She Is the Darkness: Book Two of Glittering Stone: A Novel of the Black Company (42 page)

The ground still burned. The earth had collapsed into Lady’s factory, evidently
while so much fireball material was ablaze that the dirt itself could not resist
ignition. The burning soil glowed various colors. Little flames pranced close to
the ground, randomly, like those on the surface of burning sulfur. A smell of
sulfur did hang in the air but it was a memory of fireballs past.

There was just enough light to get around by. Consequently the disaster’s
aftermath was more impressive visually.

Hundreds of soldiers and scores of hastily recruited Shadowlanders carried water
in any container available. Water killed these fires not by smothering them but
by cooling them down.

A column of steam towered thousands of feet above us.

“I think I’m about to get pissed off.”

I glanced back. The Old Man had come up beside me. “This didn’t do us much
good,” I agreed.

“It’s maybe not as bad as it looks except for we lost so many of the people who
made the poles. The battle-ready pieces were stored somewhere else. Lady didn’t
want to keep all her peas in one pod.”

“Smart girl. Was it an accident?”

“No. The survivors say the lamps down there started going out, then people
started screaming. The way they describe that makes me sure shadows got in.

Right behind those came something or somebody who couldn’t be seen very well.

She strolled through the confusion setting off the reactions that caused the
blowup.”

“Soulcatcher?”

“That’s my bet. She’s really starting to get up my nose.”

I grunted. Starting? Just now? Then he was more patient than I believed
possible.

Somebody yelled my name. I made out a crowd gathering downhill. “My public
calls,” I grumbled. “I wonder what gruesome surprise they have for me this
time.”

“Gruesome” was a weak word to describe what lay scattered around the collapsed
area. Mangled, partial, dismembered and thoroughly cooked corpses abounded. Most
were not soldiers. Lady’s workers had gotten a running start but that had not
been good enough for most. “Where’s Lady?” I asked as Croaker followed me.

“Trying to get a fix on Catcher. Hoping we can slap back while she’s still tired
and feeling smug.”

“Waste of time.”

“Probably. You do any dreaming last night?”

“No. I tossed and turned and tried to talk myself out of coming over here.”

“I would’ve sent for you eventually.”

I saw why in a moment.

He had spotted the body first.

Uncle Doj lay sprawled on his back amidst the crowd. One shoulder had been
burned by a fireball. A second fireball had burned part of his hair away. Much
of what remained had been bleached white. His face was contorted. His right eye
was wrinkled shut and buried beneath a crust of dried blood. His left eye was
open. It stared at the sky. Ash Wand lay across his chest. He still gripped it
with both hands. Its perpetually sharp blade was discolored as though it had
been used to stir a fire, as though the temper had been burned out. Uncle Doj’s
clothing looked as though somebody had sprinkled him with small coals after he
went down.

A small white feather was stuck in the blood on his cheek.

He shuddered. A sound like a giant fart came out of him. Thai Dei, who had been
standing beside me, staring dumbstruck, dove forward.

Croaker snapped, “You men get back. Give us room. Murgen, bring my medical kit
and I’ll do what I can.”

I took off. To my amazement Thai Dei bounced up and followed me. He did bark
orders at other Nyueng Bao as we went, though. Uncle would be watched over by
his own kind.

I dove into Croaker’s shelter, found his bag and popped back up into the
gathering light. I asked Thai Dei, “Could you tell anything from looking at
Uncle?”

“He went into the mangrove alone.” Which was Nyueng Bao idiom. It derived from
the story of an incautious hunter who chased a wild pig into a mangrove stand
and ran into a tiger when he got there.

I dropped Croaker’s bag beside him. He grunted acknowledgment, then growled at
the Nyueng Bao pressing in around us. Not ten minutes had passed but it seemed
every Nyueng Bao following the Old Crew had come to see what was happening. Thai
Dei whispered angrily at several. The gist seemed to be that they were shirking
their duties by straying from those they were supposed to protect. So strong was
the Nyueng Bao concept of debt that the whole bunch scattered immediately.

The Nyueng Bao said little. What they did say I understood perfectly. But I
learned nothing.

Thai Dei knelt beside Uncle, on his left side. The Old Man knelt opposite him.

Croaker gave Thai Dei a wet cloth. “Here. Sponge the crud off his face so I can
see how much real damage there is.” There was light enough now to see the dried
blood and oozings crusted on Uncle’s face.

While we were gone Croaker had accumulated several buckets of water and had
opened Uncle Doj’s clothing. He concentrated on the damaged shoulder, which
still trickled blood. Doj’s scalp wound had cauterized itself, evidently.

Uncle shuddered again. He could see because he looked up at Thai Dei, recognized
him, tried to raise his arm, barely got hold of Thai Dei’s right elbow. He
whispered, “The Thousand Voices. Watch for the Thousand Voices.”

“Rest, Uncle,” Thai Dei replied.

“You must . . . I have little time left. The Thousand Voices is among us. I
struck her down, thinking to reclaim the Key, but my blow was not lethal.” That
seemed to amaze him.

Croaker glared at me, silently willing me to listen carefully because it was
obvious Uncle was saying something important. I nodded, not only listening and
remembering but watching Doj’s lips to make sure he was saying what I thought I
was hearing.

Most of the Nyueng Bao had gone back to their charges. But JoJo had no one to
protect anymore. His man had gotten away. He stayed. He stepped forward. “Uncle!

Your tongue betrays you.”

At least that is what he wanted to say. The instant his mouth opened Croaker
made signs to Otto and Hagop, who hovered like angels looking for unbelievers to
smite. They wrapped JoJo up, clamped hands over his mouth, carried him away, and
managed the whole abduction so slickly that nobody paid any attention.

Uncle Doj thought he was dying. He was trying to stick Thai Dei with some
obligation. “Find her before she recovers. Kill her while she is vulnerable.

Burn her flesh. Scatter her ashes. Scatter them to the winds.”

Thai Dei did not want the obligation. “I am not the one, Uncle. I have a mission
already. Rest. Hold your tongue.” He knew I was listening.

Uncle’s eye shifted my way. He knew I was listening, too, now. But he was
convinced he saw Death peering over my shoulder. He kept on talking.

What he said made sense. If you assumed that “the Thousand Voices” was
Soulcatcher. That was a good nickname for her particularly where she had not
bothered to introduce herself.

Unfortunately, Uncle and Thai Dei did not make illuminating, “As you know”

expository speeches to one another so I could only fill the chasms by guesswork.

I did get the impression that this Thousand Voices had stolen something from the
Nyueng Bao. Uncle called it the Key. Key to what did not come up. Thai Dei had
no need to have it explained.

A quest to recover the item might explain why Uncle had been dogging the
Company. It might explain his disappearances, both overnight or for as long as
after Charandaprash. I suspected I might have been exposed to earlier hints but
had been too dense to catch or record them.

Uncle Doj was getting weaker. For a man as strong physically and mentally as he
was that hinted that he might be right about having very little time left. I
yielded to temptation and gave pettiness a loose rein. I dropped to my haunches,

as near Nyueng Bao style as I could manage. “Is there anything you want me to
tell Sahra when she gets here?”

His one eye fixed on mine. He winced as Thai Dei peeled a big hunk of scab off
his other eye but his gaze did not waver.

“I’ve known for a long time. I also know we have a son. And I can find no
forgiveness in my heart.”

Croaker said, “He’s got more wounds than I thought. This arm is broken. His leg
might be, too.”

I said, “He ran into Catcher. Probably when she was making her getaway. He might
have cut her up some.”

“That would explain the sword. Also him still being in relatively good health.

What’s the chatter?” We were, of course, muttering in Jewel Cities dialect.

“He’s sure he’s dying. He’s trying to pass some kind of obligation on to Thai
Dei. Thai Dei doesn’t want it. I think Catcher visited the swamp between the
time when we broke the siege of Dejagore and when my in-laws moved in with me in
Taglios. She snatched something really important to the Nyueng Bao, something
apparently considered an object of power in their religion, like a holy relic
and Uncle’s quest is to steal it back.”

“He ain’t ready to check out yet,” Croaker told me. “It looks worse than it is.

Half this mess isn’t his blood. He’ll be all right if we can beat the infection.

But you don’t have to clue him. Let him talk.”

I shifted to Nyueng Bao. “Thai Dei, my Captain expresses a regret that your
people have not dealt with us frankly. However, in honor of Sahra, and because I
asked for it as family, he will do what he can to ease Uncle Doj’s passage back
to the cao gnum.” Cao gnum could be either a place or a state of being that
could be described as the universe’s central depository of souls. I was not sure
which because the Nyueng Bao did not discuss their religious beliefs. Whatever,

cao gnum was where souls waited to return to the world if they had not
accumulated enough good karma to get off the Wheel of Life. The Gunni call their
similar place Swegah, which for them can be several places at once, including
Heaven and Hell, with the soul on standby getting doses of each according to the
tally sheet that has been kept of his good deeds and bad.

My comments strained Thai Dei’s honor and loyalty. He was angry with me. “Too
much disrepect, my brother.”

I said, “So explain why I should treat him better than some pain-in-the-ass
second cousin.”

“Ignorance is your shield,” Thai Dei advised me. “Grant me a boon.”

“Ask away.”

“Say nothing more.”

I had begun to suspect that I had run my mouth too much already so I had no
problem granting his wish. “You got it.”

Uncle muttered to Thai Dei several times during the next quarter hour. That was
pure delirium. Nothing he said illuminated the situation any better. Then he
passed into unconsciousness because Croaker had given him something for his
pain. I did not reassure Thai Dei about him waking up. Let him be astounded by
the Old Man’s medical magic. Let him feel even more obligation than he already
did.

Once Uncle was out and unable to fight us we set his bones and cleansed his
wounds. Not much flesh had to be abraded. The fireballs had done a great job of
cauterization.

Uncle was going to sport some major scars from now on, though.

He might never have complete use of the right side of his body again, either.

His right arm was broken in three places. One break was a compound fracture. His
right shinbone was broken as well, six inches below the knee.

It never occurred to Thai Dei to ask why he was helping set the bones of a man
who was about to die.

He was in another world. He was communing with his soul, with the thing that
made him Thai Dei.

After a while, he said, “I argued against it when they sent Sahra away. My voice
was too small to carry any weight.” He did not look at me when he spoke. His
body language told me it was not something he would discuss again, ever.

The following morning I talked cautiously to several Gunni about Nyueng Bao
mythology. They were no help. I ran into a slough of contempt. If the Gunni had
possessed any grasp of the concept they would have labeled the Nyueng Bao
heretics. They did not. Taglian society was too completely pluralistic
religiously. Nobody I spoke to had any idea what the Key might be. I suspected
it might not be a religious relic even though I had overheard enough to
understand that it had been one of the major treasures kept hidden at the temple
where Sahra was confined.

I wondered what the connection might be. If there was any.

“I’m getting really tired of this hike,” I told Thai Dei as we headed across the
valley in response to a summons from our Supreme Commander. Not far away from us
Shadowlander volunteers were helping take in a grain that was a cousin of
barley, working for a share of the harvest. Croaker had a notion that the locals
would resent us less if we helped them out. I had a feeling their own crops were
not so bad and we ought to be stashing our surpluses inside Overlook. Sure as
winter follows summer the day would come when we would need every kernel of
reserve.

The Old Man insisted that I had been scarred too deeply by my past, that I would
never outgrow Dejagore. Maybe he was right. We are all the sum total of our
pasts, good and evil.

Thai Dei said nothing right away. He was more reticent than ever this morning. A
mile down the path he said, “You knew Uncle would not die.”

“Yep.”

“You meant to manipulate him.”

“Yep. So tell me. What’s the Key?”

“Something that should have been destroyed long ago.”

Did I say he was not talking anymore? I checked to make sure I was with my
sidekick of many years. “Big mojo, eh?”

He understood the word in context. “Big trouble. All prophecies, all articles
and tools of prophecy, bring nothing but trouble.”

“This Key wouldn’t tie in to Hong Tray’s prophecy, would it?” I had not gotten
that pinned down yet, despite being part of it and married to part of it. Sarie
always claimed that she did not know, she was just a woman.

Thai Dei had found his center, his silence, again. He refused to say anything
more.

“You been talking about me?” I asked when I pushed into Croaker’s place and
found sudden silence and stares my only greeting.

“Perhaps,” Lady said. She eyed me speculatively, evidently wondering what was
going on inside me these days.

Otto, Hagop and a couple other Old Crew guys were there. Isi and Sindawe were
present. Numerous senior Taglians were noteworthy for their absence, as was
Blade. We had not seen much of Blade lately, though he and Lady had worked
together for years. There seemed to be a shift in the tides of trust.

“What’s up?”

“What’s your readiness state?” Croaker asked.

“Not bad, actually. A good blowup like the one last night will make guys want to
put an edge on.”

“No sign of Catcher?”

“No. You ask me, Uncle got her good and she’s somewhere licking her wounds.” I
had not seen a single crow since before Sleepy returned. Talk about your basic
good omens.

“Thai Dei talking any more?”

“No. You haven’t said—”

“I’m going to go recon the plain.”

“I thought—”

“Now’s the time. Catcher is weak. I know how she heals. We’ll have a week before
she’s strong enough to cause us more grief. We need to dive through that window
of opportunity. If we put together a balanced force and pack train and push it
hard, we should be able to travel seventy or eighty miles before we have to turn
back. That ought to give us a good idea where we stand.”

I did not like the idea but did not argue. Lady was the Lieutenant. It was her
job to expose the flaws in the Captain’s reasoning. She said nothing so I
supposed their discussion was complete.

“I’m thinking fifty men for the first probe,” Croaker said. “All the old guys
who followed us here to get to Khatovar. Plus the best new men. All volunteers.”

Not many recent recruits wanted to go to Khatovar. The old terror still held
some power even though now they were part of the Company.

“What’s happening in Taglios?” Croaker asked.

I shrugged. “I’m only having normal dreams these days. In fact, I hardly slept
the last couple nights. Sleepy mumbles all night. I tried to get him talking but
he didn’t seem to hear me.”

“We’ll take him with us. A good long hike might bring him out of it.”

I sighed. “When do you want to do this?”

“As soon as we can get it together. Catcher’s already getting better.”

I sighed again. “I was getting used to not traveling. I was really getting
attached to the idea of staying in one place.” And waiting for my wife. Or maybe
even going back to meet her if I could get Sleepy to tell me what he had done
with my horse.

Croaker harrumphed. Really. The son of a bitch was turning into my grandfather.

He said, “You know what this means? Standardbearer?”

“I got a bad feeling it means some dumb fuck name of Murgen is going to have to
go be out front again.”

“With no Goblin or One-Eye to cover your back.”

“Shit. Yeah.” But my back was covered, for now until forever. “I see a problem,

boss. The Nyueng Bao will insist on sticking with their guys from Dejagore.”

“I’m counting on it. Every one of them who goes up the mountain is one less
Taglian I have to worry about getting behind me and maybe wrapping one of those
silk dinguses around my neck.”

“What? We haven’t had any trouble with those characters since last winter. There
aren’t any left.”

“Ready to bet your life on that? I mean to take the living saint and the rest of
our pals along with us.”

“Why you want to do that?”

“So we don’t get any surprises while our backs are turned. You want Howler
getting loose, or Longshadow, when none of us are there to round them up again?

You want the Prahbrindrah Drah on the prowl again? Or that panther bitch?”

“No. But if I was running things we’d just kill them and burn their bodies. Then
we’d mix what was left up good and throw it all in about six different rivers.”

Lady gave me the sort of look that would have made me shit my knickers a few
years back. She did not much scare me anymore.

Croaker ignored my opinion. “Once we’re up there and see what it’s like I might
set up staging camps so we can move the whole mob in steps.”

“I don’t think I’m ready for this, boss.”

“Not ready? This is where we’ve been heading for the last ten years.”

“There’s a big fucking difference between being on the road and getting there,

chief. You go out in the camp and ask, every guy out there will tell you he’s
perfectly happy to be on his way to Khatovar. But I bet you you won’t get the
same answer about getting there.” I do not believe Croaker ever understood that
nobody was as enthusiastic about our quest as he was.

“What do I got to do?” I asked.

“Pack up and get ready. Get your protege whipped into shape because I expect him
to trudge right along with the rest of us.”

There was something there . . . Something that left me on the outside.

Something, maybe, that had something to do with the sudden silence that had
fallen when I walked in.

“Then I’d better go pack up and get ready, hadn’t I?”

The Old Man glowered at me as I walked out but did not raise a finger to stop
me.

Something was going on.

“Another damned wasted trip,” I told Thai Dei. “Only this was the worst one
yet.” I was getting mad. I was being used somehow.