Thank heavens the wedding
plans took a back seat at dinner, once more eaten on the patio, but for once not cooked on the grill. Dad brought out one of his reliable specialties: egg-battered chili rellenos stuffed with queso fresco, olives, and toasted pine nuts and drowned in his spicy pork green chili. Add a big side salad, fresh corn chips, garden salsa, and fresh guacamole, and it was a feast fit for royalty. The margaritas were classic, consisting only of aged tequila, Grand Marnier, and lime juice mixed with plenty of ice. After the single-malt Laphroaig Barr had offered, I limited myself to one.
We lingered over the food while my parents got to know Barr a little better, and he them. They asked about his work, about the changes we were making to the house, and about his family. He wanted to know more about their teaching careers and even managed to get my father to tell a few war stories from his reporting days.
When Dad brought out the dessert, we all groaned, but no one said no. Homemade angel food cake smothered in spiced peaches and heavy cream whipped with lots of vanilla.
Im not going to be able to move for a week, I said, settling back in my chair and closing my eyes.
Well do the dishes, Meghan said, reaching for her own plate.
I cracked one eye. She was such a tiny little thing, maybe tipping the scales to a hundred pounds with snow boots on, but shed packed away a big portion of that wonderful food tonight and still felt frisky.
Kelly reached over and took her hand.
Oh. No wonder.
You will do no such thing. Its my job to do the dishes when Calvin cooks, my mother said, immediately taking the plate from Meghan and motioning my father to his feet. He obeyed with alacrity.
Oh, let them do it, I said to my parents. They only got to spend the whole day together; dont deny them some kitchen time as well.
Kelly grinned.
Nonsense, Anna Belle said and bustled into the kitchen with Dad trailing behind her.
They didnt get to spend the whole day alone, though. Not with me there, Erin said.
The trace of bitterness underlying her words made me open the other eye. Kelly regarded her with surprise, Meghan with concern. Beside me, Barr watched the tableau with one eyebrow slightly raised.
Erin saw us all watching her. She launched to her feet and ran inside.
What, Kelly said, was that all about? Did I do something wrong?
Meghan looked after her daughter with a combination of bewilderment and guilt on her face. Of course not.
Does she resent me encroaching on your vacation?
My housemate shook her head. She seems to think shes the one encroaching.
Poor Bug, I thought. Eleven wasnt easy to start with, and there were a lot of changes going on around her these days.
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The house wasnt set up for so many guests, but Anna Belle was surprisingly enthusiastic about having a houseful and had cheerfully made do. Shed made up a bed on the sofa in the basement for Kelly, and happily supplied a sleeping bag when Barr had requested to sleep in the backyard, under the stars. Id protested, but shed shushed me.
All men like to revisit their youth once in a while. Besides, you two will have more privacy out there than anywhere in the house.
Id gaped at her, but she just smiled and went to track down another pillow.
Now it was nearly midnight, and Barr and I sat out on the patio enjoying the cool air and talking. Cassiopeia rode her glittering throne overhead. A light breeze carried the scent of night-blooming nicotiana from the side of the house, and crickets chirped from under the bushes.
In low tones, I told Barr about what Id learnedand hadnt learnedfrom Inspector Schumaker that morning, as well as Tabbys odd behavior at the dairy.
It was really strange, how cool and collected she was. I tried to convince myself that Joes death hadnt hit home yet, but I dont know if she misses him at all. Or maybe shes being stoic in order to keep it together for her daughter.
People react to loss in different ways.
I suppose so. But Tabbys all over the board. First she seemed willing to talk about Rancho Sueńo, and then all of a sudden she reversed herself and wanted me to leave. All along she insisted none of it had anything to do with Bobby Lee. Im positive shes lying about something, Barr.
Of course she is, he said. Everyone lies.
I dont. At least not often.
Sure you do. You just dont do it very well.
I punched him lightly on the arm, but didnt argue the point.
Why didnt you want to tell your parents about any of this? he asked.
Theres nothing to tell them, really. Its all more or less a lack of information, and I dont want to get their hopes up unless I find out something truly useful. My shoulders rose and fell. Something isnt right about the whole Gwen Miller story, despite what Schumaker told me. I want to talk to the girl who was there, the one who spoke with the authorities at the hospital that night.
Do you know who she is?
I shook my head. I didnt want to ask Schumaker. For one thing he probably wouldnt tell me anyway because he thinks Im trying to solve Joes murderdid I tell you he called and talked to Sergeant Zahn?
Barr grimaced.
I know. But I guess Zahn doesnt hate me as much as I thought he did. Anyway, the other reason I dont want to ask Schumaker is because he might start to think Bobby Lee really did have something to do with Millers death. I mean, I showed him the note, so he knows Bobby Lee did
something
wrong.
Or thought he did something wrong, Barr said.
That would almost be worse. One corner of my mouth turned down. Anyway, take a look at these. I handed him the printouts from the library. These are why I was late, and you had to deal with my parents all by your lonesome right off the bat.
I like your folks, he said, taking the papers. You know I cant read these in the dark.
Oh. Right. Well, they arent that informative. The first is about how the hit-and-run driver hadnt been found yet; thats not really useful since Schumaker already indicated by his questions this morning that the case is still open eighteen years later.
And doesnt seem to have anything to do with your brother, Barr said.
I nodded. Then there are two stories about Rancho Sueńo. Neither was written by the same reporter who first wrote about Gwen Millers death. The first one mentions the accident, but merely as evidence that there was inadequate supervision at Rancho Sueńo. The second came out about a month later, and was a weak attempt at an exposé. It cites some of the rules Dunner imposed on the kids who stayed there.
Like what?
Oh, things like they had to pray with him before each meal, and everyone had daily chores. They grew a lot of their own food, and the teenagers who stayed there had to help. And if anyone was found with drugs or alcohol they had to leave.
Except for Ray Dunner and his good weed, Barr said, referencing Tabbys stated reason for spending time at Rancho Sueńo.
Right. I wonder whether he shared it with everyone, or just Tabby and Joe?
I wonder where Tabby and Joe were the night the Miller girl fell in the water, Barr said.
Me, too. And where Bobby Lee was that night, as well. I sighed. It was all so long ago. Makes it extra hard to get information when people have to rely on memories that are eighteen years old.
And when they dont want to tell you something in the first place.
Yeah, then theres that. Anyway, Dunners place didnt sound that bad. I mean, I wouldnt have wanted to stay there, but I wasnt a desperate teenaged runaway looking for, as Schumaker put it, a place to catch my breath. He seemed to think Dunner was doing a good thing out there, though I could tell he didnt care much for Dunners son.
Maybe the sheriffs department knew about the drugs.
Hmm. Maybe. For an exposé this sure doesnt seem very scintillating, yet when Dunner closed the doors to outsiders, it was supposedly because of poor publicity. There were kids involved, but other than Gwen Millers death, nothing sordid or even sad. Dunner seemed to be the real thinga man of God who wanted to do something good. Maybe a little more enthusiastic than some, but not a bad guy.
A flash of light near the horizon brought a smile to both our faces: heat lightning. Another flash followed immediately, and then another and another. We fell silent, mesmerized by the show. My hand crept over to Barrs and our fingers intertwined.
After a few minutes of dark sky, I asked, Do you think Joes murder had anything to do with what happened back then?
Barr inhaled, thinking. If Id known the guy I might be able to speculate, but I really dont know enough about the situation to have an opinion.
I guess I dont either. Itd be an awful strange coincidence if they were completely unrelated, is all.
Youre right about that. Another flicker of lightning on the horizon. So whatever happened to Ogden Dunner?
I turned to look at him, all shadowy handsome in the moonlight. I wonder.
We could
Tomorrow, I said. Right now I want to stop talking and try out that sleeping bag.
His teeth flashed white in the darkness. Hard to argue with that.
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Kitty Wampus had kindly deposited a present beside my bed during the night. My bare foot landed on the cold, wet hairball first thing Thursday morning, which did little to improve my reluctance to greet the day. Grumbling, I cleaned it up then shuffled down to the kitchen, still in my bathrobe and ducky slippers.
Barr sat at the kitchen table typing on his laptop. He had showered and dressed in a pair of khaki shorts, a polo shirt, and Birkenstocks. No cowboy boots or bolo ties on vacation, I guessed.
I sat down across from him and reached for the carafe of coffee.
He looked up and smiled. Nice bed head.
My hand flew to my hair. I could feel it sticking up on one side of my head like a punk rocker with a bad stylist. Thanks.
Drink your coffee. Then well talk. He took a bite of the quiche wedge on the plate by his elbow and went back to his computer.
I sipped in silence, letting the caffeine take effect. It had been a late nighta late and active night.
How long have you been up? I still sounded pretty grumpy.
He peered at me from under his eyebrows and refilled my cup. Couple of hours. Drink.
Obedient, I swallowed. He knew I didnt function well on a few hours of sleep, nor without a fair amount of caffeine in my system first thing in the morning. It didnt seem to bother him. Yet.
Wed see, though, how my morning crankiness went over on a daily basis. Who knew what irritating foibles each would encounter in the other? My first husband had left cupboard doors and drawers open in the kitchen and bathroom all the time. It had driven me crazy for the first two years we were married, until finally I realized he wasnt going to change so Id better learn how to live with it.
I put my cup down. Where is everyone?
Barr took another bite of quiche and leaned back. He swallowed and said, Kelly, Meghan, and Erin went to the bike library in Old Town. The plan was to check out some bikes and go for a long ride along the river. Your mothers at the gym, and your dads downstairs.
Meditating or yoga-ing or some such, I said. How long has he been down there?
Hour or so. He got up and went to the counter where he sliced off a chunk of quiche and put it on a plate along with a pile of blueberries and brought it to me.
I leaned forward. Swiss cheese with bacon, broccoli and onion, no doubt on Dads all-butter crust. Yum
Thanks, I said, as grateful to be waited on as I was for the food.
Youre welcome. Barr turned his laptop around so I could see the screen.
What am I looking at? I took a creamy, savory bite and chewed slowly, allowing the flavors to roll over my tongue. Between that first bite and two cups of coffee, I began to feel downright human. Are you shopping for a new car?
Look at the name of the business.
Dunner & Son Auto Sales. Oh, wow. So Ogden Dunner is still in town. Nice job!
Well, his business is still in town. He could have sold it, along with the name.
I pushed back from the table and stood. Im getting dressed, and then were going down there and find out.
Barr nodded. Okay, Im game. But arent you going to finish your breakfast first?
The wedge of quiche, minus that single bite, beckoned. I sat down. Its been eighteen years. I guess it can wait fifteen minutes more. The next bite contained a big chunk of bacon, verifying the wisdom of my decision.
What are we going to say to him? I asked after another sip of coffee.
Barr looked out the window and smiled. Well play it by ear.
I didnt know whether he was happy to be in on my little investigation or happy to be with me, but it didnt really matter. I was just glad to have him by my side and on my side.