Sucking in San Francisco (26 page)

“Let me make some coffee,” Andrew says, happy to have something to do.

“I’m going to head back to the East Bay and feed. I need some hippie blood. Ganja Girl must rejuvenate!” Hannah kisses my cheek and makes her farewells, after we promise to meet at the club the next night.

Julian and Helena are in their own world checking each other over.

“I need to put your house back in order,” Aidan says and begins repairing walls and doors with a nod and a finger snap.

“First things first,” I say. “Has anyone seen my handi-wipes?”

“Oh, Lily,” Sebastian says.

“You’re a mess, Sebastian. So is Aidan.”

“I just need a shower,” Bast protests.

Aidan snaps his fingers. “See, I’m all better now, love.”

“So, we’re going out tomorrow night to celebrate?” I ask.

“Yes,” Julian says.

“We need to celebrate, we’re safe and everyone has survived,” Helena affirms.

We descend to the library, down the newly repaired stairs, to savor Andrew’s coffee and tea, to catch our breath, so to speak.

“Aidan, let me just say, I never want to be on the receiving end of your powers,” Julian admits as he makes himself a cup of tea and finds his favorite chair next to Helena.

“I doubt you will, my friend,” Aidan says and smiles at him. “Let me fix you a peppermint mocha, love. I think you deserve it.”

“Thank you, Aidan. That would be lovely,” I say. I take my drink and sit next to Sebastian who looks down at me with those deep, chocolate brown eyes. Aidan takes a seat across from me. “Tell me what I missed,” I demand. I’m tired, but nothing a top off of blood won’t fix.

They give me a blow by blow until we are done with our drinks.

“Well, I need to get some dinner tonight, so as soon as I find my hand sanitizer I’m taking a shower.”

Aidan promises to come back tomorrow night so he can drive with us to the club. He needs to pop out to recharge with some appetizing energy. He is depleted too.

I climb into the shower and relish the fact that I am no longer in pain. I scrub extra-long. When I get out, I brush my fangsters, floss and slip into some jeans, boots and a long Irish wool sweater. I’m going to a pub to pick someone up so I don’t need the flash and bling. Sebastian offers to drive me.

The fog envelops us as we leave the house, making me think of the night I walked on the Bridge to save Aidan. Sebastian slips his hand into mine as we walk to the car. Our feet crunch on the driveway echoing oddly in the fog – shrouded night.

“Cherie, you’re quiet tonight. What are you thinking?”

“That it was a night like this that I met Aidan.”

“Oh.” Sebastian’s lips tighten.

“I just realized how much has happened since then, that’s all.”

“You’ve made up your mind then.” Sebastian’s hand is slack in mine.

“I think so. I’m going to sleep on it. I will tell you tomorrow.”

“Then I have until then to convince you.” Oddly enough he doesn’t kiss me like I expect. Instead he helps me into the car.

We drive in silence to the Plough and Stars on Clement. Many thoughts cross my mind but I’m not ready to talk about them.

When we arrive, Sebastian opens my door and accompanies me into the pub. He takes a seat at a booth while I sit at the bar. It doesn’t take long for an expat to offer to buy me a pint. I gladly accept.

“What’s a coppertop like you doing here? I can tell you don’t have a drop of Irish blood in ya,” he says smoothly, though the smell of alcohol is strong on his breath.

“You’re right. Not Irish but I love the country and the beer,” I say as I toast him. He grins wildly and clanks glasses with me, spilling Guinness everywhere. We are still laughing about it when I catch a look from Sebastian. He’s staring daggers at the man. I better hurry this up.

“You wanna catch some air with me?” I ask him.

“With you I’d march to Northern Ireland itself.”

I grab his hand and smile at him over my shoulder as I pull him out the door. I see Sebastian getting up to follow us. Oh Boy.

My Irish lad pulls me up against the wall of the pub but I pull him along to a discreet doorway. His hands are everywhere and I hear a growl. I quickly pull out a handi-wipe and wipe his neck. He doesn’t even stop. I pull him in and bite down. Usually it would be a happy release, sweet honey and pleasure from the first bite, but with Sebastian being so possessive and waiting for me in the wings, I just want to get this over with. As soon as I am done, Sebastian sweeps me up and into his arms. Kissing me and hugging me.

“Are you okay?” he asks. “That filthy ass had his hands all over you.”

“I’m fine, Bast. You know that it comes with the territory.”

“Yes, but I don’t have to like it.”

“Well, you do have to deal with it,” I say but not unkindly.

“Did you get enough to eat?”

“Yes,” I sigh. “Let’s go home. It’s been a very long, very strange day.”

“Agreed.” We slip into the leather seats of his car. He’s quiet on the way home. When we pull into the driveway, I am ready to crawl out of my skin. The quiet isn’t like it has been in the past. This is an uneasy silence. I can tell Sebastian wants to say something but is holding it in.

We enter the house and I put my purse on the credenza. I look around for Sebastian but he is on his way up the stairs.

“Goodnight?” I say.

“I’ll be back down, ma petite.”

“Okay.” I feel off balance. This is out of character for Bast. He is always so attentive. Maybe I have pushed him too far. I make my way into the library, confused and afraid I have hurt him.

“Good evening, Lily. Are you feeling better?” Julian asks.

“Yes, I am.”

“What’s wrong?” Helena asks. She can always read me.

“Nothing,” I lie.

“Mmhmm, whatever you say.” She gives me a knowing look.

I sit down on the butter soft leather of the couch and sink in, grabbing the throw to wrap myself in, suddenly needing extra security. Andrew saunters in with coffee and cocks his eyebrow at me. I wave him off and he purses his lips. I might as well piss everyone off. Finally Sebastian comes back. He sits next to me. That’s something.

Bast picks up the paper and starts reading. In a sense ignoring me. It only adds to my confusion. I start to get hurt feelings until I realize I put myself in this position. I said I needed time. I still reach for my hand sanitizer and notice that Sebastian’s lips curl ever so slightly. He can’t be enjoying this could he? He’s not playing hard to get? The French bastard! I think that’s exactly what he is doing.

I grab my hand sanitizer, throw the blanket on the couch and march out of the room. I swear I hear Bast chuckle in my wake. Ugh! I run up the stairs to my room and pace to work off some excess energy and do some thinking. I do know who I am going to pick. But just to be sure, I’ll sleep on it. I change and climb into bed. Writing in my journal for the first time in days.

The next night, I hum to myself as I get ready to go out. I can’t wait to dance in the arms of the man that I love. After applying copious amounts of sanitizer, I search my closet and pick out a
Lulu
dress in navy and some heels to wear for the evening. A large silk flower for my hair will finish the look.

I do my hair carefully and make no mistakes on my makeup. I’m in a contented mood having finally made up my mind. I want this night to be perfect. The boys are both here now. I have my bedroom door open and just as I am slipping into my shoes the man I know I was meant to be with walks through my door.

“You look breath-taking, ma petite.”

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Hail, Guardians of the Watchtowers come! By the air that is Her Breath, send forth your light, be here now…The circle is cast. We are between the worlds… The fire is lit, the ritual is begun.

She wore a white ceremonial dress. It was gauze and swayed with her hips. Moving gracefully, she traced her circle with her athame, making it her own. Now she was skyclad, having tossed her clothes off for the rest of her ritual. Twirling and moving in a carefree manner, she focused on her magick. She chanted as she danced, feeling secure that no one would see her.

But he was watching in the dawn.
Silently he moved closer, the soft bare earth of the Berkeley hills beneath his feet.
A set smile was on his lips, but his eyes were dead pools of black, as he walked right through her circle. She was startled out of her revelry. As he moved forward and grabbed her arms, her eyes darted from side to side looking for help, knowing no one was there. His smile didn’t soothe her. Now he had her hands restrained, yet she struggled and screamed. She pleaded with him not to hurt her. He was amused.

He slowly ran his knife down her leg, searching. There they were, twined in the roots of a willow tree, talismans. He reached behind his back, slid out his katana, and with a smooth swing, sliced off her head. As the head rolled to the side, he was washed in her warm, bright red blood. He didn’t see it or feel it. He was after something more important. He went back to her tattoo. With his athame, he skinned her of her talismans.

•••••

Blood pooled with ink as the needles pierced her client’s skin. Thorn colored in the intricate design. Her stomach tightened as it always did, but years of practice kept her from showing it. The man she tattooed flinched as the pain registered. She smiled to herself. Pleasure and pain would soon be his addiction, as it often was for those who came to her.

Her nitrile-covered hands moved swiftly, as they dipped the needles into ink and moved back to the design, the outline evaporating into blood and a more permanent ink, the flesh raw, after she was done with it.

Her shop, Stained, tucked into the slightly seedy, increasingly funky, but always vibrant Telegraph Avenue, hummed with the noise of tattoo machines, music, and people milling around, looking at the art work displayed in books. Antique prints of ‘painted’ tattooed ladies gave the shop a burlesque feel. Thorn loved everything about it. Being just a few blocks from UC Berkeley, the shop was a favorite with students and more faculty and staff than one might guess. Each tat station was open to the public eye except for one back room, where the artists could work on more private areas. She had chosen dark blue blending to cerulean, towards the ceiling, to soothe the customers, unlike the bright reds of so many other shops.

The man she worked on grunted, trying not to move, as she continued, adding ink and wiping away blood so she could see clearly. The design made itself known. As she wove it into existence, she chanted under her breath a spell of healing into the ink. She had created a sacred space in her store, so she would be protected while she chanted and worked her spells.

Gérard, Reese, and Gwynn worked with her tonight, and they were busy with customers, too. Gérard with his creole accent, Reese with her red hair, t-shirt and jeans, and Gwynn dressed in a hemp dress with her blonde hair thrown up in a messy bun held together with chop sticks. Jason, her intern, worked the front, helping customers, running errands for the artists, and selling t-shirts and other souvenirs. Tonight he wore skinny jeans showing his boxers and a rainbow Muppets t-shirt.

Thorn had more work than she could handle and that was the way she liked it. The shop was open during the day, with a talented, experienced crew. Thorn covered the hours from early evening ’til midnight. She had a steady flow of customers until she shut the doors. Besides her discreet late night patrons, she catered to a select clientele and never took walk-ins. The high fees from her late night clients fed her bolt fund.

Her present client had made his appointment six weeks ago. He’d opted for a custom designed pinup girl and it was turning out nicely. She’d drawn up the design last night and he loved it. Halfway through the night, Raven, her familiar, swept into the room onto his perch and cawed, “Trouble.” He was a large, midnight black raven, with talons that could shred a man to ribbons and a beak like a bowie knife. He refused to be named. Names held power over the being and he wanted no binds on him, so she just called him Raven.

Raven would have warned her mind-to-mind if it had been a real threat. Whatever was coming was more likely some kind of annoyance.

A few minutes later, a man in a black button-down shirt, jeans, and a jacket walked in. The suit jacket fit tightly over his broad shoulders, pulling under his right arm around the bulge of his gun. His eyes catalogued everyone and what they were doing. He acted as if he was like every other patron, but he was trying too hard to look casual. He had cop written all over him.

“I’m looking for Thorn,” he said, in a whiskey-rough voice.

Thorn shifted slightly in her chair to look over her shoulder. “You’ve found her,” she answered.

“I’m Detective O’Bradigen.” He pulled out his card. Thorn nodded towards the countertop and he placed the card there, as she was already gloved up. She noticed his first name was Sé, pronounced Shay in Gaelic, meaning raven. An omen? O’Bradigen meant spirited. She was getting defensive vibes from him though, guarded. He didn’t seem comfortable around her for some reason.

“Sé… raven,” she said. One dark eyebrow climbed, but it didn’t alter the expression on his square-jawed face. His eyes were deep blue and vibrant under his thick ink-black hair.

“You speak Gaelic?”

“A bit,” she said, as she wiped away some more blood from her client.

Sé’s eyebrow climbed again.

“Something I picked up over the years traveling. What can I do for you, Detective?”

His eyes took in her leather pants, and short t-shirt, her hands in gloves, poised above the shoulder blade of a young woman, her second customer of the night. “I want to ask you a few questions on a case I’m working.”

She blew the hair out of her face, as she kept working. “I’m booked solid until midnight. Can you come back then?” Raven shifted on his perch, turning his head from side to side. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t have to. She knew what he was thinking. He was going to make her pay for delaying the hunt for his late meal.

He nodded. “I’ll see you at ten till.”

She gave him a slight nod of the head in return, and turned her attention back to her customer. But her mind was on the detective.

Thorn noticed Jason snap a picture of her with his phone, as she bent over her client. She sat up and stretched, and he took another, then furtively put his phone away. She shivered like a goose had run over her grave as her
mamó
used to say. He sometimes took photos for the display books, but he didn’t have to hide that. She glanced back at Raven, but he was preening his feathers.

Two stations over, Gérard’s honey-colored face concentrated on his customer. Thorn thought Gérard was humming to himself, perhaps a creole lullaby? He looked up and met her gaze with a smile. She went back to her customer, asking the Goddess to aid in her healing as she continued to ink in the design. The hours passed and Thorn stretched as the end of the night approached.

At ten minutes to twelve, Detective O’Bradigen strolled through the door. Thorn was just wiping down her station, checking that the sharps box wasn’t full. She could have guessed he would be punctual. Gwynn shook out her bun, taking Reese’s hand as they left for the night. They threw curious looks at Sé. Gwynn pulled her woolen shawl tight against the wind and Reese pulled on her hoodie. Raven ruffled his feathers. He turned his back to Sé. Sé mirrored the gesture by shaking the cold October air off with a brisk shiver.

Thorn rolled her neck and stretched her shoulders, letting the muscles relax. “I could use some coffee. Want some?” Thorn led him to the back of the shop.

“That’d be great.” He shivered. “I think the rain’s going to start early this year.”

They made their way down a hallway to the break room. It was cheerful and brightly lit, painted white, with watercolors from local artists on the walls. Everything was neat and clean, like she expected the rest of her shop to be. She had some old and new artists represented. Sé took his time appraising them, while she put water in her electric tea kettle. Thorn loved the way the muted paintings washed color across the stark white walls. It was a calm room to be in, after dealing with people all day, and that had been her goal when she set it up.

Thorn noticed the broadness of Sé’s shoulders as he studied the paintings. The way his hair fell across his eyes made her wonder if it was as silky as it looked. Before she got too worked up, she pulled two mugs down and a canister of coffee beans. She ground the beans she’d picked up at Peet’s and scooped the fresh grounds into her French Press. When the water boiled she poured it in. The strong aroma of French Roast permeated the room.

“Mmmm,” Sé said, with a lopsided smile. His smile transformed his face from tired cop to sensuous Irish rogue, his eyes sparkled, and his dimples showed.

She carried two steaming coffee mugs across the hardwood floors. She put them down on the table, took a seat, and asked, “Do you follow any local artists?”

“A few. No one in this media,” he said, as he took a mug. After a sip, he asked, “How long have you been tattooing, Miss Thorn?”

“Please, it’s just Thorn. I’ve been doing this for six years now. How can I help you, Detective?”

“I’m a homicide detective. My partner, Detective Scettico, and I, are working on a case that involves a tattoo. A very intricate, tribal-looking tattoo. I asked around and was told you specialize in tribal tats. Is that so?”

“I like to do them. I do a lot of them.” She crossed her legs, letting the butter-soft leather slide across itself. “I don’t know if that qualifies as being specialized in something.”

“I’d like you to look at the tattoo and tell me if you recognize anything about it.”

“Where do we go, the morgue?”

“No, I’ve brought you pictures,” he said, as his face closed up. He pulled away. Thorn knew that he was holding something back. He was guarded around her. It was more than the cop thing of keeping too much evidence a secret. It was something more. Keeping his body tight and distant. He did make it clear he meant business, though, by looking her directly in the eye.

“I understand,” she said, meeting his gaze. “I remember Detective Scettico. He helped me with a break-in we had a few months ago.” Thorn wrapped her now cold fingers around the warm mug of coffee. Scettico seemed to hate her before they’d even met. He’d had something against female tattoo artists, Thorn thought, against females in general.

“Let me show you those pictures.” He laid them face down, trying to prepare her. “The weather and animals did a number on it.”

He turned over the first 5x7. She picked up the picture, unable to hold back a gasp. The tattooed flesh had been cut up. The skin was green and bloated, but she recognized the tattoo immediately. She had worked it on a witch a year ago. Thorn felt the blood run from her face as she took in the pictures. She breathed slowly and calmly to settle herself. She knew this witch.

“Are you okay,” Sé asked.

“I just need a minute.”

It shocked her to know the young witch had died, and someone had mutilated her this way. The witch, Willow, had wanted the typical protection symbols, but also a love spell worked into it, so she would be unaccountably irresistible. Thorn had cautioned her about this but the witch was strong magickally and confident she could defend herself. It was clear from the pictures Thorn now held in her hand that the magick symbolism was missing. It had been cut off the body. The witch had recently been giving Reese, one of her artists, some trouble. She claimed Reese had made a pass at her girlfriend but Reese was committed to Gwynn. Once Thorn had explained this, Willow backed off.

Witches and vampires came to Thorn to be inked, as she was able to invoke spells into her artwork and ink. She’d weave talismans into the tattoos, infusing them with magick. These were the late-night patrons, who paid so well. She could also bespell ink, so a vampire could be tattooed. Normally, they healed too fast and the ink disappeared. She was the only one who could make it work, that she’d heard of, and she had vamps coming from all over the world to get tattooed.

“This is my work.”

“What can you tell me about it?”

“Part of it’s missing.”

“You’re sure about that? So many tattoos, you remember all of them?”

“Some are more memorable than others. This is one of those. There were some distinctive symbols that have been removed, just those specific symbols. It was very carefully done too.” Thorn pointed to the missing skin, which hadn’t disrupted the unmagicked design.

Sé gathered up the pictures and studied her. “What did the symbols mean?”

Thorn laughed. “Detective, they’re just symbols.”

“I know that, and you know that, but our killer seems to think otherwise. You must know what they mean, Thorn.”

“She had a symbol for protection and for love woven together. Funny, the protection thing didn’t work too well for her, did it?” Thorn said. She let out a big breath.