Rudyard Kipling's Tales of Horror and Fantasy (95 page)

‘I hope I did right, Keede,' I said when we were robing before Lodge.

‘Oh, quite. He reminded me that I had him under my hands at Sampoux in 'Eighteen, when he went to bits. He was a Runner.'

‘Was it shock?' I asked.

‘Of sorts – but not what he wanted me to think it was. No, he wasn't shamming. He had Jumps to the limit – but he played up to mislead me about the reason of 'em … Well, if we could stop patients from lying, medicine would be too easy, I suppose.'

I noticed that, after Lodge-working, Keede gave him a seat a couple of rows in front of us, that he might enjoy a lecture on the Orientation of King Solomon's Temple, which an earnest Brother thought would be a nice interlude between labour and the high tea that we called our ‘Banquet.' Even helped by tobacco it was a dreary performance. About halfway through, Strangwick, who had been fidgeting and twitching for some minutes, rose, drove back his chair grinding across the tesselated floor, and yelped: ‘Oh, My Aunt! I can't stand this any longer.' Under cover of a general laugh of assent he brushed past us and stumbled towards the door.

‘I thought so!' Keede whispered to me. ‘Come along!' We overtook him in the passage, crowing hysterically and wringing his hands. Keede led him into the Tyler's Room, a small office where we stored odds and ends of regalia and furniture, and locked the door.

‘I'm – I'm all right,' the boy began, piteously.

‘'Course you are.' Keede opened a small cupboard which I had seen called upon before, mixed sal volatile and water in a graduated glass, and, as Strangwick drank, pushed him gently onto an old sofa. ‘There,' he went on. ‘It's nothing to write home about. I've seen you ten times worse. I expect our talk has brought things back.'

He hooked up a chair behind him with one foot, held the patient's hands in his own, and sat down. The chair creaked.

‘Don't!' Strangwick squealed. ‘I can't stand it! There's nothing on earth creaks like they do! And – and when it thawswe – we've got to slap 'em back with a spa-ade! Remember those Frenchmen's little boots under the duckboards? … What'll I do? What'll I do about it?'

Someone knocked at the door, to know if all were well.

‘Oh quite, thanks!' said Keede over his shoulder. ‘But I shall need this room awhile. Draw the curtains, please.'

We heard the rings of the hangings that drape the passage from Lodge to Banquet Room click along their poles, and what sound there had been, of feet and voices, was shut off.

Strangwick, retching impotently, complained of the frozen dead who creak in the frost.

‘He's playing up still,' Keede whispered. ‘
That's
not his real trouble – any more than 'twas last time.'

‘But surely,' I replied, ‘men get those things on the brain pretty badly. Remember in October—'

‘This chap hasn't, though. I wonder what's really helling him. What are you thinking of?' said Keede peremptorily.

‘French End an' Butcher's Row,' Strangwick muttered.

‘Yes, there were a few there. But, suppose we face Bogey instead of giving him best every time.' Keede turned towards me with a hint in his eye that I was to play up to his leads.

‘What was the trouble with French End?' I opened at a venture.

‘It was a bit by Sampoux, that we had taken over from the French. They're tough, but you wouldn't call 'em tidy as a nation. They had faced both sides of it with dead to keep the mud back. All those trenches were like gruel in a thaw. Our people had to do the same sort of thing – elsewhere; but Butcher's Row in French End was the – er – show-piece. Luckily, we pinched a salient from Jerry just then, an' straightened things out – so we didn't need to use the Row after November. You remember, Strangwick?'

‘My God, yes! When the duckboard-slats were missin' you'd tread on 'em, an' they'd creak.'

‘They're bound to. Like leather,' said Keede. ‘It gets on one's nerves a bit, but—'

‘Nerves? It's real! It's real!' Strangwick gulped.

‘But at your time of life, it'll all fall behind you in a year orso. I'll give you another sip of – paregoric, an' we'll face it quietly. Shall we?'

Keede opened his cupboard again and administered a carefully dropped dark dose of something that was not sal volatile. ‘This'll settle you in a few minutes,' he explained. ‘Lie still, an'don't talk unless you feel like it.'

He faced me, fingering his beard.

‘Ye-es. Butcher's Row wasn't pretty,' he volunteered. ‘Seeing Strangwick here, has brought it all back to me again. ‘Funny thing! We had a Platoon Sergeant of Number Two – what the deuce was his name? – an elderly bird who must have lied like a patriot to get out to the front at his age; but he was a first-class Non-Com., and the last person, you'd think, to make mistakes. Well, he was due for a fortnight's home leave in January, 'Eighteen. You were at BHQ then, Strangwick, weren't you?'

‘Yes. I was Orderly. It was January twenty-first'; Strangwick spoke with a thickish tongue, and his eyes burned. Whatever drug it was, had taken hold.

‘About then,' Keede said. ‘Well, this Sergeant, instead of coming down from the trenches the regular way an' joinin'Battalion Details after dark, an' takin' that funny little train for Arras, thinks he'll warm himself first. So he gets into a dugout, in Butcher's Row, that used to be an old French dressing-station, and fugs up between a couple of braziers of pure charcoal! As luck 'ud have it, that was the only dug-out with an inside door opening inwards – some French anti-gas fitting, I expect – and, by what we could make out, the door must have swung to while he was warming. Anyhow, he didn't turn up at the train. There was a search at once. We couldn't afford to waste Platoon Sergeants. We found him in the morning. He'd got his gas all right. A machine-gunner reported him, didn't he, Strangwick?'

‘No, sir. Corporal Grant – o' the Trench Mortars.'

‘So it was. Yes, Grant – the man with that little wen on his neck. 'Nothing wrong with your memory, at any rate. What was the Sergeant's name?'

‘Godsoe – John Godsoe,' Strangwick answered.

‘Yes, that was it. I had to see him next mornin' – frozen stiff between the two braziers – and not a scrap of private papers on him.
That
was the only thing that made me think it mightn't have been – quite an accident.'

Strangwick's relaxing face set, and he threw back at once to the Orderly Room manner.

‘I give my evidence – at the time – to you, sir. He passed – overtook me, I should say – comin' down from supports, after I'd warned him for leaf. I thought he was goin' through Parrot Trench as usual; but 'e must 'ave turned off into French End where the old bombed barricade was.'

‘Yes. I remember now. You were the last man to see him alive. That was on the twenty-first of January, you say? Now,
when
was it that Dearlove and Billings brought you to me – clean out of your head?' … Keede dropped his hand, in the style of magazine detectives, on Strangwick's shoulder. The boy looked at him with cloudy wonder, and muttered: ‘I was took to you on the evenin' of the twenty-fourth of January. But you don't think I did him in, do you?'

I could not help smiling at Keede's discomfiture; but he recovered himself. ‘Then what the dickens
was
on your mind that evening – before I gave you the hypodermic?'

‘The – the things in Butcher's Row. They kept on comin'over me. You've seen me like this before, sir.'

‘But I knew that it was a lie. You'd no more got stiffs on the brain then than you have now. You've got something, but you're hiding it.'

‘'Ow do
you
know, Doctor?' Strangwick whimpered.

‘D'you remember what you said to me, when Dearlove and Billings were holding you down that evening?'

‘About the things in Butcher's Row?'

‘Oh, no! You spun me a lot of stuff about corpses creaking; but you let yourself go in the middle of it – when you pushed that telegram at me. What did you mean, f'rinstance, by asking what advantage it was for you to fight beasts of officers if the dead didn't rise?'

‘Did I say “Beasts of Officers”?'

‘You did. It's out of the Burial Service.'

‘I suppose, then, I must have heard it. As a matter of fact, I 'ave.' Strangwick shuddered extravagantly.

‘Probably. And there's another thing – that hymn you were shouting till I put you under. It was something about Mercy and Love. Remember it?'

‘I'll try,' said the boy obediently, and began to paraphrase, as nearly as possible thus: ‘“Whatever a man may say in his heart unto the Lord, yea verily I say unto you – Gawd hath shown man, again and again, marvellous mercy an' – an'somethin' or other love.”' He screwed up his eyes and shook.

‘Now where did you get
that
from?' Keede insisted.

‘From Godsoe – on the twenty-first Jan … ‘Ow could
I
tell what 'e meant to do?' he burst out in a high, unnatural key – ‘Any more than I knew
she
was dead.'

‘Who was dead?' asked Keede.

‘Me Auntie Armine.'

‘The one the telegram came to you about, at Sampoux, that you wanted me to explain – the one that you were talking of in the passage out here just now when you began: “O Auntie,” and changed it to “O Gawd,” when I collared you?'

‘That's her! I haven't a chance with you, Doctor.
I
didn't know there was anything wrong with those braziers. How could I? We're always usin''em. Honest to God, I thought at first go-off he might wish to warm himself before the leaf-train. I – I didn't know Uncle John meant to start – 'ouse-keepin'.' He laughed horribly, and then the dry tears came.

Keede waited for them to pass in sobs and hiccoughs before he continued: ‘Why? Was Godsoe your Uncle?'

‘No,' said Strangwick, his head between his hands. ‘Only we'd known him ever since we were born. Dad 'ad known him before that. He lived almost next street to us. Him an' Dad an'Ma an' – an' the rest had always been friends. So we called him Uncle – like children do.'

‘What sort of man was he?”

‘One o'
the
best, sir. Pensioned Sergeant with a little money left him – quite independent – and very superior. They had a sittin'-room full o' Indian curios that him and his wife used to let sister an' me see when we'd been good.”

‘Wasn't he rather old to join up?'

‘That made no odds to him. He joined up as Sergeant Instructor at the first go-off, an' when the Battalion was ready he got 'imself sent along. He wangled me into 'is Platoon when I went out – early in 'Seventeen. Because Ma wanted it, I suppose.'

‘I'd no notion you knew him that well,' was Keede's comment.

‘Oh, it made no odds to him. He 'ad no pets in the Platoon, but 'e'd write 'ome to Ma about me an' all the doin's. You see' – Strangwick stirred uneasily on the sofa – ‘we'd known him all our lives – lived in the next street an' all… An' him well over fifty. Oh dear me!
Oh
dear me! What a bloody mix-up things are, when one's as young as me!' he wailed of a sudden.

But Keede held him to the point. ‘He wrote to your Mother about you?'

‘Yes. Ma's eyes had gone bad followin' on air-raids. Bloodvessels broke behind 'em from sittin' in cellars an' bein' sick. She had to 'ave 'er letters read to her by Auntie. Now I think of it, that was the only thing that you might have called anything at all—'

‘Was that the Aunt that died, and that you got the wire about?' Keede drove on.

‘Yes – Auntie Armine – Ma's younger sister an' she nearer fifty than forty. What a mix-up! An' if I'd been asked any time about it, I'd 'ave sworn there wasn't a single sol'tary item concernin' her that everybody didn't know an' hadn't known all along. No more conceal to her doin's than – than so much shop-front. She'd looked after sister an' me, when needful – hoopin' cough an' measles – just the same as Ma. We was in an' out of her house like rabbits. You see, Uncle Armine is a cabinet-maker, an' second-'and furniture, an' we liked playin'with the things. She 'ad no children, and when the war came, she said she was glad of it. But she never talked much of her feelin's. She kept herself to herself, you understand.' He stared most earnestly at us to help out our understandings.

‘What was she like?' Keede inquired.

‘A biggish woman, an' had been 'andsome, I believe, but,bein' used to her, we two didn't notice much – except, per'aps, for one thing. Ma called her 'er proper name, which was Bella; but Sis an' me always called 'er Auntie Armine. See?'

‘What for?'

‘We thought it sounded more like her – like somethin' movin' slow, in armour.'

‘Oh! And she read your letters to your mother, did she?'

‘Every time the post came in she'd slip across the road from opposite an' read 'em. An' – an' I'll go bail for it that that was all there was to it for as far back as
I
remember. Was I to swing tomorrow, I'd go bail for
that
!'Tisn't fair of 'em to 'ave unloaded it all on me, because – because – if the dead
do
rise, why, what in 'ell becomes of me an' all I've believed all me life? I want to know
that
! I – I—'

But Keede would not be put off. ‘Did the Sergeant give you away at all in his letters?' he demanded, very quietly.

‘There was nothin' to give away – we was too busy – but his letters about me were a great comfort to Ma. I'm no good at writin'. I saved it all up for my leafs. I got me fourteen days every six months an' one over … I was luckier than most, that way.'