Seasons of War (108 page)
Authors: Daniel Abraham
They had come to dead Udun.
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aati tramped through the overgrown streets, Idaan walking silently at his side. The hunter’s bow slung over her shoulder was meant more as protection from feral dogs than to assassinate Vanjit, though Maati knew Idaan could use it for either. To their left, an unused canal stank of stale water and rotting vine. To the right, walls stood or leaned, roofs sagged or had fallen in. Every twenty steps seemed to offer up a new display of how war and time could erase the best that humanity achieved. And above the ruins, rising like a mountain over the city, the ruined palaces of the Khai Udun were grayed by the moisture in the air. The towers and terraces of enameled brick as soft as visions.
aati tramped through the overgrown streets, Idaan walking silently at his side. The hunter’s bow slung over her shoulder was meant more as protection from feral dogs than to assassinate Vanjit, though Maati knew Idaan could use it for either. To their left, an unused canal stank of stale water and rotting vine. To the right, walls stood or leaned, roofs sagged or had fallen in. Every twenty steps seemed to offer up a new display of how war and time could erase the best that humanity achieved. And above the ruins, rising like a mountain over the city, the ruined palaces of the Khai Udun were grayed by the moisture in the air. The towers and terraces of enameled brick as soft as visions.
He had lost Eiah too.
Squatting on the boat as they made their way upriver, he had watched her turn to Otah, watched her become his daughter again where before she had chosen the role of outcast. She had lost faith in Maati’s dream, and he understood why. She had delighted in the Galtic girl’s condition as if it weren’t the very thing that they had feared and fought against.
Maati had wanted the past. He had wanted to make the world whole as it had been when he was a boy, none of his opportunities squandered. And she had wanted that too. They all had. But with every change that couldn’t be undone, the past receded. With every new tragedy Maati brought upon the world, with each friend that he lost, with failure upon failure upon failure, the dim light faded. With Eiah returned to her father’s cause, there was nothing left to lose. His despair felt almost like peace.
‘Left or right?’ Idaan asked.
Maati blinked. The road before them split, and he hadn’t even noticed it. He wasn’t much of a scout.
‘Left,’ he said with a shrug.
‘You think the canal bridge will hold?’
‘Right, then,’ Maati said, and turned down the road before the woman could raise some fresh objection.
It was only a decade and a half since the war. It seemed like days ago that Maati had been the librarian of Machi. And yet the white-barked tree that split the road before them, street cobbles shattered and lifted by its roots, hadn’t existed then. The canals he walked past had run clean. There had been no moss on the walls. Udun had been alive, then. The forest and the river were eating the city’s remains, and it seemed to have happened in the space between one breath and the next. Or perhaps the library, the envoys from the Dai-kvo, the long conversations with Cehmai-kvo and Stone-Made-Soft had been part of some other lifetime.
The sound was low and violent - something thrashing against wood or stone. Maati looked around him. The square they’d come to was paved in wide, flat stones, tall grass a yellow gray at the joints. A ruined fountain with black muck where clear water had been squatted in the center. Idaan’s bow was in her hands, an arrow between her fingers.
‘What was that?’ Maati asked.
Idaan’s dark eyes swept over the ruins, and Maati tried to follow her gaze. They might have been houses or businesses or something of both. The sound came again. From his left and ahead. Idaan moved forward cat-quiet, her bow at the ready. Maati stayed behind her, but close. He remembered that he had a blade at his belt and drew it.
The buck was in a small garden with an iron fence overgrown now with flowering ivy. Its side was cut, the fur black with dried blood and flies. The noble rack of horns was broken on one side, ending in a cruel, jagged stump. As Idaan stepped near, it moved again, lashing out at the fence with its feet, and then hung its head. It was an image of exhaustion and despair.
And its eyes were gray and sightless.
‘Poor bastard,’ Idaan said. The buck raised its head, snorting. Maati gripped the handle of his blade, readying himself for something, though he wasn’t certain what. Idaan raised her bow with something akin to disgust on her face. The first arrow sunk deep into the neck of the once-proud animal. The buck bellowed and tried to run, fouling itself in the fence, the vines. It slipped to its knees as Idaan sank another arrow into its side. And then a third.
It coughed and went still.
‘Well, I think we can say how your little poet girl was planning to get food,’ Idaan said, her voice acid. ‘Cripple whatever game she came across and then let it beat itself to death. She’s quite the hunter.’
She slung the bow back over her shoulder, walking carefully into the trampled garden. Flies rose from the beast in a buzzing cloud. Idaan ignored them, putting her hand on the dead buck’s flank.
‘It’s a waste,’ she said. ‘If I had rope and the right knife we could at least dress him and eat something fresh tonight. I hate leaving him for the rats and the foxes.’
‘Why did you kill him then?’
‘Mercy. You were right, though. Vanjit’s in the city somewhere. That was a good call.’
‘I’m half-sorry I said anything,’ Maati said. ‘You’d kill her just as quickly, wouldn’t you?’
‘You think you can romance her into taking back her curse. I’m no one to keep you from trying.’
‘And then?’
‘And then we follow the same plan each of us had. It’s the one thing we agree upon. She’s too dangerous. She has to die.’
‘I know what I intended. I know what Eiah and I were planning. But that was the andat’s scheme. I think there may be another way.’
Idaan looked up, then stood. The bow was still in her hand.
‘Can you give her her parents back?’ she asked. ‘Can you give her the brothers and sisters she lost? Udun. Can you rebuild it?’
Maati took a pose that dismissed her questions, but Idaan stepped close to him. He could feel her breath against his face. Her eyes were cold and dark.
‘Do you think that Galt died blind because of something you can remedy?’ she demanded. ‘What’s happened, happened. You can’t will her to be the woman you hoped she was. Telling yourself that you can is worse than stupidity.’
‘If she puts it to rights,’ Maati said, ‘she shouldn’t have to die.’
Idaan narrowed her eyes, tilted her head.
‘I’ll offer you this,’ she said. ‘If you can talk the girl into giving Galt back its eyes - and Eiah and Ashti Beg. Everyone. If you can do that and also have her release her andat, I won’t be the one who kills her.’
‘Would Otah let her live?’ Maati asked.
‘Ask him and he might,’ Idaan said. ‘Experience suggests he and I have somewhat different ideas of mercy.’
At midday, they returned to their camp. The boat was tied up at an old quay slick with mold. The scent of the river was rich and not entirely pleasant. Two of the other scouting parties had returned before them; Danat and one of the armsmen were still in the city but expected back shortly. Otah, in a robe of woven silk under a thicker woolen outer robe, sat at a field table on the quayside, sketching maps of the city from memory. Idaan made her report, Maati silent at her side. He tried to imagine asking Otah for clemency on Vanjit’s behalf. If Maati could persuade her to restore sight to everyone she’d injured and release the andat, would Otah honor Idaan’s contract? Or, phrased differently, if Maati couldn’t save the world, could he at least do something to redeem this one girl?
He didn’t ask it, and Idaan didn’t raise the issue.
After Danat and the armsman returned, they all ate a simple meal of bread and dried apples. Danat, Otah, and the captain of the guard consulted with one another over Otah’s sketched maps, planning the afternoon’s search. Idaan tended to Ana; their laughter seemed incongruous in the grim air of their camp. Eiah sat by herself at the water’s edge, her face turned up toward the sun. Maati went to her side.
‘Did you drink your tea this morning?’ she asked.
‘Yes,’ he lied petulantly.
‘You need to,’ she said. Maati shrugged and tossed the last round of dried apple into the water. It floated for a moment, the pale flesh looking nearly white on the dark water. A turtle rose from beneath and bit at it. Eiah held out her hand, palm up, fingers beckoning. Maati was vaguely ashamed of the relief he felt taking her hand in his own.
‘You were right,’ Maati confessed. ‘I still want to save Vanjit. I know better. I do, but the impulse keeps coming back.’
‘I know it does,’ Eiah said. ‘You have a way of seeing things the way you’d prefer them to be rather than the way they are. It’s your only vice.’
‘Only?’
‘Well, that and lying to your physician,’ Eiah said, lightly.
‘I drink too much sometimes.’
‘When was the last time?’
Maati shrugged, a smile tugging at his mouth.
‘I used to drink too much when I was younger,’ he said. ‘I still would, but I’ve been busy.’
‘You see?’ Eiah said. ‘You had more vices when you were young. You’ve grown old and wise.’
‘I don’t think so. I don’t think you can mention me and wisdom in the same breath.’
‘You aren’t dead. There’s time yet.’ She paused, then asked, ‘Will they find her?’
‘If Otah-kvo’s right, and she wants us to,’ Maati said. ‘If she doesn’t want to be found, we might as well go home.’
Eiah nodded. Her grip tightened for a moment, and she released his hand. Her brow was furrowed with thought, but it was nothing she chose to share.
Don’t leave me
, he wanted to say.
Don’t go back to Otah and leave me by myself. Or worse, with only Vanjit
. In the end, he kept his silence.
Don’t leave me
, he wanted to say.
Don’t go back to Otah and leave me by myself. Or worse, with only Vanjit
. In the end, he kept his silence.
His second foray into the city came in the middle of the afternoon. This time they had set paths to follow, rough-drawn maps marked with each pair’s route, and Maati was going out with Danat. They would come back three hands before sunset unless some significant discovery was made. Maati accepted Otah’s instructions without complaint, though the resentment was still there.
The air was warmer now, and with the younger man’s pace, Maati found himself sweating. They moved down smaller streets this time, narrow avenues that nature had not quite choked. The birds seemed to follow them, though more likely it was only that there were birds everywhere. There was no sign of Vanjit or Clarity-of-Sight, only raccoons and foxes, mice and hunting cats, feral dogs on the banks and otters in the canals. They were hardly a third of the way through the long, complex loop set out for them when Maati called a halt. He sat on a stonework bench, resting his head in his hands and waiting for his breath to slow. Danat paced, frowning seriously at the brush.
It struck Maati that the boy was the same age Otah had been in Saraykeht. Not as broad across the shoulders, but Otah had been Itani Noygu and a seafront laborer then. Maati himself had been born four years after the Emperor, hardly sixteen when he’d gone to study under Heshai and Seedless. Younger than Ana Dasin was now. It was hard to imagine ever having been that young.
‘I meant to offer my congratulations to you,’ Maati said. ‘Ana-cha seems a good woman.’
Danat paused. The reflection of his father’s rage warmed the boy’s face, but not more than that.
‘I didn’t think an alliance with Galt would please you.’
‘I didn’t either,’ Maati said, ‘but I have enough experience with losing to your father that I’m learning to be generous about it.’
Danat almost started. Maati wondered what nerve he had touched, but before he could ask, a flock of birds a more violent blue than anything Maati had seen burst from a treetop down the avenue. They wheeled around one another, black beaks and wet eyes and tiny tongues pink as a fingertip. Maati closed his eyes, disturbed, and when he opened them, Danat was kneeling before him. The boy’s face was a webwork of tiny lines like the cracked mud in a desert riverbed. Fine, dark whiskers rose from Danat’s pores. His eyelashes crashed together when he blinked, interweaving or pressing one another apart like trees in a mudslide. Maati closed his eyes again, pressing his palms to them. He could see the tiny vessels in each eyelid, layer upon layer almost out to the skin.
‘Maati-cha?’
‘She’s seen us,’ Maati said. ‘She knows I’m here.’
In spite of the knowledge, it took Maati half a hand to find her. He swept the horizon and from east to west and back again. He could see half-a-hundred rooftops. He found her at last near the top of the palaces of the Khai Udun on a balcony of bricks enameled the color of gold. At this distance, she was smaller than a grain of sand, and he saw her perfectly. Her hair was loose, her robe ripped at the sleeve. The andat was on her hip, its black, hungry eyes on his own. Vanjit nodded and put the andat down. Then, with a slow, deliberate motion, she took a pose of greeting. Maati returned it.
‘Where? Where is she?’ Danat asked. Maati ignored him.
Vanjit shifted her hands and her body into a pose that was both a rebuke and an accusation. Maati hesitated. He had imagined a thousand scenarios for this meeting, but they had all involved the words he would speak, and what she would say in return. His first impulse now was toward apology, but something in the back of his mind resisted. Her face was a mask of self-righteous anger, and, to his surprise, he recognized the expression as one he himself had worn in a thousand fantasies. In his dreams, he had been facing Otah, and Otah had been the one to beg forgiveness.
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