Somewhere Beneath Those Waves (28 page)

At 3:32 Friday morning, Jamie’s cellphone rang, waking him from a confused dream in which the BPI was being moved into his old elementary school. He had the phone open and to his ear before he was even sure where he was, and his “Foxtrot-niner” was as clear and crisp as if he were in his office rather than up on one elbow groping for the lamp on the nightstand.

Lila mumbled something, but Jamie’s attention was focused on the silence from his cellphone. “Hello?”

More silence, but the distinct sound of someone breathing, too rapidly and hard.

“Who is this? Look, if you don’t say something, I’m going to have to assume you have hostile intent, and we don’t none of us want that paperwork. So come on. What do you want?”

Thin thread of a voice: “Jamie?”

“Mick? What the fuck?”

“Jamie, how do you know you’re you?”

Jamie felt every separate blood vessel in his body go cold. “Where are you, blue eyes?”

“I, um, I don’t know. On a bridge.”

Jamie rolled out of bed, yanking sweatpants on over his boxers, shrugging into a flannel shirt one arm at a time, so he didn’t have to put the phone down. “Which bridge, blue eyes? Come on. How’m I supposed to come get you if I don’t know where you are?”

“You’re going to come get me?”

Mick sounded dazed, the way he did when his esper hit him hard.

“Course I am.” Shoes. Shoes. Goddammit, they had to be here somewhere. “Can’t leave you freezing your ass off all night.”

“But I’m not . . . ”

“
Yes, you are,
” Jamie said, as forcefully as he thought he could without spooking Mick. “You’re just confused, blue eyes, that’s all.”

“Are you sure? Are you sure I’m me?”

It was all too easy to imagine Mick standing on one of Babylon’s bridges, hunched around his cellphone, his long dyed-black hair straggling across his face. Jamie tried to keep that imaginary Mick firmly on the pavement, but it was even easier to imagine him standing on the railing, one arm wrapped around a stanchion, teetering out over the black water.

“I am absolutely certain you’re you,” Jamie said, cramming his feet into his sneakers. “You trust me, don’t you?”

“Yes,” Mick said promptly.

“Good, blue eyes, that’s good. Now can you tell me where you are?”

“I, um . . . ”

“Jamie,” Lila hissed, “what on
earth
is going on?”

“Mick’s in trouble,” he said over his shoulder, heading down the short hallway to the living room to find his keys. The Saturn was Lila’s, and he didn’t normally drive it, relying on buses and subway trains to get him to and from work, but there were no buses this time of night, and he couldn’t leave Mick out there in the state he was in.

“I should have guessed. God knows you wouldn’t race off like this for your mother.” Mick and Lila had not taken to each other the one time they’d met.

“Can you find a street sign?” he said to Mick.

A long pause, during which Jamie did not panic because he could still hear Mick breathing. He and Lila stood staring at each other, neither one of them quite willing to have the argument they were on the brink of.

“Rossiter!” Mick said triumphantly. “I’m on the Rossiter Street Bridge.”

One of the jumpers had gone off the Rossiter Street Bridge; Jamie wondered if Mick had remembered that, or if this was just unhappy coincidence. “Good, blue eyes. Now, don’t hang up, okay? It’ll take me ten minutes to get to you, but I’ll stay on the phone the whole time. You can talk to me. Okay?”

“Okay,” Mick said. He sounded lost again. “But why would you  . . . ”

“Why would I what, blue eyes?” Jamie asked, buttoning a couple of random buttons on his shirt. Lila tsked, rolled her eyes, and came over to do the buttons up properly.

“I stole his life. Why would you help me?”

There was the confirmation Jamie hadn’t needed. “Because you need me,” he said. “Besides, remember you trust me? And I don’t think you stole anybody’s life.”

Lila finished buttoning his shirt, stepped back with a firm pat to his chest. “You can make it up to me later,” she said in a sultry whisper and turned to make her way back to bed.

“Blue eyes?” Jamie said. “You still with me?” He left the apartment, took the stairs two at a time.

“I, um . . . yeah. You’d tell me, wouldn’t you? If you really thought I wasn’t me?”

“Course I would,” Jamie said. “But that’s not what I think. I think you
are
you.” Out into the crisp night air, around to the back of the building and the parking lot.

“Oh,” Mick said, a barely voiced exhalation.

Jamie unlocked the Saturn, wedged himself in. “Talk to me,” he said to Mick. “When did you start feeling funny?”

“I’ve always been fake,” Mick said, his voice thin and desolate and eerie. “Glass eyes.”

It was something Jamie had thought more than once himself, pale as Mick’s eyes were against his unnaturally black hair. “You didn’t think you were fake yesterday.”

“Of course I did. I’ve always been fake. It just didn’t . . . it didn’t bother me before.”

Jamie whipped the car around in the tightest three-point turn that parking lot had ever seen, and put his foot down. This time of night, traffic was sparse, and he drove hard and fast, all the while encouraging Mick to keep talking, asking questions, trying both to keep him from jumping—for there was never the slightest doubt in Jamie’s mind that that was why Mick was on the Rossiter Street Bridge—and to get more information, some hint as to the parameters of the thing they were dealing with. He wondered if it was Mick’s esper that had made it hit so hard, so quickly. Wondered if in another three or four days, it would be
him
on the bridge.

He left the car half on the sidewalk on the north bank of the river and walked, carefully not allowing himself to run, out to the midpoint where Mick was standing, leaning against the railing like a drunk.

At least he wasn’t
on
the railing, and Jamie took what felt like the first breath he’d had in years.

He hung up the phone only when he saw Mick glance at him, and in another three strides, he was standing beside his partner. The Rossiter Street Bridge wasn’t very high, but it was high enough.

“Hey, blue eyes.”

Mick was looking carefully at his hands where they rested on the bridge railing. He whispered something.

“Sorry, what?”

“You can tell now, can’t you? That I’m an impostor?”

“Oh,
Christ
, Mick,” Jamie groaned, although it wasn’t Mick’s fault, and he knew it. Except, said a mean and entirely reasonable voice in the back of his head, that he won’t go for the esper training like Jesperson’s been on at his . . .

A sudden, blessed inspiration. “Come on. We’re going to go see Jesperson.”

“Jesperson?”

“You remember, the nice man we work for? Class nine necromancer. No impostor could ever get by him.”

And to his relief, Mick said, “Okay,” and let himself be shepherded to the car.

At 8:30 that morning, Jamie was leaning against the wall of the BPI clinic, watching Mick sleep the sleep of the heavily drugged. Jesperson had wasted no time in calling out the night-shift decon team, and then had torn strips out of Jamie’s hide for not thinking to do the same. Jamie was too relieved to mind, too relieved, now, to do anything but stand and watch Mick sleep and occasionally remember to take a mouthful of lukewarm coffee.

“Well,” said Jesperson, scaring the living daylights out of him, “at least we know considerably more than we did.” And he added, almost under his breath, “Damn and blast the boy,” making the ritual sign to nullify his words with his free hand.

Jamie eyed the stack of reports in his other hand with foreboding. “What do we know, sir?”

“It’s definitely a curse, and it was definitely laid
on
Sharpton, rather than being transmitted by a curse-vector. But there’s no structure to it.”

“Meaning?”

“This isn’t the work of a magic-user,” Jesperson said grimly. “It’s not even really a curse, in the technical sense. More like an extremely powerful ill-wishing.”

“Thought those went out with the bustle.”

“That’s just the problem. Ill-wishing is much less common these days, thanks mostly to improvements in public education, but by its nature it will always happen—if only among the ill-educated and the very young.”

“You don’t think a
child
did this?”

“I was speaking in general terms. And, no, this curse is not the product of a child’s psyche.”

“So it must be someone without much education?”

“Or someone whose mind is not well-controlled at the moment. There is a reason necromancers fear senile dementia above all other illnesses, you know.”

Jamie frowned, trying to figure out where Jesperson was headed. “Mrs. Coulson? But—”

“She and Sharpton are the only two who have survived. And Sharpton only survived because something—training or motherwit or God knows what—impelled him to call you before he—”

“Did anything stupid,” Jamie finished hastily; his memories of the Rossiter Street Bridge were still too vivid for comfort. “So you want me to go see Mrs. Coulson again?”

“At the very least, that ill-wishing needs to be raised. I’m giving you Juliet-seven until Sharpton’s back on his feet. She can take care of that part.”

“Yessir,” Jamie said without enthusiasm. Juliet-seven was Marie-Gabrielle Parker, one of this year’s crop of rookies.

“She’s a class two necromancer,” Jesperson said, amused. “And
someone
has to blood the tyros, Keller.”

“Yessir. But Mick’s gonna be okay?”

“Oh, yes. The ill-wishing is lifted. Dr. Sedgwick just wants to let him sleep off the residue. He should be gadflying about again by tomorrow.”

“Thank you, sir.” Jamie pushed off from the wall. He might as well go find Parker and get this over with.

“Oh, and Keller—”

“Yessir?”

“Be careful. I don’t know if our ill-wisher is Mrs. Coulson or not, but whoever it is, he or she is . . . ” He hesitated a moment, as if he could not find the right word. “Ill-wishing is made of anger. Someone out there is very angry indeed.”

“Yessir,” Jamie said. “I’ll keep it in mind.”

But Jesperson’s suspicions were wrong.

Primed with the knowledge gained from Mick’s case, Parker lifted the ill-wishing, if not easily, then at least without making a huge production number out of it. And she and St. Dymphna’s staff magic-user—a lowly class three magician, but good at his job—agreed: Marian Coulson was a victim here, not a perpetrator. Parker said pithily, “She doesn’t have the strength of will to ill-wish a mosquito.” And looking at the soft-eyed, frightened woman blinking around at her strange surroundings, Jamie could only agree. She hadn’t succeeded in committing suicide because she didn’t have the guts.

He questioned her gently; she was afraid of him, but eager to help, willingly telling him everything she could remember about the events of the previous week. Jamie took notes, although he had no real hope that Mrs. Coulson would remember anything useful, working on autopilot until the words
Langland Street
brought him back with a thump.

“How did you get to Langland Street, ma’am?”

“Oh, I took the subway.” Remembered irritation creased her forehead and made her voice peevish. “I really wish the city would do something about cleaning up the subway stations. There was a dirty old woman there, asking everyone for money—”

“Thank you, ma’am, you’ve been a great help,” Jamie said, scrambling to his feet, and led the bewildered Parker nearly at a run back to the car.

He was lucky enough to get Avery when Dispatch patched him through to Records, and Avery didn’t fuss or ask questions, but found out what Jamie needed to know. What he already knew.

All of the victims had been on Langland Street in the week before their deaths.

“Son of a
bitch
,” Jamie said. “All right, Parker, hang on.” And he floored it, wondering how many people, like Paul Sinclair, he was going to be too late to save.

She
was
a dirty old woman, as Mrs. Coulson had said, and Jamie was ashamed to realize he didn’t remember her name. Avery in Records had that, too: Veronica Braggman. Old and dirty and shapeless beneath layers and layers of ragged clothes, her eyes small and bright and half-mad. She was tucked into a corner of the Langland Street Station, her crudely lettered cardboard sign in front of her like a shield:
Cant Work / Gov took my penshon / please help.

She saw him coming—he would have had to be a class nine necromancer like Jesperson to have any hope of concealing himself—and heaved herself to her feet. “You stay away from me, nigger!” she cried. “I was respectable once—I don’t have to talk to you!”

That answered one question: why her ill-wishing had landed on Mick instead of him. He hadn’t been worth her anger.

“Miz Braggman?” he said politely, carefully. “We just need to ask you a few more questions.”

“I ain’t talking to you!” she said, still with her high voice pitched to carry.

“Ma’am, there’s four people dead. You don’t have a choice.”

Her head lowered, and she looked at him sidelong, like an ill-tempered, cunning animal. “Ain’t my doing. I didn’t push ’em.”

“Yes, you did, and you know it,” Jamie said. The stench of her body was nothing compared to the stench of her mind, and he didn’t need esper to feel it. “You hexed ’em.”

Hex
was an old word, his Great-Granny May’s word, and he saw from the way she blinked that it was Veronica Braggman’s word, too. “I can’t hex nobody, nigger. Just a poor old lady, that’s all I am.”

He cut her off before she could get well-launched into that rehearsed whine. “Why’d you do it?”

“Didn’t do nothing,” she said sullenly. Then suddenly, she was shouting again, “Get him away from me! Get this nigger away from me! Ain’t there no decent God-fearing folks anymore?” Jamie realized they’d attracted an audience, and one of them was a woman in the uniform of the BMPD, who was already pushing her way through the crowd toward him.

He turned carefully, not letting Veronica Braggman out of his sight, and said, “I’m with the BPI. If you’ll give me a moment, I can show you my ID.”