Sidney’s Triple Shot [Apache Crossing] (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour) (19 page)

Xavier settled her in the center of the bed and then drew away a few inches to look down at her. “Sidney, are you sure this is what you want?”

She nodded, but tears filled her eyes. Robert had never asked her if she wanted anything, he just took what he wanted from her. Shaking off the dark thoughts of her ex, she reached up and pulled Xavier’s mouth to hers. Instead of kissing him, she whispered against his lips, “I want you, Xavier. Please don’t make me beg.”

He groaned and then snickered. “Oh, baby, you will definitely beg at some point, but you don’t have to tell me twice.” With that, he stepped back to pull his own clothing off, and she finally got a look at all three Dawson brothers.

Xavier was the bulkiest, and his body was completely muscle. His biceps alone were as wide as her waist, and his thighs looked like they could break her between them. She let her eyes wander over the dark splatter of hair that spread from his small brown nipples down his washboard abs to his huge cock. It was enormous, and she grew wet thinking about taking it deep inside of her.

Noah stood proudly under her gaze next to his oldest brother. He was the tallest, and he had no hair on his muscular chest, but his cock was a good inch longer than Xavier’s. His abs were just as chiseled as his brothers, and he sported a second sexy tattoo on his rib cage that looked like some sort of military emblem.

She shivered just a little as she turned to Tyce next. Tyce stood with his hands on his lean hips, giving her an arrogant smirk, and she grinned back. He knew how sexy the three of them looked and that she was enjoying the visual. Her eyes slid to his cock, and she was stunned to see that although he was slightly shorter in length than his brothers, he more than made up for length in girth. His cock was thicker than her wrist, and she knew there was no way she would get her hands to close around him.

A thought occurred to her and slipped from her lips before she could stop it as her eyes shot up to meet Tyce’s. “You want to put that baseball bat in my
ass
?”

All three men laughed, and Tyce crawled up on the bed. “Damn right, but not tonight, love. You need some preparation before you’re ready for that. Tonight I just want to love you, and maybe spank you a little.” He laughed again as she moaned softly in her throat. She had never imagined herself actually wanting a man to hit her, but when Tyce talked about spanking her it made her body hum. He openly admired her curvy ass, and it was a huge turn on for her to know he wanted his hands on it.

Sidney opened her arms as Tyce crept up the bed to settle on her right and latch onto her nipple, and Xavier did the same on her left. They seemed to have an unspoken agreement that Noah would go first, and she wondered if it was because he had been the only one that hadn’t had a chance to touch her before. She lost her train of thought when Noah used his warm hands to spread her thighs and kissed his way from her knee to her upper thigh. She moaned louder this time, letting her legs fall open wider as she felt his hot breath on her naked mound.

“You have the sexiest pink pussy, honey,” Noah said as he pressed a gentle kiss right above her slit. She arched her hips upward, trying to encourage his exploration, and his exhale of pleasure sent her reeling. His scalding-hot tongue darted out to flick over her clit, and she cried out, her eyes slamming shut against the wave of sensation that swirled through her.

“No, baby, open your eyes. We want to watch you. We want to know what pleases you,” Xavier said in that ultramasculine tone of voice that sent her blood pressure skyrocketing. He drew her hands up above her head and held them in his one large hand, virtually pinning her to the bed. Tyce was still at her breasts, alternately sucking her nipples and biting them. Each nip was agonizingly wonderful, and she was afraid she might die of pleasure. Moisture gushed from her pussy, and Noah didn’t hesitate to gobble it up.

Her eyes took in Xavier’s ever-present gaze, and she felt unbearably desirable. There was no doubt that he was turned on, looking at his thick cock, but it was the lust in his burning blue eyes that stole her breath. He held her in place for his brothers to ravish her and give her pleasure while he just watched. What did she look like through his eyes? she wondered. Did he want to do more than watch?

As if on cue he bent his head to kiss her. He thrust his tongue between her lips and caressed her teeth and the roof of her mouth, but it was when he sucked her own tongue into his mouth that she went over the edge. She cried out her orgasm into his kiss, and roughly shoved her hips against Noah’s face. Noah—to his credit—just gripped her hips tightly in his hands and refused to pull away from her. Instead he circled her clit and opening, again and again with his wide tongue, drawing out her orgasm.

Tears pooled in the corners of her eyes when she finally drifted back down to earth. Noah was still kissing all over her thighs and belly, while Tyce was rubbing his chin and jaw over her diamond-sharp nipples, and Xavier…Xavier was a few inches above her, staring down at her face in awe.

“That was so fucking hot,” he said, and she blushed shyly. These three men made her feel so powerful and desirable. She wanted to please them just as much.

Noah slowly slid up her body, his brothers moving aside to give him more room. When he was chest to breast with her, he bent his head to kiss her lips tenderly. She let out a contented sigh of pleasure at the sweet touch and pulled her hands from Xavier’s now lax grip so that she could wrap them around Noah. He grinned when she tugged his head down for another kiss and complied. Just as his tongue invaded her mouth, she felt the prod of his hard cock at her swollen pussy lips. She moaned and arched hard against him, trying to drive him inside her. Instead he shifted his hips so that just the head of his dick rubbed erotically against her sensitive clit, gathering her juices.

He lifted his head to look into her eyes, and she felt her world tilt. She could see the emotion in his aqua-blue eyes, and she felt the connection between their bodies and souls as he pressed slowly into her. She gasped and tilted her head backward as his full, throbbing length delved deep into her recesses. She had never felt so wanted in her life, and no man had ever been so tender with her. Noah was raining gentle kisses down on her face and throat as his hands stroked her hair. Frozen completely motionless, he was so deep inside of her that Sidney wasn’t sure where he ended and she began anymore.

“Noah!” she whimpered. “Please!”

“Yes, honey, anything for you,” he said against her throat.

Still holding her tightly to his chest, he began a gentle rocking motion of his hips, slowly withdrawing and plunging back in until she felt the tendrils of an orgasm building again like the whispers of smoke in her brain. Her body was on fire, and her heart felt like it was going to thud right out of her constricted chest. She ran her hands over his shoulders and biceps, alternately squeezing and caressing his hot skin and tight muscles. She burned with need, and his thrusts became more frantic and powerful until he finally lifted up off of her chest, holding himself with his powerful arms so that he towered over her, dominating her sight. He lifted her legs to rest her ankles on his shoulders and wrapped his large hands around her thighs as he slammed into her, knocking against her cervix with every thrust.

Fingers pinching her nipple startled her for a second and reminded her that it wasn’t just her and Noah in the bed. Tyce still gripped her nipple in his fingers, pinching it again more gently this time. When she lifted her eyes to his, he smiled widely at her and winked. She let her hand fall from Noah’s bicep onto Tyce’s washboard abs. She ran her fingers over him, sliding her fingers down so that she could reach his hard cock. With a happy groan Tyce pushed his erection into her hand until she was stroking and squeezing him with every thrust of Noah’s hips.

Noah cupped her hips, lifting her up off of the bed, so that he was resting on his haunches with his cock still deeply imbedded in her wet heat. That opened the way for Xavier to lean over and bite her nipples hard as she continued to jack Tyce’s cock. The new position put even more pressure on her G-spot and sent waves of pleasure crashing through her body.

“Sweet Jesus!” Sidney cried out and threw her head back, clenching her eyes shut as the orgasm slammed into her. Her hips bucked wildly, seeking whatever friction they could get from Noah, who slammed into her with a sharp yell as he came. Warmth filled her womb as he pumped his semen deep inside of her, and her heart twisted.

“Oh shit!” she gasped, struggling to pull away from Noah. Tyce grunted when she released his swollen erection from her tight grip, but Xavier held her body down, trying to calm her.

“What is it, baby? What’s wrong?” Xavier asked. His eyes were filled with concern.

“Sidney, are you hurt? Honey, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you!” Noah said, backing away from her with his hands in the air defensively. His face had gone pale, and he looked shocked.

“No! I’m not hurt, Noah, but we forgot a condom! I’m not on birth control!” she said, covering her face in her hands and letting out her shaky breath. Her heart was racing and her body still trembling from the mind-blowing orgasm she had just had. She felt like a complete fool for not making him wear a condom.
The last thing I need right now is to get pregnant, and what if they have an STD?
Her heart rebelled at that idea, because she just didn’t think her men would risk that with her, but the logical side of her deemed that she had to know.

“Shit. I’m sorry. I didn’t think about it,” Noah said softly, looking relieved and sick all at once.

“Sidney, it’s okay. If something happens, we will take care of you. It wasn’t on purpose, but it’s not a big deal,” Tyce said, reaching out a hand to pull her fingers from her blushing face. Xavier remained silent, but he had lifted away from her and was no longer holding her in place. A thoughtful look covered his face, and Sidney’s heart skittered.

Forcing herself to sit up, she drew her knees up to her chest, essentially blocking their view of her nudity. “You don’t understand. I’m not sure what would happen if I got pregnant right now. I haven’t seen a doctor since the miscarriage,” she said into her knees, refusing to look at them.

“Did the doctor tell you not to have sex or get pregnant?” Noah asked.

“No,” she said, and she heard three sighs of relief. Feeling a little braver, she lifted her head. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ruin the moment, Noah.”

Noah’s face broke into a sad smile. “Oh, no, honey. Nothing could have ruined that for me other than you being hurt. I’m sorry to say that I’m relieved that you were just freaking out and not hurt.”

“Sidney, I know we said earlier that we want you for our woman, but I’m not sure you understood us,” Xavier said, and she watched him curiously as he shifted to lie next to her on the bed with his huge arms crossed behind his head. His nudity was distracting, and all Sidney could think about was crawling on top of him and kissing away the wrinkle that had settled between his eyes.

“What do you mean?” she asked softly, trying to focus her attention on his face and not his still-erect cock.

“This relationship won’t work without trust,” he said, and when she blanched he sighed. “I know you have a hard time trusting, because of what you’ve been through, but I think we need to clear some things up. I’ve already told you that I need your complete submission in the bedroom, and that means letting me make decisions where your safety is concerned. I can vouch for myself saying that I have never in my life had sex without a condom, so I’m clean.”

“That goes the same for me, honey. You’re the first woman I have ever wanted to have bareback, and it was fucking wonderful. I’ve never experienced anything so powerful in my life,” Noah said as he moved closer to her, running his hand up and down her ankle and calf sweetly. She couldn’t help but return his smile when she saw the unrepentant awe in his expression.

“It was amazing,” she admitted, and he grinned back, his eyes flashing with lust.

“I can’t say that I have always used a condom,” Tyce said, looking a little guilty and ashamed. “I have been tested regularly though, and I can promise you that I’m clean.”

“It’s not that I don’t trust you—” She couldn’t put into words how she felt.

“What if I told you that I dream of the day when I can see you pregnant with our child?” Xavier said quietly, staring at her with challenge in his clear-blue eyes. Her stomach dropped, and her mind raced at the same time.

“What?” she whispered. A cold wave of shock danced across her skin, and she shivered involuntarily.

“Our child. Yours and mine, or Tyce’s or Noah’s. It wouldn’t matter who the biological daddy is, any baby would be all of ours. How does that make you feel, Sidney?” Xavier asked, cocking his head.

Her eyes darted nervously between the three brothers, who all waited tensely holding their breaths for her answer. “I…I…I don’t know. Do you all feel that way?”

Noah nodded, and Tyce let out a gasp of air as he said, “Hell yes.”

Sidney just stared at all of them in stunned awe. They wanted her to be pregnant and give them a child. Did that mean they loved her? What would happen after that? Did she even want to be in a permanent relationship with
three
men?

“I don’t know what to say. It means more to me than you can ever understand, and yet it’s scary as hell. I’m terrified by the idea,” she said, watching Xavier’s face for his reaction. He kept it coolly blank, waiting for her to finish. “I have only known you all a short time, and I’m considering a relationship with you—”