STRIPPED 2 (A Ferro Family Novel)

T
his book is
a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

Copyright © 2016 by H. M. Ward

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LAREE BAILEY PRESS

First Edition: April 2016

W
ith Jon’s
coat wrapped around my shoulders and the blanket draped over my hips, I watch the two women on stage. Their laughter rings true, and I can’t help feeling envious. Their lives must be so much easier than mine. I haven’t laughed myself sick for a very long time. A combination of tears and terror ward off any moments of pure bliss.

I feel Jon’s gaze on the side of my face. He leans close so we’re nearly cheek-to-cheek and whispers, “As far as I know, they both have a bag of demonic cats living in their brains. That chick,” he nods at Sidney, “confronted my mother.”

My jaw drops and I stare at him, gaping. “No.” The word is drawn out, and my unspoken question hangs in the air—who has the balls to challenge Constance Ferro?

“Yes. That one,” he points to Avery, “she’s still fighting the tide, but refuses to go under.”

“How do you know that?”

He shrugs. “I sense it.” I suspect there's a story behind his comments, but Jon dodges further discussion by joining Trystan by the stage.

Trystan Scott—blue-eyed heartthrob, sex on a stick, and all around ladies man—pushes back into the dark leather chair, worry pinching the tanned skin between his eyebrows. Dark hair falls into his eyes as he claws the arm of his seat, backing away from the crazy chick making herself at home in his lap.

Sidney and Avery stand arm in arm in mirrored poses, their opposite hands on their hips. Avery calls out, “Hey, little bro Ferro.” She laughs and says to Sidney, “He’s not very little is he?”

Sidney shakes her head and giggles. “I’ve heard nothing about him is little.”

Peter, who had been standing quietly behind me, is suddenly across the room and marching up the steps. “Hey!”

Sidney smiles at him as he crosses the stage and wraps her arms around his waist. “Girls like to talk, and it’s hard to avoid hearing rumors since people ask me way too frequently about you.”

Peter’s eyes turn into beach balls, and he nearly chokes. “Excuse me? Where do people ask you these things?”

She shrugs, ticking off a list on her fingers. “At the market, at school, in the ladies room.” She looks over at Avery. “Do they bug you about Sean?”

“They think I’m a hooker, so I’m invisible.” Avery picks at a spot of glitter on her arm. “Besides, my profession doesn't exactly make me a credible source. Who cares if Sean's call girl said he’s huge?”

Everyone stops and gawks at her. Bryan stops teasing Trystan to give his full attention to Avery. “He hired you?”

Stunned faces snap to hers, but Avery's expression remains placid as if she’s accepted it and moved on. In the echoing silence, a needle could drop and sound like a grenade.

Jon practically growls, “I don’t know why anyone is shocked. We are talking about Sean.” He seems pissed, and shoots a quick glance at me from the corner of his eye, then moves across the room to sit by Trystan.

There’s a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. Based on the facial expressions of the people here with me, I'd guess it’s contagious—we all feel it.

I keep my eyes down, but I hate that Jon said it. I hate the way no one tries to protect her. Strength on the outside is just that—outside. It doesn’t keep the world from trampling your heart.

I find my voice, “She’s more than that, you know.” The words spill out, and once I start I can’t stop. I jump up, dropping the jacket and blanket behind me. I pad toward him, standing there covered in glitter, my corset hoisting my breasts to my throat and my thong revealing my entire backside.

Jon realizes how it sounded and attempts to correct, but he’s already flown that thought into a mountainside. “I know, but—”

“No little girl says, ‘I want to be a stripper when I grow up.’ Not one of us would sell sex if there’d been another way to survive. Every single woman who works here has the same story—fucked up life, no money, and no hope. Don’t you dare damn her for it! If you do, you’re damning me, too, and I refuse to accept your pity, or whatever the hell this is.” I’m in his face, an inch from his nose, breathing hard. It looks like I’m going to pop out of my corset every time I breathe. Mounds of flesh swell well above the low neckline, glittering like twin disco balls.

I expect him to look at me, but he doesn’t. Jon presses his lips together, letting his silence build between us while the others stare in shock. When his blue gaze lifts to meet mine, he tips his head to the side. No trace of a smile softens his lips. Nothing subdues his sharp look. “You don’t know Sean. He’d show up with a corpse if it suited him.”

Something inside me snaps. I straighten, laughing bitterly. “You’re an asshole.”

“No, I’m not. I’m just saying—”

“Shut up, man. She hears exactly what you’re saying.” Trystan peers around the girl in his lap, forgetting his own awkward situation for the moment. The girl sits perfectly still, but I can see her thoughts running wild behind her eyes.

Jon growls, “No, she doesn’t. This isn’t about any of you. It’s about my brother and me.” There’s obviously a huge rift between Jon and Sean, but he’s poking a bear with Pixy Stix. What does he think is going to happen?

“It might also be about your apparent distaste for working girls.” Avery folds her arms over her chest and juts one hip to the side, glaring at him. “So, Little Ferro, spill it. Did your first hooker mistreat you? Or was it one of your strippers?”

Jon’s body tenses and he sits so still he might explode. It’s the moment of utter silence before a bomb detonates and blasts everything around it to bits. One of his fingers presses into the chair, and I see something flash across his face. It’s raw, a wound that’s still weeping.

He’s quiet for a moment, swallows hard, then stands and walks into the office. The door closes soundlessly behind him. Something happened to him. I’m sure of that. Someone hurt him badly.

Apparently Avery senses it too because she slips off the edge of the stage and rushes toward me. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know.”

I glance at the closed door and then back to her pale face. “Neither did I. I’m not sure any of us did.”

I
feel
like a fucking idiot walking away to hide in the office. I’m not a kid anymore. This shit shouldn’t bother me, but it’s always lurking—ready to rear its fuck-ugly face when I least expect it. Of course they all think I had hookers and strippers. I’m not a priest. I’m a Ferro. I live up to my reputation and then some. But that’s not what made me back down. I know I don’t see things accurately at times. I know my past taints my vision, clouds it, and makes me respond in the worst possible ways.

I sit down at the desk and stare at the packet of papers. I wonder if I’m reacting to Sean or my past. How can I protect Cass when I can’t even deal with this?

There’s a knock on my door, and before I can answer, Avery steps inside.

“Hey," she says, "I didn’t mean to do that.” She's standing there, her long brown hair sweeping over her shoulders and a somber expression on her face. She steps around the door, pushing it shut behind her with the heel of her foot. No shoes.

“You didn’t do anything.” I’m not telling her shit. She’ll report back to Sean, and I don’t want him involved in this. His chance to intercede is long gone.

I shuffle through the stack of papers on the desk, ignoring Sean’s envelope. I’ll look at it when she leaves.

“Maybe not, but it seemed like I found a sore spot and ripped it wide open.”

I act like it doesn’t matter. I’m not telling her shit. “I misspoke. Cassie is hurting. It was reasonable to assume I insulted all of you.”

Avery stops in front of my desk, turns to a ninety-degree angle from me, and rests her denim-clad hip against it. She folds her arms loosely across her chest. “We’re all hurting.”

I glance up at her. Is that a hint? Is something going on with my brother? “Sean included?”

Her eyes dart to the side. She pushes off the desk and looks at a picture of the club on the wall. All the dancers are standing with the bouncers and the former owner, posing as if it were a yearbook picture. “You don’t know him anymore, do you?”

“There’s nothing about him that’s worth knowing.” I sound like a cold motherfucker, like I don't give a shit about my brother, but the tightening sensation in my chest tells me otherwise. The growing unease in my stomach, the way it twists like it’s filled with shards of glass, reminds me of something I don’t want to admit. I suppress it with one swift blow, forcing my emotions back down where they belong. “Maybe you don’t know, so I’ll tell you the drive-by version. Sean thinks I’m a piece of shit stuck to his shoe. No one willingly walks through shit, Avery. He’s here to save his ass. It has nothing to do with me.”

“You don’t know him.”

I appreciate the audacity of this woman. This is the first conversation we’ve had, beyond initial pleasantries, and she’s picking a fight? I lean back in my chair and look at her. She’s smart. I'd bet anything that she’s scanning that picture for Cassie’s face. It’s not there. Cass always dodges pictures, probably because of her ex.

I roll my eyes and sit up quickly, reshuffling papers that don’t need it. “I don’t want to know him. There’s nothing there worth saving, no way we’ll ever be anything but blood. I don’t give a shit what he does or if someone puts a bullet in his head. Actually, I’ve been waiting for it to happen. Between his past and the shitstorm in the press, it’s only a matter of time. I wouldn’t get too attached, Avery.” It’s a dick thing to say, but this conversation is over.

She takes the hint and heads to the door. Her hand rests on the knob for a second then she looks over her shoulder at me. “Too late. I’m already attached.” She smiles sadly, watching me until I meet her eyes. “And no matter what you think, Sean cares about you. I see it in his eyes. I hear it in his voice when he talks about you. Think what you want, but take it from someone who knows what it’s like to be utterly alone—Sean’s here out of more than loyalty. You’re more than blood to him. I’ll see you around.” She walks through the door without waiting for a reply.

T
rystan and Bryan
are staring at me. I can’t blame them. Up close, I look like a porn version of Tinker Bell. My cleavage glitters as I breathe, sitting silently on a stool, wishing I hadn’t tossed the blanket and jacket on the floor. Picking it up feels like a betrayal, so I sit there half-naked with a rock star and a Ferro. Sidney and Peter left when Jon walked away.

The other girl watches me from Trystan’s lap, her golden eyes boring into me. “Oh, holy fuck, girl! You’re making them drool. Someone is going to step in that shit and slip. I don’t wanna break my ass on a concrete floor, so you need to put on the fucking jacket.” She’s up across the room, sweeps Jon’s jacket from the floor and tosses it at me. “Pride ain’t got no place in here.”

“My pride dried up a long time ago.” I slip my arms into the sleeves one at a time and watch her sit down next to me.

“Bullshit. It’s buried beneath the lies you told yourself to pull this kind of thing off. You’re right, though—no one wants to do this shit. It gets chucked at you, and you gotta learn to play catch.” She leans forward and rests her elbows on her knees before folding her hands together. They dangle between her knees as she stares at me. I feel like I’m about to get cracked open and fried on a hot skillet.

After a moment, as if she’s judged me worthy, she holds out her hand toward me and says, “I’m Mel.”

“Cassie,” I say, loosely accepting her outstretched palm and allowing her to shake mine firmly.

Trystan is quiet, listening. No matter what the press says, he’s not the womanizer I expected. His noticeable silence betrays his perceptiveness, always watching and listening. He soaks up the world around him, analyzing it, only speaking if he has something worth saying. Trystan doesn’t talk to hear the sound of his voice.

Bryan on the other hand... I can’t read that guy. He’s sending out so much interference it’s hard to tell what he truly thinks about anything. He’s leaning back against a worn black leather club chair, one arm draped across the back, his fingers dangling over the edge. “You speak for all women everywhere, I’m sure.” He grins, and I know he’s provoking her on purpose, although I don’t have a clue why.

“Hell, yeah, I do.” Mel blasts back.

“And that explains why so many women enter the sex industry yearly. It has nothing to do with ambition, power, money, or control. It’s all a sob story with no ulterior motives.” Bryan smirks and looks up at Mel from under those dark lashes, his green eyes sparkling.

This guy wants us gone.

Sensing the tension growing thicker, I interrupt, “You’re right. You nailed us. We’re faking. We both came from good families with reliable parents to love us. The truth is…” I lean in close. Bryan is sitting across from me. He straightens in his chair, glances at Trystan, and then leans across to get closer to me. “I know you want us to leave, and you should have just said so instead of jabbing verbal shivs at us until this girl rips your face off. Dick move.”

Bryan regards me oddly, and whispers, “There’s a shitstorm coming. Get out of here and don’t come back.”

Mel stares at him.

I shake my head. “I have to come back.”

“For work?”

I shake my head again. “For Jon. I’m not walking away again.”

“You’re the reason his life is a never-ending rave. It’s a perpetual party to drown out the pain you caused him the last time he was fucking you. So, here’s a tip—leave before I make you.” Bryan is on his feet, glaring down at me.

I rise and feel all eyes on me, waiting to see what I’ll do next. “I never slept with Jon. I know I hurt him. If I could undo it, I would. I was young and naïve, but I’m not anymore. I won’t let anyone near him. No press. No nothing. The papers Sean gave him—is that his best move?”

“If he doesn’t want his mother to bury him alive in the garden, yeah.” Bryan sneers at me, clearly frustrated. “You have no idea what you’ve done here, what’s going to happen to him because of this. You shot off your mouth about your chosen profession—we all know you chose this, ladies—and you got to him. Jon never backs down. He has rhino balls. He rips apart anyone threatening him or his family until you came along. We’re not making the same mistakes twice. Walk away.”

I suck in a jagged breath, wishing I could hide it, but I can’t. “No. He didn’t walk away because of me. Are you blind? Something happened to him.”

Bryan gets in my face, looming above me with six feet of ass-kicking ability usually disguised by a grin. “It’s not your concern. We’ve got this.”

“Bullshit.” I shake my head and ball up my hands into fists to try to contain the rage steaming inside me. I can’t let it out. They’ll write it off as PMS and nothing more. I level my voice, holding it steady, forming my words slowly, and enunciating each point. “If you had this, Jon wouldn’t have bought this place. If you had this, he wouldn’t have that old, festering scar. If you had this, he’d still be the guy I met that summer—the one filled with hope, not pain. You don’t have this. You never did. You don’t even know what ‘this’ is.”

Bryan presses his lips together and fixes his eyes on Trystan. “You better show her the door before I do.”

Trystan rises slowly and inhales. He lets out a rush of air and runs his hand through his hair. He glances at Bryan and then me. “May I talk to you?”

I feel his gaze on the side of my face, and I know he only wants to stop this from escalating. I’m not being a bitch. I’m worried about Jon. He’s been behaving erratically, and none of his family seems to notice or care. I have no idea which, but I’m not walking away. Not today. Not ever.

I dig in my heels and glare at Trystan. “No. If you have something to say, say it here.”

Trystan sighs. “Jon needs to sign those papers, and he needs to walk away from this.” He gestures so that I know he’s talking about the club. “He’s refusing to hear anything we tell him.”

“You’re not my problem.”

“Yes, but Jon is. If you care about him at all, you can’t let him keep this place. Sean’s a dick, but I believe he's genuinely looking out for Jon. Stuff happened between the two of them—I don’t know what, it was before I met him—but that shouldn’t be the reason his life now turns to shit.” There’s compassion in Trystan’s eyes. “Listen, not too many people understand what makes Jon tick. It can get lonely, living like that, and I know he doesn’t want to say goodbye to you yet. Talk to him. Make him see this is one of those times he’s making life harder just to make it more difficult. He can help you without the club. You can help him by making him see that.”

I look over at the woman silently sitting beside me. She makes a disgruntled noise and sinks back into her seat, slouching down in the chair and looking up at Trystan. “A fine brain to go with that fine body.”

A slight blush rises to Trystan’s cheeks, but he turns away so quickly I almost don't see it. A blushing rock star? How is that possible? Bryan misses it—he’s too busy glaring at me.

My feral, pissed off stance relaxes, and I look away. Maybe he’s right. It’s possible this place will only bring Jon more pain, and I don’t want that. His mother is demon spawn, and I won't be the reason he’s in her crosshairs. “I’ll get him to sign the papers.”