Rubbed Raw (7 page)

Towards the end of the night, Giovanni looked down at me. “Dance with Chad again. I’m gonna take a piss.” He motioned for Chad to come to us and put my hand in his, “Don’t have too much fun you two.”

Chad was happy to take over, but had more than a few drinks by then. He kept grabbing my ass. When Giovanni was out of sight, Chad tugged me to the bar.

I looked at the pink colored drink he handed me. “What is it?”

“You’ll like it. Just drink it, baby.” He was slurring somewhat.

It was good, kind of tasted like raspberry lemonade. When I finished it, he got me a second one. He got himself a shot of Jack Daniels. When the glasses were empty, he kissed me on the lips.

“Stop, Chad.” I pushed him back. He tried to do it again. “Cut it out.”

“OK, OK. Sorry.”

Giovanni did not seem to be back yet, so we went back on the dance floor.

Soon after a fourth or fifth song started, Chad asked, “Are you gonna marry him?”

I looked into his eyes. “Why are you doing that to yourself? I know you love me, but you’ll never lose me. I’ll always be here for you, just not for sex anymore.”

He ran a finger from my chin to my cleavage. “Not even touching? That’s not sex.” He put his hand in my bra and fingered my nipple.

I got closer so no one could see what he was doing. “Chad, stop it. First of all, we’re in public. Second, touching is part of it.” It felt so good, but I couldn’t let him keep doing it. When Chad didn’t move his hand, I grit my teeth and commanded him, “Chad, get your hand out of my bra!”

He pulled away. “I just miss you so much. I never spent this much time away from you.”

“I know.” I could sense his heartbreak coming to the surface. That combined with the strong desire oozing out of his pores was making pushing him away even harder.

He held me close so I could feel his erection. “Dancing with you always turns me on. You move so well, baby.” He sighed, then added, slurring a bit, “You know, I gave you all my love each time.”

“I’m sorry.”

He hugged me tighter. “I still think one day you’ll be in love with me, too. I’ll wait. I haven’t fucked another girl since our first time.”

I was shocked, “Really? How do you deal with it?”

“I have those pictures of us on my laptop,” He admitted with a wink. “I get by with that.” He touched my hair. “No girl measures up to you. You’re everything I’ve ever wanted in a woman. I would give anything to marry my best friend in the whole world. I love you so much, my baby girl.”

A tear fell from my eye. Giovanni and I being together was killing him. “I’m so sorry I fell in love with someone else. And I’m sorry you’re hurting so much.” I caressed his cheek. “Who knows what the future holds.”

I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth. It was cruel to give him hope, but for some reason, I couldn’t think straight.

Then Giovanni gently pulled me away. “What’re you guys so serious about?” He put his arms around me. “We’re supposed to be having fun.”

I looked up at Giovanni. “Chad’s drinking and venting.” I was starting to feel a little weird. When I turned around, Chad was gone.

We went back to dancing. Giovanni played with my hair while we moved. After a few minutes, he leaned down and kissed my lips deeply. “Your mouth tastes sweet. What did you drink?”

“I think raspberry lemonade. Chad gave it to me.”

Giovanni whispered, “I love you so much.”

I reached up and put my hand through his ponytail. He made me feel so loved. “I love you too,” I replied as I touched his chest. We danced like that until Chad stumbled back to us.

“He’s trashed. Time to go,” Giovanni said with a sigh.

Chad passed out as soon as Giovanni got him in the passenger seat of his van. I climbed over him, buckled his seatbelt then put on my own. Chad immediately leaned over and put his head on my shoulder. With a smile, I put my hand through his hair, which he had taken out of the ponytail and closed my eyes.

My head had started to feel a little dizzy. It dawned on me that Chad must have given me alcohol. Then I remembered I wasn’t supposed to mix alcohol with the pills I was on. I hoped it didn’t affect me too much.

“What does he do when he’s this fucked up?”

I glanced at Giovanni. “Well, it depends. He’s also pretty emotional, so you might wanna hide his keys.”

“How about we just bring him upstairs so he don’t get in any trouble?”

Giovanni soon dropped Chad on my old bed and pulled me to our room. “All that dancing really turned me on.” He lifted me up and tossed me on the bed. “Get naked.”

I had difficulty getting my top off, but got it after a while. I could hear Giovanni opening and closing drawers and cursing under his breath. By the time I got everything off, Giovanni was standing next to the bed, still dressed.

“We’re outta condoms.” He groaned then adjusted his erection that strained against his jeans. “Wait. Don’t you have some in your purse? Where is it?”

I looked around slowly, feeling a bit dizzy. “I don’t know.” I closed my eyes for a few seconds. “Um, I think I left it in the van.”

“Don’t move.” Giovanni kissed my lips, hard. “I’ll be right back.”

I let my body fall back on the pillows as soon as he was gone. The alcohol was really working through my system. I could feel my body and mind giving out.

A loud groan startled me. I jumped and opened my eyes. I must have fallen asleep because I was very disoriented. Then I heard it again, a pain filled groan. I got up, carefully and made my way towards the sound, holding onto walls and furniture.

I couldn’t tell where it was coming from and most of the lights were off. I turned around several times, becoming confused and dizzy. Then it got much louder, followed by my name, slightly muffled. Finally, I went in the right direction. I bumped into the bed and fell forward; landing sprawled across his naked body.

“Giovanni? You OK?”

Another groan, but nothing more.

“Did I hurt you?” I got to my hands and knees. He didn’t respond, so I moved around the bed, before straddling his hips. “You OK?”

I gasped and lay my head down when he pushed a few fingers into my pussy. Seconds later, I was clawing at his shoulders and crying out. When the trembling stopped, my head was spinning.

Suddenly, I was on my back, and he was on top of me. “Giovanni,” I softly moaned when he thrust his cock into me. My mind was so fuzzy, I had forgotten about the condoms, even though I could feel he wasn’t wearing one.

His strokes got faster and his grunts louder. I heard, “Love you.” It was barely audible.

“Oh, God!” My eyes rolled back while my pussy tightened around him. I clung to him, digging my nails into his skin. “Fuck me harder!” I shouted, wanting to cum even stronger.

He grabbed my shoulders and started pumping harder and harder. “Baby, I love you so much.”

“Ay!” My back arched, and I cried out several more times while I came several times. Then as he bent down to me, I held him close and bit his neck hard, almost overwhelmed with ecstasy.

It took me longer than it should have to realize Chad was fucking me, not Giovanni. Just before I said something to him, he lifted my legs and ground into me. Going in slow circles, he gently caressed my cervix.

“Chad… God, Chad.”

I soon screamed, waves of extreme pleasure washing over me in a never-ending succession. Without thinking, I pulled his face down to me and kissed him as I tensed and quivered.

His moans came closer together and got louder, until he haltingly whispered. “Baby… yes… Crystal…” Then he let out a gasp and a quiet moan just before pulling out.

I clung to him, my mind a whirlwind of thoughts, none making much sense. When I could breathe normally, I started to think a bit clearer. Had I imagined it was Chad?

“Baby, I really missed that,” Chad said. Then he rolled off me and lay on his back.

All of a sudden, reality came back to me. I had cheated on Giovanni, and the guilt was awful. I lay there for a few seconds, mixed up and unsure of everything. I didn’t know what to do.

When I realized I had to hide what happened, I felt a surge of adrenaline. I quickly grabbed a shirt from the hamper, to clean up Chad’s mess. Then I covered him and walked to the living room. I had to grab onto the back of the couch. The room had started spinning, and I was a wreck.

Then Giovanni surprised me by opening the front door. “Sorry it took me so long.” Giovanni put my purse down, picked up my hand and leaned down to kiss me. I turned my head. “You OK?” He asked. Then he pulled me to him, and my legs gave out. He quickly caught me. “Are you drunk?”

I looked up at him. “I don’t think so.”

“What did
he
give you?”

“I don’t know.”

He picked me up. “You’re not supposed to drink with your medicine. It screws up everything. How many did you have? Looks like you’re trashed.”

“Two, just two,” I admitted with my head on his shoulder.

He walked to our room and put me on the bed. “You can’t take your sleeping pill either with alcohol, my love.”

I started to feel more intoxicated. My body stopped responding to my commands. When Giovanni was naked also, he lay down on the bed and held me close. My guilt ate at me as his skin touched mine.

He whispered, “I love you.”

I felt tears start as the shame from what happened built up inside. “I love you, too,” I softly responded.

That night, I dreamt of Chad and I in bed again. Then Giovanni walked in and saw us. I woke up with a jolt, but was happy it was only a dream.

Then I went back to sleep and dreamt of the crazy fan finding me alone. I screamed and yelled as he tore my clothes again, but then Chad didn’t save me. I screamed even louder.

“Wake up, my love. It’s only a dream,” Giovanni called to me, but he sounded far away.

I screamed louder as he raped me. Suddenly, I bolted up, still screaming in terror and crying uncontrollably.

“Crystal, it’s OK. I’m here, my love.”

I continued to scream as the dream continuously played in my head. Giovanni rubbed my back and tried to console me, but I couldn’t let the dream go. The bedroom door burst open, and I screamed again thinking it was my attacker. I looked up to see Chad in the doorway.

“Why didn’t you save me?”

He quickly got up on the bed and hugged me. “I did save you, my baby girl. It wasn’t real, just a dream. I did save you from him.”

I felt his tears running down my bare back. The skin of his chest touched mine as he held me tightly. “Chad, you weren’t there. He raped me over and over and over.”

“That’s not what really happened,” Chad assured me. “Please believe me. I stopped him. I did. Remember, I pulled him off you. I punched him, and he fell on the floor with his pants open.”

I cried harder when the real memories flooded my mind. “Please don’t let him find me again. Don’t let me go, Chad! He’ll get me.” I felt Giovanni’s hand still on my back as Chad held me tight, almost crushing my breasts against him.

Giovanni caressed my hair softly. “Chad, this is how it was after that night. Every night she screamed and cried. That’s why I had to get her on sleeping pills. You gave her alcohol. She can’t drink with the pills. I couldn’t give them to her.”

“I’m sorry, my baby girl. I’m so sorry,” Chad whispered into my ear as I finally felt the dream and the memories fading away. “I didn’t know.”

The sheet that had been over part of my body fell away as Chad moved and more of his skin touched mine. The alcohol still had me mixed up. I wanted his cock again. I put my hand in his hair and kissed him, gliding my tongue over his.

Giovanni pulled me back and laid me down. “Chad, the alcohol and her medicine made her really intoxicated. She has no idea what she’s doing. I’m sorry she woke you. She just wouldn’t stop screaming no matter what I did.”

I saw Chad looking at my breasts as he replied to Giovanni, “Its fine, and I’m sorry I fucked up.” Chad kissed my forehead and whispered, “I love you so much, baby. Get some sleep.”

I woke up without having another nightmare. When I opened my eyes, I had trouble focusing. Then I heard, “Is she up yet?”

After blinking a few times, I saw Chad in the doorway, looking towards the kitchen and wearing a pair of Giovanni’s pajama pants. “She’s not moving, so I doubt it.” He walked away. “Was Jon upset you cancelled fixing his bike today?”

“Nah,” Giovanni appeared in the room, also in only pajama pants. “Hey, you
are
awake.” He quickly crossed the room, “Any more nightmares?”

I shook my head then groaned. I felt like I had a bit of a hangover.

“Good. You cried and called for Chad a few times, so I thought you did. You dreamt about Chad?”

The one I had of Chad and I making love played in my head for a while. “Um… I was scared and wanted him to save me.”

“Guess I gotta get used to that.” Giovanni kissed my lips. “Wish I was the one who stopped him.”

I shuddered and shut my eyes, trying not to let the memories start.

“I’m sorry.” He lay down next to me and hugged me. “I didn’t mean to remind you.” His hand ran up and down my back, slowly. “Just relax, my love.”

“You guys wanna…” Chad was suddenly in the room. “Hey, baby, you OK?”

Giovanni sighed. “I just said something stupid. Can you get her some water? I kinda upset her.”

Once I had taken a drink, Chad spoke up again, “Sorry I got so trashed last night. I came in here to ask if I should cook breakfast, to make it up to you guys.”

“That’d be great. I’m starving.” Giovanni looked into my eyes, “You hungry?”

I looked from him to Chad and felt such guilt over what happened the night before. I managed a weak, “No.” If only Chad didn’t make me feel so good.

“Hey, Chad, can you go inside so Crystal can get dressed?” He took the glass from me.

“Yeah, no problem,” Chad replied as he walked back to the door. “I’ll start cooking.”

Within seconds of the door closing, Giovanni was naked and on top of me. I tried not to let my guilt show through as he held me and kissed me. Then he got to his knees and flipped me over.

He leaned down and whispered, “You cum harder this way.” Then he picked up my hips until I was on my knees also.