Storm Tide

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Authors: Marge Piercy,Ira Wood

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“Not since
Tough Guys Don’t Dance
has Cape Cod taken it so delightfully on the chin in such a dramatic and fast-paced novel .… From first page to last I couldn’t put it down. Marge Piercy and Ira Wood deliver a marvelous 1-2 knockout punch that any pair of literary pugilists would be proud of.”
—JOHN NICHOLS
“Piercy’s characters often struggle simultaneously for sexual freedom and intimacy, and it is always fascinating so see how they go after it .… Characteristic of Piercy, she manages to help us sympathetically understand the dynamics of someone like Crystal, and Wood lays out how a needy damsel in distress can manage to get her hooks into a rescuer like David. If you’ve ever wondered how it is that the ‘good guys’ always seem to get snagged by the crazies, this is a revealing illustration. Piercy exposes the culture of females in fascinating detail.”

The Bloomsbury Review
“A seamless coming-of-age story in which a man must confront his past, his enemies, and the results of a tragic accident before he can finally settle into a new life .… A wise tale, in a vividly rendered setting, of men and women learning to live and love more fully.”

Kirkus Reviews
“[A] perceptive, stinging depiction of a parochial seaside resort.”

Publishers Weekly
BOOKS BY MARGE PIERCY
POETRY
Breaking Camp
Hard Loving
4-Telling
To Be of Use
Living in the Open
The Twelve-spoked Wheel Flashing
The Moon Is Always Female
Circles on the Water
Stone, Paper, Knife
My Mother’s Body
Available Light
Mars and Her Children
What Are Big Girls Made Of?
FICTION
Going Down Fast
Dance the Eagle to Sleep
Small Changes
Woman on the Edge of Time
The High Cost of Living
Vida
Braided Lives
Fly Away Home
Gone to Soldiers
Summer People
He, She and It
The Longings of Women
City of Darkness, City of Light
ESSAYS
Parti-colored Blocks for a Quilt
ANTHOLOGY
Early Ripening: American Women’s Poetry Now
BOOKS BY IRA WOOD
NOVELS
The Kitchen Man
Going Public
PLAY
The Last White Class

D
AVID

The color of bleached bones, the shape of a crooked spine, the Squeer Island bridge was a product of willful neglect. Every ten years some town official proposed a new bridge and promptly fell into a hole full of lawyers. The beaches were private, the summer people moneyed, the year-rounders reclusive. No one wanted the sandy ways paved or the hedgerows cut back. Your deed bought more than seclusion on Squeer Island; here life as you knew it ceased to exist.

There had been a family named Squeer, but only Stumpy was left. If you asked how the island got its name, people would say, “’Cause it’s queer over there,” and they didn’t mean homosexual. They meant queer things happened. Peculiar things. Uncommon for a small town.

During high tide there was no access by land. The road to town flooded. Ducks paddled over the bridge. Fish darted through the guardrails. The summer people stocked their shelves with vodka and paperbacks and waited uneasily for the tide to recede. The residents lived for its return.

I left my car on the island side of the bridge. I slogged along the mud banks of the creek, driving fiddler crabs in front of me like herds of frightened crustacean sheep. The grasses were four feet high at the edge of the bank, an inch wide, sharp as razors. They mentioned lacerations across the palms; one in her right eyeball. I closed one eye. I wondered what it was like to sink in this bottomless liquid clay, this mud the fishermen called black mayonnaise. What did it feel like to die this way? They said her hair was encrusted with seaweed and crabs, that an eel had eaten into the armpit. They say she must have struggled to free herself, that as she grabbed at the grass her efforts only increased the suction of the mud. They still call it an accidental death.

Saltash, Massachusetts, was founded in 1672 and named for a village in Cornwall, England. Summer population: twenty thousand. Winter population: divide by ten. The economy is eighty percent tourism; the leading economic indicator: the number of pickups idling outside Barstow’s Convenience at seven
A
.
M
. Like any quaint, postcard-perfect Cape Cod town, there are hundreds of stories to be ashamed of here. Only conscience dictates that I start with my own.

If you lived in Saltash, you’d know that I grew up here and had been famous for something—although you probably wouldn’t remember what. You might have heard that I left town at eighteen, after having signed a contract for a small fortune, and returned twelve years later. You’d know that I live in a small white half Cape on Round Pond Road and drive a red pickup; that I run a landscaping business with my sister, which (no one forgets to mention) she owns. You might have voted for me for selectman. Everyone I talked to told me they did. (For the record, I received 578 votes.) You would say I wasn’t the type to make promises or suck up to people; you might say I kept to myself. You would excuse me for my private life; 578 people obviously did. According to my backers (twelve old men who fancied themselves Saltash’s political kingmakers) I had been drawn in by the Squeer Island crowd—a local epithet implying strange sexual practices and not far from the truth. “Seduced” was the explanation whispered most.

It happened in September, the night of the new moon. A storm was tracking our way. Judith warned me that we were facing one of the highest tides of the year. If I couldn’t get over the bridge in time, I wouldn’t get through at all. “Gordon expects you. He really wants you there,” she said, just so I knew it wasn’t her who did.

More than anyone I’ve ever known, Judith loved rituals. She loved to cook for people. They didn’t have to be important people or the best of friends. A festive, well-set table surrounded by guests who weren’t watching their weight would do: people who arrived on time and had interests other than themselves and remembered to thank her for her trouble. But tonight was special. There were over thirty guests at the table of Gordon Stone and Judith Silver. It was special because it was Rosh Hashanah, and Judith had instituted the celebrating of the Jewish holidays when she became Gordon’s fourth wife thirteen years before I met her. Special because Gordon was dying of lung cancer, and he was saying goodbye.

He looked like a living skeleton. His color was grayish-blue and he could not sit up, but reclined, lying on a couch with heaped-up pillows
that had been dragged to the table. Judith was wearing a short red shift tonight and her fine skin and dark hair shone. Her necklace and earrings were silver. Judith did not like gold. She once told me silver was a more human metal because it aged, it changed.

Judith had prepared traditional foods. Buckwheat groats with mushroom gravy and bow-tie noodles, roast chicken, potato kugel, gefilte fish, apples dipped in honey. Those friends who weren’t Jewish—including two of Gordon’s adult children whose mother wasn’t—hummed the songs we taught them and bowed their heads as we blessed the wine, and followed everything we did with the curious respect of anthropologists at an Mbundu marriage ceremony in Angola. What they might have missed, however, was the fact that Judith wouldn’t be caught alone in the same room with me, removing herself whenever I tried to pull her aside to talk.

No one on the island asked about Judith and Gordon and me. What was common knowledge was never uttered. What mattered was that Gordon had spent an entire summer vacation helping Stumpy Squeer rebuild his house after a fire; that Judith had had a troubling intuition about a high school girl’s painful cramps and drove her through a snowstorm to a good Boston hospital in time to be treated for a tubal pregnancy. There were feuds and there were grudges. But judgments among the year-rounders were limited to practical problems: Whose dog had ripped through whose garden? Who rented to noisy college kids in July?

By the second course, the lights began to flicker. The surf was halfway up the dune. Judith had arranged housing for almost everyone, except of course for me. But after the summer of silence, I was determined to talk to her and, finally, finally caught her alone in the kitchen.

“What do you want with me, David?” She turned her back. “Talk to Crystal. You’re going to marry her.”

“I don’t want to marry Crystal. Can we sit down and talk about this?”

“Not here. Not now. I have thirty people to settle in for the night. If you absolutely insist on talking, wait for me in my shack.”

Judith’s “shack” was an electronic cottage, part sanctum, part home office. It was fitted out with a computer, two printers, copier, scanner, and fax—as well as the double bed where we had made love many times. I lay back against the headboard, waiting, rehearsing my speech while the three cats who had been locked up there for the evening jumped from the dresser to my stomach and off again, taking out their anger on me. Sand pitted the glass and blew in through gaps in the jambs. You found sand in your shoes after nights like this, a film of sand like dust. Every shelf in the cottage shook. Wind lifted the shingles and smacked the roof. The joists shivered and sawdust trickled over the bed
like snow. An hour passed. Water ran in sheets down the windows and poured from the downspout. Judith did not come.

When I heard the sound of a car horn, I knew something was wrong. One long drone, as if the driver was leaning on the wheel, and as it got closer, short blasts of pure panic. I ran for the main house, ran hard through the muddy courtyard in the pelting rain.

What I need to say is that I’m telling all this to get it straight, to reduce a tragedy to its parts and somehow understand. Call it an autopsy. A dissection of something that had once been alive; a determination as to the cause of death.

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