Soul Rest: A Knights of the Board Room Novel (43 page)

She nodded again.

“I will fuck you. Later. Until then, I expect you to behave.” He touched the necklace on her throat, the linked hearts. “Will you behave?”

“I’ll try,” she whispered. A person she didn’t know was taking her over, the person she wanted to be with him, no matter how much it scared her when she was in her right mind.

“All right then.” He turned her around, kissed her lightly. “I’ll see you in a couple hours. I want you to wear this dress tonight. Take that nap I told you to take. No work. And keep your hands and all electronic devices away from what’s mine.”

“How about non-electronic devices? Pillows? Showerheads? Air?”

She’d waited until he reached the door to be that brave. It had also taken her that much time to get her breath back. He tossed her a glance that was full of fire and amusement both. “You can rub up against any inanimate object you want, darlin’, but your climaxes are mine. Remember that truck ride? I can make it much worse. Much.”

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It took a while for her to settle enough to take a nap. Her body was humming like a generator, thinking about his belt striking her thighs and ass, the way he’d looked at her. However, eventually she drifted off into a fitful cat nap. When she woke, it was close to ten. The after-party at Ben’s loft was scheduled for eleven, so she slid out of bed. She’d left the stockings, thong panties and bra on, and slipped her dress back over them before stepping into her high heels. He was telling her what to wear, and she was getting a sexual charge out of being commanded, following those commands. No, not just being commanded. Being commanded by a man she’d called Master. Who, in those incredibly intense exchanges between them, she accepted as exactly that without question, worry or fear.

Could it be that simple? Nothing about relationships had ever been simple for her. But Leland had a force of will that made things simple for her. When he took control, experiencing it as simple action-reaction, pure feeling, nothing to doubt in herself, seemed so much easier. And the alarm bells that should be going off at that thought…didn’t. Not tonight at least.

Bemused, she descended the steps, following the comfortable chatter of female voices. She glimpsed Savannah and Cassandra in the kitchen, standing on opposite sides of a marble-topped island as they sipped wine. Cassandra had a hip cocked and was making some point with her free hand while Savannah smiled, bringing the glass up to her pink frosted lips. The two of them were wearing short black dresses as well. When she found Dana and Rachel in the adjacent living room, sitting on the couch, she verified the same fashion choice. Though the styles differed to highlight and enhance the unique shape and curves of each woman, the after-party obviously required a certain dress code.

Had their Masters ordered them to wear the dresses the way Leland had? She had a feeling the answer to that question was yes. When Cass and Savannah glanced her way and nodded, they exuded the same expectant, simmering arousal and anticipation coursing through her own blood, quickening through her thighs and keeping her sex damp against the narrow panel of her silky thong.

Stepping into the living room, she saw Dana was braiding Rachel’s blonde locks and pinning them up on her head. “There,” the black woman said. “You’ll have to check the mirror to see if it’s lopsided, but that should hold until he decides to tear it loose with those clever long fingers of his.”

Rachel glanced over her shoulder at Celeste. “What do you think?”

“Not a bit lopsided. And fetching around the face and neck, as if just waiting for a man with long, clever fingers to take it down.”

“It’s so delightful to have a writer in our midst,” Jon’s wife responded with a twinkle in her gold-and-green gaze. Like Celeste, Rachel had hazel eyes, though like most people with hazel irises, the blend of colors were different. Rachel’s grey, green and gold mix reminded Celeste of the depths of a forest, whereas her own eyes had a brighter green and brown-gold mix. Like fairy wings, her sister had once told her. A long time ago, when Trice still believed in fairies.

“We were just going to check if you were awake. Max is driving us. The guys went to get the loft ready.”

“Where’s Marcie?”

“You really think Ben is letting her out of his sight for the rest of the month?” Dana snorted. She had her brown legs folded up on the couch, the skintight latex skirt of her dress so short it revealed the ribbon garters at the top of her sheer stockings. “He was probably consummating in the limo while we were still throwing birdseed at the back bumper. Hope Max had the privacy screen up.”

Rachel grinned at that, then nodded to Celeste. “To answer your question, if the two of them come up for air, I expect they’ll show up at the loft a little later.”

“They are really…something,” Celeste responded. Feeling a little foolish, she crossed her arms over herself, but Dana cocked her head and Rachel gave her a look laced with empathy.

“Yeah, you’re feeling it too, right?” Dana scoffed. “I’m blind and I could feel the pheromones vibrating off them like a nuclear reaction. Left all of us needing to be fucked hard and now against the nearest vertical or horizontal surface. Yet what do those bastards we married do? They all run off together. Insensitive jerks.”

As Celeste blinked, Rachel spoke up. “Her Army personality sometimes seizes control,” she said helpfully.

It only took Celeste a moment to rally. She’d grown up in a trailer park, after all. “I think said bastards did it on purpose,” she rejoined. “To make us more agreeable to whatever perverted thing they want to do.”

“That is exactly their plan,” Cassandra concurred, coming in to join them, Savannah with her. “And of course we’ll go along with it. Celeste, what a beautiful necklace.”

“Thank you.” She put her hand over it, turning rosy at the protective gesture. Savannah’s blue eyes and mouth softened.

“Congratulations.”

“Well, I…it’s just a necklace.” Though she just flushed deeper.

Dana rose from the couch. “May I?” she asked, turning in the direction of Celeste’s voice and reaching out with questing fingers.

“Yes.”

Dana explored the design, adding in light strokes of Celeste’s collarbone. She wasn’t wearing the dark glasses right now, so Celeste could see her pale green irises from her mixed-race parentage. “Can you describe it?”

“Um…yes.” As she described the detail of the interlocking hearts, Savannah bent closer to take a look.

“Nice, detailed work. Artisan quality.” As she spoke, she stroked her own necklace, a choker of polished rose quartz and pure silver.

It was an absentminded but telling caress. Celeste had no doubt it was Matt’s collar for his wife and cherished submissive. As her gaze traveled around the room, she could pick out that symbol of ownership on each woman without any difficulty. It emanated a significance another submissive, even one new to all this, couldn’t miss.

Dana’s was a wide strap that fit her long elegant neck like a second skin. A waterfall of decorative chains fell from it. The D-ring in front had a Saint Christopher’s medal as a pendant. Rachel’s was a choker of sterling silver wire bound with gold bands. A small sapphire pendant against her sternum was wrapped in the slender silver wire. Cassandra wore nothing on her throat, but instead had a pair of beaten silver wrists cuffs with engraved Japanese characters, matched by thinner bands around her ankles.

Each of those accessories indicated the woman was a submissive who willingly belonged to a Master. And she was part of that exclusive group tonight. The delicate chain on her neck had a symbolic weight that she felt tingling through her nerves. It flustered her, made her uncertain, until she remembered Leland’s gaze on her. It was too soon, she knew it was, but maybe just for tonight it would work. She could accept what her heart wanted and not question it.

“You’re not wearing your wedding rings,” she noted, then bit her tongue. “Sorry. I wasn’t trying to be rude.”

“You shouldn’t feel uncomfortable about asking us anything,” Cassandra said. “It isn’t about being a reporter tonight, is it? It’s personal.”

Celeste nodded. She should feel defensive at being so out of her element, but the thing was, she wasn’t out of her element. It was like when she followed a lead on a story. At the beginning, she didn’t have all the information. It was asking the right questions, following the right leads, seeking a deeper understanding of what was happening, that resulted in the fully fleshed-out story she wanted. Only this time the heart of the story she was trying to uncover was her own.

“We typically don’t wear our wedding rings when we’re going to be in scene with our Masters like this, more formally or in a group setting.” Cassandra glanced at the other women, then back at Celeste. “A husband and wife are partners, helpmates, a different type of relationship in many ways. Master and submissive requires a power shift. Removing the wedding rings is a ritual that helps us transition to that mind-set.”

“Do they remove theirs?”

“No. Because we’re the ones handing over power and control. Their wedding rings reinforce the fact we belong to them. Kind of hard to explain.”

“No, I get it.” She did. She understood so much of this without having to think it through, it was a little scary. It was when she did think it through that she messed it up.

Cassandra nodded. “I figured you did.”

Dana spoke up then, dispelling the serious exchange before Celeste could get uncomfortable. “So is Janet going to come and put Max through his paces? I would give good money to hear that, and have Rachel describe it in detail.”

Celeste blinked. “I know Janet’s a Domme, but Max… Marcie said he’s not a sub, not that way. In public…like we’re going to be tonight? I mean, I know it’s not truly public, but…”

“Oh hell no. He’s definitely not a sub, honey.” Dana chuckled. She took the glass of wine Cassandra poured her and returned to the couch with Rachel, stretching her bare legs over Rachel’s lap. On the left one, Celeste saw a network of faint scars from the explosion that had taken her sight. From how extensive she’d heard the original wounds were, Celeste thought the plastic surgeons had done an admirable job. “But he serves her just the same. SEALs are all about service. It works for them. Which is why I’m only teasing. I don’t think she’d ever make Max play publicly, especially not in front of Matt and the guys. I’m not sure who would be more mortified by that.”

“It wouldn’t be Janet,” Savannah pointed out. “She likes showing Matt and the others how she can bring a man to his knees.”

Celeste had glimpsed Matt’s efficient admin several times during the reception, obviously overseeing a wealth of details involved with the event. The woman who had the build and grace of a ballet dancer and the demeanor of a strict schoolteacher was terrifying, though Celeste was always hoping for an opening to learn more about her. A reporter couldn’t resist investigating a fascinating subject, even if the purpose wasn’t to write a published story about her. “So they won’t be there tonight?”

“Max is going to drop us off and then head back home. Janet worked her ass off today. I expect what she most wants is a foot massage before she falls asleep.”

“I’m good with going to sleep, though I want some really hot sex first,” Rachel declared.

Dana pinched her. “I told you, I can’t do you tonight. I have to take care of Peter. You’re just going to have to settle for Jon.”

Cassandra rolled her eyes. “Jon and Peter are likely to separate you two. And I know Janet. Yes, she’ll go for the foot massage, but she’ll order Max to give her fantastic sex right afterward. Make him do all the work, and then go to sleep in his arms.”

“I can think of far worse things,” Savannah commented. “Matt gives a wonderful foot massage.”

“I expect anything Matt massages is wonderful.” Cassandra nudged her. “Lucas gave me a full-body massage once while he had me cuffed to the bed. So many levels of ecstasy, I’m not sure Heaven can compare.”

Rachel cocked her head at Celeste as she shifted. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah. It’s just…you all are so comfortable with this. It’s new to me, the reality of it. No matter how long I’ve thought about it.” The environment seemed to encourage honesty.

“It’s unsettling to all of us at first.” Cassandra shrugged so matter-of-factly, it eased any fears Celeste had about coming off as foolish again. “But it’s easier to talk about it together like this. And tease one another, because it can be scary as hell.” She laughed at Celeste’s expression. “Yes, you heard me right. Even now, how intense it can be, it’s unreal. And the way they play off of one another… Alone, they’re each overwhelming. Together, there’s an energy that just takes over your reality. It becomes about anything they demand, and you don’t think beyond that.”

Celeste remembered how she’d sat at a table with the other K&A men after her intense session with Ben. Though that part had been non-sexual—technically—she knew exactly what Cassandra meant. She’d seen it in their expressions, the confident way they surrounded her, cared for her. Tonight she was going to be in a very sexual environment around all of them. The scary thing was knowing she meant what she said to Leland. She didn’t think she would refuse anything he desired to do in front of them. When she thought of him laying her down and thrusting into her in front of them, it felt like a territorial act, a statement of who was his, and her body wasn’t in the least appalled by the idea.

But she couldn’t deny part of that had to do with who they were. If Leland were taking her to a club tonight, planning to do such a thing in front of strangers, she would have had a big
hell no
sign blinking over her head. But in a way, this journey to Leland had started with the K&A men. Though she wasn’t part of this inner circle, she was still connected to it, which made the idea not only feasible but arousing. It might be the same for Leland, because when she imagined him taking her in front of people who weren’t these men and women, she wasn’t seeing it happening for him either. Not with how one-on-one he truly was when it came to their interactions with one another.

Her hand went back up to her throat, fingered those interlocking hearts, cuffs and roses. Virtually the same thoughts she’d had herself had come from Cassandra’s lips, and the others had nodded, the expressions on their faces confirming that they’d each wrestled with the surreal nature of these feelings. Each of them had perhaps wondered how her respective Master could make her surrender so completely, and not just as a one-time fluke, but again and again…