Rounding the Mark (10 page)

“Go on! Errera died almost a year ago and was buried in the cemetery here. His wife wanted it that way.”

Montalbano felt upset by the embarrassment.

“But his case was never closed, dammit!”

“We issued a notice of his decease. It’s not my fault if the people in the records office don’t do their job.”

They both hung up at the same time, without saying goodbye. For a second he was tempted to call Catarella and make him pay for his humiliation by Vattiato. Then he thought better of it. How was it poor Catarella’s fault? If anything, it was his own fault, for wanting to proceed and not letting Mimì persuade him to drop the whole thing. Immediately another thought made him wince. Would he have been able, a few years ago, to tell who was right and who was wrong? Would he have so blithely admitted the mistake? And wasn’t this, too, a sign of maturity, or rather—to mince no words—of old age?

 
 
“Chief? That would be Dr. Latte with an S onna phone. Whaddo I do, put ’im on?”

“Of course.”

“Inspector Montalbano? How are you? The family doing all right?”

“I can’t complain. What can I do for you?”

“The commissioner’s just back from Rome and he’s called a plenary session of the department for three o’clock tomorrow afternoon. Will you be there?”

“Naturally.”

“I communicated your request for a private meeting to the commissioner. He’ll see you tomorrow afternoon, right after the department meeting.”

“Thank you, Dr. Lattes.”

So that was that. Tomorrow he would tender his resignation. With a fond goodbye to, among others, the swimming dead guy, as Catarella called him.

 
 
That evening, phoning from home, he told Livia about the nurse’s testimony. By way of conclusion, just when the inspector thought he had reassured her completely, Livia let out a sigh full of doubt.

“I don’t know,” she said.

“Jesus Christ!” snapped Montalbano. “You really won’t let go of it! You don’t want to accept the obvious!”

“And you’re too ready to accept it.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“It means that in the past, you would have checked out the veracity of that testimony.”

“In the past!” Montalbano fumed. What was he, old as the hills? Some kind of Methuselah? “I haven’t done any checks because, as I already said, the whole business is of no importance. And anyway . . .”

He broke off, the gears in his brain screeching to the sudden halt.

“And anyway?” Livia insisted.

What to do? Stall? Say the first idiocy that came into his head? Right! Livia would have caught on immediately. Better to tell the truth.

“Anyway, tomorrow I’m seeing the commissioner.”

“Oh.”

“I’m tendering my resignation.”

“Oh.”

A horrendous pause.

“Goodnight,” said Livia.

She hung up.

7

He woke up at the crack of dawn but remained in bed, eyes open and staring at the ceiling, which brightened ever so slowly with the sky. The faint light filtering through the window was clear and steady, not varying in intensity as when clouds were passing. It promised to be a beautiful day. So much the better. Bad weather wouldn’t have helped matters. He would be firmer, more decisive, when explaining the reasons for his resignation to the commissioner. Resignation. The word brought to mind an episode when he’d first joined the police, before coming to Vigàta . . . Then he remembered the time when . . . And that other time when . . . All at once the inspector understood why all these memories were flooding his brain. They say that when someone is about to die, the most important moments of his life pass before him as in a film. Was the same thing happening to him? Deep down, did he consider resignation a kind of death? He roused himself, hearing the telephone ring. He glanced at the clock. Eight o’clock already, and he hadn’t even noticed. Jesus, what a long film his life was! Worse than
Gone with the Wind
! He got up and answered the phone.

“Morning, Chief, it’s Fazio. I’m about to go out and continue my search . . .” (Montalbano was about to tell him to drop it, but changed his mind) “... and since I found out you’re meeting with the commissioner this afternoon, I prepared some papers for you to sign as well as some other stuff, and put them all on your desk.”

“Thanks, Fazio. Any news?”

“Nothing, Chief.”

Since he had to go the commissioner’s office in the early afternoon and wouldn’t have time to come home to Marinella and change, he had to get dressed up. He slipped the tie in his pocket, however; he would put it on in due course. It really bugged him to wear a slipknot around his neck first thing in the morning.

 
 
The stack of papers on his desk was in a precarious state of balance. If Catarella barged in and slammed the door, they would witness a replay of the Tower of Babel’s collapse. He signed for over an hour without once looking up, then felt the need for a little rest. He decided to go outside and smoke a cigarette. Out on the sidewalk, he stuck his hand in his pocket, searching for cigarettes and matches. Nothing. He’d forgotten them at home. In their place was the tie he’d selected, green with little red dots. He shoved it back in his pocket at once, looking around like a thief who’d just stolen a purse. Christ! How had such an ignoble tie found its way into his wardrobe? And why hadn’t he noticed its colors when he put it in his pocket? He went back inside.

“Cat, see if there’s anyone here who can lend me a tie,” he said as he passed him on the way to his office.

Catarella turned up five minutes later with three ties.

“Whose are they?”

“Torretta’s”

“The same guy who lent his glasses to Riguccio?”

“Yessir.”

He chose the one that least clashed with his grey suit. After another hour and a half of signing, he’d managed to finish the stack. He looked around for the briefcase in which he normally put his papers when he went to meetings. He turned his office upside down looking for it, cursing the saints, but to no avail.

“Catarella!”

“Your orders, Chief!”

“Have you by chance seen my briefcase?”

“No sir, Chief.”

He had almost certainly taken it home and left it there.

“See if anyone in the office—”

“Right away, Chief.”

He returned with two almost new briefcases, one black, the other brown. Montalbano chose the black.

“Where’d you get them?”

“Torretta, Chief.”

Had this Torretta opened some kind of emporium inside the police station? He thought for a minute about going to see him at his desk, then decided that he didn’t give a damn. Mimì Augello came in.

“Gimme a cigarette,” said Montalbano.

“I stopped smoking.”

The inspector looked at him, flabbergasted.

“Did your doctor forbid it?”

“No, it was my own decision.”

“I see. Have you switched to cocaine?”

“What’s this bullshit you’re saying?”

“It’s not bullshit, Mimì. Nowadays they’re passing very severe laws against smoking, practically persecuting smokers and copying the Americans yet again. But at the same time there’s more and more tolerance shown for cocaine addicts. After all, everybody uses the stuff, undersecretaries, politicians, businessmen . . . The fact is that if you smoke a cigarette, the guy next to you can accuse you of poisoning him with secondhand smoke, whereas there’s no such thing as secondhand cocaine. In short, cocaine causes less social damage than smoking. How many lines do you snort a day, Mimì?”

“Got your dander up today, I guess. Letting off steam?”

“A little.”

What the hell was happening? Catarella getting names right, Mimì turning virtuous . . . Inside the microcosm that was the Vigàta Police headquarters, something was changing, and this too was a sign that it was time to go.

“I have to go to a meeting at the commissioner’s this afternoon. I also asked to speak with the commissioner in private afterwards. I’m turning in my resignation. You’re the only one who knows. If the commissioner accepts it, I’ll tell everyone this evening.”

“Do whatever you want,” Mimì said rudely, getting up and heading to the door.

Then he stopped and turned around.

“For your information, I stopped smoking because it could hurt Beba and the baby on the way. As for resigning, you’re probably right to leave. You’ve lost your spark, your muscle tone, your irony, your mental agility, and even your meanness.”

“Fuck you, Mimì, and get me Catarella!” the inspector yelled as Mimì left.

Two seconds were all it took for Catarella to materialize.

“Your orders, Chief.”

“See if Torretta has a soft pack of red Multifilters and a lighter.

Catarella seemed unfazed by the request. He disappeared, then reappeared with the cigarettes and lighter. The inspector gave him the money and went out wondering if the Torretta Emporium had any socks, as he would soon be needing some. Once he hit the street, he felt like having a proper cup of espresso. In the café next to the station, the television, as usual, was on. It was twelve-thirty, time for the TeleVigàta midday news. Anchorwoman Carla Rosso’s talking head appeared, running through the news items in an order of importance based on the audience’s preferences. First she reported on a drama of jealousy run amok, with an eighty-year-old man stabbing his seventy-year-old wife to death. Then came the violent crash of a tractor-trailer and a car with three passengers, all dead; an armed robbery at a branch of the Credito di Montelusa; an old tub with a hundred or so refugees spotted out at sea; and another case of piracy on the roads, where an immigrant boy, whom the authorities were unable to identify, was struck and killed by a hit-and-run driver.

Montalbano drank his coffee alone and undisturbed, paid, said goodbye, went outside, lit a cigarette, smoked it, stamped it out in the doorway of the station, greeted Catarella, went into his office, and sat down, when all of a sudden the café’s television appeared on the wall before him, with Carla Rosso’s talking head silently opening and closing its mouth as her words echoed inside the inspector’s head:

“An immigrant boy, whom the authorities were unable to identify . . .”

All at once he found himself back on his feet, hurriedly retracing his last steps, almost without knowing why. Or rather, he did know why, but didn’t want to admit it: the rational side of his brain was rejecting what his irrational side was telling him to do at that moment—that is, to obey an absurd presentiment.

“Did you forget something?” asked the barman, seeing the inspector rush in.

He didn’t even answer. They’d changed the channel. There was some sitcom on, and you could see the “Free Channel” logo in the corner.

“Turn it back to TeleVigàta, immediately!” the inspector said in a voice so cold and deep that the barman turned pale as he dashed to the set.

He’d arrived in time. The news was considered so unimportant that there weren’t even any images accompanying the report. Carla Rosso said that early that morning, a peasant on his way to work in his field had seen an unidentified car knock down a small, non-European boy. The man had phoned for help, but the boy was dead on arrival at Montechiaro Hospital. After which Carla Rosso, a smile slicing her face in two, wished everyone a good lunch and disappeared.

A kind of fight broke out inside the inspector’s body, pitting his legs, which wanted to leave in a hurry, against his brain, which insisted on a normal, easy gait. Apparently they reached a compromise, and as a result, as he headed back to the station, Montalbano looked like one of those mechanical dolls whose spring is beginning to unwind, making it lurch forward in fits and starts, first fast, then slow, then fast again.

He stopped in the doorway and yelled:

“Mimì! Mimì!”

“Somebody performing
La Bohème
today?” inquired Augello when he appeared.

“Listen closely. I can’t go to that meeting at the commissioner’s. You go. The papers you need to show him are on my desk.”

“What’s wrong with you?”

“Nothing. And give him my apologies. Tell him I’ll talk to him another time about that personal matter.”

“What excuse should I give him?”

“One of those excuses you’re so good at inventing when you don’t come in to work.”

“Want to tell me where you’re going?”

“No.”

Concerned, Augello lingered in the doorway and watched him leave.

Provided that the tires—by now smooth as a baby’s bottom—held the road, that the fuel tank didn’t spring an irreparable leak, that the motor could bear a speed greater than fifty miles per hour, and that there wouldn’t be much traffic, Montalbano figured he could make it to Montechiaro Hospital in an hour and a half.

 
 
At a certain point, as he was racing along full-throttle, in danger of crashing into a tree or another car—since he’d never in his life been a good driver—he felt utterly ridiculous. On what basis in fact was he doing what he was doing? There must be hundreds of little black boys in Sicily. What made him think the little kid run over by the car was the same one he’d taken by the hand on the wharf a few nights before? Of one thing, however, he was certain: to ease his conscience, he absolutely had to see that boy, otherwise the doubt would keep stewing inside him, tormenting him. If it happened not to be the same boy, so much the better.

It would mean that the family reunion, as Riguccio called it, had been a success.

 
 
At Montechiaro Hospital, the staff let Montalbano talk to one Dr. Quarantino, an affable, courteous young man.

“Inspector, when the boy got here he was already dead. I think he must have died upon impact. Which was very, very violent. So violent it broke his back.”

Montalbano felt something like a cold wind envelop him.