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No fraternization; those were the rules. Hawk knew that as well as he did, but he didn’t point out the dumbassery of the comment, for which Taye felt grateful.
As they talked, they covered the ground between the bridge and the factory. Now they stood a hundred yards away; the structure sprawled over several acres with smokestacks rising against the dark. The gray concrete gave it an ominous air, and the rows of windows added to Taye’s feeling that anything could be waiting inside. He hadn’t been this unsettled at the warehouse, so he thought maybe thinking about Gillie had gotten to him.
“The fencing is down on this side.” Hawk strode off, leaving him to follow. “There’s an inner yard full of industrial junk with some utility buildings. They seem to be newer construction . . . and it’s brick, not cement.”
“Interesting.” He just didn’t know if that was a sign of Foundation presence; the original owners might have added on before the factory shut down.
“Let’s go check it out.”
Not until they crossed the parking lot did he realize what was bothering him, more than the general decay. “There’s no light anywhere.”
Hawk swore.
Most public streets had lights powered by the city, but there were none in a block in any direction. Everything around the factory sat dark, as if someone had shut the juice off on purpose. And they would only do that for one reason.
“It’s a trap!” But his words came too late.
Hawk reacted like a defensive end, putting Taye on his back by hitting him with all his weight. The barrage of shots killed the broken pavement instead. More followed—Taye took one in the back, and even through the vest, it hurt so bad, he saw stars. If they didn’t find their enemies, things would get ugly, fast.
“We’re too exposed here. On my mark, we run for the inner yard. Keep your head down and you won’t end up with a bullet in it. Is that clear?”
Damn, but this guy could bark orders. He wasn’t sure he could stand, let alone run. Talk about your inflated expectations. “Were you in the army or something before they took you?”
“Fuck, no. I taught physics. Now
move
!”
The demand in the other man’s voice had him up and running, low, toward the narrow slice between the factory wings. One side had probably been for production, and the other for packaging. For a moment, an almost-memory flirted with him; maybe his dad, or granddad, had worked someplace like this, he thought, but he couldn’t summon a face or a name.
More shots sprayed the ground as they ran, and from Hawk’s muffled curse, they’d gotten him, too. No time to stop and see if the vest caught it.
“How did they know we’d be here?” he asked, vaulting a pile of concrete cinder blocks.
“Dunno. We either have a leak or they know Mockingbird’s compromised their network, so they’re planting false leads to see if we take the bait.”
“We sure as hell did.”
The night fell quiet, no sign of their enemies. Which meant they were good, better than the usual Foundation goons, and considering the best tactics.
They could be flanking us right now. Might be that bastard from Detroit.
He’d certainly know to cut Taye off from the grid; if he couldn’t pull, it severely limited how many volts he could throw.
Thank God for Hawk.
“They’ve got us pinned down, snipers in position.” The other man was clearly thinking out loud. “I know you don’t mag much because you can’t control it too well, but can you do something with all the scrap metal?”
“If I had an idea, I could.”
“Then you don’t need juice for that.”
“Nope.”
“That’s the plan, then. Feel free to be dramatic.”
Despite the incredibly bleak odds, Taye smiled. “Bring it on.”
While he watched the perimeter, Hawk pinged Mockingbird to let him know that the Foundation was onto him. Once MB called back, he summarized the situation and then asked, “Can you send reinforcements?”
“Not soon enough. I’ve got another fire to put out. Sorry, but you’re on your own.” Which was harsh, but not surprising.
“As I see it,” Hawk went on, “we don’t need to kill them all. We just need to escape.”
“Which is why you told me to be dramatic.” Taye scanned the inner yard, considering the scrap metal—and he
almost
had a plan. No juice. Just magnetism. “I form a fire shield. One piece of metal by itself wouldn’t be enough to block high caliber ammo, but if I layer them—”
“We end up with makeshift armor plating. Can you make it mobile?”
It’d hurt like hell, but he could. Probably. “Yeah, no problem.”
His control wasn’t what it ought to be in using this ability, which meant they might get knocked around some. Better than staying pinned down here until the snipers found the right angle. He didn’t know who his enemy was this time, but he couldn’t assume they intended to take him alive. They might not even be hunting him specifically; they might have cut the power as a precaution, in case he was here. But they couldn’t be sure.
Energy hummed in him, different than the lightning. It felt like a vibration low in his aching stomach and the scrap metal groaned in response. Lighter pieces flew toward them and he halted their progress before they could pierce the skin.
Shit. I could make a shrapnel bomb like this. Good to know.
The pain scaled up as he added more pieces, guiding their flight toward Hawk and himself. When it looked like solid protection, he gave the go-ahead. Hawk moved out, and the shield stayed with them, but it required his constant focus to keep it in place. Sweat beaded on his forehead as they moved toward the parking lot. If they could get to the bridge, they had transport out.
Just keep running.
From a long way off, he heard shouts, and bullets slammed the shield with terrible force. He was all that stood between having their brains splattered.
God, it hurts.
Felt like his whole head was on fire. Taye couldn’t see anymore; it all went bloodred and he felt blindly for Hawk in front of him. Hand on his partner’s shoulder, he kept running, focused on holding the shield in place. The outer metal exploded. One layer gone.
All it takes is one lucky shot.
The Foundation had gotten smart. Keep out of sight and the resistance couldn’t fight back.
“We’re almost to the bridge,” Hawk said. “Can you keep it up?”
Yeah,
he tried to say, but he couldn’t form words anymore. His jaw locked from grinding his teeth against the agony.
More shots. The second layer gave, and something in his mind did as well. He felt a warm trickle from his ears. That couldn’t be good.
“We’re across. Stop now. Let it go.”
But it took precious moments for him to remember how. Magnetism could fry his mind if he let it. But eventually the metal clanged to the ground, and Hawk caught him before he fell. Taye knew vaguely a sense of being dragged to the car, and that was all.
ONE MONTH LATER WICHITA
“Ms. Evans, could I
see you for a moment after class?” Her aberrant psych professor looked as she’d always imagined, down to the well-trimmed beard, glasses, and tweed jacket with patches on the elbows.
“Of course.” But inwardly, Gillie cycled through levels of panic. Whenever people paid attention to her, she assumed it was because they could see through her façade.
Other than Brandon. He’d taken a liking to her, and he was so nice—and young—that she didn’t have the heart to shoo him away. She’d made it clear she wasn’t looking for a serious relationship, and he said,
Duh, college,
as if that were a given. He made her laugh, at least.
With her nerves prickling, she waited until everyone had filed out of the room and then she glanced at the professor with veiled trepidation. She expected a question like,
What are you doing here?
or
Why is a psychology student taking classes down at the Bullseye?
Her lives didn’t align these days, but handling a gun made her feel safe, as if she could contribute to her own protection. Gillie had completed the women’s handgun course, and she was now taking the required class to apply for a carry concealed permit; there didn’t seem to be much point in owning a Glock if she had to leave it in her sock drawer.
“I was extremely impressed with your sample profile of a man suffering from narcissistic personality disorder, truly realistic and detailed, including the episodes of grandiosity.”
“Thank you, sir.”
He smiled at her. “I’m only stating a fact about the paper. As it happens, I have an opening for a TA. Ordinarily, I make undergrads vie for the position, but your work has been so exceptional that I’m offering it to you. I took a look at your records . . . and I’m glad you changed your mind about business. You have a real insight into human nature, something that can’t be taught, and I would hate for the discipline to lose you.”
No,
she thought, remembering Rowan.
It can only be learned at a master’s hand. Give me your crazy, your neurotic, your mentally ill, yearning to be made well.
Realizing he needed a response, she said, “You’re offering me a job?”
She wasn’t clear on what a TA did, but it was pretty damn exciting to have the opportunity at work that didn’t involve a mop and bucket. Money wasn’t a factor, of course. But if she wanted a real career, even under a fake name, she had to start somewhere.
“I am. Are you interested?”
Gillie couldn’t ask him for the information she needed on the position; it was stuff a normal college student would already know. But she’d figured out the Internet with Brandon’s unwitting help, and she was sure she could learn fast. The real world sometimes seemed like an endless game of catch-up.
“Yes, absolutely.”
“Then you’ll start next week. You’ll need to go through the student employment center to make it official. I haven’t even posted the job opening yet.”
“I’ll take care of it. Thanks for thinking of me.”
Shouldering her backpack, she strolled out of the classroom feeling like she’d won the lottery. Her smile didn’t dim when she saw Brandon waiting for her. He’d memorized her class schedule and she often found him outside with coffee in hand. Unfortunately, she didn’t have enough social experience to be sure whether this was normal, friendly behavior. He didn’t give off a Rowan-style vibe, though, so she figured she was safe. Over the years, she had seen a number of doctors while in Foundation custody, and he was the only one who made her feel like she might lose her soul if she looked in his eyes too long.
So yeah. I’m pretty good at spotting the nutjobs.
“What’d you do?” he teased.
“I wrote a kick-ass paper on narcissistic personality disorder. Prompted him to ask me to be his TA.”
“You gotta watch out for Professor Reynolds. He likes to pick the pretty ones and then chase them around his office. Last time, it ended badly.”
For a horrified moment, she thought he was serious, but then she saw the laughter dancing in his eyes. “You almost had me.”
He chuckled. “Congrats, I’m sure you’ll learn a lot.”
“Thanks.”
“You want to grab lunch?”
For once, she had no assignments due and she didn’t feel like being alone. Gillie was sure Taye wasn’t. He probably had a bimbo on his lap right this minute, and there was nothing stopping him from feeling her up. Anger made her smile extra bright.
“Sure. Wanna get a sub? My bike’s parked outside.”
“You ride that thing everywhere.”
“No car,” she said. “It’s cheaper and I’m being green.”
“Doesn’t it make grocery shopping a pain in the ass?”
Wow,
she thought. It was funny how much distance—and entitlement—separated her from her “peers.” He couldn’t imagine what a pleasure she found it to walk out her front door and get on a bus, which would take her to a store, where she could spend as much time as she wanted considering her purchases. Such things were not chores for her; each time she bought a jug of milk, it was a minor miracle and a major victory against those who had never intended for her to be a person at all.
“I don’t mind,” she said. “There’s a bus stop close to me, and I meet interesting people.”
He laughed. “Yeah, and they’re all too broke to afford cars.”
Okay, right now she didn’t like him very much.
“Sometimes it’s not a matter of money, but a matter of choice,” she said frostily.
“Hey, sorry.” He wasn’t an idiot, so he registered the change in climate and held up a hand in a placating gesture. “I think it’s cool you care about the environment and stuff, seriously. But you don’t run around throwing red paint on people and screaming
Meat is murder
, do you? Because I draw the line there.”
There’s no harm in him. He’s a good kid.
That was a laughable thought, considering he wasn’t so much younger than her, but age was more than a number; it was also comprised of life experiences, and some days she felt about a hundred years old.
“No.” Mentally, she sought the buzzwords that made biking and riding the bus admirable instead of the result of a weird and sheltered life. “I’m just reducing my carbon footprint.”
“I get that. The baby boomers really left us a fucking mess to clean up.”
As they walked outside, he rambled about the environment, clearly trying to impress her with his knowledge, and how big oil companies had suppressed green technologies. Gillie feigned interest because she thought Grace would care whether the electric car would catch on within ten years. That was who Brandon liked, after all—Grace Evans from Ohio with the pretty brown hair with the funky red streaks and fake green eyes. She wouldn’t have thought it would be this hard, living a lie, when she’d never lived at all.

 

Four weeks into
her new job, Gillie went with Dr. Reynolds to observe the pro bono work he did at the state mental hospital. He didn’t have a private practice anymore, but he liked to give back by offering free group sessions once a month. What seemed like so long ago now, she had told Taye she wanted to offer counseling to the homeless—and this was a firsthand opportunity to see how it was done. All the classes in the world couldn’t teach her how to connect with people. Maybe she did have insight, like her professor said, but understanding how things worked didn’t always translate to an ability to fix them.
On Saturday morning, she presented herself early and locked her bike up inside. Her office was a small room attached to Dr. Reynolds’s, and she shared it with another TA, but Roger wouldn’t need the space on the weekend. Gillie had finished upstairs and just come back down to wait when her professor pulled up. He drove a silver BMW, but it wasn’t new, probably paid for by prior years of private practice.
“Good morning,” he greeted as she slid into the car. “It’s an hour and a half drive. I chose the distance so I wouldn’t have to worry about seeing any of my patients around town, if they should happen to get better and be discharged.”
“Yeah, I can see why.” That was an aspect of counseling she hadn’t considered, how it would feel running into a patient on the street, when she knew about his bedwetting and his problems with his mother. “There won’t be a problem with my sitting in on the session?”
“If anyone objects, then you’ll have to wait outside. But you can ask permission to interview other patients while you’re there. There are a number of interesting cases, and most welcome visitors.”
“Good idea.” So it wouldn’t be a wasted trip.
Rather than make small talk, Dr. Reynolds played a classical CD. That was fine with her. Nerves ate at her for no reason she could name, until she realized it was because she felt like this hit a little too close to home. She was going to see people who couldn’t leave; they were locked away, maybe for their own protection, but it still set off a chain reaction in her belly.
As they neared the hospital, he turned the volume down on Handel. “You seem tense.”
“I’m nervous,” she said.
There was no point in lying to him; he was trained to notice this kind of thing, and she had to make her anxiety seem normal.
I can pass,
she thought.
I can fake it well enough to fool even you, Doc.
“Why do you think that is?”
“It’s the first step in what I hope will be a long career, exciting but nerve-racking. I don’t know whether my expectations are realistic, or if I’ll actually be able to help anyone.”
“Probably not today,” he said. “But those are reasonable fears.”
That’s not what I fear. I fear seeing myself in those people. Only their minds are their prisons, and I can’t imagine anything worse, because nobody can set you free from that.
She nodded. “Thanks for taking me with you.”
“I don’t mentor people. Or I haven’t in a long time. It’s exhausting.” For the first time, she noticed the lines etched beside his eyes, as if he didn’t sleep well.
“Why is that?” A therapist move, asking questions instead of offering opinions.
By the quirk of his mouth, the professor registered that as well. “Are you analyzing me so soon, Ms. Evans?”
“You should call me G-Grace.”
Christ, I almost fucked up. Let’s hope he thinks that was a nervous, girlish stutter.
“Only if you call me Will.” He was smiling, like there was a joke implicit in those words, some pop culture reference she ought to get.
Got it. TV show.
About a gay man and his best friend, as she recalled; she didn’t know how much a parallel she was intended to draw.
Did he just come out?
She laughed. “Is that really your name?”
“William, but I prefer Will to Billy.”
“I would, too.”
She appreciated him trying to set her at ease. His gentle manner must have made him a totally kick-ass psychiatrist, and she wondered what made him want to teach instead of practice. But that wasn’t her business.
By the time they pulled into the drive, her fears had quieted. The hospital was one of the oldest still open today, built in 1888 and full of historical weight. It looked like an old manor house from a distance, eerily set in a white field, though she imagined in spring and summer, it was pretty. On closer inspection, she decided it was more like an old prison.
“Come, let’s get you a visitor’s pass.” He clipped a volunteer badge to his jacket. “You did bring your ID, yes?”
“Of course.”
Just not mine.
Officially, Gillie Flynn was an IRA terrorist. There would be cameras in here; these days, they were everywhere. After Taye pointed it out, she noticed them more—silent devices tracking every movement. Remembering that, she adjusted her red and yellow hat and tugged up the collar of her coat, then followed him up the snow-framed walk.
Inside, Dr. Reynolds—Will—spoke in friendly tones to the woman at the desk, and then gestured Gillie forward. “I’d like my student to observe, but only if everyone agrees.”
“I need your driver’s license, hon.”
She handed it over and received a temp badge in turn, which she draped around her neck. Will nodded in approval, and said, “I need to check with the group . . . it’s really a formality. They let Roger”—his other TA—“sit in last year. Wait here for a moment?”
“Of course.”
The woman at the desk, whose nameplate read “Laverne,” went back to typing. Clearly, this wasn’t as big a deal as it felt to Gillie. Likely nobody else could see the momentous weight, but this felt like a pivotal event. As Reynolds had promised, it didn’t take long to get permission.
Her professor returned, still wearing his calm, reassuring smile. “It’s fine. Let’s go get started before we lose their attention. A few have ADD, along with various, sundry problems.”
Gillie nodded, trailing him through the gray corridors. He entered the fourth door on the left, where eight men and woman sat in a circle. They all murmured greetings, and Dr. Reynolds introduced her. “This is my student, Grace Evans. I trust you’ll show her the same respect you did Roger.”

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