Take Me Back (11 page)
Authors: Kelli Maine
Tags: #Fiction, #Contemporary Women, #Erotica, #General, #Romance, #Contemporary, #Suspense
MJ’s eyes roamed her face and down her body. The body that used to belong to him. His palms tingled with flesh memories of holding her breasts in his hands. The image of her naked was seared into his mind like it had been branded there. The way he made her sigh. The way he made her moan and whimper his name. His mouth watered, knowing exactly how she would taste, her lips, her skin, her… he had to stop himself. She wasn’t his. She’d broken her promise. She’d left him.
“Where are you going?” Maddie asked him. “Can I come along?”
“My life is none of your business.” MJ shot her a stony glare. “Why are you even here?” He threw up a hand to stop her from answering. “You know what? Never mind. I don’t even care.”
He shoved the key into the ignition and fired up the engine. When she didn’t step back from the car, he glanced up at her to find her staring down at him. He tried to look away, but couldn’t. She’d always had a way of seeing inside him to the pain and hurt. She could always make it go away, and damn it, he needed her to. So he kept his eyes glued to hers like she was a fucking life-line until he felt something shift and crack inside him.
Fucking Maddie.
“You’re not doing this to me again.” He put the car in reverse knowing, it was too late, his words were a lie.
Maddie slowly strolled into the backyard. She hated hurting MJ. The hurt in his eyes, mixed with anger and something close to loathing… it was more than she could bear.
She wrapped her arms around her stomach and took a few deep breaths to calm her nerves. She should’ve found somewhere else to go.
Maddie laughed silently to herself. She’d asked MJ if he was running away, but she was the one doing the running. She fingered the diamond ring under her shirt hanging on the chain around her neck and felt the familiar sting of anxiety shoot up from her stomach to her throat. Talan had been so understanding when she told him she needed time to think. She wasn’t sure she deserved it.
The night he gave her the ring, the city skyline in the sunset took Maddie’s breath away. Across the table from her, Talan’s hazel eyes didn’t leave her face. His expression held so much love and sincerity. She had a feeling she knew what the special night was about, why he brought her to Coach Insignia all the way up on the seventy-second floor of the Renaissance Center. A romantic, sunset dinner at the most expensive restaurant in town could only mean one thing.
They’d finished their dinners, and Maddie’s dessert sat
half-eaten on the plate in front of her. She couldn’t eat one more bite.
She knew it was now or never.
Then the waiter approached their table with a bottle of chilled champagne and two flutes.
Maddie swallowed. Hard. Was this really happening?
She wasn’t ready to be married. She wasn’t ready to be with Talan for the rest of her life. Was she?
Purposely avoiding looking at Talan, Maddie watched the waiter walk away.
“Maddie?” Talan said.
She turned to him. He balanced a black ring box in the palm of his hand. She held her breath and studied his warm face, a sprinkle of freckles across his nose, amber flecks in his eyes, auburn hair to match the sunset outside the windows.
Talan was everything a woman wanted.
He was everything Maddie should want.
So, why was she so afraid?
He opened the box. A beautiful, platinum diamond ring sat on the cushion. “Will you do me the honor of being my wife?”
It felt like a porcupine crawled through her stomach. Yes. No. Her mind whirled. “I—I want to say yes, but I need some time to think.”
Talan sat the ring box on the table and nodded, discouraged. “You don’t want to be with me?”
“No! I do want to be with you.” Maddie reached across and took his hand. “We haven’t even been together a year yet. What’s the rush?”
Talan frowned and rubbed his forehead. “No rush. It just felt like the right time.”
Maddie’s heart sank. How could she do this to him? She loved Talan and it wasn’t like she’d never thought of marrying him over the last few months. They were clearly heading in that direction.
“This was a total surprise,” she said. “I just need to think about it, that’s all. Okay?”
Talan took a deep breath. “Maddie, maybe we need to take a break. Keep the ring and think about it.” He opened her hand and sat the ring box on her palm.
It was heavier than she’d imagined it would be. “A break?”
She could tell he was disappointed and maybe even a little angry, but he wanted to break up?
“I love you, Maddie. Whatever you decide, it won’t change that. But, I can’t make you want to marry me. Take some time away from me to figure out how you feel. Do whatever you need to do to make your decision. When you’re ready to be with me or let me go, tell me.”
It had only been a couple days. The emotions the memory spurred in Maddie were still so strong, they knocked the breath out of her. She had no idea how to make this decision.
Maddie had wandered inside her father’s apartment over the garage while reliving the night Talan proposed. Now, she paced the floor in her dad’s living room. He should’ve been home from the big house by now. It wasn’t that she
was worried. She knew where he was, but she wanted him here. He was too old to be staying out so late. She wished he didn’t need this job. The last person she wanted him working for was Enzo Rocha, the Old Man, as she and MJ liked to call him. But her dad had come to think of the Old Man as a good friend over the years he’d worked for him. She just hoped her dad hadn’t mentioned the fact that she was back.
The Old Man had run her off a year and a half ago, but this time it was different. She was here for a good reason. A reason that had nothing to do with MJ.
Maddie sat on the end of the couch and dug her chain out from under her shirt. Her ring really was beautiful, a full carat emerald cut diamond set in a platinum band. It sparkled and shot rainbows up onto the ceiling.
She knew Talan would be at home, sitting up in bed with his electronic tablet wearing his black-framed glasses, no shirt and pajama pants. He’d have ESPN on the TV, but he wouldn’t be paying any attention to it.
Contentment settled over her thinking about how warm it would be snuggled next to him. How he’d still smell faintly of cologne and play with her hair.
She’d been so lucky to meet Talan. After graduating from Michigan State and coming home to Sandy Springs for what she thought was forever, only to be run off by Enzo Roach, she was devastated when she moved back to East Lansing. She and Talan hadn’t started dating right away. She told him about MJ, about how she’d had to break up with
him, although she didn’t dare tell Talan—or anyone—why she left Sandy Springs.
They became great friends first, then slowly, their relationship developed into more. He was perfect. Loving and loyal, caring, hard-working. She never had to worry about the ground shifting under her feet with him. He was stable and their relationship was what good marriages were based on.
Maddie curled up on the couch with her head on the armrest. She even liked Talan’s family, and from what she knew from her married friends, that never happened.
Clearly, there were more pros than cons when it came to her decision. Any sane woman would jump at the chance to marry a man like Talan. So, what was she doing wasting time back in Sandy Springs, Georgia, at the Rocha Estate?
Don’t answer that question
, she told herself. It was of the rhetorical variety that had plagued her mind on repeat for the past year and a half. Every question came down to the same, one-word, one-name answer.
MJ.
He hit the door of the Third Base Lounge with both hands, making it bounce back off the wall as he stepped inside. His first priority was a drink or five, then he’d move on to a distraction. Glancing around, he didn’t see the female distraction he’d been getting around to knowing better. Carnally better. Too bad. Tonight would’ve been a night for her to remember.
He was glad Paul was behind the bar tonight and not
the new guy Coach had hired who tried to card MJ two nights ago. He settled in on a bar stool and ordered a double of Jack. This was home and Coach Harting, the owner, was as close to a father as he’d ever had. MJ had grown up eating peanuts and watching cartoons with Maddie in the bar’s back office while Coach balanced his books.
Coach Harting had coached every summer Little League team MJ had ever been on and sponsored them with Third Base Lounge jerseys. He was the reason MJ made it onto the GSU baseball team at all after Maddie left.
Those first few months after she’d left, MJ had been a mess. He got drunk and passed out every night, dropped most of his classes his first semester, and started fighting with anyone who wouldn’t back down. Coach wouldn’t give up on him though, said MJ had too much talent to let a woman destroy his dreams. Coach met with the GSU baseball coach and personally vouched for MJ, said he’d kick MJ’s ass if he didn’t shape up. Somehow, the GSU coach believed him and let him on the team.
Now Coach owed MJ an ass whooping.
MJ took the shot glass from the bartender. “Keep these coming.” He tossed the fiery whiskey down his throat and slammed the glass down onto the bar.
“Bad day?” Paul asked, whisking the empty away and replacing it with another.
MJ rolled his head back and forth from shoulder to shoulder. The Jack warmed his stomach and dulled his senses. “You wouldn’t believe the day I’ve had.”
Paul braced his hands against the bar. “A chick?”
MJ took a deep sip of his double shot, nodding. “Kicked me square in the balls.” He swallowed and winced. No need to mention his daddy issues. That situation was too fucked up to even try to explain.
Paul dropped his hands. “Sorry, man.”
“Yeah. Whatever. We haven’t been together for over a year anyway.”
Paul leaned in, resting his forearms on the bar. “Wait. You mean Maddie? Is she back?”
MJ exhaled sharply through his nose and downed the rest of his shot.
That was all the answer Paul needed. He gave MJ a friendly punch to the arm and shook his head before striding to the other end of the bar where he was being flagged down for a beer.
Someone ran into MJ from behind, jolting him sideways on his stool. Instantly enraged, he swung his fist around, connecting with the back of the guy’s head. It was one of the idiots playing pool. “Watch yourself.”
The guy grabbed the front of MJ’s shirt and threw him back into his stool where he lost his balance and fell off onto his ass on the floor. “Want to try that again?”
Drunk and stumbling, it took a second for MJ to get onto his feet and start swinging. The dull, dark pounding in his head was a tribal drum beat spurring his anger. The man became every guy he’d ever imagined Maddie with in Michigan and MJ threw every punch harder than the
last, determined to take back what was his. He wouldn’t be denied any longer. MJ slammed his fist into the side of the man’s head, making him shuffle sideways against the bar. MJ rushed forward, eager to finish this asshole.
With another punch to the man’s gut, the man became MJ’s father, and a surge of animosity crackled under MJ’s skin. He would be heard. Seen. Acknowledged. His fists jabbed hard and fast against the man’s face and abdomen. The cracks of fist against skin urged MJ on again and again. Thanks to his trusty friend, Jack Daniel’s, he didn’t even feel the hits he took.
A pair of hands grabbed him from behind, and as he was being dragged backward, he saw Paul had a hand on the other guy’s chest pushing him back.
“You’ve got way to much piss and vinegar in you, Son,” Coach said from behind him. “Let’s get you back to the office and sobered up.”
Looking up into Coach’s face, etched with disappointment, MJ wished he’d make good on his promise and kick his ass. He deserved it.
The Give & Take Series
Taken
No Takebacks
Taken by Storm
First e-book edition: June 2013
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