Storm Rising (40 page)

Tremane is the only optimal choice to approach. We can’t let the people of and in Hardorn continue to suffer—and we need them. Tremane is an honorable man by his own standards.

But Tremane had also personally ordered the cold-blooded murder of not only Ulrich but several other important folk of Valdemar and the Alliance. The only reason those other attempts had not succeeded was purest good fortune. But he still had the blood of two perfectly innocent people on his hands, both of them servants of their respective deities, which could by some lights make it twice as heinous.

Karal was having a difficult time reconciling the Tremane who had ordered those deaths with the one who went out into dangerous conditions to rescue children.

On the one hand, I want to open negotiations with him. On the other, I want to make him suffer as much as I have. Then I want to kill him slowly and painfully, the way Ulrich died.

If the latter reaction was wrong, it was only human. Karal tried to think of the greater good, but he could not get his thoughts past that anger. Just as much to the point, he could not see how they could
trust
someone who would write someone else’s life off as casually as erasing a name from a ledger.

If I just knew why—if I just knew that he hadn’t done it in cold blood, in indifference, the way An’desha described—

—if I just knew he had
regretted
it, even a little!

If I just knew why he did it—

He paced until he thought he was going to wear a hole in the carpet, and still got no further than that. It was already full dark, and the darkness outside was no less impenetrable than the darkness surrounding his heart.

I can’t agree to open negotiations with someone I can’t trust! That’s pretty basic to the proposition of negotiations, isn’t it?

Only one man knew why Tremane had issued his orders, done what he had done, and that was Tremane.

I have to know. I have to talk to him. Somehow.

“I have to talk to Tremane,” he said aloud. Altra raised his head from his paws and stared at him as if he had sprouted fur and fangs.

:You must be joking,:
the Firecat said flatly.

Karal shook his head. “I have to find a way to talk to him myself, Altra, before the others do. I have to know
why.
And I need to know if he’d do it again. What’s the point in trying to deal with someone we can’t trust?”

:I could give you a number of answers, but I don’t think you’re in the mood to hear them.:

“You’ve got to find a way to help me talk to him, Altra, please!” Karal dropped down to his knees beside the Firecat, looking pleadingly into those blue eyes. “You’re a mage.”

:Not precisely in the way you mean.:

Karal ignored that. “Can’t you do a scrying and make it work both ways?” he begged. “Can’t you give me Mindspeech, or find some other way that I can talk to Tremane?”

:I think this is a very, very bad idea, Karal.:

“I have to do this, Altra,” he said warningly. “The other two won’t follow through with the plan if I don’t agree with it, that was the bargain. And I won’t agree
until I’ve had a chance to talk to Tremane myself, face-to-face if necessary!”

Altra looked at him measuringly.
:I do believe that you would pack a bag and walk across two countries if you had to, in order to speak with this man.:

Karal nodded. “I won’t have to, though. I’ll bet Florian would help me rather than let me get into trouble. I’ll bet Firesong would help me just to get rid of me!”

:Unfortunately, I’m sure you’re correct.:
The Firecat sighed heavily. :
Very well. Since you’re so insistent, I’ll help you. But I can’t create a scrying spell for you. What I
can
do is to take you there myself:

Karal felt sick. “Jumping?” he faltered.

:It’s the only way.:
Altra cocked his head to one side and narrowed his eyes. :
It’s either that, or give up the idea. At least if I Jump you into Tremane’s study, I can Jump you out again instantly if things go wrong. I can also hold him and keep him from doing anything for a limited period of time, which should make it possible for you to ask your questions of him without his raising an alarm. And don’t forget that I also know the Tell-Me-True Spell, so the answers you get will be the ones you say you want to hear.:

“Jumping.” His last experience with Jumping had been a dreadful one, and he had pledged that it would be the
last
time he let Altra Jump him anywhere. For one moment, Karal contemplated giving up—

No. I have to know. I can’t make a decision unless I know!

“All right,” he said, and was rewarded by Altra’s ears flattening in dismay. “Now. Tonight. Before I change my mind.”

:I’d prefer that,:
the Firecat said sourly.

“I know you would,” he retorted. “That’s why I want it to be now.”

Tremane rubbed his aching eyes and glanced at what was left of his candle. It had been a long day, and a longer night, but he and the Mayor’s Council were working on consolidating Imperial Law and Hardornen
Law into a single codex that both Town and Barracks would be living by. He wanted to be sure
they
understood all the nuances of Imperial Law; the laws of Hardorn didn’t seem to be as specific, which was no great surprise.
Simpler society, simpler laws.

Nevertheless, the Imperial forces had brought a more complex society with them, and in some ways the people of Shonar were going to have to learn how to cope.

And in some ways, we are. A hundred compromises every fortnight.

He wondered what time it was; well past midnight, certainly. He’d dismissed all of his orderlies, aides, and clerks several hours ago. Just because their master chose to short himself on sleep to work like a maniac, that didn’t mean
they
should. It was good to work like this, deep into the night, in the quiet of a building in which most people were asleep. Outside, the only men awake were the ones on the walls. The city of Shonar slept, too—there would be no more emergencies tonight, and he could work without interruption, secure in the knowledge that he was completely alone in his offices.

But suddenly, he was no longer alone.

His skin shivered; the hair on the back of his neck stood up in an atavistic reaction to the power flaring up in this room.

Power? But it isn’t time for a mage-storm!

He looked up from his papers in startlement, just as a boy in an outlandish set of elaborate black robes appeared in front of his desk, his arms burdened with a huge orange-and-white cat that to his shocked eyes looked to be the size of a small calf.

He tried to reach for the dagger on the top of his desk; tried to shout to alert the guards patrolling outside his quarters. With a chill of panicked terror, he found he could do neither.

The cat glared at him with widened blue eyes, eyes whose pupils reflected greenly at him, as he struggled against the invisible bonds imprisoning him. Its eyes
narrowed in satisfaction as he gave up the unequal contest, and it began to purr audibly.

It’s the
cat!
That
cat
is doing this!
He stared at it in astounded disbelief, and yet at the same time he was absolutely certain his conclusion was the right one. The
cat
held him pinned in his place! What was going on here?

The boy cleared his throat self-consciously. “I am here to be asking you some queries, sir,” the boy said, clearly enough; although the words in the Imperial tongue were thick with the inflections of several accents warring with one another. Tremane switched his gaze from the cat to the boy—and saw that the “boy” was not as young as he’d thought. This was a young man about the same age as most of his aides, although his slight build and childlike face left the impression that he was much younger than his years. “You will not be permitted to speak above a whisper, and only in answer to the question I ask.” He looked a bit green, and his eyes were not quite focusing, as if he was a bit ill.

Questions? He wants to ask me questions? He transports himself here by magic and holds me prisoner in my own office to ask me questions? Am I mad, or is he? Who is he?
What
is he?

“This, my first question is. When you loosed forth the man in the Valdemar Court whom you had sent to murder folk by stealth, the man who was the art-maker, did you send him forth with instructions exact? Had you made a choice of who he was to kill?” The young man stared at him as if he would, if he could, bore a hole in Tremane’s head with his eyes and extract the answers directly.

The paralysis eased a little, and Tremane found that he
could
speak. “I haven’t the slightest idea what you’re talking about,” he tried to say, but his mouth would not speak what he intended to say! His lips moved, but he could not push himself to speak the untruth he thought. When his voice finally worked, the patterns it made were not the ones he had set it to! At
first he stammered, and then he relaxed into speaking the truthful things he had tried to veil moments before.

“Not precisely,” he heard himself whispering, to his own horror. “Not precisely, no. I ordered that people of a certain rank or station be eliminated. I really have no idea of the identities of people over there; my agents are simply not that good. Actually, at this point, they might as well not exist at all, since they can’t get through to me with their information. I ordered that envoys and allies be removed; people vital to the continuance of the Alliance. I also ordered that the Queen be eliminated, but I frankly did not think
that
would succeed, as she is too well guarded.”

He listened to himself, appalled. How was the young man
doing
this to him? His heart froze with fear—not because of the magic itself, but because of the implications. If this boy could do this, now, what would he be able to do later? Or was it the cat who was doing it?

The boy stared at him with eyes full of anguish.
“Why?”
he asked, his voice tight with emotion. “Why did you order such a thing?”

I have to speak the truth. It might as well be truth of my phrasing and choice—the whole truth instead of parts. There is something more to this boy than—than an assassin, or an agent sent to capture me. Something personal; this boy would be a poor choice to send to interrogate an enemy commander, powers or not! His lack of composure betrays his extreme agitation and emotion. There is something larger here than one might first think. And with this compulsion to speak only what is true….

“I was certain at the time that the mage-storms that have been laying waste to the land originated in Valdemar,” he told the boy. “They left me and my men cut off from the Empire, with weapons and protections we depend on for our lives utterly disrupted. Our supply lines were cut, our communications nonexistent, our organization fragmented. My men were in a panic, my mages helpless, and we were strung out along a line we could not possibly defend. If an opposing force had come against us, they could have slaughtered us. I
was absolutely certain that these storms were a new weapon of the Alliance, made possible only because the mages of the Alliance were all working together. Disrupting the Alliance was the only way I could see to stop the storms.”

The boy continued to stare at him in anguish, and although he no longer felt the compulsion to say anything more, that anguish urged him to continue.

“These are not men I had chosen, nor is this a command I would have picked if I myself had a choice,” he said. “But the moment I accepted this command, these men became my personal responsibility.
I must
see to their safety, even before I see to my own. They must be fed before I eat, sheltered before I sleep, and although they are soldiers and expect to face battle and death, it is my job to see that their lives are not thrown away—if possible, to see that victories are with a minimum of bloodshed. At the time, I saw disaster overtaking us, and I had to do something before it caught us. If these storms had indeed come from Valdemar, they were a terror-weapon, and one tailored to strike particularly at
us
, because so much of what the Empire depends on in turn depends on magic. I thought, at the time, my action was justified if it saved my men. This was not something they could meet in combat or face over the edge of their shields.”

Did this boy understand? At least he was listening, and Tremane was still able to speak.

“This is something I did not know when I first commanded men—when I was your age, in fact. Command is more than issuing orders, it is knowing what those orders might mean to the lives of your men and knowing that
you
and you alone are the one responsible for the outcome.” These were the things he had never discussed with anyone else; in the spy-haunted milieu of the Empire, he would not have dared. “The men look to me to get them through each encounter; no man enters the army assuming he will die! They put their trust in me; I have to be worthy of that trust. To a good commander, no lives lost are ‘acceptable.’”

The boy’s gaze flickered, as if something he had said had touched a responsive nerve.

He gestured at the windows, as a cold blast shook them. “Look what these storms have wrought! Tell me I was wrong to fear for the lives of my men! I think that if it had not been for the walls we built here and the organization we gave them, the people of Shonar would be fighting monsters in the streets by night, and starving by day!”

The boy’s eyes flicked toward the windows and back.

“As for what I ordered—my own mages have since told me that Valdemar did not send out the storms. I was wrong, I didn’t wait for verification of my assumption, and as a result—I ordered something that was completely unjustified.” He felt himself flushing hotly, and wondered at his own reaction. “If Valdemar had sent the storms, I am not certain now that what I did would have been justified either. Sending one weapon of terror in response to another is not a moral answer—but as a commander I don’t often deal in moral answers, I deal in expediencies. I’m not used to moral answers, or moral questions. That is a failing of life in the Empire.” He paused and added a final statement. “That is not meant to stand as an excuse, but as a reason. It is difficult to think in terms that one is not habituated to, and the center of life in the Empire is expediency.”