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Anxiously, I rub my hands together trying to stay warm in the less than pleasant weather.

I’m fucking freezing my nuts off here. Why did I think getting married outside in winter was smart? Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I know. I heard you. But just trust me when I say my cock getting frostbite will be worth it for the look on Maxx’s face.

“Nervous?” Tony asks while fiddling with his tie.

“No.” My answer is quick.

“Good. You shouldn’t be,” he reassures me.

Not needed, but appreciated.

The Kid groans, “I can’t—this thing—I don’t know—I hate ties!”

Yup. That one’s mine.

Stuart shakes his head and says, “It’s like listening to Kellar. Geez. Why didn’t you say anything when I was working on his tie?”

Dean shrugs, and I rub my hands together trying to keep them somewhat warm. “Did you turn off your phone, Kid?”

“Left it at home,” he informs me, looking over Stuart’s shoulder as he fixes his tie.

C.J. places a hand on my shoulder. “Kellar, I’ve got the license ready for y’all to sign in my car when the ceremony’s over.”

“I called the restaurant to double check that they saved the back room for us. We’re good to go,” Tony adds.

“Only thing left to do is get married.” Stuart smiles and fixes his camera strap around his neck. “Think you can handle that?”

“Maybe,” I mumble.

I can’t fuck this up, right? She says vows. I say vows. Rings. Kisses. Food and fucking, right? No. I don’t mean pansy ass love making. I mean taking my girl fast and rough because I’ve had her gentle and slow for the last couple of weeks. Nothing against the way her body trembles from a soft screwing, but I miss the way her body vibrates from a good rough fucking.

“Please keep all honeymoon thoughts in your head.” Tony’s voice causes me to realize that the world can probably see what I’m picturing in these tux pants.

“Are you even getting a honeymoon?” C.J. questions as I notice Maxx’s aunt and uncle pull into the parking lot.

“Eventually,” my voice mumbles.

Between fights, the Kid, and her being pregnant it’s not a real possibility at this time, aside from the two nights we have booked at a bed and breakfast. That’s right. I booked two nights alone in the middle of the woods for me to fuck her until all the animals in the forest are knocking on our door to keep it down. It will not be at all like Disney painted it.

“Who’s watching the Kid while y’all are away?” C.J. asks concerned.

“I’m old enough to watch myself,” Dean snaps.

“His aunt and uncle when they are home, and we’re trusting him to either make sure the girl is gone before they get back or get smart and fool around at her place.” Dean smiles at the thought like I gave him a tip.

Which, believe it or not, was not my intention.

I slug him in the shoulder. “Our wedding day, Kid.”

“Stop hitting my nieto,” Caroline fusses and hugs Dean tightly.

He looks at me like he won this round.

Little shit.

“Tell him to behave,” I encourage her and she gives him a stern look.

“Dean—”

“I am!” He tosses his hands innocently in the air, and I notice Luke’s car finally arriving.

My heart speeds up, and I turn my body back around. “She’s here. Let’s go.”

They nod and take their places. Tony relocates to cue the music, C.J. jogs over to walk Erin in as part of the ceremony, Dean takes his place beside me, with the minister waiting patiently. Stuart places his camera to his eye and begins snapping photos of all of us including Luke, who relocates to the other side of me while Caroline stands across from us.

It looks funny, but just go with it. When we’re all here, it’ll make more sense.

I take a deep breath and watch Maxx stroll across the field to the tune of Sam Smith’s “Stay With Me.”

When it fits, it fits, right?

Slowly, with her arm threaded through her uncle’s, she comes towards me causing me to completely forget the fact that I can barely feel anything in my body. All I wanna do is wrap both my arms around her, tear that dress off, and show her how glad I am that she’s willing to be Mrs. Kellar, but I know there’s an order to these things.

Or so Luke and Erin keep bitching.

When she arrives in front of me, I shake Mike’s hand and place both of mine with hers. He takes the spot next to his wife and I step forward letting Dean stand behind me. Stuart is still snapping photos as I beam down at her.

Maxx smiles brightly and bites her bottom lip.

I’m gonna be biting that soon. But not soon enough.

I tilt my head for her to look at Erin and C.J. who are strolling over, a bouquet of red roses in Erin’s hand. When she’s in place, Tony kills the music and rushes over to his spot next to her aunt and uncle completing it.

Stuart doesn’t put his camera down but nods at me that it’s okay to start.

“Maximus, you once asked me, in this very spot, how you catch something that only burns bright for a moment.” She raises her eyebrows and I smile. “Like this.” Her eyes roam around to the enclosed circle we are standing in the middle of. “You love it no matter how often its light flickers away. You give it a home to be a part of. You give it a light to cling onto. I don’t wanna burn bright for just a moment anymore, Maxx. I wanna burn bright for you, forever.”

A little corny, but what’d you expect? I only kinda wrote it down.

“When you take this ring, know that you’re taking my name, my fears, my heart, and that you are the light that will keep me going.” I reach my hand back for the kid to hand me the band. Sliding it on her finger, I do my best to remember the tears in her eyes are happy ones.

I hate when chicks cry. Is she supposed to cry at her own wedding?

“Logan, you once told me, that your day starts and ends with me. That you live for me. That you breathe for me. You’re the reason that I always want there to be a tomorrow. So I can have one more day with you. You’re the reason that cupcakes taste as sweet as they do, because I can share them with you. You, Logan Kellar, are the reason worth living for. When you take this ring, know that you’re taking my love, my fears, my hopes, and that you are the lifesaver that keeps me from drowning in the abyss.”

I feel a lump in my throat and try to clear it away.

No. I’m not gonna fucking cry at my own wedding. I’m not a pussy.

Erin walks over and hands her the ring that she slides on my finger. Looking up at me she smiles and turns to the minister.

He starts out immediately, “We are gathered here today to unite the union of Maxx Lyla Hughes and Logan Eric Kellar. Through the loving vows that have been exchanged and, in the presence of family, it is my pleasure to bless and sanction this marriage.” The minister nods at Erin and confusion comes on my face.

Okay, I didn’t have this part planned.

She pulls on the ribbon of her bouquet and lets it fall to the ground. Gracefully, she walks around the circle handing everyone a red rose before handing one to me and one to Maxx. Afterward, she takes a step back and waves her hand to the minister.

“Logan and Maxx, you stand here today to be united by love in front of those who are honored to take place in this union. Each member of your family is holding the same flower you brought to Maxx the day you wanted to tell her that you were done with other women in your life. The day you wanted to make a commitment. What a beautiful flower for everyone to be holding while I join you together as husband and wife.”

Maxx lets out a little gasp, and I shoot Erin a grateful nod.

Fucking sneaky.

“Marriage is more than dinners out and intimate sessions together that you savor. It takes work. And dedication. It takes love and forgiveness. It needs a foundation to build and sustain life upon it. As you two stand here together, you are committing to do so, to fight together not just with each other. To be with each other in sickness and health. ‘Til death do you both part. If this is something you believe you can do, please turn to one another and say ‘I do’.”

Maxx softly says, “I do.”

My hand tilts her chin up so she can look into my eyes. “I do.”

“By the power bestowed upon me by the state of Texas, it my pleasure to announce you man and wife. You may—”

I drop my lips onto hers wrapping my fingers around the nape on her neck desperate to taste her. Desperate to savor our first kiss as a married couple. I’m not sure how the minister’s speech ends, but I do know that sometime in the next few hours I’m going to be balls deep in my wife and that sentence doesn’t scare me like it once did.

In the bed and breakfast bathroom, I wiggle out of my wedding gown and drop it on the floor. Staring at my still dolled up face, I giggle at my own reflection.

I’m fucking married. Can you believe it?! Like married, married! Like walked down an aisle, err grass pathway, said the speech, signed the paper married! Like I’m going to apply for name change papers when I get back married! Did you think this would ever happen?

“Maximus, if you make me wait much longer, I will break down the door and fuck you against the counter,” Logan threatens from the other side.

“Be patient!” I yell back hiding a giggle behind my hand.

“No,” he responds.

Asshole. I waited for him for years and he can’t wait a few minutes while I change? Ugh.

Pulling off my bra and thong, I slip into one his workout shirts that’s starting to fit snug.

Further proof I am pregnant. And no, no sexy lingerie. I’m like five and a half months pregnant, he’s lucky I still wanna have sex with the lights on!

“Maximus, I swear—” His voice drops at the sight of me in front of him. A very familiar predatory look crawls on his face and he licks his lips like I do when I’m staring at the dessert tray. “Fuck…”

“That’s what I’m hoping for.” I stroll over towards him slowly.

Logan wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my baby bump before saying, “I’m not gonna make love to you, Maxx. I’m gonna fuck you fast and hard until you beg me to stop.”

“Promise?” My playful taunt causes him to growl before pulling me down in his lap, his lips nibbling on my boob over his t-shirt. On another growl, he rips off his shirt from over my head and properly sucks my nipple into his mouth.

Why did I waste time putting the damn thing on?

His tongue rolls around my nipple and I arch into him, head falling back on a deep moan. He tosses me onto my back and drops his face between my legs, his tongue greeting my clit instantly. On a gasp, I feel him suck it between his teeth giving it a small nip creating a bit of pain in the pleasure.

That’s not supposed to feel good, is it? Am I broken?

When he repeats the action again, I feel wetness drip down my leg like some sort of sticky invitation for his fingers to join his mouth. Not needing the huge neon arrow my pussy is providing, he slips his fingers inside and roughly begins pumping in rhythm with the circles he’s doing on my clit.

My body curves upward as I call out his name again and again, until my body, which always betrays me before I’m ready, comes undone from the lashing of his tongue. Logan keeps sucking, the orgasm that was fading deciding that an encore is necessary as it rushes out of me a second time.

Pleased, he removes his mouth and grins at me like the cocky bastard he is.

Rightfully so if you ask my body’s opinion.

“Back to back.” He wiggles his eyebrows.

“Don’t gloat,” I fuss at him.

His lips lower to my neck and begin sucking their way up to my earlobe where he whispers, “I’m gonna gloat and you’re gonna come again and again, Mrs. Kellar.”

The comment makes my muscles clench in desperation to be filled by him. As if reading the situation, Logan drops his pants and underwear before rolling me onto my side. Once I’m there, his cock pushes in without any warning, forcing my head to fall back in pleasure.

Logan’s hand reaches around and palms my boob roughly before giving my nipple a small tug. His dick thrusts forward sharply not giving my body any time to adjust to the assault. He pushes deeper and deeper, his fingers still toying with my tit while his hot breath keeps my skin on fire as he breathes on my neck.

“You’re gonna come again for me, baby,” he states as my pussy is ready to do it on command.

It’s not a dog. It shouldn’t be so damn willing to just do what he wants like that…but goddamn it feels so good I can’t even fucking blame it at this point.

When my body does let go, I shut my eyes tightly and whimper, “No more, Logan. God. No more.” My body trembles against his as his hand lands on my hip for more leverage. “I can’t—I just—I can’t—”

“You can, Mrs. Kellar,” his voice pants in my ear. “You.” Thrust. “Will.” Thrust. And at the thought that my body couldn’t possibly come again, I’m proven mistaken when it clasps his cock tightly milking him until he lets out a rumble drenched with satisfaction.

The two of us collapse onto our backs, too tired to move. The fact that his come is sliding out of me is not even enough for me to complain about it. After a couple minutes of our harsh breathing, Logan gets up, grabs a warm wash cloth, and wipes me down. Once he’s done, he crawls in the bed placing his head on my chest while one of his fingers draws small circles on my stomach.

My fingers comb through his hair and I sigh, “I love you.”

His head tilts up and he plants a soft kiss on my lips. “I love you too.” When his head hits my chest again, he leans forward planting a small kiss on my stomach. “And you. I love you too.” I close my eyes, the sound of Logan talking to the baby is soothing enough to rock me to sleep. The last thing I hear him say are the words that have gotten me through rough times in the past and I know will save me in the future. “I gotchu.”

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