Sally MacKenzie Bundle (246 page)

She met his gaze briefly and then dropped her eyes to her fingers’ work. His look was too intense; he might read her secret in her face if she wasn’t careful. She loosened the last button and pushed aside the waistcoat, running her hands over his shirt. This was better. Not perfect—his bare skin would be perfect—but it was much, much better.

“Are those all the buttons you mean to loosen, Anne?”

“Y-yes.” She knew which other buttons he meant; it was hard not to know. Just below his waistcoat, only inches from her fingers, his erection was straining against his fall so it seemed almost a charity to free it, but she was not yet that bold.

“A pity, but I suppose you are wise.” He shrugged out of his waistcoat, threw it over a chair, and then grinned at her. “You know, I find I’m still rather warm. Would it offend you if I removed my shirt as well?”

Her mouth went dry, as dry as another part of her was wet. “No,” she managed to whisper. “It would n-not offend me at all.”

“Splendid.” He shed his cravat and then pulled his shirt up and over his head.

Oh! He was beautiful. The firelight flickered over his broad shoulders and muscled arms and lit the hair that dusted his chest and trailed down over his flat stomach to the waist of his breeches.

She’d never seen a man without his shirt. Brentwood had kept his on—and his waistcoat and coat as well—when he’d taken her virginity. They’d been in Baron Gedding’s garden, after all, and it had been chilly.

If only he had shed his clothing, the sight of his pale, soft flesh might have shocked some sense into her and she would have fled. But no, she’d fancied herself in love. When he’d taken her into that secluded section of the garden, she’d been thrilled. She’d thought him romantic and brooding—and she’d thought herself daring.

She’d never been daring before—or after until right now. It had been out of character, but she’d been seventeen and stupid—and perhaps a little angry Papa was adding to his family again. She knew she’d be given charge of the baby—or babies as it turned out.

So she’d gone into the shrubbery with Brentwood. As soon as they’d reached an especially leafy spot, he’d backed her up against a wall and thrust his tongue into her mouth, almost gagging her. His hands had been all over her body, pinching her breasts, grabbing her bottom. She’d tried to feel thrilled and passionate and womanly, but it was difficult when she was also trying to breathe. And then suddenly she’d felt cool air on her thighs and, before she could free her mouth to protest, a burning pain as something hard and long was shoved into the most private part of her body. She’d stiffened in shock, but Brentwood hadn’t noticed. He’d been too busy grunting and moving against her.

At least it had been over quickly.

“Anne, are you all right?”

“What?” She blinked. Damn, she’d let that cursed memory blind her to what was happening now. Stephen was frowning at her, concern clear in his eyes.

“You look . . . stricken.”

He stooped to pick up his shirt. Was he going to put it back on? No. She would not let Brentwood ruin this, too. She pulled it out of his hands. “It’s nothing. Just . . . hold me. Please?”

“Of course.” He wrapped his arms around her, bringing her up against his bare chest.

It was wonderful. He was warm and solid and strong. She felt safe, not trapped as she’d been with Brentwood.

She could not remember the last time anyone had just held her.

“Better?” he murmured. His breath whispered over her hair, and then his lips brushed the top of her head.

“Yes.” She wrapped her arms around his waist and let the past go, at least for now. She wanted to live in the present—this present with her cheek on Stephen’s naked chest and his warmth all around her. Mmm. She slid her hands up his broad back.

“Anne.”

“Hmm?” Was his skin sweet or salty? She touched him with her tongue, and heard—and felt—him inhale sharply.

Salty. His skin was faintly salty.

She felt his erection press against her belly and she smiled. She kissed one of his nipples. He caught his breath again—and then he pushed her away.

“No.” She tried to get back to his warmth, but his hands on her shoulders kept her from her goal.

“Anne.” He shook her just a little and she looked up. His face was guarded; his jaw, clenched. “Anne, what do you want? I will hold you, but if you keep on this way, I’ll be tempted to do far more than that.”

“Good.” She would tell him what she wanted. She ran her hands up his arms, over their rock hard muscles. “Kiss me.”

His gaze sharpened; she’d swear she could see little flames in his eyes. His muscles under her fingers tensed. He was so strong . . .

“But gently. Don’t crush me. I want to be able to breathe.”

He laughed. “Very well. I will try, but if I get carried away and become more enthusiastic than you like, you must tell me.” He relaxed his arms, bringing her a little closer. “If your lips are otherwise engaged, you may give me a slight push.” He brought her closer still so her bodice almost touched his chest. “Or, if that doesn’t work, a strong shove. Will that be acceptable?”

“Yes.” She tilted her head up. “Now perhaps you could attend to my request and use your charming lips for something other than discourse.”

His lips turned up slightly. “My pleasure, madam.” He lowered his mouth so it just touched hers. “Is this what you had in mind?”

“Yes.” Mmm, this was what she wanted. This was where they’d been headed before she’d let thoughts of Brentwood intrude.

She would
not
think of that disgusting creature again.

She opened her mouth and let Stephen’s tongue in. His hand came up to play with her breast.

“Is this still gentle enough?” he whispered.

“Mmm.”

His touch was exquisite, but her bodice was very much in the way. She wished she could shed it as easily as he had shed his shirt.

And then his nimble fingers slipped under the satin, and the neck of her dress loosened. She sucked in her breath as she felt it slide down.

“Would it be all right with you, Anne, if we move to that lovely chaise-longue? I’m finding standing to be rather a challenge.”

She was finding standing to be unusually difficult as well. Her knees were refusing to support her weight any longer. “That’s an excellent notion.”

Stephen scooped her up as if she weighed nothing and deposited her—gently—on the chaise-longue. He stretched out beside her and leaned up on one elbow. “You are so beautiful,” he said.

Her breasts were now exposed for anyone to see, and Stephen was obviously looking. She didn’t care. She was feeling reckless again, and perhaps a touch wanton.

His fingers plucked her nipples, and she sucked in her breath. It was as if there were a vibrating string between that part of her body and her womb. The opening Brentwood had so rudely entered ten years ago grew wetter. If Stephen were to—

Good God, she couldn’t be considering such a thing, could she? It had been so painful and so embarrassing last time.

This time felt nothing like that time.

Stephen gave her a lingering kiss and then slowly—gently—his mouth moved down to her jaw and her throat, her collarbone. Was he going to . . . ? He was. He did. His mouth took his fingers’ place on her nipple and sucked. Her hips shot off the chaise-longue.

“Oh!”

He looked up at her, his mouth suspended above her breast. “Aren’t I being gentle enough?”

What the hell was he talking about?

“You’re growling.” He flicked his tongue over her poor nipple. She whimpered—and then grabbed his head to hold him exactly where she wanted him.

He blew a little puff of air over her wet, hard peak, and laughed. “You are a demanding woman, Lady Anne.”

“Just—oh.” One of his hands had wandered down to the hem of her dress. Now it was sliding slowly up her leg, higher, closer to—

The tip of his finger gently probed her wet folds and touched a tiny, hard spot she’d never known existed. Her hips jerked and then twisted. His finger circled the spot, slipped over it. Each touch wound her tighter and tighter.

Someone was making small, mewling noises and she very much feared it was she. She had never felt—

Oh! She grabbed Stephen’s shoulders and stiffened. Almost. There was something almost within her reach. She didn’t know what it was, but her body did—and Stephen did. His finger teased her with another gentle touch and another and then—

“Ohh.” Wave after wave of pleasure cascaded through her. When the last wave subsided, she lay in Stephen’s arms like a rag doll. Every one of her muscles was limp. “Mmm.” She kissed his collarbone, the part closest to her lips. “That was lovely. I had no idea.”

“Of course you had no idea.” He kissed the top of her head. His voice sounded amused, but somewhat strained, too.

She moved closer to him and discovered the obvious problem. He was not limp at all. His erection, still very large and hard, pressed into her hip.

He moved back so he was no longer touching her.

Now he would want to do what Brentwood had done. She should be distressed, but she was too sated with these new sensations to care.

No, that wasn’t true. She wanted him to do it. She wanted to give him pleasure like he had given her. She was almost sure it wouldn’t hurt this time. The King of Hearts would know how to make it, if not pleasant, at least not painful. But how could she invite him in?

She reached for the bulge in his breeches.

“No, Anne.” His hand moved hers firmly away. “It’s late. I should go.”

She could persuade him to stay. She reached for him with her other hand, but he deflected her again and stood up, taking a step back.

“You are playing with fire,” he said.

She sat up, her breasts exposed, her clothes in complete disarray. “Perhaps I want to get burned.”

His eyes focused on her bosom and then jerked up to her face. He ran his hand through his hair and gave a breathless little laugh. “I suppose I’m glad you do, but you will have to wait. I’m not taking your virginity on a chaise-longue in a sitting room with an unlocked door.”

“Oh.” She felt a hot flush sweep up her body.

He couldn’t take her virginity. She didn’t have it to give him.

“Don’t look so stricken. It won’t be long. I think after our recent activities, I should get a special license. I can’t wait until the end of the Season to have you in my bed.”

The thought of being in Stephen’s bed caused her exhausted female organs to perk up. She didn’t want to wait till the end of the Season either—she didn’t want to wait till the end of the week—or perhaps even the end of this hour.

But she would have to wait forever. She couldn’t marry Stephen.

She should tell him now. She
would
tell him if only her traitorous body would stop insisting she could—she
had
to—wed him . . . and if she didn’t dread seeing the surprise and then the disgust in his eyes when she told him.

He picked up his shirt and pulled it over his head. “Get dressed, will you? You don’t want a servant to see you that way—it would be all over London by tomorrow’s dinnertime.” He buttoned up his waistcoat and reached for his coat. “We may be betrothed, but I’d rather not entertain society with accounts of our amorous activities.”

She just stared at him, so he came over to tug her bodice back into place for her. “I’ve always tried to be discreet.” He grinned. “Kissing you on the square was the one notable exception to that practice.”

“Oh.” He was so matter-of-fact. Had she imagined his passion? She looked down at his breeches.

She hadn’t imagined it. Part of him was still very enthusiastic.

“Stop that,” he said.

“Stop what?”

“Looking at me that way.” He grabbed her upper arms and hauled her to her feet. “You need to go to bed, Anne—alone—and I need to leave.” He pushed her toward the door. “Now.”

“Oh, very well.” She walked, his hand on the small of her back, urging her out of the room and down the corridor. When they finally reached the front door, she paused. “Do I get a good night kiss?”

“No.” Stephen grabbed his hat from the side table and jammed it on his head. “Definitely not.” He opened the door and stepped out so quickly she wondered if he was afraid she’d tackle him. Probably. She felt a bit desperate.

“Lock up behind me,” he said before he slammed the door closed.

She sighed, turned the key, and headed up the stairs, hoping she’d be able to fall asleep before dawn.

Chapter 13

There was no chance in hell he was going to be able to get to sleep any time soon. Stephen paused outside Crane House to adjust his breeches. The ache in his groin was damned uncomfortable. He was amazed he could walk.

Hell, he deserved a medal for self-control. When he’d seen Anne, half naked, replete with sexual satisfaction, reach to touch him where he most wanted to be touched, it had taken all his willpower to pull back. If he’d stayed in that little room one more moment, he’d have had his breeches off and his cock buried in her sweet body in record time. Not a good way to introduce a woman to physical love.

He started down the pavement. Blast, his damned cock still throbbed and his bollocks felt like rocks. He could not think about Anne on that chaise-longue any longer or his private parts would explode.

He should find out why she had such a strong reaction to Brentwood. After her emotional performance at Damian’s ball this evening, every last member of the
ton
must be speculating about her relationship with the marquis. There were probably a dozen theories circulating already. He’d meant to ask her tonight, after he’d finished castigating her for not hiding her feelings better—or at all—during that cursed waltz, but he’d got . . . distracted and hadn’t managed to attain either of those goals.

He’d seek out Gedding, that’s what he’d do. Chances were the fellow was too far in his cups to have anything of interest to say—not that a sober Gedding would be much more informative—but it was worth a try. He had to do something—sleep was definitely not in the cards for at least an hour or two.

He found Gedding at White’s in his usual spot, nursing a brandy bottle.