Secrets Behind Those Eyes (23 page)

Damn how did she know what I was doing?
“What I do is none of your business. The state gives you money to
let me stay here.”

“Yeah well your money is supposed to run out
when you turn eighteen in two months, but the school told me today
that you are expelled for non-attendance and the drugs they found
in your locker, so the state is cutting off your money. So get out.
Pack your shit and get out you ungrateful little bitch you are just
like my damn sister.”

I go to the small room that I have and throw
my crap in a bag. I wasn’t allowed to keep much from my house since
most of it was seized. So I only have a few things to pack. I leave
the house without saying goodbye and make my way back to Aaron my
boyfriend’s house.

Three weeks later…

Yeah living with Aaron has lasted all of
three weeks. When I came home a couple of hours ago from my shift
at McDonald’s. I find some bitch blowing him and another bitch
smoking my weed. I grab my shit and my guitar and leave. I walk
around for hours trying to figure out where I’m going to go. I
remember one of my friends is having a party tonight, so maybe I
can go hang there for a little while and maybe crash there.

As I walk into the party there are people
from wall to wall. There is a small band on stage playing. They are
pretty good. I walk closer to listen to them better. As they finish
up I walk over and talk to the guy that is playing the drums.

I step out in front of him. “Hey you guys
were awesome. I’m Ivie.”

He shakes my hand. “Hey I’m Stoney, this is
my buddy Keeg and our lead Gable.”

My body quivers as Gable shakes my hand.
“Hey nice to meet you guys. Well I just wanted you to know I love
your sound.”

Stoney smiles. “Thanks. I see you carrying a
case. Do you play?”

“Yeah I do a little and I do some vocal
stuff.”

He grins. “Come to the garage with us and
let’s jam a little. The rest of the crazy people at this party
won’t even know we left.”

Unsure about going off with three guys I
don’t know must show on my face. Gable steps up. “Hey we are nice
guys and there is generally more people out there than just us. I
understand your skepticism about being alone with us. You don’t
know us and I hope my kids sister is as smart as you.”

I smile. “Well as long as there will be more
people out there.”

Gable

Ten Years Old…

My mom sits down across from Scarlet and me.
She’s been crying. I wonder what my mean dad had said to her now.
He was always saying ugly stuff to her. He’s only here a day or so
a week anyway. I wish he would just go away. I just stare at her. I
can’t feel sorry for her, she would be fine without him. She should
just tell him to get lost.

Scarlet looks at her with a trembling lip.
“Mommy what’s wrong? Where is daddy?”

She clears his throat. “Well Daddy probably
won’t be coming back for a little while. He’s gotten into some
trouble. See it seems Daddy has another family. I guess he has so
much love that one family just wasn’t’ enough and he got into
trouble for having two families.”

I look up at her something she’s saying
makes no sense. “So. What do you mean a little while? He’s always
gone for a little while.”

“Well probably a few years. But he’s
promised me that as soon as this is all cleared up he’ll be back
and help raise you guys. We are going to go and visit him if it’s
close enough.”

Scarlet crawls up in my mom’s lap and starts
crying. “I’m going to miss Daddy.”

My mom sighs. “I am too.”

I look at them. Are they crazy? I stand up
and go to my room to do my homework.

Fifteen Years Old…

I look across the dinner table at my mom who
is crying once again because she’s been trying to find my dad since
he was released from prison, but she can’t locate him. “I’m sorry
Gable I know you don’t like seeing me cry but I just can’t help it.
I still love him.”

“Why? I gave up loving him or even caring
about him a long time ago.”

“Look I know you don’t understand.”

“No to be quite honest I don’t. The man
married you and had two kids. This whole time being married to
another woman first and having another kid. I think you and that
lady should get together hunt his ass down and string him up by his
balls.”

“Gable don’t’ talk about your father that
way. He is a loving man he just loves too much.”

I grit my teeth. “He’s not a father, he’s a
sperm donor. That is it. Hell he’s probably got another family out
there already. Hell two wives and families aren’t enough he’s
probably got like four wives and families by now.”

“Gable!” Scarlet screams at me. “Stop it.
Mom is upset.”

I stand up. “Look you know by now I don’t
sugar coat things and I know in the hippie commune life you grew up
in, it’s probably ok, but for me it’s not. Scarlet quit babying her
about him, he’s an asshole plain and simple.” I grab my guitar case
and jacket. “I’ve got band practice. See ya.”

I storm out the door heading down the street
to Stoney’s house where we practice. As I walk in the garage it’s
already filled with people waiting to hear us.

My rage fuels my performance as we finish a
couple of hours of practice I sit my guitar down and turn off my
amp. Keeg steps up beside me. “Hey man don’t know what had you
going tonight but you were on flipping fire.”

“Yeah. Just bullshit stuff you know.”

He laughs. “Well that little chick Eva is
standing over there looking like she’s just dying to suck your
dick, so you should probably go check on that.”

I’ve been with Eva a couple of time she’s a
lot of fun. She’s seventeen, but I’m the youngest member of our
band and I don’t think she knows or maybe she doesn’t care that I’m
fifteen.

I pull her into Stoney’s house and find and
empty room. Once I shut the door she smiles, pulling herself to me
she licks the salty sweat from my neck. “You did a great job
tonight.”

“Thanks.” I’m not much for words and she’s
knows that.

She drops to her knees and pull my dick out
of my pants. Once she slides her mouth over it I reach around and
grab the back of her head. I literally fuck her face until she
swallows every last bit I cum I shoot out. She stands up and wipes
her mouth. I tuck my dick in my pants. “Thanks that was good.”

She throws her hands on her hips. “What
about me? I need to get off too.”

I roll my eyes. “Fine. But it won’t be with
my dick, he’s down for a little while.”

I push her back on the bed and sink my
fingers into her damp folds, rubbing her clit until she cries out.
I stand up without saying a word and go to the bathroom to wash
up.

Seventeen years old…

What in the hell are we doing jamming in the
garage with a girl named Ivie? When she stepped out in front of us
in the house I thought she was another groupie, but as it turns out
she’s a bass player. When I shook her hand I could have snatched
her up and fucked her right there on Stoney’s drums.

She doesn’t look like the normal girl who
follows us around. She has a rather small waist but big tits and
plump ass.

Keeg pipes up after a few minutes. “Damn
girl you rock that bass.”

She smiles. “Thanks.”

Stoney speaks up. “Hey let’s hear some
vocals. What’s a song you do?”

Her voice almost trembles
when she looks up to see my face. “Do you know
Underneath it All
by No Doubt? I
know it’s pretty old by I like the beat.”

Stoney nods and starts to tap out the beat
as we join in I don’t expect her to even start singing as her
fingers tremble playing her bass. But her voice never falters when
Gwen Stefani’s lyrics come out of her mouth.

Damn she’s good. Once we finish jamming I
snatch a regular groupie up and take her to a back bedroom and
knock the freakin’ bottom out of her trying to get thick Ivie off
my brain. Her freakin’ voice almost did me in, it was like velvet.
After I walk back out into the main room I see Stoney leaving with
Ivie and I start to get pissed. I don’t know why I’m getting pissed
but I want to know why in the fuck she’s leaving with him.

“Hey Stone! Where you guys off to?”

“Oh Ivie got kicked out of her place so
she’s gonna crash with me for a little while. I need a roommate to
help with expenses she needs a place to crash and she’s got a job.”
He shrugs.

I jam my hands in my pockets. “Okay. See
ya.”

Now here are a couple of
Sneak Peeks from a couple of my favorite C/Kasey’s LOL

Kasey Millstead my favorite
Aussie

And

Casey D. Peeler my favorite
North Carolina Girl

ILLICIT DESIRE

By Kasey Millstead

PROLOGUE

I hear someone coming, so I quickly hide
behind some shelving. The last thing I want is to be caught down
here. Not that I’m doing anything wrong, but I’m not supposed to be
hiding away while there’s a party going on upstairs. A party I
can’t be bothered attending. Everyone is drunk and celebrating
something I’m not privy to, so I’d be rather be down here in the
basement my father converted into a library for me. I gasp quietly
when Beau comes into view. My already wide eyes, enlarge further as
I see the pretty blonde girl following him into the room.

“On your knees,” he barks at her.

My pussy clenches at the sound of his harsh
order. The girl complies immediately, dropping to her knees on the
concrete floor. He begins unbuckling his belt and I feel my
breathing start to increase. My chest rises and falls rapidly with
anticipation and I feel my panties begin to dampen. I know it’s
wrong. I should just try and sneak out of here, but they’re
blocking the only exit. There’s no way for me to get out without
being seen – and Beau catching me would only result in him wanting
to know why I’m down here and not upstairs. Since I don’t feel like
explaining myself to anyone, but especially not to the guy who I’ve
had feelings for for most of my life, I’ll just have to wait it
out.

I hear the pop of his button, and then the
zip of his fly. I have a profile view of them, so when his cock
springs free from its denim confines, I have an uninterrupted view
of it.

Are all dicks that
beautiful?
If they are, I have no idea why
men keep them tucked away. They should walk around naked and proud!
Except my dad. My dad should
always
wear clothes!

The girl humming pulls me from my thoughts
and my eyes focus back on the show happening in front of me. She
licks her lips and then runs her tongue around the thick head of
Beau’s cock. His jaw clenches and his head falls back a little bit.
The girl grabs the base of his cock with one hand and begins to
work him more thoroughly with her mouth.

My hand creeps into my pants and my fingers
find my swollen clitoris. I press down and rub in large circles. My
other hand goes up under my shirt and bra to find my nipple. I
pinch the hardened bud and roll it between my fingers. Shocks of
pleasure begin to shoot around my body and I concentrate on
controlling the whimpering that is begging to escape from my
throat. The girl jacks Beau’s cock at the bottom, while her mouth
continues to lick and suck the top.

Fuck,
this is so erotic
.

I feel my body coil tight. Beau’s hands go
to the side of the girls face to hold her still as his hip begin
thrusting into her. He’s fucking her face! I hear her gagging and I
can see her eyes begin to water but she makes no move to stop him.
Instead, her hand goes between her legs and she begins rubbing
herself furiously.

I feel my body contract and then pulse as my
orgasm tears through me. I bite down on my forearm to contain my
scream. I hear a grunt and then I watch mesmerized as Beau
withdraws his cock, almost fully, just leaving the head on the
girl’s open lips. He grunts again as his hand moves up and down his
shaft, then he spurts come all over the girl’s lips and face. Her
eyes roll back in her head and she moans, shuddering as she comes.
With her eyes still closed and a sated look on her face, she licks
Beau’s release off her lips and sighs, satisfied. He throws
something at her – paper towel or a cloth – and she quickly wipes
her face clean. He redoes his zipper and puts his belt in place.
Then, he walks up the stairs and I hear the door creak open. I
listen as her heels clatter up the stairs, before the door shuts
again and I’m alone.

Well, Beau Diesel is certainly a romantic, I
think dryly.

Six months later, he took my virginity.
Then, he broke my heart. Then, he broke it again and again and
again. This is our story…

CHAPTER 1

You can’t help who you fall in love with.
You can try to defy it. You can almost fully believe it. But, it
will always be there, deep down. A strong pull. A connection. A
whole lot of love, lust and caring for the one person who you know
you can never have. You can almost convince yourself that you’re
not in love with them. But you’re only living in denial. Love
always finds a way to win. Just like it did for me.

My father, Dominic
Faretti, is your typical businessman. In our community, he looks
like any other man who owns a business. He wears expensive suits,
he works long hours and he provides well for me. But I know
different. While I don’t know the whole story, I do know that my
father’s business adventures aren’t entirely legal – actually they
probably aren’t legal
at all.
I know this because he has no problem admitting
that he shot my mother in the back of the head at close range when
I was little. Call me silly, but that isn’t the act of a law
abiding citizen. My father spent only four years in jail before he
was released for good behavior. I suspect his release also had
something to do with his connections, but he’s never talked about
it.