Shadow (A Bad Boy Romance): The Hoods MC (3 page)

His cock hadn't softened much considering he'd recently spewed his seed down the back of my throat. I reached out, wanting to stroke it back to that full hardness I'd felt earlier, only Shadow knocked my hand away and yanked down my jeans and undies in one swoop. I kicked off my shoes and stepped out of them, my remaining clothes too. Shivering, I wrapped my arms around me tight, partially covering my breasts.

"I want to see you."

At his demand, I lowered my arms to my sides. He wasn't seeing me. He was burning me with his eyes. I couldn't breathe with him looking at me like that as if he could see through me, to my soul. It wasn't fair for him to know parts of my life when all I knew, had transpired in the months since I'd woken from the coma. It made me feel vulnerable, and after the van, feeling vulnerable wasn't what I wanted at all.

"I want you to touch me," I retorted, hand on hip.

"I don't like you insolence."

I shivered again, this time at hearing him say “insolence.” Somehow, he made it sound incredibly erotic. It wasn't the kind of word I'd expect out of a biker. Just who was this Shadow guy? What made him tick? I knew what it took to make him come but there was more to him than just his smoking good looks, I could tell. He was as much a mystery to me, as I was to myself.

His hands touched my bare hips. I longed to thrust forward with my hips so we could touch, grind, get started, but he held me tight, and I wanted him to take control.
Have your way with me, please.
My eyes closed in surrender.

He twisted me around so that my back was to him, and he guided me forward. My legs were unsteady after all the walking, being chased, and my kicking one, or both, of the guys—I couldn't remember everything that had happened. Great. Please don't let my trouble with memory be an ongoing issue. I stumbled, but Shadow prevented me from falling.

"My hero." The words came out before I could think about whether or not it was a good idea to voice that thought.

"Do heroes do this?" He bent me over and I automatically dropped my hands onto a soft blanket. The bed. My ass was pointed upward and his hands were cupping my ass cheeks, squeezing them like I'd wanted him to squeeze my breasts. Suddenly, a finger ran up and down my folds and I almost jerked before relishing in the pleasure of that simple touch. "You're so wet."

"Must be from the rain," I quipped.

His hand slapped my ass. Not too hard. I jumped more from being surprised than from the force of the slap. His hand remained there, rubbing the same spot.

"Why are you wet?" he asked.

"Because of you. Because I want you."

"What do you want from me?"

"For you to have your way with me," I repeated.

"If you want that, you'll have to keep quiet. Can you do that?"

I opened my mouth to respond verbally, thought better of it, and nodded.

"Good girl." His fingers went back to stroking the inner folds of moist hot sex. "You do realize that means you can't scream."

"No moans either?" I steeled myself for another blow.

It didn't come.

"No moans, no grunts, no sound other than heavy breathing is allowed."

I wanted to comment on his rules but he had slid one finger inside my pussy and all coherent thought went away.. He curled the finger around and immediately found my G-spot, lending immediate credence to his claim that we had dated. He hadn't forgotten my body, that was for damn sure, and I felt like shouting that I was his for the taking.

Abruptly, he pulled his finger out, and a wave of disappointment washed over me until he lifted my ass even higher into the air and slid the entire length of his cock inside of me in one fluid movement that I barely refrained from moaning my pleasure.

"Are you ready?" he whispered hoarsely.

I nodded.

"You can answer," he grunted and I wanted to move my hips so badly, to feel him move inside of me, but I refrained, somehow.

"Yes," I whispered, the word coming out as a groan.

He yanked out of me and slammed himself back inside. This wasn't lovemaking. Oh, no. This was a thorough fucking.

And I wanted to scream out so fucking bad.

Again and again, he pummeled me with his cock. He was giving me the pounding of a lifetime, and it was all I could do to accept what he had to offer me. I wanted to moan, to whimper, to scream, to cry out… to vocalize my feelings, my pleasure, but I held it in.

Which, in turn, only made the pleasure that much more intense. I was going to spontaneously combust soon.

I buried my face into the blanket to keep me quiet, hoping it would muffle any sounds that might escape. Shadow's cock was just so long and hard and I could feel every inch of him as he slammed into me. It was a good thing he had me over the side of the bed. My legs wouldn't be able to support holding me right now.

The buildup was so immense, too intense, and I knew I was close. The fire was ready to burn. His hands reached upward to finally cup my breasts, and he partially lifted me from the blanket. His fingers sought out my nipples and tugged and teased them. A shot of pleasure ran straight down to my pussy and my muscles tightened.

"Liked that, did you?" he whispered, his breath hot on my ear.

I nodded, unable to prevent myself from moving my hips in time to meet his thrusts.

Shadow yanked and twisted my nipples more, I gasped. He grunted and I knew he wasn't pleased… or maybe he was happy he'd broken me because his hands went to my hips, and he fucked me so hard and deep with his cock; I came hard. My muscles squeezed and massaged his cock as waves of pleasure flooded throughout my body. He continued to pump deeper, harder, faster… to the point that I actually wanted to ask him to stop.

But then I felt warm wetness. He was coming again, this time inside of me.

And I didn't even care.

When he pulled out, I collapsed onto the bed, letting my head rest on my arms. I was sexually sated, even though my muscles were sore all over, and I had a bed to sleep in for the night.

Life wasn't so bad after all.

Chapter Four

Shadow

Morning came and I woke first. Stretching my arms and almost hitting the person beside me; Allie. It was so strange to be lying here, next to her, just as things used to be, back when we were together and life had been, well, better than it was now. Sometimes, I felt like I was a coil, wrapped up too tight, ready to spring free at any second. No, a firecracker ready to explode. I'd blow up, and the world would be without me.

Would Allie mourn me if I died?

No, not Allie. Sky.

She looked so peaceful there, sleeping, her light brown hair fanning around her face. I couldn't help moving it back. Her cheekbones were more prominent than I remembered, probably because of the weight she'd lost. She needed some fattening up, to fill out her muscles. Her tits hadn't felt quite as full and firm as they normally did.

There were other things I'd noticed last night, other differences. Her eyes, for one thing. She looked terrified half of the time, ready to bolt. But some things hadn’t changed, like when she made up her mind to accept my terms. Her eyes had glittered, just like they always had when she desired me, when she wanted me.

A part of Allie still existed inside the woman sleeping beside me. Even if she didn't remember me, her body still responded to me in the same way. I still knew all the ways to make her squirm, insane with need and desire              . She'd surprised me by being as quiet as she had. Allie had a set of lungs on her. Maybe next time, my goal should be to see how many times I can make her scream.

No! There couldn't be a next time. There was no us. This was just a one-time deal; one last fuck, just for old time sake. I'd send her on her way when she woke up. How could I have let her get under my skin again? Maybe these masochistic tendencies never really go away. Was I more repulsed by her or by myself? She didn't know any better. She didn't know anything about me or our past, but I knew everything. I'd never forgotten a second of our time together. Allie had broken my heart, and I swore I'd never have anything to do with her again.

Saving her hadn't crossed the line, but convincing her to sleep with me, that definitely was. Damn it all to hell. How could I allow my fucking cock to mess with my head so much that I would practically drag her—albeit willingly—to my bed?

I was weak. I refused to allow her to get to me. Not this time. Never again. She had to go and the sooner, the better.

She stirred and stretched, and I stilled, not wanting her to wake but also wanting to see her eyes again. A disease, yes, that's exactly what she was. A sickness I had to purge from my body. Maybe this time had been the last, and I could send her off and not worry about her anymore. Be free of her, finally.

Her eyes opened. There was the initial fright and alarm as she glanced around, momentarily forgetting where she was, but when she saw me lying next to her, staring back, some of her anxiety melted away.

Seeing that churned my stomach, and my appetite evaporated.

"That was…" She trailed off, glancing away, as if shy.

Mind blowing. After all, I had given her a pounding far better than she deserved. Actually spilling my seed inside her.

The sex, yeah, of course, I had intended that, obviously, but us sleeping together in the same bed? Not a chance in hell. I'd meant to put her in Acer's room. He was out of town for the next two weeks, and he wouldn't have minded. Plus, his room was next door, and if I had woken up, I could've just gone over and taken her again.

But I had slept through the night without waking once. I hadn't done that in… fuck, I didn't even know how long. Almost thought that wasn't possible for me. Restless nights, broken sleep, plagued by nightmares…

"Get dressed," I said shortly, throwing back the covers and standing up.

I walked over to my jeans and started to put them on when I realized she was staring at me, or, actually, my cock. Yeah, I was hard. What did she expect? Most guys woke up with morning wood.

"I'm not dressing you," I announced.

"Oh, right. Sorry." She flushed. It was so easy to fluster her. Now she reminded me of a bird, one who wanted to take flight at the first sign of possible danger.

And, right now, I was bothering her.

Good. I needed to push her away, to make a break of things. Bringing her here last night had been a mistake. I could've found another place for her.

I stretched and smiled at the soreness in my upper thighs. The morning after sex was always a good day. Well, today wouldn't be good, not while Allie—Sky—was still around.

Time to get rid of her.

I whipped her clothes at her just as she finally stood up out of bed. She grabbed her shirt before it fell to the ground, but the rest of her clothes landed at her feet. Sky grimaced and opened her mouth before shutting it.

Perfect, I didn't want to hear anything. We had an agreement. Sex equaled one night. No more. I didn’t owe her anything.

Not bothering to put a shirt on or waiting for her to finish dressing, I walked to the door and threw it open. A quick glance back had my heart softening just enough to bark, "If you aren't downstairs in one minute, no breakfast for you."

"All right. I'll be…" She had just fastened her bra, her ample breasts jostling as she adjusted it around her and was struggling to get her shirt on. Her clothes had to still be damp. My jeans were. If I weren’t so hungry, I'd grab a new pair.

Instead, I walked downstairs. The guys—my boys, my brothers, my crew—gave me knowing smiles, nudges, and winks. The lewd comments followed, I laughed but shared nothing. They all knew Allie and I had split, but they didn't know she'd been the one to kick me to the curb.

"Clear out of here," I said good-naturally, and a few did, leaving only two of my closest friends behind; I was the leader after all. The Hoods Motorcycle Club might be small, but my guys were loyal, and that was all I asked of them.

But they left too, after a few more ribs, giving me the room to myself. It felt strange to be alone in the club. There was always someone around, running their mouth - talking shit, or grabbing a bite to eat, drinking beer. We were a family, even if I did sometimes feel a little disconnected from them. Shit, I sometimes felt disconnected from the whole damn world.

Before I could help myself to some bacon and eggs—the meat greasy s and barely edible but the eggs were actually cooked decently, so Harry must've drawn cooking duty—Allie appeared. Her minute had probably passed, but that didn't bother me so much as what she was wearing. I was pissed, on one hand, to see she'd taken the liberty of putting on one of my shirts without asking and pissed, on the other hand, for being turned on by it. Because she just looked so damn good in it. It wasn't the first time she’d ever wore my clothes, and the last time, she'd just been wearing a flaming skull shirt that hung to her upper thigh and nothing else.

Yeah, at this rate, my morning wood wasn't going to go away anytime soon.

"Help yourself," I grumbled as I heaped some eggs onto my plate and grabbed a stack of bacon.

There weren't any more clean plates on the table. I had taken the last one. She glanced around uncomfortably then walked over to me and plucked a piece of bacon from my plate.

"Don't tell me you hate bacon thieves." She grinned at me, and some of her sauciness from last night had returned.

Damn it. Damn her. She was not going to go away easily, was she?

Well, then. I'd planned on giving her a name of a homeless shelter. One that was actually half decent. No way was I about to call her sister. She never liked me with Allie. Doubt she would like me with Sky. Besides, the two of them hadn't always gotten along in the past. Her sister might not be the best person for her to turn to.

One thing was for sure, the best person for me wasn't her, not after the heartache she'd put me through.

But if she thought that after one night of spreading her legs, she pick up where we left off and use her memory loss as an excuse to get me to forget the pain she caused me, no way, not happening.

Change of plans. Maybe it would be better to scare her off, scare her away from me and my, now throbbing, cock for good.

She tore into the bacon like she was starved and I begrudgingly, let her eat from my plate. No clean dishes, the guys knew better than that. They had better fix that before I get back, because I had somewhere to go, and I was taking Sky with me.

And afterward? She'd never want anything to do with me again. Which suited me perfectly.

Once we had finished eating our fill—which was quite a bit actually, sex always made me hungry, and Sky had eaten as if it were her last meal—she turned to me. "What are you going to do today?" Her hand reached beneath the table and landed on my upper thigh.

The woman was sex on a stick, even if she was a little skinnier now than I thought she should be. My cock hardened even more, which I didn't think was possible. It had betrayed me last night. It wasn’t going to again, not now. As much as I did still want her. Fuck it all. I had to get away from her.

I wanted to say, "Not you," but I couldn't. Even if she had broken me, I wasn't going to be mean for the sake of being mean. So, instead, I said, "I have a mission."

Her eyebrows furrowed. "Mission? What kind of a mission?"

My smile was so wide my cheeks hurt. "Wanna find out?"

"Sure!" Her bubbly enthusiasm reminded me of last night when her head had bobbed up and down on my cock. Shit. A drop or two of pre-cum oozed out.

"Just let me get changed." I didn't wait for her to respond. I just ran to the nearest bathroom and ripped off my jeans. My cock was in my hand a second later. Thoughts flooded my mind of all the times I'd had Allie before, and of last night with Sky. It was strange to think of her as two different women, but she was. Until she remembered who she was and her new experiences meshed with her old life, she wouldn't be able to connect the two. Either way, as Allie or as Sky, my cock wanted her all the same. I was so damn hard I had to find release right this second or else I would find her and claim her and fuck her brains out. No. Last night had to be the last time my cock ever touched her sweet, wet pussy. Her orgasm had made her so tight…

Cum fired out of me, landing in the shower stall. Oh, God, yes! But the feeling of being satisfied only lasted a few moments. Jerking off never was enough. I needed the full experience of sex, of a pussy, or a woman's mouth on my cock. Even nutting on tits was more preferable.

But since the only pussy nearby was Sky's, my hand had to suffice. I showered quickly and dressed. I was back downstairs, in the dining room in no time.

Sky smiled at me, and I frowned. It wasn't fair for me to be in fresh clothes and for her to be in those wet jeans. There was nothing more uncomfortable than damp jeans, and I couldn't bring myself to be an ass to her.

"One more second." I raced back up to my room. In the bottom back corner of my closet, I dug out the box of possessions of Allie's I still had, that she had never taken back. Near the bottom, I found some clothes and pulled aside a white bra, black panties, a tank top with a bike on it I'd bought her, and a pair of tiny denim shorts. Damn. She'd be looking mighty fine in this, but she had no other shirts or bottoms.

Even I wasn't that heartless that I'd force her back out onto the streets in still damp clothes. Plus, this stuff was hers anyhow. So many times I'd contemplated burning the box. Never had. Probably just as well I hadn't.

I put the clothes on top and lugged them and the box to her. "Here, change into these, and we'll go."

"What's in the box?"

"A few of your things."

She took a moment to rifle through it eagerly, but there were no notes, no papers, just some clothes, makeup, a stuffed animal and little else; nothing to help reconnect to her past. A sigh escaped. Then she stood, glanced around, and quickly stripped right in front of me. She wasn't doing it to tease me, at least I didn't think she was since it wasn't overtly sexy, but anytime a woman undressed in front of you, it was arousing.