Rewriting the Rules (18 page)

“You’re frowning like something’s bothering you,” he points out.

“Will,” I finally let out. I feel Troy’s hand rubbing my arm. Leaning into his chest, I look up at him and see the same worry.

I bite my bottom lip to keep the groan inside and look out at the pool instead.

“Charlotte,” his gentle voice pulls me back. “I promise; we’ll figure it out. It’ll work and we’ll tell him together.”

“I don’t want to right now. There’s no rush.”

“Are you sure?”

“Positive. No more talking about Will. I want you to hold me.”

He kisses my cheek and holds me tighter. “Always.”

Chapter 23

Troy

I sit on the couch and bring her to my arms, holding her against my chest. She relaxes and I realize she’s not planning on going back to Will’s tonight. Being here with Charlotte, taking care of her, and holding her heightens my feelings and senses. It’s sparking what I’ve been burying since she came to town. As the minutes pass with her in my arms, I realize that this is what I want. I’m putting my heart on the line again and making up my mind. Charlotte is mine. There’s no more questioning or doubt. The misunderstanding we had will be solved, but for now, she’s here and I’m not letting her go. I just want her. All of her. The smiles, the tears, the sassiness . . . everything.

“It shouldn’t be so hard. Falling in love and being with someone you love should be easy as breathing the air around you.”

“Sometimes breathing is hard. When you try to fall in love and find someone worth it, but fail, then where’s the air?”

“It’s all around us,” she says staring at me. Her eyes go to my lips and my dick wakes up, screaming
hello
to the girl I’ve loved since I was a teenager. “Love is like the air. We know it’s there, and we know we need it. Some of us need to go through hell to realize what’s been in front of us for so long.”

Without any thought I crash my lips to hers. She doesn’t pull away and moans into my mouth. Bringing her to my lap, she willingly straddles me, and grinds into my hard on. Fuck, she feels good. I don’t have the right to have her close to me. The connection between us is strong and she’s driving my body crazy. She’s pushing me too far with her tongue in my mouth and her sweet pussy grinding on me, screaming for me to slide inside her.

But I can’t just yet.

Fuck.

Moving my mouth from hers, I rest my forehead on her shoulder trying to catch my damn breath and calm down.

“What?” she asks breathlessly.

Looking at her, seeing the desire in her eyes, and then thinking about how Will would react. I wouldn’t treat her like a secret mistress. If we did this, it’ll be her. Just her. I caress her face and softly kiss her lips again.

“You’re not like anyone else I’ve ever met. If we do this, I want you to know you’re the only one. I don’t cheat or fuck around, Charlotte. I’ve never been unfaithful and I’m clean. Having you here, straddling me, knowing how much you want me is pushing me over the edge. All I want to do is strip you down and cherish your sexy naked body.” She shudders at my voice. Picking her up, she wraps her legs around my waist and I carry her to my room.

I stride in through the door, kick it closed and then set her down on my bed. Taking her hands and pulling her up, I grab the hem of her dress and swiftly take it off, staring at her in a lacy black bra and panties.

“You’re so beautiful,” I mutter. Sliding my hands from her shoulders down her arms, she keeps her eyes on me as I reach behind her back and unhook her bra. Standing her up, she slips out of her panties and kicks them to the side. I get down on my knees and press my lips against her stomach, breathing in her scent, and feeling her body tremble. “I can’t wait to taste you again. You smell so good.”

“Ah, Troy.”

Her moans fill the room, encouraging me to continue, and take what’s been on my mind since I realized how much I wanted her. Bringing her leg up on my shoulder, making her stand on one leg, my mouth finds her wet pussy and my tongue goes crazy. She screams and grips my shoulders to hold herself up.

“I can’t get enough of you.” Her taste and smell is addicting. It’s my drug. It’s what I’m aching for.

“Please, Troy. Please.”

I stop licking her sweet pussy and look up at her. “What? Tell me what you want.” She doesn’t answer me. Putting her leg down, I tower over her, keeping my eyes on hers, and see her eyes close tight. “Look at me,” I command. She does as I say. “In this bedroom when you’re here with me, I’m the one in control. I’ll never hurt you, but I’ll show you pleasure you’ve never experienced. With me, you come first.” Her eyes widen and a smirk plays on her sexy face. “When I ask you something, you do it. So what do you want?”

“I want you to lay me on your bed, spread my legs open, and eat my pussy until I come and scream your name, sir.”

Hearing the naughty words is better than I thought. It’s a perfect mix of submission and sexy. My adrenaline takes over and the controlling side of me comes out in full force. “Good girl.” Laying her down on my bed, she willingly spreads for me and I lick her slit and feel her hands on my head, keeping me down there. She loudly moans and tells me she’s about to come. Stroking my dick while eating her pussy, I feel her body lift from the bed and drink her delicious juice. I’m never going to get enough of her. She’s going to be my craving and I’m going to need her every day.

Grabbing her wrists, I hover over her, keeping her hands above her head. I suck on her nipples and hear her moan. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think she’d be here with me now. She belongs to me and after tonight we’ll have to face the reality of being together. But for now, it’s us and only us.

“Let me touch you, please,” she begs me with a heady tone in her voice. “I want to touch you and show you how bad I want you.”

My fingers trail down her stomach to her awaiting pussy. I slide two fingers in while sucking on her nipple, feeling the power of what I’m doing to her surge through my body. “I can tell how much you want me, sweetheart,” I mutter, and continue my exploration of her body. “I’m going to take my time with you. This is what I’ve been fantasizing about for years. And now you’re finally here.”

“This is where I want to be,” she pants.

She has no idea the power she has over me. The control I have for her in this bedroom is no match to the hold she has. I’d give her anything and everything. My aching cock is screaming at me. Selfish bastard.

Grabbing a condom from my nightstand, I roll it on and see the look in her eyes. She licks her lips and I immediately go crazy with the need to be inside her. Sliding in, feeling her heat, I nearly blow my load. She’s too tight and I’m afraid I’m hurting her.

“Shit, sweetheart. You’re so tight. I can’t move,” I tell her. “Am I hurting you? If I’m too rough, you need to let me know.”

She breathes in deeply and I watch as she closes her eyes and opens them again. “I’m okay. This is perfect.”

Being with other women before Charlotte, I never had the urge to make sure they were fully satisfied. My needs always mattered and I didn’t care too much about the other women. With Charlotte it’s different. I care. I want her to feel satisfied and I want to please her, make her feel what I feel. With those nameless women it was simply a fuck and I didn’t care if they came or not. It doesn’t mean I didn’t try, but my main focus wasn’t on them. Charlotte has complete power and control over me. She holds the ability to make me lose it and I never lose control. Never.

“Charlotte, sweetheart, if I fuck you too fast I’ll hurt you.”

She looks at me with trust in her eyes. “Troy, you won’t hurt me. You’re not the only one who’s been waiting for this night. I need you, and no stopping or pausing. Give me everything you have.”

I want to fuck her hard and fast, and give her the pleasure she’s looking for. Slowly rocking back and forth, I watch her expression and the O forming on her lips. Gripping the sheets, her moans get louder, telling me to go faster.

“You’re so wet, sweet girl. I don’t know how long I can last.”

“I don’t care,” she moans. “Fuck me hard. Troy, I need you so bad. My pussy needs you. She’s screaming for more, so give me more!’”

“I need to go slow. I want this to last.” I love hearing her moans and whimpers. Knowing how much she’s enjoying this sends my heart beating hard in my chest. I’m confident in bed and I know I can make a woman come more than once. But, with Charlotte, it’s different. Everything with her is different. I want this to be perfect. Pumping in and out, I let out a grunt and grip her waist needing more from her.

“We can go again and for as many times as you want. I need this, Troy. Need to feel all of you.”

I can’t argue with her. Sinking deeper into her is something I’ve never felt before. Controlling my moves, I slide in deep and slow, pulling out and teasing her with pleasure. She meets my every thrust and wraps her legs around me.

“You have the most addicting pussy.” She needs to know how I feel and how much I want her. “Fuck, baby. I’ll never get enough.”

“Good, because I want you like this all the time.”

My body sinks into her and I begin to tremble from the best pleasure I’ve ever known. Switching positions, she’s on all fours, begging me to take her from behind. Kissing the low part of her back, my fingers find her clit. She pants and moans, hanging her head low to the bed.

“I need to make this good for you, sweetheart.”

“Everything you’re doing to me is incredible.”

“Good.” I kiss each ass cheek and grip her waist again. Not wanting to tease her like before, I slide inside her and hold her tight. Fucking her like this feels too damn good. “I’m not going to last much longer.”

“Oh shit,” she cries out. “Troy! I’m coming! Fuck.”

Thrusting harder and faster, her pussy muscles clench around my dick, sending me into an orgasmic wave when I hear her telling me she’s coming. Slowly sliding out of her, I get up to throw out the condom and climb back into bed. Her cheeks are flushed and she has that sexy
just fucked
face.

“Wow,” she says. “I knew it was going to be amazing with you. I didn’t think it would be
that
great.”

“Ouch,” I turn and look at her. “Way to make me feel small and that’s hard to do.”

“Nothing about you is small, Troy,” she laughs and lightly hits my chest.

I kiss her forehead and keep my lips there a few moments longer. “You’re the sexiest woman ever. Do you know that?”

She blushes and it kills me. For her to be so confident with herself and knowing how high her self-esteem is, I’m surprised she’s blushing and not saying anything.

“Hearing it from you is different,” she finally says. “I’m pretty confident and know I’m attractive with a nice body, but when you say it, I’m not sure. It means more.”

“I get it, sweetheart.” Kissing her lips again, she snuggles against my chest. “Sleep well.”

Chapter 24

Troy

This is what heaven feels like. Waking up with the girl who has my heart and feeling her hold me throughout the night. Only working on about two hours of sleep, I’m wide awake. My mind replays what happened last night, and I couldn’t tear my eyes from her while she slept. I couldn’t close my eyes because then I wouldn’t be able to see her. She mumbled in her sleep; calling out for me, and smiling.

I smiled back when I heard her.

I want to hold onto her and never let go. She’s what I’ve been waiting for. Without her here, I’m not sure how I’ll be okay. I’m not letting her go. Fuck that. She’s mine and mine forever.

Forever.

How it should be.

Forever with Charlotte.

I repeat the words in my mind and it doesn’t send me running. Now Will has me covering my balls and praying he won’t murder me. I’ll deal with that later, though.

“I don’t know what I did to get you back. You need to know how special you are and that this isn’t a one-time thing. The memories of last night, I’ll never be able to erase. You have the power to make me a better man, or to destroy me. Don’t leave,” I whisper into her hair and feel her arms hold me tighter. Even though she doesn’t say it, I think she wants to hold onto me and stay in my life.

I pick up my cell phone and see the time. Six a.m. Looking back at her, seeing her bare shoulders and knowing she’s naked under my sheets, turns on my adrenaline and the need for her. Slowly taking off the sheet, I spread her legs and kiss her inner thighs, breathing in her arousal.

“You smell so good,” I mutter and lick her clit. She trembles and groans as my greedy mouth assaults her pussy, and I know she loves it. Her back arches up from the bed I love how responsive she is to me. Nothing’s felt like this. No other woman has made me feel this way and I never want to find out. These experiences with Charlotte are unbelievable. I know I don’t need to be with anyone else.

“Troy,” she moans. “I need you. I need your cock inside me.” Getting up, I grab the condom from my nightstand and feel her hand on me. “I want all of you.”

“What?”

“I’m on the pill, and I promise you I’m clean.” She smirks and I roll my eyes. “And you’re all cleared from the doctor, so we’re good.” It’s been a running joke since my incident with Andrea and the pain I had to endure. Fucking cheating bitch.

“Are you sure?” She nods and I toss the condom aside. Anything she asks, anything she wants, I’ll give it to her. Kissing her boobs and making my way to her lips, I easily slide into her, and holy fucking shit. She’s so wet and I feel everything. “I’m never using a condom again,” I groan and thrust harder into her. She pushes up to meet my hips and then I find myself on my back; she’s on top of me, riding me, playing with her clit and moaning for more. Holy hell.

“Taking control huh?”

“I want to ride you,” she smirks and rides my cock hard and fast. We both find our release in seconds. “Why, good morning,” she kisses my lips and walks to the bathroom swaying that delicious ass. I hear the shower running and take it as my cue to meet her.