before opening the door, and was met with the children’s happy cries; he could hear them before he even stepped into the flat.
‘Daddy!’
They leaped into his arms and showed him drawings and told him about outings and the film they had watched was really good, they asked about the computer, and Mummy had given them crisps, and cola, and Ellen had made the salad and Kalle had made a Swiss roll with buttercream that they were going to have for dessert.
He hung up his coat, put his briefcase to one side, loosened his tie and went into the kitchen. Annika was frying steak, and had opened the window a little to let out the smell.
‘Oh good, you’re here,’ she said. ‘We’re ready to eat.’
He went over and put his hands on her shoulders,
kissed her neck and pressed his crotch hard against her buttocks, wrapping his arms round her.
‘You need to be careful,’ he whispered. ‘Don’t you realize how precious you are to us?’
She turned round, looked up into his eyes, kissed him gently.
‘I’ve got something good to tell you,’ she said. ‘Sit down.’
He sat down at the table, already laid for dinner, poured some mineral water and looked round for the morning paper.
‘I’ve found a house,’ she said, putting the sizzling frying pan on the designer trivet. ‘In Djursholm. Newly built, only six point nine million.’
He looked up at her, at her blushing cheeks. ‘What?’
‘Sea view,’ she said, ‘so you’ll be able to see the sea again. Vinterviksvägen, do you know where that is? Big garden with fruit trees, oak floors throughout, open-plan kitchen and dining room. Mediterranean mosaic in both bathrooms, four bedrooms.’
Her eyes were excited and glowing, but there was something dark and mysterious swimming about in there, and he felt an inexplicable chill run down his spine.
‘How can we afford that?’ he said, staring at the basket of bread, then picked up a slice and took a bite from it.
‘Ellen and Kalle, it’s ready!’ she called out into the hall, and sat down opposite him. ‘I found a load of money. I’m going to get a huge reward.’
He took the slice of bread out of his mouth and looked up at her. ‘What do you mean, found?’
She smiled into his eyes without blinking. ‘Seven million.’
He stopped chewing and frowned. ‘Found?’
‘A sack of money.’
‘Money?’
She smiled and nodded.
‘That’s crazy,’ he said, putting the bread down. ‘Really?’
‘I have to head over to the paper for a while after dinner,’ she said, and helped herself to a baked potato.
‘That doesn’t matter,’ he said. ‘I’ll sit up and wait.’
She leaned over and stroked his hair and cheek.
‘Don’t,’ she said.
‘Seven million,’ he said. ‘Where did you find it?’
The children rushed into the kitchen, fighting over who was going to sit next to Annika.
‘I’ll tell you later,’ she mouthed.
‘And we’ll make a huge profit on the flat as well,’ he said.
She stood up to get the sauce, and he had a sudden giddy sense of incomprehensible reality, she was a little green woman from another planet. There was nothing soft or malleable or negotiable about her, she was simply her own solid core.
The next thought hit him from out of the blue.
There’s no one else like Annika
.
The realization made his throat tighten, with something that might have been happiness.
Annika was sitting outside Anders Schyman’s office and felt like she was falling. The sounds from the newsroom were muffled and thin, the day crew had gone home and the evening gang were still waking up, the recessed lighting in the corridors was throwing irregular dancing shadows across the floor.
Her workplace. A context in which she belonged.
‘You can go in now,’ Schyman’s secretary said.
Annika stood up shakily, walked into the editor-in-chief’s office and shut the door firmly behind her.
He was sitting at his desk, staring at a printout. His face was red, and his neck looked sweaty. She took several tentative steps forward, glancing at the printout. It was her article, of course. She sat down, her back stiff and straight.
‘What are you playing at?’ he said without looking up, trying to sound derisive but concerned.
She stared at him, the feeling of falling still within her, her tiredness throbbing.
‘I’ve written an article that’s going to be printed in the paper tomorrow,’ she said in a voice that lacked all emotion.
He picked up a pen and tapped it against the printout.
‘It will hardly come as news to you that I am legally responsible for what gets published in this paper,’ he said. ‘The decision on whether or not this article gets printed is down to me.’
She swallowed hard. ‘And?’
‘And I’m saying no,’ he said.
‘Then I’ll take it elsewhere.’
‘You can’t,’ Anders Schyman said.
‘Of course I can,’ she said quickly. ‘
The Worker
wouldn’t say no. They published Vilhelm Moberg’s articles about corruption in the legal system in the fifties; they’d snap up the article like a shot.’
‘I forbid it.’
‘Freedom of expression,’ Annika said. ‘Ever heard of that? The free world, democracy? If my employer – the
Evening Post
in this instance – says no to an article I’ve written, then I have the right to offer it to someone else.’
She felt her pulse quicken, the air was full of his
doubt and repudiation. There were several seconds of silence.
‘I had a very unpleasant conversation today,’ he said. ‘Who’s Sophia Grenborg?’
The floor opened up beneath her. She gasped as all colour drained away.
‘What do you mean?’ she said.
‘How do you know her?’
‘She’s my husband’s . . . colleague.’
‘Ah,’ Schyman said, a glint in his eyes. ‘So she worked with your husband. Closely?’
Thoughts swirled, spinning and dancing.
‘Did she call you?’ Annika said, and heard how shaken she sounded.
‘No,’ Schyman said, ‘not her, but her boss at the Federation of County Councils. Do you know what I’m talking about?’
She shook her head, her mouth dry.
‘They’re saying you called and made insinuations about this woman to various departments within the Federation. Is that correct?’
Annika took a deep breath. ‘I had a tip-off.’
Anders Schyman nodded and looked down at his desk, tapping his pen again.
‘Okay,’ he said. ‘You got a tip-off that this woman had fiddled her tax, used to be a right-wing extremist, and had exaggerated her expenses?’
Annika squeezed the arms of the chair; this conversation wasn’t exactly turning out as she had imagined.
She nodded.
‘How closely did she work with your husband?’
‘Not too close; they were in the same working group.’
‘Much overtime?’ Schyman said, leaning towards her. ‘A lot of late nights?’
Annika stretched her neck. ‘Some.’
The silence in the room grew thick and heavy. She gulped audibly.
‘They’ve seen through you at the Federation of County Councils,’ the editor-in-chief said slowly. ‘I just thought you should know. They realized that you were just trying to throw mud at her. But they’re letting her go anyway. Do you know why?’
Annika stared at Schyman, shaken and confused. They were letting her go? She’s been fired? She’s disappearing?
‘They’re merging with the Association of Local Councils in the spring,’ Schyman said, his voice utterly cold. ‘They daren’t risk a dirt-throwing campaign in the
Evening Post
right now, would do anything to avoid it, in fact. A crisis of confidence in the Federation would sabotage the merger they’ve spent four years preparing for.’
The editor-in-chief could sit still no longer and stood up to pace the room, then leaned over her. ‘Do you think I don’t get it? She got too close to your husband, didn’t she? How close? Were they fucking in your bed?’
She put her hands over her ears and shut her eyes.
‘Stop it!’ she shouted.
‘How dare you?’ he shouted back at her face. ‘How dare you exploit your position at this paper for your own sordid purposes?’
She let her hands drop, her eyes opening wide.
‘You’re a fine one to talk,’ she said in a cracked voice.
His face was quivering with rage and fury. He stared into her eyes as though he were trying to find an explanation.
‘You’re not going anywhere with that article,’ he said
eventually, then stretched and walked back to his desk. ‘The moment that text leaves this building I’ll report you to the police.’
She felt her brain explode, and flew up out of her chair, setting her face ten centimetres from his. She saw him flinch.
‘Okay,’ she said hoarsely. ‘I’ll be fine. Because you know what? I know I’m right. There’s no way I can lose.’
He was dumbfounded.
‘I see,’ he said. ‘What will you say to your husband when the police arrest you for grave defamation and gross misconduct? How will he react when he finds out why she was fired? Who will get custody of your children? And what do you think will happen to your job? Surely you don’t imagine you can stay here if you publish that article in
The Worker
?’
Annika felt the adrenalin pumping, tore her eyes away from him and walked giddily round the desk, stopping right in front of him.
‘And what do you think will happen to you?’ she said in a low voice. ‘Do you think you’ll still be sitting at this desk after I explain how it all happened, including your threat to crush me because of my desperate attempt to save my marriage? Do you imagine that you’ll have an ounce of credibility left once you block an article that reveals the worst abuse of media power in modern times? How you’ve exploited unpublished information about a minister obtained by the paper in an attempt to blackmail her into destroying a business competitor? And what about the Newspaper Publishers’ Association? Do you imagine for a moment that you’ll get to be chair? You’re finished, Schyman. I might go down with you, but you’re going to fall a hell of a lot harder.’
He stared at her. She felt her eyes burning and returned his gaze.
There was something dark and unfathomable in there, shadows of desire and ambition and social conscience that had been shaped and misshaped by time and experience. When thoughts and problems were poured into the editor-in-chief’s head, they didn’t run smoothly in straight lines. They jolted and twisted along the tracks carved by previous experiences, but their path was still logical.
Anders Schyman was a pragmatist. He would do whatever was required for him and his pet project to escape as unscathed as possible.
She suddenly had to smile.
‘So what would happen if we ran the piece?’ he said quietly, doubt rising behind his larynx.
She felt her eyes calm down.
‘The
Evening Post
reinforces its position as the last outpost of freedom of expression,’ she said, ‘stifling any doubts about what we stand for these days. We alone stand for truth and democracy. Without us the barbarians would run amok.’
‘Thin,’ he said.
‘Depends entirely on how we present it,’ Annika replied. ‘People will believe us if we believe it.’
He sat up, reached for a bottle of mineral water, drank some, and looked at her under his brow.
‘You’re bluffing,’ he said, once he had put the bottle down. ‘You’d never do this to the paper.’
Annika thought for a moment.
‘Not before,’ she said, ‘but I won’t hesitate now.’
‘You’ve gone mad,’ Schyman said.
She sat down on the desk, rested her elbows on her knees, put her hands together and leaned forward.
‘Do you know,’ she said quietly, ‘you might well be
right; but only you and I know that. If you try to stop me publishing this because you think I’m mentally ill, you’ll make things even worse.’
He shook his head. ‘If I were to even contemplate publishing this, I’d be finished, utterly finished,’ he said, so quietly she could hardly hear him.
‘But don’t you see how wrong you are?’ Annika said. ‘If we get this right you can sit at that desk for ever, completely untouchable.’
He looked at her, the abyss dancing inside him, a battle of shadows.
‘Just think,’ she said, feeling her eyes narrow. ‘We tell it exactly how it is, the whole story, how we discovered that Karina Björnlund was a member of a terrorist cell, how I told you, you told the chairman of the board, he sent an email to the minister and demanded an urgent meeting – I’ve got the register number of the email – how he exploited what we knew, you and me, to blackmail the minister into changing a government proposal in order to close down a television channel that posed a threat to the interests of our proprietors. But now we’re revealing the truth, in spite of the danger, you had the nerve to do it, you’re legally responsible for what we publish and you’re the chair of the Newspaper Publishers’ Association, and you took your responsibility, in spite of all the pressure.’