Shogun (The Asian Saga Chronology) (166 page)

Blackthorne looked around, seeking Yabu, but he could find him nowhere, nor were there any Browns or a friendly face.  Now Kiyama was gazing at him stonily and when he saw the look in the eyes he was glad for his guards.  Nonetheless he bowed slightly.  But Kiyama's gaze never altered, nor was his politeness acknowledged.  After a moment, Kiyama looked away and Blackthorne breathed easier.

The sound of drums and bells and metal beating on metal tore the air.  Discordant.  Piercing.  All eyes went to the main gateway to the castle.  Then, out of the maw came an ornate roofed palanquin, borne by eight Shinto priests, a high priest sitting on it like a graven Buddha.  Other priests beat metal drums before and after this litter, and then came two hundred orange-robed Buddhist priests and more white-clad Shinto priests, and then her bier.

The bier was rich and roofed, all in white, and she was dressed in white and propped sitting, her head slightly forward, her face made up and hair meticulous.  Ten Browns were her pallbearers.  Before the bier two priestlings strew tiny paper rose petals that the wind took and scattered, signifying that life was as ephemeral as a flower, and after them two priests dragged two spears backwards, indicating that she was samurai and duty strong as the steel blades were strong.  After them came four priests with unlit torches.  Saruji, her son, followed next, his face as white as his kimono.  Then Kiritsubo and the Lady Sazuko, both in white, their hair loosed but draped in gossamer green.  The girl's hair fell below her waist, Kiri's was longer.  Then there was a space, and last was the remainder of the Toranaga garrison.  Some of the Browns were wounded and many limped.

Blackthorne saw only her.  She seemed to be in prayer and there was not a mark on her.  He kept himself rigid, knowing what an honor this public ceremony, with Ishido and Ochiba as chief witnesses, was for her.  But that did not lighten his misery.

For more than an hour, the high priest chanted incantations and the drums clamored.  Then in a sudden silence, Saruji stepped forward and took an unlit torch and went to each of the four gates, East, North, West, and South, to make sure they were unobstructed.

Blackthorne saw that the boy was trembling, his eyes downcast as he came back to the bier.  Then he lifted the white cord attached to it and guided the pallbearers through the south gate.  The whole litter was placed carefully on the wood.  Another solemn incantation, then Saruji touched the oil-soaked torch to the coals of the brazier.  It blazed at once.  He hesitated, then went back through the south gate alone and cast the torch into the pyre.  The oil-impregnated wood caught.  Quickly it became a furnace.  Soon the flames were ten feet high.  Saruji was forced back by the heat, then he fetched sweet-scented woods and oils and threw them into the fire.  The tinder-dry roof exploded.  The linen walls caught.  Now the whole pit area was a raging, pyrogenic mass—swirling, crackling, unquenchable.

The roof posts collapsed.  A sigh went through the onlookers.  Priests came forward and put more wood onto the pyre and the flames rose farther, the smoke billowing.  Now only the four small gates remained.  Blackthorne saw the heat scorching them.  Then they too burst into flames.

Then Ishido, the chief witness, got out of his palanquin and walked forward and made the ritual offering of precious wood.  He bowed formally and sat again in his litter.  At his order, the porters lifted him and he went back to the castle.  Ochiba followed him.  Others began to leave.

Saruji bowed to the flames a last time.  He turned and walked over to Blackthorne.  He stood in front of him and bowed.  "Thank you, Anjin-san," he said.  Then he went away with Kiri and Lady Sazuko.

"All finished, Anjin-san," the captain of Grays said with a grin.  "
Kami
safe now.  We go castle."

"Wait.  Please."

"So sorry, orders,
neh?
" the captain said anxiously, the others guarding closely.

"Please wait."

Careless of their anxiety, Blackthorne got out of the litter, the pain almost blinding him.  The samurai spread out, covering him.  He walked to the table and picked up some of the small pieces of camphor wood and threw them into the furnace.  He could see nothing through the curtain of flames.

"
In nomine Patris et Filii et Spiritus Sancti
, " he muttered in benediction and made a small sign of the cross.  Then he turned and left the fire.

When he awoke his head was much better but he felt drained, the dull ache still throbbing behind his temples and across the front of his head.

"How feel, Anjin-san?" the doctor said with his toothy smile, the voice still faint.  "Sleep long time."

Blackthorne lifted himself on an elbow and gazed sleepily at the sun's shadows.  Must be almost five of the clock in the afternoon now, he thought.  I've slept better than six hours.  "Sleep all day,
neh?
"

The doctor smiled.  "All yesterday and night and most of today.  Understand?"

"Understand.  Yes."  Blackthorne lay back, a sheen of sweat on his skin.  Good, he thought.  The best thing I could have done, no wonder I feel better.

His bed of soft quilts was screened now on three sides with exquisite movable partitions, their panel paintings landscapes and seascapes, and inlaid with ivory.  Sunlight came through windows opposite and flies swarmed, the room vast and pleasant and quiet.  Outside were castle sounds, now mixed with horses trotting past, bridles jingling, their hoofs unshod.  The slight breeze bore the aroma of smoke.  Don't know if I'd want to be burned, he thought.  But wait a minute, isn't that better than being put in a box and buried and then the worms. . . . Stop it, he ordered himself, feeling himself drifting into a downward spiral.  There's nothing to worry about,
karma
is
karma
and when you're dead, you're dead, and you never know anything then—and anything's better than drowning, water filling you, your body becoming foul and blotted, the crabs. . . . Stop it!

"Drink, please."  The doctor gave him more of the foul brew.  He gagged but kept it down.

"Cha, please."  The woman servant poured it for him and he thanked her.  She was a moon-faced woman of middle age, slits for eyes and a fixed empty smile.  After three cups his mouth was bearable.

"Please, Anjin-san, how ears?"

"Same.  Still distance . . . distance, understand?  Very distance."

"Understand.  Eat, Anjin-san?"

A small tray was set with rice and soup and charcoaled fish.  His stomach was queasy but he remembered that he had hardly eaten for two days so he sat up and forced himself to take some rice and he drank the fish soup.  This settled his stomach so he ate more and finished it all, using the chopsticks now as extensions of his fingers, without conscious effort.  "Thank you.  Hungry."

"Yes," the doctor said.  He put a linen bag of herbs on the low table beside the bed.  "Make cha with this, Anjin-san.  Once every day until all gone.  Understand?"

"Yes.  Thank you."

"It has been an honor to serve you."  The old man motioned to the servant, who took away the empty tray, and after another bow followed her and left by the same inner door.  Now Blackthorne was alone.  He lay back on the futons feeling much better.

"I was just hungry," he said aloud.  He was wearing only a loincloth.  His formal clothes were in a careless pile where he had left them and this surprised him, though a clean Brown kimono was beside his swords.  He let himself drift, then suddenly he felt an alien presence.  Uneasily he sat up and glanced around.  Then he got onto his knees and looked over the screens, and before he knew it, he was standing, his head splitting from the sudden panicked movement as he saw the tonsured Japanese Jesuit staring at him, kneeling motionlessly beside the main doorway, a crucifix and rosary in his hand.

"Who are you?" he asked through his pain.

"I'm Brother Michael, senhor."  The coal-dark eyes never wavered.  Blackthorne moved from the screens and stood over his swords.  "What d'you want with me?"

"I was sent to ask how you are," Michael said quietly in clear though accented Portuguese.

"By whom?"

"By the Lord Kiyama."

Suddenly Blackthorne realized they were totally alone.  "Where are my guards?"

"You don't have any, senhor."

"Of course I've guards!  I've twenty Grays.  Where are my Grays?"

"There were none here when I arrived, senhor.  So sorry.  You were still sleeping then."  Michael motioned gravely outside the door.  "Perhaps you should ask those samurai."

Blackthorne picked up his sword.  "Please get away from the door."

"I'm not armed, Anjin-san."

"Even so, don't come near me.  Priests make me nervous."

Obediently Michael got to his feet and moved away with the same unnerving calm.  Outside two Grays lolled against the balustrade of the landing.

"Afternoon," Blackthorne said politely, not recognizing either of them.

Neither bowed.  "Afternoon, Anjin-san," one replied.

"Please, where my other guards?"

"All guards taken away Hour of the Hare, this morning.  Understand Hour of Hare?  We're not your guards, Anjin-san.  This is our ordinary post."

Blackthorne felt the cold sweat trickling down his back.  "Guards taken away—who order?"

Both samurai laughed.  The tall one said, "Here, inside the donjon, Anjin-san, only the Lord General gives orders—or the Lady Ochiba.  How do you feel now?"

"Better, thank you."

The taller samurai called out down the hall. In a few moments an officer came out of a room with four samurai. He was young and taut. When he saw Blackthorne his eyes lit up. "Ah, Anjin-san. How do you feel?"

"Better, thank you.  Please excuse me, but where my guards?"

"I am ordered to tell you, when you wake up, that you're to go back to your ship.  Here's your pass."  The captain took the paper from his sleeve and gave it to him and pointed contemptuously at Michael.  "This fellow's to be your guide."

Blackthorne tried to get his head working, his brain screeching danger.  "Yes.  Thank you.  But first, please must see Lord Ishido.  Very important."

"So sorry.  Your orders are to go back to the ship as soon as you wake up.  Do you understand?"

"Yes.  Please excuse me, but very important I see Lord Ishido.  Please tell your captain.  Now.  Must see Lord Ishido before leave.  Very important, so sorry."

The samurai scratched at the pockmarks on his chin.  "I will ask.  Please dress."  He strode off importantly to Blackthorne's relief.  The four samurai remained.  Blackthorne went back and dressed quickly.  They watched him.  The priest waited in the corridor.

Be patient, he told himself.  Don't think and don't worry.  It's a mistake.  Nothing's changed.  You've still the power you always had.

He put both swords in his sash and drank the rest of the cha.  Then he saw the pass.  The paper was stamped and covered with characters.  There's no mistake about that, he thought, the fresh kimono already sticking to him.

"Hey, Anjin-san," one of the samurai said, "hear you kill five
ninja
.  Very, very good,
neh?
"

"So sorry, two only.  Perhaps three."  Blackthorne twisted his head from side to side to ease the ache and dizziness.

"I heard there were fifty-seven
ninja
dead—one hundred and sixteen Browns.  Is that right?"

"I don't know.  So sorry."

The captain came back into the room.  "Your orders are to go to your ship, Anjin-san.  This priest is your guide."

"Yes.  Thank you.  But first, so sorry, must see Lady Ochiba.  Very, very important.  Please ask your—"

The captain spun on Michael and spoke gutturally and very fast.  "
Neh?
"  Michael bowed, unperturbed, and turned to Blackthorne.  "So sorry, senhor.  He says his superior is asking his superior, but meanwhile you are to leave at once and follow me—to the galley."

"
Ima!
" the captain added for emphasis.

Blackthorne knew he was a dead man.  He heard himself say, "Thank you, Captain.  Where my guards, please?"

"You haven't any guards."

"Please send my ship.  Please fetch my own vassals from—"

"Order go ship now!  Understand,
neh?
"  The words were impolite and very final.  "Go ship!" the captain added with a crooked smile, waiting for Blackthorne to bow first.

Blackthorne noticed this and it all became a nightmare, everything slowed and fogged, and he desperately wanted to empty himself and wipe the sweat off his face and bow, but he was sure that the captain would hardly bow back, perhaps not even politely and never as an equal, so he would be shamed before all of them.  It was clear that he had been betrayed and sold out to the Christian enemy, that Kiyama and Ishido and the priests were part of the betrayal, and for whatever reason, whatever the price, there was nothing now that he could do except wipe off the sweat and bow and leave and
they
would be waiting for him.

Then Mariko was with him and he remembered
her
terror and all that she had meant and all that she had done and all that she had taught him.  He forced his hand onto the broken hilt of his sword and set his feet truculently apart, knowing that his fate was decided, his
karma
fixed, and that if he had to die he preferred to die now with pride than later.

"I'm John Blackthorne, Anjin-san," he said, his absolute commitment lending him a strange power and perfect rudeness.  "General of Lord Toranaga ship.  All ship.  Samurai and hatamoto!  Who are you?"

The captain flushed.  "Saigo Masakatsu of Kaga, Captain, of Lord Ishido's garrison."

"I'm hatamoto—are you hatamoto?"  Blackthorne asked, even more rudely, not even acknowledging the name of his opponent, only seeing him with an enormous, unreal clarity—seeing every pore, every stubbled whisker, every fleck of color in the hostile brown eyes, every hair on the back of the man's hand gripping the sword hilt.

"No, not hatamoto."

"Are you samurai—or
ronin?
"  The last word hissed out and Blackthorne felt men behind him but he did not care.  He was only watching the captain, waiting for the sudden, death-dealing blow that summoned up all
hara-gei
, all the innermost source of energy, and he readied to return the blow with equal blinding force in a mutual, honorable death, and so defeat his enemy.