Read Sugared (Misfit Brides #4) Online
Authors: Jamie Farrell
Kimmie heard the words, but the meaning didn’t entirely register. “Erm… really?”
“Of course, Kimberly. A man has needs. Arthur has been widowed for well over a year, and he’s made several… concessions… for the sake of our friendship. It’s time I did the same.”
Kimmie scratched her hairnet. She liked Arthur, though she felt squicky weird thinking about his
needs
, which, obviously, General Mom would only attend to within the bonds of holy matrimony.
She shuttered
those
thoughts.
Arthur had always been nice to Kimmie, and his friendship with General Mom had mellowed her this last year, though more outside the bakery than inside it. Their relationship had gotten rocky around Valentine’s Day, but they’d made up. Still, Kimmie hadn’t expected retirement and
marriage
.
She did appreciate the prospect of stepsisters, though. Nat and Lindsey, Arthur’s daughters, had been two of her best friends for a long time. “Wow. Huh. That’s—congratulations, Mom.”
“Too soon for congratulations, Kimberly. I need to see to the future of Heaven’s Bakery first.” She dusted her hands. “Which brings us back to
your
problem. What do you intend to do next to woo your birthright out of Mr. Kincaid’s claws?”
Obviously hiding and eating coconut ice cream wasn’t the answer General Mom wanted. “Birthday cupcakes. And… a surprise.” It was such a surprise, Kimmie didn’t even know what it was yet.
“Excellent,” General Mom said. “Do feel free to use bakery resources as necessary.”
“Thanks, Mom.”
“Don’t thank me, Kimberly. Reclaim Heaven’s Bakery, and you can thank yourself.”
K
immie had
a quick dinner of takeout from Wok’n’Roll while she paused at home to feed her cats. She checked her fortune cookie—
Ignore your destiny at your own peril. Doom awaits those who wait on others for their fortunes.
—and headed out.
Seducing Josh wasn’t something she could plan on her own, nor did she want her mother’s suggestions. She had ideas—she did live in one of the most romantic towns in the world, and she had read her fair share of romance novels—but she needed a boost in confidence.
Or possibly someone to impersonate her for her next attempt at seduction.
The door swung shut behind her at Suckers, her very favorite bar, and she felt her shoulders relax, her belly settle, and her coconut receptors perk up. Suckers not only had the coolest purple track lighting and silver semicircle bar, they also served the best coconut cream pie on the planet.
“Hey, Kimmie.” Natalie waved from a nearby booth. She scooted closer to the wall and patted the red cushion. “Sit. Is Josh coming?”
“And does he have a brother?” Pepper Blue said across the table. She was Nat’s sister-in-law and co-owner at Bliss Bridal Boutique, the dress shop on The Aisle that shared a wall with Heaven’s Bakery. “One who wants to get married? To someone like me?”
“Stop,” Nat said to her. “First of all, you can do so much better. And second of all, he’s still only
engaged
. Not married yet.”
Kimmie sank into the booth next to Nat. “Oh, another one?” she said. Poor Pepper. Every guy she’d ever dated—apparently including her latest ex-boyfriend—had gone on to marry the next girl he dated after Pepper.
Pepper tipped her head back and downed her drink. She slammed the short glass on the table, and the ice clinked. “
Another
one. And Max Gregory’s mother stopped in today. She asked me to ask Max out because she wants grandbabies.”
“You should at least consider it,” Nat said. “Max has his own curse. You two get together, one of you is bound to break the streak.”
Kimmie nodded. “That Golden Bouquet hex is serious business. I don’t know who cursed you, but I’ll bet you break yours before Max breaks his.”
“Mail-order grooms would have to be a thing for
that
to work.” Pepper’s tone was sarcastic, but her cheeks went a delicate pink.
Kimmie had always wanted to blush like that. She wouldn’t have minded having Pepper’s thick chestnut hair and pretty green eyes either. But the curse—Pepper could keep that.
“You are not buying a groom. End of discussion.” Nat rattled the ice in her soda glass, making her wedding ring sparkle under the lights. She nudged Kimmie. “Is your mother having a coronary over you dating a mass-produced-snack-cake guy?”
Natalie was one of two people in Bliss who knew exactly who Josh was. She had to suspect Kimmie’s relationship with him wasn’t real, but if she was playing along, then she probably hadn’t told Pepper the secret.
“My mother’s handling it… okay,” Kimmie said. She paused to ask the waitress for a half-strength Kimmie colada—piña colada mix with orange juice and a shot of grenadine. Extra coconut on bad nights, rum on even worse nights. But she needed her wits tonight. “Actually, can I ask you guys something? I need advice.”
“On dealing with your mother?” Nat tucked her short brown hair behind her ear.
“Ask Arthur to run interference,” Pepper said. “She’d do anything for him.”
“Can we go
one day
without mention of something that makes me want to throw up?” Nat said.
Pepper grinned. “No.” Her chunky green earrings danced when she turned to Kimmie. “Threaten to quit. She knows what she has in you.”
Her mother also knew Kimmie would never quit Heaven’s Bakery. Where else would she go? Bliss was home, and Heaven’s Bakery was the best. “Actually, it’s about you-know-who—I mean, Josh.”
“Sin-on-a-stick Josh?” Pepper said.
“Your
boyfriend
Josh?” Nat added with a cheeky glint.
“Yeah.” Kimmie swallowed the nauseating flavor of deceit. “My Joshanova. My Josh Juan. My Snack Cake Romeo. That guy.”
“Oh, you have it bad,” Pepper said. “If he had a brother, I’d totally buy me one of those.”
Nat coughed. “He had better be treating you right. I will personally kick the ass of any man who dares offer you anything less than the best.”
“We’re in the getting-to-know-you stage of our relationship,” Kimmie said. “But his birthday is in two days, and I don’t know what to get him. I’ve never, erm, really done birthdays with, erm, boyfriends before.”
“Give him the trench coat,” Pepper said.
Nat snorted her soda. “A little warning next time?”
Something dirty and wrong tickled Kimmie’s brain. “A trench coat?” Surely Pepper didn’t mean what Kimmie thought she meant. Hopefully Pepper didn’t mean what Kimmie thought she meant. “His family’s rich, you know. He can afford lots of trench coats.”
Pepper giggled.
Nat grabbed Pepper’s glass. “No more whiskey for you. Kimmie, how long exactly have you been, ah,
dating
?”
“A little while.” The lie flew out of her mouth as if it had a mind of its own, even though Nat had to know better. And while Nat was certainly
not
Kimmie’s mother, she did have an adorable five-year-old boy, which meant she’d also mastered her
you are lying to me and I know it
expression.
“The trench coat is
totally
the way to go,” Pepper said. Mischief twinkled in her eyes. “It’s a great early-relationship surprise.”
“What’s the trench coat?” Kimmie said again.
“When you show up at his house. In a trench coat.”
“Why a trench coat?”
Pepper fiddled with her necklace and wiggled her dark brows at Kimmie. “Because it’s big enough to hide the nothing underneath part.”
Heat rose from Kimmie’s neck into her cheeks, and there went that image again of tassels spinning from her nipples while Josh turned bedroom eyes on her.
Not that there was any chance of that happening on this earth. Or on Mars. Or any other planets, universes, or unidentified trans-dimensional portals.
He might’ve publicly claimed her, but he hadn’t called, he hadn’t emailed, and he certainly hadn’t suggested he wanted to do anything in
private
with her.
The waitress slid past and left a pink-tinged drink in a frou-frou cup on the table for Kimmie, an amused grin playing on her lips.
“No trench coat. Just be yourself,” Nat said. “You are adorable and unique and irresistible, and you don’t have to do anything beyond being
you
to make people love you. And if that’s not enough for him, screw him.”
“Good point,” Pepper said. “Screwing him is a great option for a birthday surprise. I haven’t met a man yet who wouldn’t have been satisfied with birthday sex. If you’re at the having-sex stage. How long did you say you’ve been dating him?”
There was a possibility Kimmie should’ve considered asking different friends for advice. Or at least sober friends. All of whom didn’t know that Josh was secretly Kimmie’s boss too. “I don’t want to do something any old girl could’ve already done for him,” Kimmie said. “I was hoping for something unique.”
Pepper’s lips parted. Nat’s eyes bulged.
“What?” Kimmie said.
“Kimmie, most women don’t want to think about their
boyfriends
getting sex from other women,” Nat murmured.
Kimmie’s cheeks went so hot, they were in danger of spontaneously combusting. “I know he’s slept with women before. We all have histories. I just need to be… best.”
“I could date him for you first,” Pepper said. “The movies or dinner or a river cruise or something. I don’t think I have to sleep with him for it to count. I wouldn’t do it for Max’s mom, but for you, Kimmie, I would totally take one for the team.”
Kimmie’s drink suddenly looked as appetizing as boiled tar. Her dinner rolled in her stomach. There went Kimmie’s pathetic crush, rising up like a giant Jell-O mold of jealousy.
Pepper was gorgeous and smart and stylish and funny. She wasn’t a twig, but she was more Josh’s type than Kimmie was. “Thanks, but I don’t want to
marry
him.”
“Then why are you dating him?” Pepper said.
Kimmie gulped.
Josh was
so
not the marrying type. “Right now,” she said. “Erm, that is, I might want to marry him some day, but right now, we’re in the getting-to-know-you phase of our business. Relationship. Our relationship. It’s way too soon to be thinking… you know.”
Nat sucked her lips in, but Kimmie still saw the smile lurking in her expression.
“That’s good,” Pepper said. “Slow is good.”
Slow
wasn’t
good. She needed to get rid of Josh, and she needed to get rid of him
fast.
“I need to get his birthday right. I screw these things up all the time, and how often does a girl get a chance to impress a guy who’s normally out of her league?”
Pepper squinted at Kimmie, then at Nat.
“It’s really, really important,” Kimmie whispered.
Nat leaned her forearms on the table. “He’s a Cubs fan, right? Are they playing in Chicago anytime soon? Could you get him tickets?”
Pepper raised her hand. “Oh, I know! You could make a donation to his favorite charity. We could have an old-fashioned bake sale at the end of The Aisle to raise money. You know the whole town would rally behind you doing practically anything. Or you could make him a cake. A
special
cake. Seriously, Kimmie, baking is your superpower. Use it on him, and he’ll do anything for you. He
does
like your baking, doesn’t he?”
“Oh, yeah,” Kimmie muttered.
“You could do all of it. With a trench coat.” Pepper grinned. “I’ve got one you could borrow. Although, it might have my curse cooties on it.”
“Enough with the trench coat,” Nat said. “A little black dress would work as well. Plus, she could wear it again somewhere else.
Unlike
the trench coat. And your crazy curse cooties.”
“You can totally use a trench coat again. Besides, it never hurts to be memorable.”
“Memorable would be showing up at his office in a pink bunny costume and singing him ‘Tiny Bubbles’ while I rubbed fresh buttercream on his chest,” Kimmie said.
Her friends paused.
“Wait, why do you need our help again?” Nat said with a wink. “You have memorable down pat.”
“But I need to be
right
.” She needed to win. Against a man who could stand up to her mother. And who wasn’t afraid to own being with her in public.
Kimmie shivered. Someone willing to own her in public was half of what she wanted from a knight in shining armor. But
Josh
?
Her eyes could do all the swooning they wanted, but her heart knew there was only pain in the future. Pain, and the wounded pride of forever having to share Heaven’s Bakery.
Until he decided he wanted it
all
.
General Mom was right. There was no way they could win if he decided he wanted the bakery. He had the money and the resources to squash them if he decided to sue over any aspect of how their business was run.
“Relationships have a lot of give and take,” Nat said pointedly. “Are you sure it’s worth what you put in?”
Nope. Not at all. And this was where Kimmie wouldn’t have minded one of them stepping in and offering to do her dirty work for her. “I won’t know if I don’t try, will I?”
“And you’re sure you want to try with
him
?” Nat pressed.
As if she had a choice. “I know I’m not his usual type, but—”
“Oh, honey,” Pepper said, “you got that right. You’re a hundred times better than his usual type. And I’ll bet he doesn’t have a clue yet how much better you are.”
Nat studied Kimmie for a minute. “Is your mother up to what I think she’s up to?” she murmured.
Pepper leaned toward them. “What?” she said.
“Probably,” Kimmie whispered to Nat. “But if it works, she might retire.”
“Wait,
what
?” Pepper said.
Nat’s frown morphed into a sly grin. “Oh, I just had a thought.” she said. “And trust me, Kimmie, this is going to be better than any birthday present.”
She leaned closer to Kimmie. Pepper stretched as far as she could over the table.
And two hours, a slice of coconut cream pie, and three Kimmie coladas later, Kimmie almost believed in herself as much as her friends did.
“
H
appy birthday
, sweetheart!”
Josh squinted through a headache at his parents in his doorway. He’d been head-down studying sales figures, focus group survey results, and the cupcakes Aiden had snuck into Josh’s office this morning, and he hadn’t realized how late it was getting.
His mom sailed into his condo, hands full of presents, her dark hair tucked up in a fancy do. “So sweet of you to spend it with us.” She marched past him with an innocent but knowing smile—the
I heard about your girlfriend, but I won’t press you until you’re ready to talk
smile.
His squint turned to a wince.
Yet another item on the pile of things he didn’t want to contemplate. Despite being a not-bad chef, Aiden hadn’t simply failed at replicating Kimmie’s cupcakes.
He’d bombed it.
Aiden was as moody as a girl about it too. He’d come into Josh’s office this morning and suggested that he try cupcakes from a big food blogger or two and investigate what it would take to get one to sign on for a line of gourmet snack cakes.
Josh believed in contingency plans for contingency plans, so he’d told Aiden to have fun baking, and if he could make a decent cupcake, Josh would talk to Dad about a new line.
But not tonight. Because tonight he had to block his parents from seeing the cake on the kitchen table when they went past on their way to his living room.
“Honey, you don’t look well.” Mom deposited the stack of presents on the black lacquered buffet in the hallway, then took his face in her hands and inspected him. “Dad said you left the office early. Oh, dear. Are you sick?”
“Give the boy breathing room, Esme.” Dad slapped Josh on the back. “He works hard. Deserves an afternoon off once in a while.”
“He’s much too pale.”
“It’s all that sunscreen you make him wear. Kids need a healthy tan once in a while.”
“He’s thirty-one, Clayton. And skin cancer isn’t healthy for anyone.”
“He’s thirty-one,” Dad agreed. “Old enough to take an afternoon off and not get henpecked about it.”
Josh forced a smile. They didn’t know he knew how dire the situation was at Sweet Dreams, so he’d keep up the normal family act until he had the solution to their problem. “He’s thirty-one, and he’s hungry.”
Mom’s ruby lips spread in an indulgent smile. “We booked tables at the Club, your favorite steakhouse, and that new bistro my tennis friends keep raving about, since we didn’t know what you were in the mood for.” She brushed a piece of lint off his shoulder. “We have time if you want to shower.”
“Could take you out for a beer instead.” Dad winked. “Imagine you’ve got plans already tonight. No need for us to keep you late.”
There was nothing to keep him from. He didn’t have other plans, because what he
wanted
for his birthday was to crowd around the kitchen table in his parents’ Lincoln Park mansion while Birdie, their longtime housekeeper, carried in one of her famous lemon chiffon cakes.
His second birthday since she passed away wasn’t proving any easier than the first had been. If anything, it was harder.
“No plans,” Josh said. “Been a while since we hung out, just the three of us. The Indian place around the corner delivers. Great butter chicken.”
Mom clapped. “Oh, lovely idea, honey.”
Josh steered them both down the hall and into his living room—quickly past the kitchen—then pulled his phone from his jeans pocket and hit the button on his favorite restaurant app while he pointed to his black leather sofa. “Sit. Enjoy the view. Extra naan?”
“Our treat, young man,” Dad said. “Put that thing away and let a man make a phone call.”
“Clayton, you don’t even know the name of the restaurant.”
Dad grunted. Mom snatched his phone. “Lordy goodness, let a woman handle this.”
Josh backed out of the room. These two. Always fussing at each other. “Be right back,” he said. “Little headache.”
“You take care of you, honey,” Mom said. “I’ll take care of the food.”
Josh detoured to his modern, steel-and-black kitchen, shoved the financials from Sweet Dreams into the cabinet above the built-in fridge—too high for Mom to reach if she ventured in here—then swiped the cake crumbs off the table and tossed them into the trash. He pulled three wineglasses from a cabinet and dug out a bottle of Mom’s favorite cabernet sauvignon. When he returned to his living room, his parents were standing together at the large picture window overlooking Lake Michigan.
Mom was dark and slender, dressed in a pink pantsuit that probably cost as much as Josh’s monthly profits from Heaven’s Bakery. She regularly took down competitors half her age on the tennis courts, and there wasn’t a soul at the Sweet Dreams Snack Cakes headquarters who didn’t love her. She wasn’t short, but Dad dwarfed her in size. Two of the strongest people Josh had ever known—two of the
best
people he’d ever known—standing together, holding their life together, protecting him from the Big Bad lurking around the corner, pretending all was well at the company so he wouldn’t worry.
Twenty years ago, Josh had fallen through the cracks in the foster system. Twenty years ago, he’d spent his birthday huddled under a pallet behind an Italian restaurant, cold and shivering on an unseasonably cold May afternoon, rain soaking his only shoes, listening to a scraggly-bearded old man, who smelled worse than Josh did, share his secrets for finding cash and coins, including lifting wallets.
Ain’t long for this world
, the old man had said.
Take my stuff when I’m gone
.
Josh had never seen him again. Three weeks later, his parents had rescued him from an inevitable life of being crushed on the street. He didn’t know why or how he’d been so lucky, but he would’ve done anything for them.
No matter the cost.
“You remember that sailboat we used to have?” Mom said.
“Beautiful boat.” Dad nudged Mom’s arm. “More beautiful when you were on it.”
She giggled. “Oh, stop.”
“Envy of every other boat on the lake.”
“Only because of its handsome captain.” She leaned into him. “We should get another one. It would be good exercise for you, working those sails again.”
“Esme…”
“I harp because I care, Clayton. You need to take better care of yourself.”
Josh rubbed his breastbone and backed out of the room, heading to his bedroom.
They’d given up their privacy and their normal life when they’d taken him in, and he didn’t often forget that either.
He also didn’t want to think about his parents being mortal.
He was halfway to his room—he
did
have a headache—when a knock sounded. “Fast service,” Dad said.
“I
love
that place.” Mom smiled at Josh on her way past him, Dad on her heels. “Oh, honey, you already look better. We’ll get some food in you, and you’ll be back to one hundred percent in no time.”
A prickle went down Josh’s neck.
That
was
fast service. Too fast. And building security normally would’ve called before letting a delivery guy up.
“Hold on—” Josh started.
Dad swung the door open.
And there was too much crazy blond hair going on for that to be the normal delivery guy.
“Oh,” Dad said.
“
Oh
,” Mom squealed.
Josh stifled his
oh
, which had a
shit
tacked on to the end of it, and charged the door.
“Um, hi?” Kimmie Elias said. “Oh! You’re Josh’s parents. I’m Kimmie. I—”
Josh angled between Kimmie and Dad.
“—brought cupcakes,” she finished.
She had pink frosting smeared on her left cheek and her blue eyes were wider than Lake Michigan. Except for a pair of purple Converse sneakers, her toned, shapely legs were bare under a trench coat. And she stood completely still while she stared him down.
Kimmie Elias. The odd, unpredictable, master-of-disappearing Kimmie Elias.
Was staring
Josh
down.
Again.
This time wearing nothing but a trench coat.
While his parents watched.
A familiar
rat-a-tat
hammered in his chest.
She was chaos. Disorder. An oddity.
And she was his best chance at saving his parents’ company.
He didn’t entirely understand her battle strategy, but he intended to win the war.
“Sweetheart,” he said.
Her left eye twitched the same way her mother’s did when Josh went to Heaven’s Bakery to annoy her. “Snufflemuffin,” she said.
Josh felt his own eye twitch.
“Josh! Don’t make the poor girl stand there,” Mom said.
He intended to make the
poor girl
do something. Preferably fork over enough recipes to save Sweet Dreams from its current blazing trajectory toward bankruptcy.
Kimmie blinked at him, her long muddy lashes lowering and lifting as if she knew that her being here was a bad, bad idea for both of them.
He took the white Heaven’s Bakery box from her, passed it to his mom, and then he wrapped his arms around her trench coat, subtly feeling for any evidence of anything underneath. He tipped Kimmie—crazy, unsophisticated, gangly Kimmie—and he kissed her.
Soundly. Thoroughly. With no mercy.
Lips, teeth, tongue—he used it all. Cinnamon flooded his senses, a hint of fruit, and something earthy and unique. Different.
Borderline interesting.
Dangerous
.
He could’ve enjoyed figuring out the little mystery that was Kimmie Elias. She intrigued him. As did the challenge of getting a step ahead of her, and staying there.
So he kissed her like he meant it. She wanted to play this game? He’d play. And he’d win.
Tonight, her mousy squeak of surprise tasted like breath mints and desperation. One arm clamped around his neck. Her other hand yanked at his hair.
Hard.
He let her lips go, but he didn’t release his grip on her body. “Miss me, sugar?”
“I had a dream you were a ninja unicorn who spewed fire-vinegar on unsuspecting cupcake villages.”
Probably best if he settled things with Kimmie before Mom got ideas about taking her to the country club.
And he’d have to have a talk with himself about thinking that being a fire-spitting ninja unicorn was pretty damn cool. He was a businessman with a problem, not a six-year-old kid with the luxury of an imagination.
“No need to be nervous about meeting my parents, sweets,” Josh said.
“But they do horrible things to sugar,” she whispered while she disentangled herself from him.
He looked away from her and forced himself to make eye contact with his mom. “She’s such an adorable cupcake snob.” And, unfortunately, not incorrect.
“We have time to fix that.” Dad’s lips spread in a pained smile.
Mom, though, was grinning like she’d already planned a wedding in her head. He hadn’t introduced his parents to a girl since his last serious girlfriend went on her breakup rampage.
Wasn’t nice to give Mom dreams only to dash them, but he’d rather play the part of the broken-hearted fool later—or more likely, the poor boy who’d been used by a small-town girl looking for a way out, if he had his say on the spin of the story—if it meant getting his hands on Kimmie’s cupcakes.
Mom had survived when he’d refused to propose last time. She’d survive when Kimmie left too.
If she got to know Kimmie at all, she’d be relieved when they were done. People weren’t supposed to talk about their weird dreams. Not in Josh’s world.
“Isn’t this a cute box?” Mom lifted the lid, smiling, and sniffed. “Oh, Josh, honey. They’re lemon chiffon. What a thoughtful girl.”
“It’s an old family recipe,” Kimmie said.
Of all the words in the English language, she had to use those five. In that order.
Josh’s heart let out a long, bone-deep, anguished howl.
He might’ve underestimated Kimmie Elias.
“Is it—” Mom’s voice caught. She put a hand to the diamond-encrusted Sweet Dreams cupcake pendant she always wore on her lapel. She blinked quickly. “You—you’re related to Birdie?”
“We were fourth cousins twice removed on my mom’s side,” Kimmie said. “But I never met her. Her grandmother was disowned for sharing the top-secret family fruit loaf recipe with a boy from the wrong side of The Aisle. Of course, that was before The Aisle was called The Aisle, but the point is, she was banished from Bliss, and everyone was forbidden from speaking of her branch of the—sorry. I ramble.”
“Birdie was special to us,” Mom said. “We miss her terribly.”
Dad nodded. “Didn’t know that about her grandmother. She didn’t talk much about family.”
“When you’re related to the people who were responsible for bringing my mom into the world, that’s natural,” Kimmie said.
Dad chuckled an honest chuckle. Mom coughed over a laugh.
“Oh, Kimmie, do come in and sit down,” Mom said. “We heard about you on the news, of course, but Josh is
always
dating women according to the society pages, as I’m sure you know. How lovely that this one is true. I want to hear all about how you two met. And how Josh has kept you such a secret!”
“It’s a great story,” Josh said. And a story was all it was, but Josh would sell it for all he was worth if that was what it took to save Sweet Dreams.
“And I wish I had time to tell it,” Kimmie said, “but I’m needed in Bliss. Those wedding cakes won’t decorate themselves, and we have six weddings on Saturday. But everyone deserves birthday cake, and I—”
She shot a look at Josh, then added some guilt to it when she looked at Dad. “I was afraid you’d stick candles in those horrible ChocoNut Puffs.” She shuddered. “But anyway, enjoy the cupcakes.”
She bit her lower lip, then went up on tiptoe and pecked Josh’s cheek. “Happy birthday, wuvvles. Call me later.” She looked down and blushed as though she were just remembering her outfit. “We can talk about… things.”
She ducked out.
But this time, Josh was on her heels.
She wasn’t disappearing again. “Let me walk you to the elevator.” The door shut behind them. Kimmie kept going, but Josh snagged her elbow. “How the hell did you get past security?” he murmured.
She pursed her lips, and her eyes went bigger.