Shogun (The Asian Saga Chronology) (117 page)

"Yes," he said slowly, "that's your duty."  His eyes held hers.  "If Lord Toranaga says you can go, then go, but it's not likely you'll be permitted there.  Even so . . . you must return quickly.  Very quickly.  It would be unwise to stay in Osaka a moment longer than necessary."

"Yes."

"By sea would be quicker than by road.  But you've always hated the sea."

"I still hate the sea."

"Do you have to be there quickly?"

"I don't think half a month or a month would matter.  Perhaps, I don't know.  I just feel I should go at once."

"Then we will leave the time and the matter of the going to Lord Toranaga—if he permits you to go at all.  With Lord Zataki here, and the two scrolls, that can only mean war.  It will be too dangerous to go."

"Yes.  Thank you."

Glad that that was now finished, he looked around the little room contentedly, unconcerned now that his ugly bulk dominated the space, each of his thighs broader than her waist, his arms thicker than her neck.  "This has been a fine room, better than I'd dared to hope.  I've enjoyed being here.  I'm reminded again that a body's nothing but a hut in the wilderness.  Thank you for being here.  I'm so glad you came to Yokosé, Mariko-san.  If it hadn't been for you I would never have given a
cha-no-yu
here and never felt so one with eternity."

She hesitated, then shyly picked up the T'ang cha caddy.  It was a simple, covered jar without adornment.  The orange-brown glaze had run just short, leaving an uneven rim of bare porcelain at the bottom, dramatizing the spontaneity of the potter and his unwillingness to disguise the simplicity of his materials.  Buntaro had bought it from Sen-Nakada, the most famous cha-master who had ever lived, for twenty thousand koku.  "It's so beautiful," she murmured, enjoying the touch of it.  "So perfect for the ceremony."

"Yes."

"You were truly a master tonight, Buntaro-san.  You gave me so much happiness."  Her voice was low and intent and she leaned forward a little.  "Everything was perfect for me, the garden and how you used artistry to overcome the flaws with light and shadow.  And this"—again she touched the cha caddy.  "Everything perfect, even the character you'd written on the towel,
ai
—affection.  For me tonight, affection was the perfect word."  Again tears spilled down her cheeks.  "Please excuse me," she said, brushing them away.

He bowed, embarrassed by such praise.  To hide it he began to wrap the caddy in its silken sheaths.  When he had finished, he set it into its box and placed it carefully in front of her.  "Mariko-san, if our house has money problems, take this.  Sell it."

"Never!"  It was the only possession, apart from his swords and longbow, that he prized in life.  "That would be the last thing I would ever sell."

"Please excuse me, but if pay for my vassals is a problem, take it."

"There's enough for all of them, with care.  And the best weapons and the best horses.  In that, our house is strong.  No, Buntaro-san, the T'ang is yours."

"We've not much time left to us.  Who should I will it to?  Saruji?"

She looked at the coals and the fire consuming the volcano, humbling it.  "No.  Not until he's a worthy cha-master, equaling his father.  I counsel you to leave the T'ang to Lord Toranaga, who's worthy of it, and ask him before he dies to judge if our son will ever merit receiving it."

"And if Lord Toranaga loses and dies before winter, as I'm certain he'll lose?"

"What?"

"Here in this privacy I can tell you quietly that truth, without pretense.  Isn't an important part of the
cha-no-yu
to be without pretense?  Yes, he will lose, unless he gets Kiyama and Onoshi—
and
Zataki."

"In that case, set down in your will that the T'ang should be sent with a cortege to His Imperial Highness, petition him to accept it.  Certainly the T'ang merits divinity."

"Yes.  That would be the perfect choice."  He studied the knife then added gloomily, "Ah, Mariko-san, there's nothing to be done for Lord Toranaga.  His
karma's
written.  He wins or he loses.  And if he wins or loses there'll be a great killing."

"Yes."

Brooding, he took his eyes off her knife and contemplated the wild thyme sprig, the tear still pure.  Later he said, "If he loses, before I die—or if I'm dead—I or one of my men will kill the Anjin-san."

Her face was ethereal against the darkness.  The soft breeze moved threads of her hair, making her seem even more statuelike.  "Please excuse me, may I ask why?"

"He's too dangerous to leave alive.  His knowledge, his ideas that I've heard even fifth hand . . . he'll infect the realm, even Lord Yaemon.  Lord Toranaga's already under his spell,
neh?
"

"Lord Toranaga enjoys his knowledge," Mariko said.

"The moment Lord Toranaga dies, that also is the Anjin-san's death order.  But I hope our Lord's eyes are opened before that time."  The guttering lamp spluttered and went out.  He glanced up at her.  "Are you under his spell?"

"He's a fascinating man.  But his mind's so different from ours . . . his values . . . yes, so different in so many ways that it's almost impossible to understand him at times.  Once I tried to explain a
cha-no-yu
to him, but it was beyond him."

"It must be terrible to be born barbarian—terrible," Buntaro said.

"Yes."

His eyes dropped to the blade of her stiletto.  "Some people think the Anjin-san was Japanese in a previous life.  He's not like other barbarians and he . . . he tries hard to speak and act like one of us though he fails,
neh?
"

"I wish you'd seen him almost commit seppuku Buntaro-san.  I . . . it was extraordinary.  I saw death visit him, to be turned away by Omi's hand.  If he was Japanese previously, I think that would explain many things.  Lord Toranaga thinks he's very valuable to us now."

"It's time you stopped training him and became Japanese again."

"Sire?"

"I think Lord Toranaga's under his spell.  And you."

"Please excuse me, but I don't think I am."

"That other night in Anjiro, the one that went bad, on that night I felt you were with him, against me.  Of course it was an evil thought, but I felt it."

Her gaze left the blade.  She looked at him steadily and did not reply.  Another lamp spluttered briefly and went out.  Now only one light remained in the room.

"Yes, I hated him that night," Buntaro continued in the same calm voice, "and wanted him dead—and you and Fujiko-san.  My bow whispered to me, like it does sometimes, asking for a killing.  And when, the next dawn, I saw him coming down the hill with those cowardly little pistols in his hands, my arrows begged to drink his blood.  But I put his killing off and humbled myself, hating my bad manners more than him, shamed by my bad manners and the saké."  His tiredness showed now.  "So many shames to bear, you and I. 
Neh?
"

"Yes."

"You don't want me to kill him?"

"You must do what you know to be your duty," she said.  "As I will always do mine."

"We stay at the inn tonight," he said.

"Yes."

And then, because she had been a perfect guest and the
cha-no-yu
the best he had ever achieved, he changed his mind and gave her back time and peace in equal measure that he had received from her.  "Go to the inn.  Sleep," he said.  His hand picked up the stiletto and offered it.  "When the maples are bare of leaves—or when you return from Osaka—we will begin again.  As husband and wife."

"Yes.  Thank you."

"Do you agree freely, Mariko-san?"

"Yes.  Thank you."

"Before your God?"

"Yes.  Before God."

Mariko bowed and accepted the knife, replaced it in its hiding place, bowed again and left.

Her footsteps died away.  Buntaro looked down at the branchlet still in his fist, the tear still trapped in a tiny leaf.  His fingers trembled as they gently laid the sprig on the last of the coals.  The pure green leaves began to twist and char.  The tear vanished with a hiss.

Then, in silence, he began to weep with rage, suddenly sure in his innermost being that she had betrayed him with the Anjin-san.

Blackthorne saw her come out of the garden and walk across the well-lit courtyard.  He caught his breath at the whiteness of her beauty.  Dawn was creeping into the eastern sky.

"Hello, Mariko-san."

"Oh—hello, Anjin-san!  You—so sorry, you startled me—I didn't see you there.  You're up late."

"No. 
Gomen nasai,
I'm on time."  He smiled and motioned to the morning that was not far off.  "It's a habit I picked up at sea, to wake just before dawn, in good time to go aloft to get ready to shoot the sun."  His smile deepened.  "It's you who're up late!"

"I didn't realize that it was . . . that night was gone."  Samurai were posted at the gates and all doorways, watching curiously, Naga among them.  Her voice became almost imperceptible as she switched to Latin.  "Guard thine eyes, I beg thee.  Even the darkness of night contains harbingers of doom."

"I beg forgiveness."

They glanced away as horses clattered up to the main gate.  Falconers and the hunting party and guards.  Dispiritedly Toranaga came from within.

"Everything's ready, Sire," Naga said.  "May I come with you?"

"No, no, thank you.  You get some rest.  Mariko-san, how was the
cha-no-yu?
"

"Most beautiful, Sire.  Most very beautiful."

"Buntaro-san's a master.  You're fortunate."

"Yes, Sire."

"Anjin-san!  Would you like to go hunting?  I'd like to learn how you fly a falcon."

"Sire?"

Mariko translated at once.

"Yes, thank you," Blackthorne said.

"Good."  Toranaga waved him to a horse.  "You come with me."

"Yes, Sire."

Mariko watched them leave.  When they had trotted up the path, she went to her room.  Her maid helped her undress, remove her makeup, and take down her hair.  Then she told the maid to stay in the room, that she was not to be disturbed until noon.

"Yes, mistress."

Mariko lay down and closed her eyes and allowed her body to fall into the exquisite softness of the down quilts.  She was exhausted and elated.  The
cha-no-yu
had pushed her to a strange height of peacefulness, cleansing her, and from there, the sublime, joy-filled decision to go into death had sent her to a further pinnacle never attained before.  Returning from the summit into life once more had left her with an eerie, unbelievable awareness of the beauty of being alive.  She had seemed to be outside herself as she answered Buntaro patiently, sure her answers and her performance had been equally perfect.  She curled up in the bed, so glad that peace existed now—until the leaves fell.

Oh, Madonna, she prayed fervently, I thank thee for thy mercy in granting me my glorious reprieve.  I thank thee and worship thee with all my heart and with all my soul and for all eternity.

She repeated an Ave Maria in humility and then, asking forgiveness, in accordance to her custom and in obedience to her liege lord, for another day she put her God into a compartment of her mind.

What would I have done, she mused just before sleep took her, if Buntaro had asked to share my bed?

I would have refused.

And then, if he had insisted, as is his right?

I would have kept my promise to him.  Oh, yes.  Nothing's changed.

CHAPTER 44

At the Hour of the Goat the cortege crossed the bridge again.  Everything was as before, except that now Zataki and his men were lightly dressed for traveling—or skirmishing.  They were all heavily armed and, though very well disciplined, all were spoiling for the death fight, if it came.  They seated themselves neatly opposite Toranaga's forces, which heavily outnumbered them.  Father Alvito was to one side among the onlookers.  And Blackthorne.

Toranaga welcomed Zataki with the same calm formality, prolonging the ceremonious seating.  Today the two
daimyos
were alone on the dais, the cushions farther apart under a lower sky.  Yabu, Omi, Naga, and Buntaro were on the earth surrounding Toranaga and four of Zataki's fighting counselors spaced themselves behind him.

At the correct time, Zataki took out the second scroll.  "I've come for your formal answer."

"I agree to go to Osaka and to submit to the will of the Council," replied Toranaga evenly, and bowed.

"You're going to submit?" Zataki began, his face twisting with disbelief.  "You, Toranaga-noh-Minowara, you're going—"

"Listen," Toranaga interrupted in his resonant commanding voice that richocheted around the clearing without seeming to be loud.  "The Council of Regents should be obeyed!  Even though it's illegal, it
is
constituted and no single
daimyo
has the right to tear the realm apart, however much truth is on his side.  The realm takes precedence.  If one
daimyo
revolts, it is the duty of all to stamp him out.  I swore to the Taikō I'd never be the first to break the peace, and I won't, even though evil is in the land. 
I accept the invitation.  I will leave today.
"

Aghast, each samurai was trying to foretell what this unbelievable about-face would mean.  All were achingly certain that most, if not all, would be forced to become
ronin,
with all that that implied—loss of honor, of revenue, of family, of future.

Buntaro knew that he would accompany Toranaga on his last journey and share his fate—death with all his family, of all generations.  Ishido was too much his own personal enemy to forgive, and anyway, who would want to stay alive when his own lord gave up the true fight in such cowardly fashion. 
Karma,
Buntaro thought bitterly.  Buddha give me strength!  Now I'm committed to take Mariko's life and our son's life before I take my own.  When?  When my duty's done and our lord is safely and honorably gone into the Void.  He will need a faithful second,
neh?
  All gone, like autumn leaves, all the future and the present, Crimson Sky and destiny.  It's just as well,
neh?
  Now Lord Yaemon will surely inherit.  Lord Toranaga must be secretly tempted in his most private heart to take power, however much he denies it.  Perhaps the Taikō will live again through his son and, in time, we'll war on China again and win this time, to stand at the summit of the world as is our divine duty.  Yes, the Lady Ochiba and Yaemon won't sell us out next time as Ishido and his cowardly supporters did the last. . . .