Romance: My Bear Boss: BBW Paranormal Shapeshifter Romance (BBW Shifter Romance, Paranormal Shifter Romance) (8 page)

Chapter 11

This man was baffling. Never had Ingrid met someone that confused her so profoundly and it frustrated her more than it should. Not long after breakfast, Nadya escorted her back to her room—thankfully without the cuffs—and when she arrived, she was ushered to the closer where she was expected to change out of the sundress and change into something more comfortable.

She ended up in a loose dress and a thin sweater that fell to her hips. She was allowed a couple of slippers but aside from a wardrobe change, nothing much happened and Ingrid was suddenly left alone once more.

Now that she wasn’t glued to the bed, Ingrid began to pace a trail into the rug. Her fingers picked at the cuts, scratching at them until beads of blood got under her fingernails and left her skin feeling stung. Ingrid reached up and tugged her wavy hair over her shoulder and began to plait the locks into a braid, then two, then a few braids before her fingers worried through the strands.

None of this made sense. None of it.

Cold blooded killers didn’t behave like this man did—but then again what was actually a killer? Killers and murderers, they often come from places where people would never expect them to be.

Loving husbands, fathers, and neighbors with good intentions… in Ingrid’s experience there was no length to how far someone could go to hide a secret.

Clearly, she had seen that side of Leo and when she remembered the knife in her hand, Ingrid stopped short in her pacing.

She had been prepared then. She had let power coil in her muscles for a single moment where she would lunge and plunge that knife into that man…

Different. I’m a prisoner. A hostage. This would be self-defense.

But in all honesty, she had been prepared. She had even felt that surge in her blood, the
desire
to kill him, to actually watch him cave beneath her for causing her so much pain. It felt hideously right to think of that then.

Was she… no different?

No… no. She was a good person. Because even while she had thought that, she didn’t make a move.

She didn’t kill anyone, he did. In the end, they could all have the same thoughts and desires but action defined everything.

“I have got to get out of here…” Ingrid muttered to herself as she stared out the window, and when she approached, she felt her frustration only mount when she saw nothing but a steep drop into a lot of trees and the unknown forest.

To her relief, Ingrid didn’t see Leo for the rest of the day. She just hoped this would remain until she could clear her head enough to hatch a good enough escape plan. She just had to hold on.

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The next day, Ingrid was woken by Nadya. There was a little bit more daylight filtering through the window and while Ingrid could only note the situation with some curiosity it fell flat when she saw familiar handcuffs on the woman’s hands.

“No way,” Ingrid shook her head, frowning at the maid. “I’m not putting those back on. I don’t care if you can’t hear me.”

Nadya blinked at her and in this lighting her gray eyes appeared a soft blue. Nadya took a step forward and when Ingrid made to bolt, the woman’s narrow eyebrows dipped into a look of warning. It was the most expression Ingrid got from the girl, but it was enough to remind her of their little grappling match from yesterday.

With a loud groan, Ingrid relented and stood, hating feeling the cuffs around her wrists again before she was following the maid out the door. They walked past the bathroom and straight toward the dining room, this time at an easier pace and for that Ingrid was somewhat grateful for.

Their footsteps echoed back to them, emphasizing the ever present silence between the two women and Ingrid vaguely wondered about Linda. She had been gone a total of maybe a week… a week of nothing but white noise between the two friends. Would Linda know she was in trouble?

Finally, the two women reached the dining room and the table was arranged yet again in a lovely spread of breakfast foods. This time it was different. Croissants and
éclairs
stood amongst foods Ingrid had never seen before but guessed where they came from.

This time, Leo was already sitting at the table, quietly discussion something with the butler on his right. At the sound of their footsteps, the men ceased their speech and Leo rose to see them enter.

“Good morning,” He spoke nothing at all how he had spoken to her yesterday. Instead Leo watched her with something akin to sheepishness but Ingrid dared not make any assumptions and remained on her guard. “Did you rest well?”

“Better,” She admitted. “Since I didn’t have these.” She motioned to the cuffs before taking her seat and waiting for Nadya to take her place behind her shoulder.

“Then you considered the deal, I hope.” Leo said and took his seat not long after Ingrid settled in hers. Still, Ingrid made no move for the food ahead, settling on grabbing her hair and plaiting it to calm her uncertain nerves. After a long moment of just sitting, Ingrid finally nodded.

“Yes,” she said. “I’ve thought about it.”

“And?”

She took a breath, hoped that she would be strong enough. “I’ve decided to live here. As your guest.”

She had expected a smile, maybe a response that was more than what she got. Instead, Leo stared at her before his eyes narrowed. “Why?”

Ingrid made an exasperated motion with her hands, wanting nothing more than to shake his attention off of her. “Because there’s no point?” a pause. “Fine… it’s… it’s because there’s no where I could go. Last night, I was able to look out the window… and I saw nothing but a steep drop. Back home… it’s not any different. People don’t… they don’t treat me any better than I hoped they would. In fact, a large group of them would be rather happy if I wasn’t there. I have an apartment where I live on my own, I don’t own a dog, or a cat. I can’t own even a stupid goldfish because it would probably die. I dedicate myself to my work, I hoped to make a change—help people. Instead it’s only brought me the backlash of the townspeople and scary nights where I can’t even sleep without worrying someone’s going to do something about it. But…” Ingrid took a big breath and hoped for the best.

“Last night, when I slept without the cuffs…” She allowed herself to slide a little glance at Leo. “It was the first time I was able to sleep without being scared I was going to get mobbed or something. Considering.”

Silence spread between them as she felt Leo scrutinize her, watch her silently and make no move even though the food was probably getting cold between them. “So, you… you feel safer… here?”

Ingrid shrugged, “In a nutshell, yeah… don’t get me wrong,” she said quickly. “I still don’t trust you, not even close. But you said Nadya could protect me, and you said you didn’t want to harm me. The only option I can actually take to seize what freedom I can have is if I… actually allow you to show me that I can trust you.”

“Yesterday you insisted that you wanted nothing wrong with me because I killed a man,” Leo said, gesturing with a hand. “Why did that change now?”

“Because,” Ingrid proceeded and she met his gaze evenly. “There are always two sides of a story. I dedicated my life to help people sort their sides of the story, their sides of their situation before they were placed behind a jury who was ready to judge them and decide their fate. I fought for ten years so that people had that right. I would be a hypocrite if I didn’t give you the same option.”

It was almost an eternity before anything happened and for that eternity, Ingrid squeezed her fingers tight on her lap and hoped that this man wouldn’t see through her and that he would believe her. Finally, he gave her a half smile and his gaze dropped toward the direction of her wrists.

“Well then, it seems we have an accord.”

Ingrid let out a sigh and felt a smile push her own lips upwards, and when he reached for his glass of water she did the same. So far so good…

The sound of their clinking glass was like thunder and when he looked at her, Ingrid felt a different shudder work from the base of her spine to everywhere else. She looked away and took a sip of the beverage, hoping nothing came from this strange feeling of foreboding.

Chapter 12

The days passed unusually quickly. Since her upgrade from prisoner to “permanent house guest”, Ingrid was permitted to leave her room so long as she had Nadya at her side.

When she saw her own clothes, cleaned and dried, on her bed the following day, Ingrid insisted that she wear them despite Nadya’s singular frowns.

She needed to have something that belonged to her and while silk felt nice on her skin, it didn’t feel like home. Ingrid felt some relief when she found she could, in fact, communicate with Nadya.

The maid was apparently fantastic at reading lips and when Ingrid asked her to help her find a study where there might be books she could entertain herself with, the blonde woman led her toward a particularly huge library.

Ingrid was not much of a book lover but when her eyes beheld the side of so many books, she nearly gawked in surprise. Instead an ironic laugh burst through her lips. Of course.

Before long, Ingrid found herself collecting a few volumes in her arms, forcing happy smiles over her lips while Nadya kept a steady watch over her.

Ingrid had no doubt that they were somewhat expecting her to try to escape soon, but she had to at least play the part right enough to at least make them uncertain. She wanted to escape there was no doubt about it.

The sooner she escaped the better, if that meant playing nice, then fine. It would just take time… and she had all the time in the world.

Chapter 13

Breakfasts lead to conversations that made Ingrid every so wary of Leo. They spoke of small things, like what kinds of flowers he grew in his gardens, or where he liked to travel.

It didn’t escape her that he never really mentioned what he did or where his family was since Ingrid had managed to become well acquainted with the estate and didn’t see a single soul aside from Nadya, Leo’s Butler (whose name was Gerard), another maid with pale flaxen hair named Lucy (Ingrid had only seen her once), and Leo himself. She had been tempted to ask, feeling more and more curious the longer she stayed, but she steeled herself against it.

She didn’t want to overdo it and do something stupid, like admit that she enjoyed the gardens outside the dining room more than the library, or how she found herself kind of used to Nadya’s constant watch.

No. She needed to remain objective. She needed to build enough trust that she would probably be given the opportunity to escape without having to actually search it out herself.

Ingrid wandered throughout the estate, testing her boundaries until Nadya would place herself in front of her an act as a sort of border, staring the woman down until she got the message to stop following a specific route.

There was no doubt in her mind that there were secrets in this place, and she didn’t want to stick around to become one of them.

A week, then two… three weeks, a month…

Breakfasts had become lunches…

“You’re quite opinionated.” Leo observed after Ingrid finished a particular tirade.

She had gotten energetic, passionate, fired up… all because he had asked about that case and she had been unable to keep her mouth shut.

“People believe what they want,” She had sighed.

“It doesn’t matter how much evidence you put in front of them. You could tell them the sky is blue and show them all the proof but if they see green that’s all the sky will ever be.”

“Maybe…” Leo shrugged and when she turned to face him, he was standing a foot away and his proximity made her want to take a step back, until he faced her with a small smile.

“It doesn’t mean you should give up.”

“I don’t.” She insisted with a scowl. He chuckled before he turned and walked off without another word.

Lunches became dinners…

“I’m not trying to poke my nose in your life!” Ingrid shouted, completed incensed.

Leo spun a pen through his fingers, watching her as she slid a knife roughly over a piece of roast beef.

“So sue me if I’m a little curious!”

“Curiosity killed the cat, Ingrid.”

“Satisfaction brought it back, Leo.” Ingrid retorted, rolling her eyes even when he blinked at her, surprised.

“I’m still not telling you anything.”

She threw her hands up and stood up from the table.

“Goodnight then, mister mysterious!”

And the more Ingrid spoke with Leo… the harder it became to keep herself objective.

Despite their conversations, Leo never revealed anything about his life and she became more and more infuriated with his practiced smile and strategic chuckles. He would casually brush off her questions and return them with different topics that made her head spin.

Each conversation only made her angrier, made her want to punch him, but at the same time, it made her want to press onwards and get more words out of him. Some nights though, Leo was nowhere to be found.

He just disappeared, sometimes for days, only to return one following morning acting as if nothing was strange and he would dodge every single question she had about his whereabouts. It was driving Ingrid insane.

Finally, one night of restless turning on the large bed she refused to call hers, Ingrid shot up from the mattress and walked toward the door.

It was unlocked—a fact she had argued against Leo for
hours
one evening when she insisted that she nearly pissed all over herself when Nadya arrived to open the door for her—and Ingrid peeked around the corner. Nothing.

Quietly, she walked out the door and closed it behind her. Her feet padded softly against the cold marble and she shivered. She traveled down the hallways, now familiar with their twists and turns and where they would lead.

A part of her hoped that Nadya was sleeping, or somewhere else, because she honestly had no idea what she would say if they found her wondering this far from her room. Frankly, she didn’t even want to think about it, so she brushed it off.

She wanted to figure things out, get more information, and make sure she could establish a point in her escape plan that was concrete.

Ingrid drifted deep into the estate, remembering a specific part of the estate that Nadya had refused to let her enter. A spook entered her system when she found herself looking into the direction that the blonde maid had sternly blocked off.

Ingrid set her jaw, knowing that if she didn’t do anything soon, she was as good as stuck. She moved determinedly, following this unknown part of the estate until she realized the floor was beginning to decline.

She walked, drifting deeper into the dark and keeping her breathing slow and steady. Small sconces lit dimly against the edges of the walls, providing some light to the darker corridors. She found a turn and followed it, her heart ramming in her chest.

The air became colder down here, making the stone beneath her feet nearly icy and send almost painful shivers up her legs. She was almost tempted to head back until she heard something loud up ahead.

It sounded like a crash.

Before Ingrid could even think, she was jogging in the direction of the noise, ignoring the alarm bells in her head urging her to head back to safety. She made another turn and saw light burn through a door that was slightly ajar.

Another crash and the sound met her ears without restraint and Ingrid pushed forward.

“…relax…speak…alone…” she heard and another crash burned through the air.

Pressing herself against the wall, Ingrid approached the door until she as within earshot.

“How many more were taken?” Gerard’s voice questioned.

“Like hell would I know,” she heard and nearly gasped. Leo?

“That piece of shit wolfing barely said anything when I took his life.”

There was a moment of silence before she heard a sigh.

“No, I didn’t see her, Nadya. There was no way I could.”

Another stretch of silence.

“Because… I could smell it. It was unmistakable. Misala is dead.”

“And you are certain?” Gerard spoke again, sounding grave.

“Yes…” Leo spoke again and there was something painful in his voice, like he was struggling to speak.

“I was able to hunt the last of that scum’s pack. Clearly he wasn’t alone in this…”

Silence.

“No… we should be safe for now. I made sure that there wouldn’t be any more wolves near here. Still, Gerard, I want you to ensure our perimeter is secure. I don’t like the sound of this ‘reckoning’ one bit. Nadya… You’ll need to reach my father.”

“Master Leo, we probably should gather more people before—”

“I already said no, Gerard.”

Silence.

Ingrid scowled as she inched closer, trying to peek through the crack in the door.

“Your sister’s life has been avenged, Master Leo, and nearly at the price of your own. Is that not enough?”

“I would rather
die
than to allow this to go on any further, Gerard. I’m putting an end to this, with or without my father’s permission.”

What?

Another moment of silence.

“I still want you to travel, Nadya. You’re the only one fast enough to reach his territory before anything happens. The least I can do is warn him of what’s coming.”

“What about the girl?”

“Ingrid?” Leo spoke and Ingrid froze against the wall.

“Should we dispose of her?” Something cold fell through her stomach.

“No… I gave her my word.” Another silence passed, until there was a chorus of sighs and irritated grunts.

“I don’t care if you think so, Nadya. She’s innocent. I’ve spilled enough blood, do you get that? The last thing I want is to hurt her.”

“Even so, Master Leo,” Gerard sighed.

“She is a burden. Her curiosity will get the better of her eventually. It’s what humans do. You cannot ignore that part of her.”

“I already told you she’s… she’s different. Can’t you smell it? Like there’s… I don’t know, something in her that doesn’t quite convince me.”

Ingrid frowned, feeling her head feel tight under all this strange information.

What was going on? Ingrid dared to peek in a bit more, seeing only Nadya’s and Gerard’s figures standing in her line of sight, facing toward Leo.

She couldn’t see him, but she could see Nadya’s rapid signing, saw the look on her face as one of extreme distaste even as she moved her hands swiftly.

Gerard watched her before nodding, whatever she said was lost on Ingrid but made Leo let out a sputter of disbelief.

“…Nadya’s concerns are also mine, Master Leo. We are concerned you may be getting too…involved with her.”

“That’s ridiculous!” Nadya began to sign again, her expression flat.

“Simple,” Leo replied. “She saw too much. That’s why she’s here.”

“Yes, but you fail to understand that her presence here could mean her discovering what you are. What we all are. Do understand what would happen to her if she did find out about you?”

“She won’t.”

Nadya signed again and Ingrid vaguely wondered if she had said something like,
you can’t possibly know that.

“The girl is dangerous here, Leo.” Gerard said finally.

“Let her return to her home. Lucy can keep an eye on her, make sure she remains true to her word to stay silent of our whereabouts, but she’s overstayed her welcome.”

Finally, Leo appeared but the sight made Ingrid gasp aloud. His body was not the body of a man, yet it was.

His body was covered in fur, and where his hands should be were large clawed fingers, like paws. He looked like a beast…

The sound had been more than enough to announce her appearance and instantly two sets of eyes jumped toward her, followed by Nadya’s whose gaze met her instantly.

The woman’s blue eyes narrowed into slits and when Ingrid glanced away it was to see animalistic eyes staring at her where Leo’s should’ve been.

What is this?

Frightened and discovered, Ingrid ducked away before breaking into a sprint. She ran as hard as she could, no longer caring about finding anything else but disappearing into the night.

She heard another crash behind her and Ingrid let out a shout, nearly stumbling as she ran.

“Ingrid!” She heard Leo call, but she dared not look over her shoulder. She needed to get out of here. Now.

She barely managed to reach the main floor when she was suddenly tackled to the ground. Ingrid let out a scream, but felt something slap over her mouth.

Through the darkness, she saw Nadya’s grey eyes piercing into her own fiercely. Ingrid tried to kick the woman off of her but found herself being thrown over to her knees and grabbed around her arms.

Something sharp pressed against her throat and made Ingrid freeze from struggling, breathing hard and frightened.

Carefully, she felt Nadya pull her to her feet before both Gerard and Leo appeared.

Leo’s body was back to normal, save the fact he was shirtless and draped in a long blanket. He was staring at her, shocked.

“Nadya,” Gerard spoke before signing something Ingrid didn’t catch.

Suddenly they were moving and Ingrid recognized the direction. They were heading towards one of Leo’s studies.

She had been forbidden to enter it but now they ushered her in before shutting the door behind her.

After given a nod by Gerard, Nadya released Ingrid and the woman nearly toppled to her knees.

“What the hell is going on?” Ingrid exclaimed.

“Ingrid,” Leo began.

“What
are
you?!” She was shaking but she pushed herself to her feet anyway, scrambling to get as much distance as possible.

Gerard busied himself with turning on the fire in the fireplace, casting the room into a warm, orange glow that did nothing to aid Ingrid’s nerves.

“Just let me explain,” Leo said, and he rose his hands in a peaceful gesture even though his face looked so defeated.

“Well then do so!”

He glanced at Gerard who gave him a meaningful glance.

Finally, the butler turned and began to head towards the door, touching Nadya’s shoulder. The woman sent Ingrid a sturdy glower before she turned and disappeared after Gerard, the door sliding shut after them.

For a moment, Ingrid could do nothing but glance back and forth from the door to Leo, debating whether or not to try to make another break for it.