Tales of Sin and Madness (9 page)

I bid the world farewell…

Simon Gerty.”

He looked up at Sherry. “What’s this?” he whispered.

“Your suicide note,” Sherry said with little emotion.

Simon found he couldn’t swallow. Tears fell from his widened eyes. Sherry stepped up to him, a ghastly grin on her usually exquisite face.

“You think I didn’t know about her,” Sherry told him. “I’ve followed you two around for months. Watched you two kiss, hold hands…hell, I even watched you two fuck behind that bush in the park last week. That really pissed me off. That’s when I got the idea.”

The sudden urge to urinate overwhelmed Simon again. He tried desperately to control his bladder, but the need was too strong.

“Oh my God,” Sherry said when she noticed the spreading wet patch on Simon’s pants. She shook her head and smirked.

Soon hot urine dribbled down his legs and onto the carpet. Simon wanted to move his hands, to try and fight with her. But his arms wouldn’t comply with his brain. Instead, he whimpered.

“I hoped you wouldn’t recognise her face,” Sherry continued. “But I really messed her face good, so I didn’t think there was any chance of that. Same with her body…Lord knows you got to know
that
well.”

“W…why?” he breathed. He wanted to say more, but didn’t have the air in his lungs.

Still, she knew what he had meant.

“I just wanted to have fun. Play a game with you. Some might call it sick. I call it genius. I can’t believe you fell for the notes. I mean, who the fuck would know what I was going to wear
before
I was going to do it?” She chuckled. “Me! That’s who.”

Sherry looked him deep in the eyes. “Plus I wanted you to see just what sort of woman you cheated on. Tease you with my body, which you so willingly gave up, all for that…that whore. And the best part is, it looks like it was all you.
Your
fingerprints and yours only are on the murder weapon.
Your
fingerprints are all over the dead woman’s body. And
your
fingerprints are all over the suicide note.”

In a flash of movement so sudden that Simon didn’t see before it was too late, Sherry stuffed the barrel into his mouth.

“Not to mention you have reason to kill yourself.” She then blew his brains out through his head.

As the machete fell to the floor and Simon was sent flying backwards, Sherry laughed. “Didn’t I tell you to close your fucking mouth?”

She watched as Simon crashed to the lounge room floor, then hurried into the bedroom. She had to act quickly.

The first thing she did was to slip on the black gloves she had hidden inside the bedside drawer. Then she had the freedom to get dressed and gather up her bag. She picked up the rumpled note and stuffed it into her bag. Then she closed the closet door, grinning as she did, and dashed out of the room. Running through the kitchen, Sherry stopped to collect the second note, then hurried into the lounge.

She rubbed the gun thoroughly before wrapping Simon’s right hand around the handle then placed it where she guessed the gun would’ve dropped if Simon had been holding it. The last thing she did was place the suicide note on the coffee table. She wandered over to Simon and crouched down.

“Rot in hell, you pervert.”

She stood up, took off the gloves and shoved them into her bag, along with the first note. She threw the bag to the couch then rushed to the phone.

She plugged the cord back into the socket, then picked up the receiver and called the police.

NOTES:

My first ever published story.

This first appeared on the Horrorfind website, back in 2000. I had just started writing, this was about my third or fourth attempt at a short story. I knew about the site from the various message boards that were around at the time (the old Masters of Terror, I think, and others I can’t remember the names of now and are probably long gone or morphed into some other site). I had heard of the name Brian Keene, the fiction editor at the time (this was before he was
the
Brian Keene). I decided to submit the story, see what happens. To my great surprise, I got the email back from Brian saying how much he loved the story, that it reminded him a lot of the great Richard Laymon. I was stoked; more than stoked. I was delirious. To not only get an acceptance of a story I had written, but then to be told it reminded the editor of my all-time favourite writer (and whose writing was a big influence in this story, as well as my writing in general)! Boy, that was a great day! Pity we haven’t heard from Brian since…

HEARING THE OCEAN IN A SEASHELL

(
Your weakness will be your downfall…
)

“Back late.”

Jackson nodded to the night watchman behind the desk – an elderly yet still strong looking black man – then headed towards the elevator.

“Been awfully quiet tonight,” the old man said, now smiling. “How about you – have a good night?”

Jackson didn’t answer as he hurried past. He heard the night watchman mutter “Asshole,” but Jackson didn’t care.

He arrived at the elevator (commonly referred to as ‘the deathtrap’ by the tenants), hit the ‘up’ button and waited.

When Jackson heard the rustle of a newspaper and then the watchman sigh, he figured either the old man was saying,
Well fuck you
, or he was so apathetic towards his work he just didn’t care what was going on in the building.

Still, Jackson glanced over his shoulder and wondered if the night watchman suspected anything.

Why would he? He’s an old man who sits on his ass all night.

Jackson squinted, trying to read the headlines splashed across the front of the newspaper, but he couldn’t quite read them from where he was standing.

The elevator chimed, signalling its arrival. Jackson turned around and stepped inside. The compartment was bathed in a light the colour of pale urine and the stale vomit and cigarette smell never failed to sicken him.

(
I can’t believe you. You sicken me. I thought I knew you, but I guess I was wrong…
)

He jabbed the number 6 button with his index finger, saw the old man tip one corner of the newspaper and eye him, then the elevator doors closed.

Thank God I’ve got a better life than that
.

When the elevator jolted to life and started its rickety ascent to the top floor, Jackson took a long, relaxing breath then leaned back against the grubby brown panelled walls of the elevator. He was safe.

Nobody had followed him.

Unless there are a group of policeman waiting for me in my apartment
.

He thought it hardly likely; after all, the old man had said it had been a quiet night. But what if he had been lying? What if he had been covering for the rotten pigs?

What is the correct term for a group of cops?
he wondered.
A gaggle? A herd? A flock?

Jackson was mulling it over, when the elevator stopped at the first floor.

The doors opened.

Jackson waited.

When nobody entered, he straightened, walked to the open doors and looked out. There wasn’t a soul around.

“Damn eleva…” He stopped when he spotted the baby.

It was sitting with its legs crossed and was gazing right at him. Jackson smiled. The baby didn’t smile back. “Hey there, fella. What are you doing out here?”

The baby – he couldn’t tell if it was a girl or a boy – didn’t make a sound. It didn’t laugh or cry or gurgle. Just sat there in the middle of the hallway, rocking back and forth. Staring. Looking sad.

The doors began to close.

Jackson stepped back and let them shut.

W
here are the parents?

He leaned back against the wall and shrugged. It was none of his business. Maybe the kid belonged to a hooker and she didn’t want to take it in with her while she conducted business. Couldn’t find a babysitter, so she had to bring it to work.

Whatever the reason, Jackson didn’t care. What did play on his mind was how miserable the baby seemed. But did babies get miserable? Could they have those complex emotions at such a young age?

Jackson wondered what would become of the kid when it grew older.

I can’t worry about such things. I have my own problems.

He knew it was silly – he didn’t even do anything tonight – yet he couldn’t quite shake the feeling something wasn’t right. Was Gloria telling him something? Was she telling him not to go up to his room because there were a gaggle of cops waiting?

What are you trying to tell me, Gloria?

* * *

He was born in the tiny Midwestern hamlet of Belford. He was the second child, his brother Michael was born three years prior, and according to his mom, his had been an especially easy birth.

They lived in a two-storey house just outside the township. His parent’s owned and ran the local pet store –
Sean and Deb’s Friendly Pet Store
– where his earliest memory was sitting in the back of the store petting a tiny white kitten, his mum smiling and maybe even crying a little.

The thing he remembered most from his early years was lots of laughter. Everyone in his home seemed happy, even his older brother, and everything was good.

* * *

The elevator stopped at the third floor.

Jackson sighed. The ride up to the sixth floor was slow enough in the building’s relic of an elevator without it stopping all the time.

It was usually dead this time of night. That’s why he liked using it so late – there was no one around to see him. Apart from the night watchman.

The doors opened and the invisible man walked in.

It was either that, or the elevator was playing up.

He moved towards the open doors. Saw some kids laughing and playing down one end of the hallway.

“You damn kids,” he called out. “You been messing with the elevator?”

They ignored him and kept on playing.

“Hey! I’m talking to you kids!”

Little shits
, Jackson thought.

(
You’re a lying shit. I trusted you. Loved you. Wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. And now this. This is what you are? I can’t believe I was so stupid…
)

The kids remained in the shadowy confines of the hallway, and as Jackson continued watching, he soon realized that the kids weren’t playing at all – well at least not tag or hide-and-seek. There was one kid, smaller than the others, who was standing by the wall that wasn’t laughing. He had his head down while the other kids poked and made fun of him.

Heartless little fucks
.

Jackson now heard what they were chanting: “Son of a whore, son of a whore.”

“Stop teasing him, you brats!” he yelled. “Go home and stop playing around with the elevator!”

They ignored him, didn’t even look in his direction.

What am I a friggin’ ghost?

“Son of a whore,” they continued, giggling and poking the helpless kid.

The doors started to close, and as much as Jackson wanted to go out and stop the teasing, he remained in his transient cocoon.

It’s none of my business anyway
, he thought, even though it incensed him seeing that kind of cruelty.

Where the hell are all the parents tonight? Are they in one room having an orgy or something?

He thought it was supposed to be a quiet night. Well, according to the night watchman – who may or may not have been lying about that, and who may or may not know about his secret life.
 

Jackson was growing nervous. He was certain Gloria was trying to tell him something, and he was certain it had something to do with him being caught.

Should I go back down to the lobby? What would happen if I did? There might be cops waiting for me there as well. That damn night watchman probably called up to the cops in my apartment and told them that I arrived back and now there are more waiting for me downstairs in case I try and run.

The more he thought about it the more he was positive he had been caught. Somehow, the cops had traced it all to him.

I didn’t do anything tonight. How could they have found me? All I did was walk around. They can’t arrest me for that.

* * *

Some of his fondest memories were the years he attended Belford Elementary. He was already good friends with most of the kids in Belford, so to him, going to school was just like being on summer vacation, aside from the schoolwork of course, but he didn’t find that a problem. In fact he used to help out kids that weren’t quite as bright as he was. He made even more friends that way, girls included. Because in those magical years before the hazards of adolescence took over, girls weren’t the scary, alien beings they were to become. It was a great time, where the mere smell of a girl didn’t send him wild with hormones, but simply meant another person to play ball with, another friend to eat ice-cream with and ride around town. He was one of the most popular kids in Belford Elementary, and everything was good.