Rumble (41 page)
Authors: Ellen Hopkins
It’s awfully arrogant of you to think we have to believe in anything,
she said.
I happen to be an atheist.
Her comment struck a chord. In considering it, I kept coming back to the thought that being a teen should be about asking big questions, rather than cutting yourself off from them. Not, “there can’t possibly be,” but, rather, “what if there is?” Or even, “what if it’s completely different than anyone assumes?”
When I’m building stories, my characters spring to life and often tell me things about themselves I didn’t know going in. Matt’s interest in guns was a surprise, but I went with it, and it completely suits his character. His uncle Jessie and the veteran Gus were unplanned originally, but served to facilitate the climax of the book. I had researched PTSD for
Collateral
, so I understood why war vets sometimes go off. On a personal level, while I enjoy target shooting, I also believe stricter gun regulations are necessary to prevent incidents like the one in this book.
Probably the most interesting piece of information my research for
Rumble
netted was in looking at why some bullied kids commit suicide while the majority of them don’t. The common denominator seems to be depression, which is rooted in brain chemistry and can be intensified by external pressures. Antidepressants can be tricky in teens, sometimes even initiating a suicide attempt.
I do research every book heavily. Primary research is best, and I talk to many different people who have experienced the things I write about.
Sometimes they’ve touched me personally, as is the case with book challenges. Usually my characters share my opinions, but not always, and I have to remain true to who they are. When I said they spring to life, they do.
Some interesting statistics:
• According to the Department of Veteran Affairs (VA), our armed forces face an epidemic of suicide, with a service member committing suicide every 25 hours and a veteran committing suicide every 65 minutes.
• Also according to the VA, “the presence of firearms in households has been linked to increased risk of injury or death for everyone in or around the home, usually as an impulsive act during some disagreement.”
• According to the Center for Disease Control and Prevention, suicide is the third leading cause of death among young people, resulting in some 4,400 deaths per year. For every suicide among young people, there are at least 100 suicide attempts.
• Bullying victims are 2 to 9 times more likely to consider suicide than nonvictims, according to studies by Yale University.
• A study in England found that at least half of suicides among young people are related to bullying.
Suicide is a complex issue, exacerbated by depression, feelings of hopelessness, lack of self-esteem, family problems, and other factors. Signs of depression and thoughts of suicide are:
• Dropping grades
• Losing interest in favorite activities
• Withdrawing socially
• Sleeping more or less than normal
• Throwing or giving away treasured items
• Marked changes in personality
If you notice these symptoms in a friend or loved one, take action right away. Help is available. Don’t be afraid to ask for it.
Also by Ellen Hopkins
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Impulse
Glass
Identical
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Fallout
Perfect
Tilt
Smoke
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Contents
Acting Like a Man Is Overrated
She Leaves the Sentence Unfinished
I Spend the Next Thirty-Six Hours
See, This Is Why I Hate Therapy
He Doesn’t Respond Immediately
My Personal Corner of the World
