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But would it be to Lady Oxbury’s satisfaction? There were two people involved here…but, thankfully, he was not one of them. He had his own somewhat difficult female to deal with.

“At least Mr. Wilton is here,” Grace was saying. “I am so glad. Thank you for persuading him to come.”

Should he lie? No, he couldn’t, even by omission. “I have to confess I didn’t persuade Alex. He came to see Motton’s cultivation techniques, I suspect. He was rather surprised”—shocked would be a better adjective—“when I met him on the drive and he discovered you and Lady Oxbury were going to be guests as well.”

“Oh?” Grace frowned for a moment, then shrugged. “Well, it doesn’t signify. He’s here, that’s all that matters. Aunt Kate has the opportunity to talk to him. They can resolve any problems they have with each other.”

Easier said than done, if the problem was the one he thought it was. The only resolution for that was a special license and vows before the parson as quick as may be. People might still count on their fingers the months between church and birth, but that couldn’t be helped. It would be vastly better for Lady Oxbury to walk down the aisle in her current state than a few months further along when she was bulging with child.

And, of course, there was no question they must marry. Alex’s baby could not be born a bastard.

Miss Smyth poked her head out the terrace door, her parrot still on her shoulder. “You can all come inside again,” she said brightly. “Lord Kilgorn caught Edmund—my monkey Edmund, I mean.”

“Caught ’im good. Put ’im in chains.”

“Oh, stop, Theo. They merely tied the leash more firmly to his leg so he couldn’t get into mischief again.” She turned to address everyone on the terrace. “Do come in. It is quite safe—but you know, it was quite safe before as well. Edmund is rather high spirited, but he wouldn’t hurt a flea.” She stepped aside to let Lady Kilgorn and Lady Oxbury pass. “Edmund the monkey, that is, though I assume my nephew wouldn’t hurt anyone either. Still, you can never be sure with men, can you, Mr. Wilton? Here, let me help you, Cordelia. Yes, thank you, Mr. Wilton, you take Cordelia’s arm. That’s the way.”

Everyone started back into the drawing room. Grace stepped forward as well, but David stopped her. “Not yet,” he whispered.

Fortuitously, they were in a darkened portion of the terrace, in a patch of shadow cast by a large tree. If they were quiet, everyone would go inside without noticing they were not among the crowd. They could have a few moments of privacy.

He found he was very anxious for a few moments alone with Lady Grace. All this thinking about infants had heated his blood. He needed to take a few moments to cool down—and for one of his organs to calm down—before he went back into the light and heat and prying eyes of the drawing room.

“It’s a beautiful evening, don’t you agree, Lady Grace?”

“Um, yes. Yes, it’s very beautiful.” Grace was just as happy to have a few more moments away from the drawing room. It was overwarm and stuffy there—and she did not like those Addison girls one bit. What shockingly bold hussies, the pair of them!

She drew in a deep breath of the cool, night air. A breeze rustled through the treetops and somewhere off in the distance, an owl hooted.

It was very dark in this corner of the terrace, and Lord Dawson was standing very close. She took a few steps away to rest her hands on the balustrade. Was he going to kiss her?

She should insist on going back inside immediately.

He had not followed her. He was still standing where she’d left him. Perhaps he was only interested in enjoying the night air and avoiding the stuffiness—and the Addisons—inside.

She was relieved. Of course she was relieved. She was virtually married to John Parker-Roth. She should not want kisses from another man.

But she
wasn’t
married, not quite yet.

“You are going to talk further with your grandmother tomorrow, aren’t you?”

“Yes, after breakfast.” He made a noise, not quite a laugh, not quite a sigh. “I confess I’m more than a little nervous. Perhaps we should have left the drawing room to have our conversation this evening, but I don’t believe either of us wished to bring attention to ourselves.”

“You are wise. People are so interested in everyone else’s business.” Why did society have to be so hungry for gossip?

He shifted slightly. “I don’t know what we will say, but I do believe you were right. Even if I wished to continue avoiding the situation, Lady Wordham—”

“Your grandmother.” She looked over her shoulder. He should learn to say it. He nodded.

“My g-grandmother seems to feel a need to address the issue.”

“She is getting older. She is just out of mourning for her husband. Perhaps she is feeling that time is precious and limited.”

“Perhaps.”

She felt him move. She turned to see what he was about, and found herself quickly trapped between his hard body and the balustrade. They were alone and in the very darkest spot of the terrace. She should have been extremely alarmed.

She
was
extremely something, but it wasn’t alarmed.

“Thank you, Grace.”

“For what? I did nothing.”

“You listened.” His lips turned up ever so slightly. “You asked the right questions.” There was enough light from the moon—and they were standing so close together—that she could see the softening in his eyes. “You gave me courage when I needed it.”

“No, I—”

He silenced her with his fingertips. The sly man had removed his glove; his skin was warm and slightly rough as he stilled her lips and then slowly traced their outline.

What was he doing? Why did her lips feel suddenly swollen? She parted them slightly.

“Yes.” He pulled her lower lip down just a little with his thumb. “You did give me courage.”

His lips touched hers as lightly as his fingers had. The briefest brush and then brush again.

“Oh.” She inhaled. His scent was all around her—the scent of soap, linen, and…him.

His arms gathered her close—a good thing as her knees had chosen that moment to turn to water. His lips kept playing with her mouth, teasing her with fleeting brushes. She moaned.

That must have been the sign he’d been waiting for. His mouth finally came to rest on hers, and his tongue traced where his finger had earlier. She moaned again, opening wider, and he slipped inside.

Heaven. He was stroking deep and wet, over her tongue, over her teeth, over the roof of her mouth—filling her.

Causing another emptiness to open. An aching, throbbing emptiness, a heat, a madness.

He moved his mouth to her cheek, and all she could do was cling to him, panting, mindless.

“I need you, Grace.”

Yes, need. That was right. He needed her. She needed him.

No…

“I need you, Grace. For this”—he returned to her mouth and leisurely, thoroughly, filled her again—“but also for your wisdom”—he brushed his lips over her forehead—“and your strength.”

He pulled back, cupping her face in his hands. “Marry me, Grace. Please?”

He was asking her to marry him again. Lord Dawson—David—was asking her to become his wife, live in his house, sleep in his bed. Bear his children.

She could say yes and have his wonderful, amazing mouth on her skin, everywhere on her skin, doing things she could barely imagine…

She couldn’t say yes. There was John. There was Papa. There was the history of their families.

Why did none of those things seem particularly persuasive at the moment?

“Grace? Will you marry me? Will you be my wife?”

“I…” Could she say yes? “I—”

“There you are, you naughty children!”

Grace tried to jump back and slammed into the balustrade. Miss Smyth and Theo had stepped out onto the terrace. They strolled toward them.

Dear God, could she be more embarrassed? At least all her clothing was in order.

Of
course
her clothing was in order! What was she thinking?

“Naughty children. Naughty, naughty.”

“Shh, Theo.”

David cleared his throat. “Miss Smyth, I—”

“Oh, you shush, too, Lord Dawson. It’s a house party. The rules are a little looser. Everyone expects young people to have a little fun.”

“Fun! That’s wot we’re ’aving. A spot o’ fun. Naughty—”

“Theo! Behave yourself.” Miss Smyth smiled at Lord Dawson and Grace. “Do I have to say the same thing to you?”

“I—” Grace’s mouth was so dry she couldn’t get any more words out.

“Miss Smyth—” David did not sound the least bit alarmed.

Miss Smyth laughed. “Don’t say another word. You wouldn’t be young and lusty if you didn’t try to steal a kiss in the moonlight. Now come in and join the others. We are trying to get up tables of cards, and we need you to make the numbers even.”

Chapter 15

It was a glum group at the breakfast table. Alex chose some kidneys and toast and took the seat next to David.

David glanced at him, grunted what must have been a welcome, and returned his attention to his plate. Kilgorn didn’t even look up from his coffee.

Damn Miss Smyth. What had she been thinking? Why in God’s name had she put him in the room next to Kate—a room connected to Kate’s by a blasted interior door? An
unlocked
door…and yes, he had checked.

Did she
wish
to torture him?

He’d barely slept a wink; he’d kept thinking of that damn door. It would take but a moment to open it. If he waited until their servants left, no one need know he was visiting Kate in her bedchamber.

He had a good reason to seek her out. He needed to talk to her. He had to find out if David’s suspicions were true. If she was carrying his child…

His knife slid on his plate, making a hideous scraping noise. The other men flinched and glared at him before returning to their own private gloom.

Talking was not the only thing he needed from Kate. His lust was almost unbearable. He’d spent years trying not to imagine her in bed, especially in bed with Oxbury. Now…He stabbed a kidney. Now he knew she was lying in bed alone, just steps from him.

Bloody hell.

He had cured himself of the woman. He had been ready to be finally free of her when he’d come to Town with David. And then he’d seen her at Alvord’s ball—and at Oxbury House.

He’d done more than see her—he’d touched her, tasted her, taken them both to the most amazing climax he, at least, had ever experienced.

Now when he thought of her in bed, he thought of the silky smoothness of her breasts, the slightly tart taste of her nipples, the musky scent of her…

Damn it all, he was as hard as a poker here in Motton’s breakfast parlor with only two other men for company. Thank God his lap was shielded by this sturdy table.

The fact of the matter was he was going to go mad. Even the pain of her rejection had left him, burned away by this all-consuming lust. Did she have the slightest clue what he was suffering? Did she feel it, too?

No. She looked so cool, so self-possessed.

He should leave Lakeland and go home to Clifton Hall.

He couldn’t leave. He had to find out if Kate was increasing.

Damn it all. He shifted position and tried to contemplate Motton’s cultivation techniques.

Cultivation. Planting seeds in well-tilled soil, in fertile fields…

Motton had a lake. He’d seen it when he’d ridden up. With luck, it was cold, ice cold. He would test it after breakfast. Perhaps a plunge into freezing water would cool his damn ardor.

“Good morning, gentlemen!”

He groaned—and heard David and Kilgorn echo him as they all struggled to come to their feet.

“Good morning, Miss Smyth.” Fortunately David was able to locate his voice. Alex merely nodded, as did Kilgorn. Also fortunately, there was no livestock accompanying Motton’s demented aunt.

“I’ll just join you, shall I?” Miss Smyth made a noise that might have been intended as a giggle. “Though I’m certain it’s not
my
company you’ve all been longing for.”

Alex clenched his teeth to keep from agreeing aloud. David was stricken with a coughing fit; Kilgorn simply glared.

“Be sure I will take the ladies to task for abandoning you.”

All three men came down with coughs.

“My, my, gentlemen. I’ll have to see if Edmund has any horehound tablets or licorice for your throats. Where is my nephew, by the by?”

“He was here earlier,” Kilgorn said. “He left to attend to some estate business. Ye might find him in his study, if ye look.”

Kilgorn sounded as hopeful as Alex felt. He looked at Miss Smyth’s plate—it was piled high with eggs, toast, sausage, kidneys, and ham. No, she wasn’t going anywhere for a while.

“Thank you, my lord. I should have guessed. Edmund is very conscientious, you know. He would never let a little fun and frolic distract him from his duty.”

Kilgorn snorted. “And speaking of fun and frolic, where’s your wee monkey this morning, Miss Smyth?”

“Oh,
that
Edmund is still sleeping.” She tittered. “Edmund the monkey is nowhere near as industrious as his namesake. But don’t worry, I’ll bring him down later. He does enliven a party, does he not?”

“In a manner of speaking.” Kilgorn carefully arranged his knife and fork on his plate. “Have ye managed to find me proper accommodations yet, Miss Smyth?”

“Oh, my lord, I am so sorry, but I haven’t. You’d think in a place this size, there would be rooms to spare, but…” She sighed. “Well, and you’d think I’d have remembered that you and your lovely wife have an…unusual domestic arrangement, but…well, I do apologize.”

Alex could swear he heard Kilgorn’s teeth grinding across the table. The man did have dark circles under his eyes. Obviously he wasn’t getting much sleep—and not for the reasons a man would hope. Miss Smyth had put him in the same small bedroom as his estranged wife. A bedroom with only one bed.

Frankly, it was hard to believe Miss Smyth was being completely honest about the situation. Even he, who hadn’t been to Town in twenty-three years, knew the Earl of Kilgorn and his countess had lived apart for the last decade. He’d never met Kilgorn before, though. The man was only David’s age—he must have married very young.