Requiem for Blood (34 page)

“Maybe it'll bring closure or peace...”

“Did it bring you peace to know that my sister did not deserve her death?”

“I'm just saying....”

“I understand that you are just trying to say many things but as you can see they are not bringing me any comfort.”

Troy nodded his head and looked off in the opposite direction. “Well, does this make it easier for you to confront your mom?”

“She did not kill Noah,” she said and images of her nightmare flashed in her head.

“Not directly but if she hadn't been the way she was, you wouldn't be the way you are and he might just be alive today when you think about it like that.” He then added, “And so would Alexa.”

Olivia was quiet as she stared up at the sky. It had been another bleak evening as dark clouds clumped together and drifted in the pool of gray overhead. She could smell the rain that threatened to pour out of their net in the sky and then she thought of her mother.

“Do you think you can kill her?” he asked.

“My mother loves me as I love her,” she forced the words out, willing herself to believe in them, “and to kill her would be the greatest form of betrayal even after the deaths of others.”

“You honestly think that's the way your mom is supposed to love? Like it's natural to want to kill your kids...”

Olivia stood up. “So that we can be together forever!” she shouted. “You humans think love is linear, that it isn't multifaceted and three dimensional and can take any form. If you cannot see the way my mother loves me, you obviously do not understand it and shouldn't even utter the word!”

Troy had been looking down so Olivia didn't see when his mouth gaped open at her words. It had been his second time being berated by someone a year younger than him on the same topic. He felt his body grow warm as he digested everything she said. “Sorry...”

He had never once apologized and just as her words had taken him aback, that single word had forced her eyes on him. She wanted to say something but before she could open her mouth, she heard pawing at the door behind her and pushed it open. From between the small crack sprang Bear, who whined as he scraped at her leg. She bent down and pulled the puppy into her arms and his overgrown hairs excited the nerve endings in her palms. He snaked up her chest and settled his head into the crevice of her neck, his wet muzzle tickling her earlobe. Troy stole a quick glance at them then returned his gaze to the forest in front of him.

“He really seems to love you...”

“Dogs do not share human emotions,” she said, sitting down.

“Yes, they do actually. They love just as humans do and like humans, they feel a greater sense of love and devotion to those who have cared for them.”

She rubbed her hand across Bear's coat, amazed while how simplistic it was, it was also exhilarating to be able to feel. She wondered if Bear enjoyed her touch as much as he would a human's and to test her theory, she pulled the dog away from her chest and held him out to Troy.

“Pet him.”

“He’s probably gonna try and bite my hand off...”

She pushed the dog in closer and he whimpered, his eyes wary as he stared back at Olivia. Troy sat up and bent over to rub his hand through Bear's coat and his body got tense and he let out a growl. Troy sighed and pulled away from the dog. “He clearly only has eyes for you,” he said with a faint smile.

The dog wiggled it's body out of her grasp and landed in her lap. After circling to find his optimum comfort level, he buried his head onto her thighs and closed his eyes. As she watched the dog sleep, she thought on Troy's words, about having a greater sense of love and devotion to those who have cared about him. “Why don't you seem to love your father? He has greatly cared for you.”

“That's what it looks like, huh?” he asked, shaking his head. “I don't hate my dad...I just have a hard time burying old feelings that's all.”

“What in particular?” She couldn't help her curiosity.

“Just when me and...” he paused, “Alexa...were together, I did something very stupid.”

“Mated with her?”

He shuttered at the word. “Mating sounds unnatural, like I
had
to do it. But it wasn't like that...I wanted to be with her and I just didn't think about what would happen next if I weren't...you know...”

“Cautious?”

“Yep.”

“After that, was the downward spiral of my life,” he said as he tapped on the steps. “I deferred my acceptance to Dartmouth and decided to get a job on a ship to make a lot of money quickly. In the mean time, my dad had went to Alexa and apologized for doing what he did—kicking us out—and offered us this house which I pay him the money for each month...and it's not like I'm mad at that 'cause I guess he really has been a great father...”

“Then what is really bothering you?”

Troy had finally realized what was wrong with the conversation that he hadn't noticed before: Olivia had been acting like a therapist of sorts. It just seemed strange to lay his past out like that to someone like her, but he was too far in the conversation to let up now. He continued, “My dad used to talk about me a lot. Like all the time, 'Troy did this...Troy did that...' to the point that it got kinda annoying but then all of a sudden I went from being my dad's crowning achievement to his biggest disappointment. I guess that's what celebrities feel like when they make their epic fall from grace.”

“That sucks.”

Troy flipped his head to the side and looked at her with wide eyes. “Wow, you actually managed to sound like a normal teen,” he said in an amused voice.

“I guess I have my moments.”

She had to admit that she had been trying the word out in her head several times before using it and was relieved to have used it correctly. She didn't know that it would illicit such a reaction from him but it felt good to have him relax and not regard her with suspicion and hatred. It felt like she had finally found someone worthy of being called friend, even if he didn't think of her as one. With the absence of one of her only friends, she craved a replacement, but she knew he would never replace Noah, Allison or Alexa.

The net had finally broken and heavy drops of water fell on them, quickly soaking their hair and clothes. Bear had jumped up and ran for the door, slipping through its crack before Olivia pushed it open and walked inside with Troy behind her. The sound from Erika's boots preceded her body and it was a full minute before she came into view. Her hair was swept over her forehead and pulled back into a sleek ponytail, shiny black hair with purple laced through. She wore a tan trench coat and Olivia figured she had a black body suit underneath. Troy's thoughts had been the same and they knew they were right. There was something about the way she looked at them, as if she had prepared herself for a battle and she quickly answered any thoughts that came to mind.

“I don't do this often, so take this as a symbol of how dire the situation is. Fight with us, please.” When Olivia didn't move, she continued. “Tell Troy what happened in your nightmare. Tell him what that vampire showed you.”

“My mother tried to permanently end my life...”

“And who was there?”

“Noah, Alexa and,” she turned to him, “you.”

Troy took a step back, confused, but remained silent allowing Erika to fill the void. “That vampire is a total creep and a jerk but he isn't a liar. Olivia, if you want to meet him, you have to listen to him. In your nightmare, you killed your mom right?”

She nodded then focused her eyes on David who was standing behind Erika. He knew she wanted his take on it and he let out a short breath before speaking.

“I know it's tough to do this and I would have as much hesitation as you if it came down to killing someone I loved,” his eyes flicked to Troy then back to her. “I don't believe you should kill your mom, but I think you owe it to yourself to find out what she has planned and to be prepared.”

She closed her eyes briefly and when they reopened, they darted to Erika. “OK.”

“Awesome. Now shower and look battle ready in ten minutes! Both of you!” said Erika. She turned to David when they had ran upstairs, “Thanks.”

He sighed. “Yeah...”

Olivia's hair was wet as she stared in the mirror with scissors in her hands. Her hair had grown too long for her liking, falling several inches down her back. She tugged at the ends of her hair and snipped it off until her hair sat just above her shoulders and ran the scissors along her bangs, glad to be finally rid of the excess hair. She zipped up her black leather jacket and with the dark jeans, she couldn't help but feel like a character out of a movie about vampires she had seen, but couldn't remember the name of. She had at least remembered adoring the main character.

“You look like Selene from
Underworld
,” said Troy when she walked into the hallway.

“Was it a film about vampires?”

“Yeah, lots of kickass ones.”

There was a faint trace of a smile on her face as she looked down at the floor. She knew the outfit would have looked better with boots but she couldn't bring herself to put them on and opted for her black sneakers instead. It was like having Noah there to direct her every move and that alone had been comforting. She took her attention off of her shoes and looked up at Troy whose hair was still wet, drops of water running down his face. She had never been fazed by his physique, not even now, but she couldn't help but notice how fit he was especially since her face was just inches from his chest. He backed up and put his black shirt on. “Sorry,” he mumbled, his face briefly flushing red from how intimate the scene was. He was sure his shirt had been off in front of her before but he didn't want to make a habit of it as he knew it would get awkward, fast.

“We should be going,” she said and started down the hall then stopped. She half turned back to him. “What is the meaning of your tattoos?”

“It's a road map of my life.” He rolled his right sleeve up, revealing the rest of his tattoo. “The red characters going down here is something in Chinese and the swallow is an identical match to Alexa's. Got some other things that just helped shape me and remind me of how I should live my life. One is a little stupid and random but most are actually meaningful.”

“What do the Chinese words say?”

He rolled his sleeve back down and murmured, “It's private.” Their brief moment of convergence and amity had met its end and they were back to how they had been before: strangers working together toward a common goal. She continued through the hall and down the steps. David's eyebrows shot up when he saw the way she was dressed and she briefly wondered what it would be like to have a father like him but the thoughts had left her as soon as Erika spoke up.

“Not bad, you look half as awesome as me.”

“I still feel naked,” she said as she rubbed her hand up and down her other arm. “I'd like to get a weapon from home.”

“Isn't your mom going to be there?” asked Troy as he stepped into his sneakers by the door.

“She hasn't been home for weeks so I assume she has left the colony. Actually, I assume the whole place is abandoned.”

Troy pulled his arm through a black jacket. “Why would you think they left their weapons?”

“I don't, but I know my sister had her own stash and so did I.”

Olivia felt the thin cold layer of the opening of her jacket sleeve and rubbed her fingertips along them as she waited for Troy to speak. He didn't. Instead, he walked over to his dad and after a few whispered words he was tugging on Olivia's arm and pulling her to the door. He never once touched her hand and preferred to wrap his hand around her arm where her clothes had been a barrier between them. She stepped quickly and then they were down the steps and sliding into David's car. She heard the rumble of the engine and felt the hum as the car softly bounced up and down in place. She was only moderately aware of what was going on but she wondered why Troy was reacting the way he was. Perhaps Troy wanted to see for himself the life Alexa truly lived? Either way, she was thankful to be heading home and maybe a little nervous at what she would find.

She had never given driving directions before and the way to the colony had still been quite foggy to her so they got turned around several times before finally making it. She jumped out of the car and Troy followed behind her, taking the whole scene in. It reminded him of Bruce Wayne's home in
The Dark Knight Rises
, particularly in the way the gate separated them from the real world. Vines had crawled up the metal gates and Olivia's hands slipped on the wet lock several times before she ripped it apart. She called back to him, her words muffled by the rain, “Come on.”

There had to have been about a dozen homes, Troy noticed, but none as big as the one Olivia was headed to. She ran up the stairs and saw that the door was ajar but she couldn't sense anything from within the house. The colony was definitely abandoned. She stepped inside and when Troy walked in, he shut the door behind him. She glanced back at him and he mouthed an apology but Olivia had already turned away and was walking up the spiral stairs.

“This is Alexa's room,” she announced and pushed the door open. Troy's eyes stopped and stared at everything he saw before walking into her room. He couldn't believe she had come from a place so perfect, at least in looks.