Stranger on a Train (33 page)

How could you not know? I handed Aaron Someone back to her and she put him back on to her ears.

‘Wow, that's real smart of you. You understand. Yeah, someone found me. I met a man. I hadn't intended to. I truly had wanted to be on my own. But there was this young guy. Younger than me. A lot younger than me. But really wise, you know? Like he really knew what was going on in me. He was a lot older in his head than his years. We didn't have sex. Not full sex. I wouldn't allow it. I was worried about Aids. I mean, I don't know him, and I have to go back to my husband. But we were so close, just those few days, and no sex, but so close, it was like we'd known each other for ever. It was like he was my other half. My missing half. He says he wants to be with me. You know, all the time. But I don't know. I want companionship, you know. He says it's love. The real thing. And it was amazing how he knew what I was thinking. I'd start to say something and he'd finish my sentence. It was scary. But, I don't know. I said no. I said I was going home. He was so charming. It scared me how charming he was. I'll go home and see. I'll wait and see. If it's meant to be, it'll happen. He knows my name, and how to find me. If it happens, it happens. That's what I think. Right now, I can't wait to get home. I don't know what I want. I don't know who I am.'

The last two statements were sung – in tune I imagine with Aaron Someone who was having very similar difficulties.

‘Wow, these words. They're so
true.
'

 

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STRANGER ON A TRAIN
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