Send Me Safely Back Again (45 page)

News came that the colonel was down. Truscott walked along behind the Light Company.

‘Well done, lads, well done, we’re hurting them. Take more than Frogs to beat us!’ he shouted encouragingly. ‘Aim low!’

‘Pritchard Jones took one through the lungs,’ he said to Williams. He spoke more softly, but still loud enough to be heard over the din. ‘So I’m in charge.’

‘Congratulations,’ said Williams, and meant it, even though it seemed a little foolish under the circumstances.

‘Well, the way things are going you might be in charge soon enough! An officer from the Guards has come and says they will
be back in line soon, but General MacKenzie is dead so I am not sure who has the brigade.’

‘Good. Is Billy unscathed?’

‘Was the last time I saw him.’ Truscott looked solemn. ‘I’m afraid Hanley was hit and left behind when we moved up. Sergeant Dobson too.’

‘Badly?’

‘No idea.’ He patted Williams on the shoulder with his one hand. ‘Keep up the good work, Bills.’ Truscott glanced along the rear of the Light Company. There were barely a dozen men left in the second rank. ‘Like that everywhere,’ he said. ‘Well, good luck to you.’

‘Keep firing, lads, keep firing,’ Captain Truscott called as he walked back to the centre of the line.

The men loaded and fired. Throats were parched, limbs weary and faces black with powder smoke, and still they found the strength to load and bring their muskets back up to their shoulders.

‘Steady, boys, pour it into them!’ croaked Williams as loudly as he could.

He heard the slapping sound as a ball struck a redcoat and flung him backwards. There was no man left in the rear rank at that spot, and it took McNaught a moment to yell at someone else to step into the gap.

A corporal ran up. ‘Mr Williams, sir?’ The man was from the 106th, but although he recognised the face Williams could not think of his name.

‘Yes, what is it?’

‘Mr Truscott’s compliments, sir, and you are to prepare to charge. The men are to take off their packs first.’

‘Fine.’ Williams turned and strolled out to the flank of the company. There had been a wide gap between his men and the grenadiers on the right of the 45th. Now there were several hundred Guardsmen formed in two ranks filling the space.

‘Well, hallelujah,’ said Williams to himself. He tried to shout and then coughed to clear his throat. ‘Cease fire! Cease fire!’ All
along the line the order was being repeated. One of his men fell screaming as a ball broke his femur.

‘Take off your packs!’

The men looked puzzled and reluctant. Everything they possessed was in their packs and no man wanted his lost or stolen. Then they began to push the straps back and let the heavy burdens sink to the ground.

‘Fox!’ shouted McNaught at the wounded man. ‘Stop that caterwauling and stay here to watch the Light Company’s packs. Lose anything and I’ll have the hide off your back.’

‘Yes, Sergeant,’ came the response, as habit took over.

‘Get ready, boys,’ called Williams. ‘Let’s chase these French rascals off our land!’

A bullet whipped through the air beside him.

‘The Third Battalion will advance. Forward march!’ Truscott’s voice carried along the line and Williams thought that he had never heard his friend shout so loud.

The line was ragged. Some of the men had slight wounds, bound up with stained cloth from whatever they could find. They were in almost a single rank, with just a few men here and there walking behind.

Williams could see nothing because the smoke cloud was so thick. He held his sword out and had to think before he could remember why there was dried blood on the blade. Another man cried out as he was struck, but the rest pressed on and the dirty white smoke began to thin. The men felt far lighter and strangely refreshed without their heavy packs.

He came through the bank of smoke and there were the enemy, no longer in ordered columns, but clustered, the braver souls near the front, the rest flinching away from the appalling fire. Many lay on the ground, dozens, probably hundreds of them, more it seemed than the redcoats had lost.

‘Charge!’ shouted Truscott, and officers took up the cry.

‘Charge!’ yelled Williams, and he ran forward, sword thrusting towards the masses of men in white. Muskets fired. One ball plucked at the long tails of his coat as it streamed behind him. A
man from the 43rd doubled up as he was hit in the groin, but his sharp cries were lost as the battalion cheered.

The French seemed to quiver and they were close when the remnants of the columns dissolved into rout. Not all of them fled. Two men in front of Williams were loading and one brought his musket up and pulled the trigger before he was ready so that his ramrod cartwheeled past the officer’s head with a weird thrumming sound. Then the man dropped his firelock and fled.

Williams yelled as he hacked across the face of the other man, sending him reeling back. Around him the men of the Light Company stabbed or clubbed down any of the French infantry who stayed to fight or failed to run quickly enough. The spirit seemed to have gone from even those who did not retreat, and Williams knew that it had been a very close thing and that he and the other redcoats might well have been in the same position if the French had managed to charge.

Fear and exhaustion fed the British anger, and the men killed hungrily, as if in payment for the pain they had suffered. One quiet soldier from among the convalescents stabbed three French fusiliers until his bayonet was bent back on itself from striking too hard against bone.

The French broke. All of the second line and the rallied men from the first fled as the British battalions came forward at them. They ran to the rear, dropping muskets and flinging down their packs to go faster.

‘Grab the packs, boys!’ shouted McNaught practically. ‘They’ve got food!’

They reached the stream, running past the dead and wounded of the earlier fighting.

‘Halt!’ Truscott was shouting. ‘Don’t cross the stream!’

‘Stop, lads!’ shouted Williams. They did not want to sweep on too far like the First Division in case more French waited for them. Yet in truth the men were so weary that it was easy to halt them.

The French guns began to fire. Batteries had targets again and
the gunners took advantage for they did not know that the British were too weak to keep advancing.

Ensign Castle’s head was shattered by a twelve-pounder shot. His torso stood for a moment, blood fountaining up on to the little flag he had carried so proudly. Private Hope from the Grenadier Company lost both his legs below the knee to another ball which skimmed low through the grass.

‘Lie down!’ ordered Truscott. ‘Take cover in the stream bed!’ Williams and McNaught got the Light Company moving, but the men were reacting sluggishly, the brief surge of passion from the charge now spent and only exhaustion left.

Billy Pringle was giving the same order when a bullet fired at absurdly long range by a sullen voltigeur smacked into his stomach. The force was mostly spent, but even so it slashed a long groove through jacket and flesh. Pringle sobbed in pain as he slumped down.

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T
he ground was parched, the grass and bushes dry as tinder after months of baking sunshine. Every time a musket was fired, pieces of burning paper from the cartridge dropped on to the fields. The big guns threw their smouldering wadding even farther. No one knew where the first grass fire broke out or whose embers started it, but as the fighting slackened on both sides of the river thick clouds of dark smoke rose up in several places. The wind, which had scarcely blown during the day, now began to gust, sweeping the flames quickly as the fires spread.

‘Can you crawl, sir?’ asked Dobson urgently.

‘Should we not wait to be found?’ Hanley replied.

‘Not unless you want to roast, sir. Come on. That way.’ Dobson pointed in the direction the battalion had gone. ‘And pray someone comes looking for us.’

Guns still fired. They could not see the Germans and Dutch repulsed for a second time, but did hear the trumpets as some Spanish cavalry charged and cut down the fleeing enemy. Farther away in the north valley more guns fired and more cavalry – British this time – charged so recklessly that they seemed to stun the French, so that the enemy attack stalled and came to nothing.

Dobson and Hanley were more concerned with the closer noises. The grass fire roared as it came on quickly, and then there were the dreadful screams as wounded men were caught and burned alive. There seemed to be corpses everywhere. Hanley dragged himself past one stripped almost naked by looters, and he was sure he knew the boy’s face. Then suddenly he realised it was
Lebeque, the cheerful conscript who had guarded him on the bridge at Merida.

‘Poor devil,’ he said aloud, and then dragged himself on through the grass.

‘There you are, I have found you, Mr Dobson.’ It was a woman’s voice, and Hanley was surprised to see the very proper Mrs Dobson. She was dressed in a plain but neat brown dress and was fanning her face with her straw hat. A pin had shaken loose from her long hair, which hung down to her shoulder on one side.

‘Annie, get away, girl, you should not be here,’ said her husband, his pride mingling with fear, for it was getting hot now as the flames came closer.

‘Don’t you tell me what to do, Mr Dobson,’ came the stern reply, and Hanley could not help laughing out loud.

‘Help Mr Hanley, lass!’

‘He is managing. It’s you, you old fool, who needs help!’ Mrs Dobson was small, her husband tall and heavy. Somehow she lifted his shoulder and dragged him foot by foot.

They struggled on, and soon Hanley felt as if he were standing next to a furnace for the heat was so great. More men screamed as they died in the flames.

‘Praise the Lord,’ said Mrs Dobson as redcoats came towards them. ‘It’s our Mr Williams.’

‘Take your pouches off, you daft sods!’ yelled Dobson.

‘Mr Dobson, there is no call for such language,’ snapped his wife automatically.

Williams understood. ‘Pouches off, boys. Throw them that way, away from the fire.’ The heat was so great that it could easily have set off a man’s cartridges, blowing up his pouch and wounding or even killing him.

‘Lift ’em up!’ he shouted, and he and a Highlander took Hanley while two men from the 43rd lifted Dobson. ‘Quick as you can!’

They fled from the fire, Mrs Dobson scooping up her husband’s pack and carrying it with them even though she did
not have the strength to put it properly on her back. Williams wished they could run fast enough to free their nostrils from the smell of roasting flesh.

There were wounded everywhere, far more than any of them had ever seen. Thousands lay across the plain and there were not enough fit men left to gather them up quickly. The lucky ones were carried along the tracks leading to the hospitals set up in the convent and some of the other big buildings. Others hobbled or crawled, dragging wounds through the dust and grime.

The convent was worse. Rows and rows of wounded soldiers waited for the surgeon, filling the courtyard and the road outside. A steady stream of orderlies came from the buildings with amputated legs and arms wrapped in ever filthier covers and tipped the limbs on to a steadily growing pile. Dogs howled at the smell and had to be kept at bay by the bayonets of the sentries. A few men screamed. Most sighed softly or moaned, and some lay still, and unless they had a friend near them their wounds became covered with flies.

Hanley remembered little. They laid him down on his front in a pile of straw. He always slept that way, and with the weariness and the heat he quickly lost consciousness. They woke him up when a surgeon came and probed for the fragments of the shell. The pain was worse than anything he had ever known, even when his arm had been smashed at Roliça, and he could remember yelling and cursing at the doctor as his thigh and all of his leg were stabbed repeatedly by a white hot poker. Then he fainted and there was nothing for hours or days or years. Once or twice he came half awake and there were the sounds of gentle movement around him. The room he was in seemed large, but there was only a single candle flickering far away. He saw Billy Pringle beside him, his face looking white and his breathing so soft that Hanley had to stare for a long time before he was convinced his friend still lived.

‘Oh dear!’ Again and again he heard voices sighing the same words. ‘Oh dear.’ Sometimes they called for their mothers, and on the first night a man screamed again and again for Emma,
calling for forgiveness and one last kiss. Then the voice went silent.

‘Oh dear, oh dear!’ The smell assaulted his nostrils. There was the stink of excrement and blood, and a growing odour of decay that made him gag if ever he took a strong gulp of air.

Hanley drifted in and out of consciousness. He heard Billy talking to him at one point, but he could not understand the words or remember how to reply. His wound did not hurt as long as he remained still. Whenever he moved the pain savaged him and he knew that sometimes he wept.

Williams and the rest of the 3rd Battalion spent days dealing with the debris of battle. They dug graves and dragged the already decaying corpses into them. Sometimes the bodies came apart when men tried to lift them by the arms.